this is why i shouldn't have a blog

it’s v beyond me why people seem to be so ?? interested or w/e in my current ships on this blog    (   well, i get the idea it’s just one particular ship, but, whatever  …   )    ———    and i can’t believe i’d feel the need to explain this but hey, yeah i’m shipping byakuya  &  aizen w/ ramses but guess what !  it’s only a thing in my modern au    (   i mean i guess bleach is modern but yakno human verse like shit’s Normal    )    &   there’s a reason for that being a thing: both of us agree that byakuya / aizen wouldn’t quite make sense in a canon setting, at least from our personal portrayals and headcanons and all that jazz. we have plotted some stuff for a more canon setting for them, but that’s nowhere near romantic and will probably, most certainly, never become so.

i can’t believe we’re been getting shit from people bc of this when we haven’t even written anything for it down yet, i’ve only reblogged something as a joke and @’d ramses on it and for some reason that was enough to put someone’s panties in a twist somewhere out there ?   &   i’m sorry if i come out a little mean or whatnot but i’m just really bothered by this ?   ———    you want to judge me or my partner so badly over a ship that’s only been developed ooc as of right now without any proof or examples of what it is about and where did we set it and how does it work   …   listen, just. unfollow. block me for all i care. don’t vague about it, don’t send rude anons about it. if you honest to god have a problem with it because you think there’s something seriously wrong with it, at least have the decency to approach me out of anon about it, we can talk it out. but, again ?? we haven’t even written it down in a thread yet so i can’t see why that’d be the case ??? 

i’m just … why feel the need to make out discourse over a ship … set in an au verse, between two consensual adults … that hasn’t even been brought to ur dash beyond the eventual joke yet … i don’t get it man

Part 2 of this thing [X] :3c also inspired by Yamato’s pose~

Also I just realized that I reached over 2100 followers, thank you guys!! I have no idea why you follow this trash blog but I glad you do UwU here have this Laz

Boys like him don’t come wrapped in pretty packages with bows and ribbons-
Boys like him come in sleepless eyes and bruised knuckles.

They see girls like you, with wide eyes and soft lips-
And crave for that vulnerability.
So they wear a smile that’s almost too bright and hold your hand almost too hard,
And they love.

They love you until your heart bleeds and your eyes sting, they love you until you’re too blinded by the daggar they’re twisting into your ribcage.

Girls like you though, they believe that they can kiss their knuckles until they’re healed. So they wait around for boys like him to grow up.

But boys like him don’t grow up, they drain-

and it works every time with girls like you.

—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #108

That feel when:
- you’re not fat enough for plus size
- you’re not slim enough for ‘normal’ sizes
- you’re not the conventional, sellable ‘curvy’
- you’re not the conventional, sellable 'pretty’
-scrap that. Not pretty at all.
- you have a weird, awkward shape and nothing ever looks nice. Ever. Not even jeans. Because you’re in between sizes.

And people wonder why I fucking hate clothes shopping. Or clothes. Or shopping.