this is why i am a still life person

I love you still but you know how in movies people get angry and hateful after they got hurt?
Well I wish I’d be like that too but here I am writing about the galaxies and oceans I saw in your blue eyes and how I saw all the sadness behind that twinkle everyone sees when you smile, all the sadness you cover up with humor and sarcasm, fooling everyone that you’re the most care free person walking in this planet, fooling everyone but me.
Why not me? because I spend enough time getting to know you and I came to the point where I know you better than myself or at least I knew you because thanks to your actions I don’t know anything at all anymore.
You completely destroyed that little piece that was left of me, what I’ll never understand since your heart is made out of gold even though you would never admit that because that wouldn’t match your asshole image which you’re so proud of, you apologized for being one but you’re the one who decided to become one.
I still love you though, more than anyone and anything, I thought I was something special to you but I guess all I am or was to you is a broken girl with more illnesses than friends and more love to give than you could take.
I love you still even though you crashed me completely, I didn’t deserve the way things ended because they never ended, you kept me waiting while you went and found yourself someone new, while I was breaking down, crying and crying and begging for you to stay as if as soon you were gone I’d have stopped breathing but that’s exactly how I felt and still feel, like dying but dying would be better than this because my heart stopped but nothing else has, the world is still spinning.
But hey what’s new? finding someone better isn’t hard especially someone better than me but I’d still rather tear myself apart than see you looking at her with the same smile you gave me, I saw a picture of you last night and oh god i broke down to the point of feeling the heartbreak, feeling the pain in my heart physically but I love you still even though we’re completely strangers now and you left me with my heart, left me with this ache in my chest for forever, forever that’s what you said but forever seemed so short don’t you think?
I love you still and I can’t put in words how much because nothing on this planet can describe the love I have for you.
You were my home and now i’m homeless but I love you still and forever and pray for your happiness still every night.
I love you still.
—  neckings

The problem is that I did not want the life that Luke had for Jess.

I don’t want him standing outside that window for the next 15 years waiting until Rory gets a clue.

That is why I say Jess deserved better.

I am so proud of him for what he’s accomplished in his life and I am so happy to see the kind, supportive and stable person he has become.

But he deserves better.

I didn’t know what I wanted out of the finale but somehow SKAM still gave it to me. I honestly could not ask for more.

Personally, I am satisfied but I can see why some people might feel like there wasn’t enough Isak/Even in the clip but I think it’s fitting because it’s easy to forget that this season isn’t about Isak & Even, it’s about Isak period and he has many other people in his life, not just his beautiful boyfriend. I’m glad that everyone kind of made an appearance, even surprises like penetrator Chris, and I think ending with Eva was so beautiful because their relationship hasn’t been the same since S1 and if he’s making amends, as he has been throughout the season as part of his growth, then she is deserving of a moment in the spotlight.

We had more than enough cute, loving moments between Isak and Even to assure us that they’re going to be fine. They’re in it for the long haul and yes, the road will be bumpy but they’re committed and I feel like if I had to say goodbye to them for good, I’d be okay with it because everything was tied up so neatly and I know that they have each other and their friends and family and I believe that there’s nothing that the world can throw at them that they won’t survive. (but I do hope that they’ll pop up here and there next season because who am I kidding? I don’t want to lose them ever!)

Also, I never knew that I needed to see Vilde meow but it happened and now I feel like Magnus, just a little bit.

I am just so blissfully content right now, I can’t even describe it. Honestly, I’m so used to being screwed over by shows that it’s just so fulfilling to have one finally get it right.

Qrow vs Tyrian
  • Qrow vs Tyrian
  • Jeff Williams & Alex Abrahams
  • RWBY4 OST
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Did some scavenging around Youtube and I was able to find a version of this with some of the audio cut out, now you can still hear a bit of the scene, but most of it’s been cut out. The lyrics aren’t official but the person who uploaded this video did transcribe them:

Pain 

Is your reward for being near me.

Fate

Won’t be your friend when I’m around. 

Blame

Me for the tragedy that follows. 

Grave

The situations that surround.

I’m a harbinger,

I cannot lie,

I will change the color of your life.

I don’t mean to bring you pain,

but I will, just why, I can’t explain.

I am no one’s blessing,

I’ll just bring you harm.

I’m a cursed black cat,

I’m an albatross,

I’m a mirror broken,

Sad to say,

I’m your bad luck charm.

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The moment we met, my life became extraordinary. You taught me more about myself than I knew there was to learn. You are the joy in my heart. You’re the last person I want to see every night when I close my eyes. I love you, Katherine Beckett. And the mystery of you is the one I want to spend the rest of my life exploring. I promise to love you, to be your friend, and your partner in crime and life..

Things I Learned From Shadowhunters o2.o7:

o1. i’m getting significant voldemort vibes from valentine.
o2. FATTY TUNA IS DEGRADING
o3. Simon is the cutest thing in the world and he needs to be protected at all costs. (Preferably by Raphael?)
o4. OH GOD PLEASE JOIN THEM. I AM SO OKAY WITH ALEC WALKING IN ON JACE HAVING SEX.
o5. Alec being too embarrassed to look at Jace is such quality content. Bless you, Shadowhunters.
o6. DID CLIZZY JUST BREAK UP.
o7. I am so turned on by Magnus holy shit.
o8. MY FRIEND JEM IT’S FINE I’M FINE.
09. Luke just looking at his sister as she bleeds out on the floor made me laugh so hard. Am I a bad person?
1o. 23 minutes in and still no Raphael. Why am I watching this show again?
11. WILL YOU BE MY OBI WAN?
12. I question Clary’s life choices frequently.
13. I take it back, that was smart, Clary.
14. DAZZLE ME.
15. Simon’s mind is so blown oh my God, I need more scenes with Simon and Jace.
16. Alec: I don’t overthink things. Also Alec: Overthinks overthinking.
17. okay but the way alec is cluching magnus’ shirt right now excuse me i’m dying
18. that pout though.
19. JACE THREATENING MAGNUS. THIS IS GOOD SHIT.
2o. OH GOD GET OFF THE ROOF ALEC THIS IS NOT GOOD SHIT.

I am a child of divorce,
my parents haven’t been together since I was 8,
and when I tell people that, their response is usually the words “I’m sorry” and
I see the pity in their eyes and I want to say, “I’m not”
because my life would be so different if they were still together, because I would be a different person, because I don’t want to think about who I’d be if he was still a part of my family.
see, I don’t talk about why my parents got divorced and it’s not exactly a secret, it’s just not something I talk about unless it’s brought up.
see, I don’t hide it, I just don’t talk about it because I don’t know how to make the words “my dad was abusive” or “my dad was a manipulative bastard” or “my dad hurt my family more than he helped it” sound less horrible because I don’t know how to handle the false sympathy or the pity
or the way my friends just don’t know what to say

I remember the day they told me that they were splitting up, or rather,
I remember crying at our kitchen table and I remember that I was confused because I was too young to really know what was going on in my own home
see, I didn’t experience the abuse first hand until I was 8.
but now I’m 17 and I am still flinching from the resounding sound of a heavy hand on a fragile face, and I am still flinching from the feeling of being hit
I am still trying to breathe past the pillow he shoved over my face
I am still reeling from a nightmare I had nearly 7 years ago where all that happened was he showed his face in my dreams
I am still looking over my shoulder and bracing myself before I round every corner because I am always on edge and I am always wondering if he will be waiting in the shadows

you see, it took me years to be comfortable making eye contact with people again and even now, it gets hard sometimes
you see, I went to therapy every week with my brothers and I still remember the anxiety before every one
you see, I was forced to see him every week because the court officials didn’t listen when we said, “no, I don’t want to see him” and I still remember the unease and the anger and the frustration that they didn’t listen just because we were kids
well, listen up, because kids can recognize when they are in a bad situation too

and you can say that I’m from a broken home and you might be right but I can tell you that my home is more whole without him in it,
I can tell you that I am better off without a father because my mother is better and stronger than he could ever be

I am a child of a single mother because even when my dad was here, he never lifted a finger to help
I hope I can paint a picture of a fierce warrior because that’s what my mother is.
she is putting on her battle armor everyday and she is fighting to stay alive, to live, to survive
and so am I

—  for the children of divorce // 6.15.16
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Anon asked: Heyy if you are down for Poe (and not one of those writers who is totally sick of him) can I get a reader x Poe fight based off the thing Leia said where Poe’s commitment to the resistance is absolute, she just wonders what it will cost him? And Poe leaves to go on a mission with them still not talking…but he comes back and finds reader in his room curled up in a ball wearing one of his shirts and he just becomes a cuddle ball of sappiness? No smut just fluff. Thank you dear for considering :)

Author: Zoe

(A/N: Anon, don’t worry, I am utter trash for Poe. ;D)

Plot Summary: You and Poe have an argument in which he disregards his own safety and personal life for the sake of his commitment to the resistance. After an ambush from First Order troops, he realizes just why you were so angry for the first place. But will you forgive him? 

Warning: Light Swearing

Originally posted by jedipilotstorm

“Y/N, please…” Poe reached out to touch you, but you would not have any of it.

“No, Poe! This is too dangerous! You’re flying directly into the First Order just for a supply run!” You cried out, yanking your body away from his touch.

“You know very well that we both chose to commit ourselves to the Resistance! This is just another mission, what are you freaking out about?” Poe backed up, crossing his arms, emotions bubbling up.

“I know that, but you have people who care about you here! This is way too dangerous! Even Communications are wary about this run!” You yelled, tears practically stinging at your face.

Poe opened his mouth to speak, but his comlink buzzed to life.

“Poe, its almost time to set off, get to the hangar.” Snap’s voice sizzled over the speaker, and you looked down, avoiding his gaze.

“Y/N, I…”

“No. You know what, just go. The resistance is always top priority.” You spat out, turning away to hide your face as the first tears slid down your cheeks.

He reached out his hand to touch you, but shook his head, turning and leaving the room.

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wow I can’t believe it’s going to be a year without the starman. bowie seemed like an ethereal being, like he was something infinite and divine. which is also why I still can’t manage to wrap my head around the fact that he’s not present on this earth anymore. wherever he is, I hope he’s doing well. I hope he knows that a lot of us miss him very much.

person: you should get an instagram

sangdo: why what is it

person: you just post pictures and stuff. mostly selfies but also cool pictures, of important stuff in your life

sangdo: oh you mean all my bffs

person: yeah that’s cool. but also other th-

sangdo: whoops now it’s an art gallery of all their beautiful faces

person: dude wtf…why do you even have all these pictures

sangdo: don’t talk to me or my sons ever again

Hello Again Here Is Yet Another Picture For Craze And She Asked Me This Time To Draw It (p.s Craze Dose Not Like To Be Called “He” Or “She”) Fucking Anti And Dark. I Can’t See Why She Is Still Shipping This Everyone Gave Up On It…….AND I NEVER EVEN LIKED IT!…..But anyoo it’s for Crazs and I will do anything for my bro Craze, Anything That Will Keep It Happy In Life Cause Craze Might Seem That Type Of Person Who Is Happy But Really…It it Is Very Depressed. …But Here You Go Craze Hope You Love It (p.s If IT Helps You Out Craze…..I Kind Of Hade Fun Making This…..and it is Quite adorable. ..but hey I really hate this ship….and boy x boy…) (WindowTap’s Note)

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anonymous asked:

Cckaisoo disappeared. Krys_tal watching KxK videos on ig. What's going. Will more drama happen. Oh no!!!

Although the acc is a kxk one, the stories posted were all about Krys and not involving kxk whatsoever. And let’s be honest, whats new about kxk to say/make a video about? A photoshop picture? It’s nice that the idol they liked see their stuff, but well, kxk is a public otp anyway. If people think this proves anything, and worst, that it has the power of validate the nature of their relationship, they need to rethink some concepts…

And snakeboo reposting kxk post about how and why they are still dating (a post they did months ago, may I add), it’s just so lol.

So really, don’t worry about Am. Whatever the reason she locked her blog, she has a reason for it, and let’s wait more before jumping to conclusions. She also has a personal life and everyone deserves a vacation from the drama, so let’s give her that.

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Continuing my trend of French titles because why tf not.  Episode 8 gave me feels and I am a dog person and we all know snuggles are the best with puppies.  Have some more Victuuri fluff.

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Yuuri let out a contented sigh as he stepped out of the bathroom. He often took it for granted, having lived at an onsen all of his life, but there was nothing quite like a soak in the hot water after a long day of training. He scrubbed at his hair with a towel as he made his way to his room, his mind still half-distracted as he went through his programs in his head.

His thoughts were interrupted by the click-click of nails on the floor, followed by a wiggling body leaning against his legs. Yuuri smiled.

“Ah, Makkachin!” He leaned down and scratched her head, earning a tail-wag and a lick on his hand. “Did you eat yet?” Makkachin’s tail wagged faster, and she pranced in front of him, nearly tripping him. Yuuri chuckled—just like her owner, she was enthusiastic about food. He glanced down the hallway, looking for the man. “Victor?”

The door to Victor’s room was closed, and there was no response when Yuuri knocked on it. Makkachin looked between him and the door, and then down the hall expectantly. Eyebrows raised, Yuuri turned back towards the main room, Makkachin darting in front of him to lead the way.

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IT IS THANKSGIVING YALL TURKEY MOTHER F'ERS

Now it’s time to say why y'all thankful/who y'all are thankful for.

Rules: state 5 reasons as to who/what you’re thankful for and tag 5-10 people(or however many y'all want I was just tryna be generous lol) Even if you’re not from Murica’, it’s still nice to look back on what you appreciate in life!

1. I’m thankful for the phrase deez nuts. It has kept me going through the hard times because I have to remember that life is indeed a joke.

2. I am thankful for my parents because they made me the person who I am today and bless their souls for the sacrifices they have done to make me a better person and to have a better life than them.

3. I’m thankful for the activists who stood up for my race and gender. I am a female of color and without them, who knows where I would be right now. Being a female is already seen as a negative. Being seen as a female and POC, is even seen as more as something to look down upon. So yes as much as social justice warrior I sound right now, I have the right to say I’m thankful for them✊🏾✊🏾✊🏾

4. I’m thankful to be living in America. Y'all can shit on America as much as y'all want to but I’m happy to live in a country full of diversity and opportunities because some countries don’t have that. Every damn country has its flaws however America’s is more prevalent because we’re America.

5. In thankful for my friends irl and on here. Especially these nerds cause they can’t escape me cause I’ve known them for a long time, we’re just really close, and/or have my snapchat or D., all the above lmfao
@miniheartfeels @kago-make-dean-some-pie @yer-a-fairytailwizard-natsu @fucking-dragneel @erzawesome @doctorwhodunit @fairyy-glitter @the-creepy-unicorn @nikiforov-yuuri @juviarainworld @thecrowalchemist @fairytailsgemini @miss-zei (can y'all do the tag cause I ain’t retagging cause no)

PS: I’m thankful for my followers LMFAO BLESS YALL SOUL FOR DEALING WITH MY ASS

I tag: @unashamed-shipper @sanguine-fairy @impracticaldemon @asrainoyume @daydreamingburrito @nalu-natic @solidscriptjess @khamillahsstrive @queenheiwa @hetaheartweyhey @thefairywrites @roxychild94

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random kageyama/hinata phone wallpapers (640x960px) for @killjoyedwolf​ , thanks a lot for ruining my life with your fics and why are we friends again  ∩(︶▽︶)∩ | part 2