this isn't what i hoped for

In Which There Is No Hope Left

Whatever you do, don’t imagine Clarke Griffin thinking that they’ve run out of possible solutions. Don’t imagine her telling everyone to enjoy themselves with the little time they have left. Don’t imagine everyone having a bittersweet “end of the world” party of sorts and drinking booze and swimming in the pool. Don’t imagine Bellamy realizing that Clarke’s nowhere to be seen in the midst of the party or that he goes upstairs to find her. Don’t imagine that he walks into the bedroom and sees Clarke crying, her face only illuminated by the firelight. Don’t imagine Bellamy walking over to her and sitting down next to her and telling her that she tried her best. Don’t imagine her breaking down even more or him enveloping her in his arms because of it. Don’t imagine her asking him to stay with her for a while, with the two of them laying in bed like that, so close that they can feel each other’s hearts beating. Don’t imagine Bellamy asking Clarke if there’s anything else she wants to do before time runs out. Don’t imagine her telling him that this is all she wants before asking him the same question. Don’t imagine him telling her he loves her and her saying it back.

Just… don’t do it.


This post is a result of @merdok1993′s posts from a few days back. Thank you for making me listen to ‘Silhouettes,’ read lots of Everlark and Bellarke fanfiction, and destroying my life.

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Now let’s go to sleep, I have a feeling I’ll be late for school tomorrow…

(spoiler alert, she couldn’t even sleep, she squealed in her bed until her alarm went off… and so did he) 

it took me…. so long…… to finish this….. it wasn’t supposed to get this long, holy shit……….

ANYWAY, ANON WHO REQUESTED A REVEAL, I hope you like this… I know this isn’t exactly what you asked for but it’s what i could do. also please pretend you can’t notice i had no idea what i was doing 

EDIT: the text is a bit hard to read, so I wrote it down under the cut: 

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Evidence of homophobia in the Shadowhunters society (both direct or through the effect it had on alec) - requested by anonymous

The more I think about season 2 of Yuri on Ice, the more I realize that it would make most sense if it picked up right where season 1 finished - after the Grand Prix Finals and before the Japanese/Russian nationals.

Because think about it: the new season could start off with the Nationals, both of which take place more or less at the same time, meaning that Victor and Yuuri would have to be apart however that also means that episode 1 could have a skating sequence similar to the one in ep 1 of s1, where Victor and Yuuri were skating to the same piece. I know that they can’t skate the exact same thing if they’re both competing, but it could be something similar, the main point is to have that awesome cinematic effect that the first skating routine we saw in YOI had.

After that, we could see Victor coming to Japan to help Yuuri pack and then both of them going back to Russia (although Yuuri going alone would also work) and moving in together. Maybe that’s just me but I’d love to see Yuuri’s first days in St. Petersburg, sort of similar to how we’ve seen Victor in Hasetsu in s1. This is also where we could first see the domesticity between them in the new season. Of course, they were domestic already in s1, but not quite “moving into your fiance’s apartment and living with him” sort of domestic, if you know what I mean. I’d sell my soul for Yuuri causally kissing Victor’s cheek or Victor pressing a kiss to Yuuri’s hair as he’s doing the dishes or just lounging around the house but seeing them sleep in one bed and/or sofa cuddles would satisfy me.

Anyway, in terms of the competitions, the next one up (in January) is the European Championships - where we would see Victor skate his short and free programs for the first time, and the other European skaters would definitely make their appearances.

After that, we’d have the Four Continents Championships (February) where Yuuri would skate his short and free and where we’d see the other non-European skaters skate once more.

And then the climax of the season (or of the series) would be Yuuri and Victor skating in the same competition for the first time - the World Championships (March). This is where we would first truly witness their rivalry and how they can handle being fiances and competing skaters at the same time. Their ‘showdown’ and the resolution of conflicts (if there will be any) between them would be at the height of the finale.

Now, you may think that this would cover only about 6 episodes of the season and you’re right! But the creators could use the remaining time for more casual, daily life episodes, like episode 10 of s1, which help us learn more about the characters. Deeper character exploration, backstories, more conflicts, more resolutions, more development - that could be where the extra time goes. I’m assuming we’d also see Victor and Yuuri practice with the other Russian skaters which should be awesome because they’re all a hilarious bunch.

Of course, the anime could also fast-forward all of that and we could just get to watch the next year’s Grand Prix Series, but knowing the creators, they’ll want to show us something new (especially that we’d miss out on some part of those 9 months between the end of one GPF and the start of the next GP series, which would be a pity). At the same time, if they want to show us something new/different, they would have to start with a new skating season, aka next year’s Grand Prix Series, because otherwise, Yuuri (and all the others, for that matter) will still be skating the same programs we’ve seen in season 1, since figure skaters only create new programs for new seasons. The only new thing we’d really see, if s2 would start where s1 ended would be Victor’s programs.

So yeah, imo, it seems like it’d make most sense if season 2 of YOI picked up almost right where season 1 ended, but at the same time, I’m not quite sure about that because then we would get literally only two new skating routines (perhaps more if they added more characters).

How J'onn found out
  • J'onn: (thinking) hmm, alex seems distracted lately, i hope nothing's wrong.
  • J'onn: *reads alex's mind*
  • Alex: (thinking) i'm gay, i'm gay, i'm so fucking gay.
  • Alex: i wonder if j'onn can tell that i'm gay.
  • Alex: he probably can. it's so obvious.
  • Alex: also, he can read minds.
  • Alex: OH MY GOD IS HE READING MY MIND RIGHT NOW?!
  • Alex: shit. alex, think of something straight.
  • Alex:
  • Alex: boobs
  • Alex: shit
  • Alex: he can totally tell
  • Alex: shit shit shit
  • J'onn: (speaking) so how are you today, alex?
  • Alex: i'm gay
  • Alex: I MEAN I'M GREAT! THANKS FOR ASKING, J'ONN
  • J'onn:
  • Alex:
  • J'onn:
  • Alex: i'm gonna go over there now

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 


While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?

…well.

You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.

when there’s a girl who finally likes you and you think she’s going to confess to you but you like another girl so before she gets the chance to tell you she likes you, you start telling her how there’s another girl who you like but then an older city boy appears and you assume it’s her boyfriend and that you completely misunderstood the situation

Feb 13. Happy 1 Year Anniversary, Zombietale.

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Carrie Fisher and Debbie Reynolds on the Oprah Winfrey Show, 2011

I watched this interview this morning, and it’s full of wonderful moments. Honest moments. Hilarious moments. Memories and history and so many trials. Sadness and joy and two wonderful women who have lived such full lives in the public eye. 

A wonderful moment, after discussing growing up with starlet parents, where Debbie says that it works out because ‘now I’m the mother of Princess Leia.’ There’s just a lovely, quiet pride there.

And they duet! For, I think, the first time on camera.

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all i have is my honor and a tolerance for pain

Imagine an overwhelmed Woozi immediately feeling at ease and calm when you hold him in your embrace and shower him with kisses.

“nothing is everything to me except love and money” whizzer you damn liar do you know how hard it would be for a homosexual man to maintain a friendship with a thirteen year boy in the 80s??? like, jason invites whizzer to that baseball game so they’re clearly still in contact even though jason is terrified of becoming a homosexual and even though whizzer arguably instigated his parents divorce okay they have a real connection here 

and i know this started out kind of jokey but i honestly think this gets at some of the real awesomeness behind falsettos. the songs are more like conversations or thoughts that the characters have – not deep truths or emotions. the songs are either a dialogue about what’s going on or surface level thoughts about what is going on. as such, not only do you need to read between the lines but characters can lie. in song. 

and you see this where whizzer says he doesn’t love marvin and then in the next song says that he never meant to love whizzer which are two different things. whizzer, arguably one of the more well adjusted characters, seems afraid of intimacy (they’ve been together nine months not ten, sex and money, reduces things to sex or ‘i was horny, he was rich’ etc). 

and in the song the games i play he talks about his relationship with love and sex – sex is easy and natural for him. ‘it’s tough with love/love’s tough to show’ sets up his difficulty in showing or accepting love or even feeling it and wanting to feel it. then he adds, ‘ask me if i love him/it depends on the day’ which could be interpreted so many different ways but in this context i’m going to say it implies his seeming desire not to fall in love and his desire to enforce a perception as a shallow sex obsessed pretty boy. because that reputation is safe and doesn’t get hurt. hell, the song is all about the games he plays – the lies he tells to himself or the people he pretends to be. 

he’s trying to pretend or hide inside a persona of a person who is shallower than he is out of fear which is why you see him say things like ‘it hurts not to love him’ or why he can sing ‘i never wanted to love you’ with trina. he does love marvin but it’s hard for him to admit. and this whole thing is emblematic of the awesomeness of the show and it’s subtle nuances and humanity – it feels real and so it’s complicated and you can’t always trust what people say all the time. 

tl;dr, whizzer loves marvin in act 1 and falsettos characters are capable of lying through song which grounds them in reality and requires reading between the lines. 

Let’s just keep sending positive thoughts to B.A.P, and their families. Let’s not expect the worse, or even say it, this could hurt them even more. Let’s keep sending our prayers they need us a lot right now. They have been through a lot already, I can only hope they aren’t put through something to test their stability once again.

To Be A Good Person

Summary:  To escape her dream bubble, Mabel must come face to face with her greatest fear.  

A/N: For @paperweight-jellyfish​ in the GF Secret Santa 2016, who wanted either Mabel + Bipper, or Mabel’s bubble from Weirdmageddon.  WELL I was indecisive, so I combined the two (as well as my existing Feelings about the Bipper page in the Journal 3.  You know the one.

Warnings:  a lot of hurt and some (but not nearly enough comfort), referenced and implied violence, NOT A FUN HOLIDAY FIC

Thank you to @stariousfalls (and various others) for organizing this whole thing!

[AO3]


Dipper’s running for his life, with at least a few hundred horrifying abominations of nature chasing after him and Mabel’s dream world crashing down around him. All around him, the pastel-colored stuffed animals are morphing into dripping shadowy monsters with glowing eyes. Above him, the sunny cerulean sky has darkened into an ominous crimson red.

He feels the weight of the past few days with every running step he takes from the tight feeling in his chest to the burning in his legs. Because, he’s tired. Really tired. Dipper doesn’t remember when he last slept or really ate or just - sat down and took a breath.

How could he? With Great-Uncle Ford captured, with the journals and all hopes of beating Bill burned to ashes, with, with Mabel gone -

But his sister is here now, her hand clenched warm and solid around his own. And now he knows, knows that despite the monsters, despite Bill, despite everything that had happened since Weirdmageddon started -

- they’re going to win.

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Hey guys…

So, after my migraines over the weekend, my vision hasn’t been right. I can still see, but not well. I have no idea what’s going on and I plan to go to the doctor tomorrow. Until I know what’s going on, I shouldn’t try to draw. I did yesterday and it was hard af and it didn’t look right.

Thank you for your patience! I’m sorry for these inconveniences

Alright so, as promised, here’s a short clip of me singing… 

HAPPY VANELTINE’S DAY MY LOVES! 
This is for all you lovely people

@polkadottedpillowcase @marvelatthepeople @idontknowwhatimdoingdamn @that-sokovian-bastard @thenightmarebeforebucky @buckysinthesinbin @themcuhasruinedme @bovaria @wordsturnintostories @bucky-plums-barnes @buckysmusculararm @aubzylynn @mellifluous-melodramas @just-call-me-mrs-captain @caplanbuckybarnes @buckygolucky @buckybarnesismypreciousplum