this is where i cried and just couldnt

Pups first out door adventure. They are 4.5 weeks old…the sun was not great for pics or vodeo from where i was and I was dressed for work so couldnt crawl around on the grass but I think I got some pics with the DSLR. This is the only video. Probably won’t get a chance to post til tomorrow afternoon. It’s suppose to rain tomorrow so they won’t get to go out. Galileo was very fearless and Freddie cried the whole time but was doing it while running around. The video is the indicator. Galileo and Freddie willingly followed me around. Supersonic wasn’t happy at all and just hovered by the garage wall and near momma Dream. Floozy and Breaker ventured around a little but tried to stay near momma Dream or Lightning. With each new adventure their confidence will increase.

Lurk- Happy Lowman

Requested by @homicidalteenagedream
Hope you like it!! Thanks for the request Doll.
Song-Lurk By Neighbourhood

[Distorted:]
Hey! [x8]
This is the beat that makes your mother cry…

[Verse 1:]
I want to be honest
I want to be bad
I want to destroy you
I want to move fast
I want the attention
I want all the cash
I want all the ass
Is it too much to ask?

I want to be faithful
I want to be raw
I want to be ignorant
I want to know it all
I want to die someday
I want to live long
I want what I ask for
I get what I want

Love hate relationship with Happy was.. well it had its moments. The best part was the sex. He was the king at giving orgasms. He hit every nock and crany that you didnt even know you had.
“Oh Happy, Happy baby”. You held on to his a he pounded in you against the wall.
“Fuck Girl, this pussy is the best”. He said as he bit your shoulder.
“Oh God help me”. You cried out as his pace fasten.
“I want you Little girl to come all over me”.

[Hook x2:]
I’m thinking we should ride
To a place that we don’t know
To a place where no one’s seen us before
I’m thinking, you and I
Better just go with the flow
Last thing that we should do is go slow

[Distorted:]
Hey! [x8]
This is the beat that makes your mother cry…

Before you knew it Happy asked you to get his crow. Days before you two couldnt stand to be together besides sex.
“Woman you need my crow right here”. He said pointing to your right hip.
“Hap we cant stand each other. We fuck then leave”. “Now your wanting me to get a permit mark of you on me, arent the hickies, bite marks and hand prints enough.
"I want you and only you”.
“You say that now but wait until we disagree”. You crossed your arms

[Verse 2:]
I think that I’m human
I think about God
I think of the chances
I think that I’m wrong

I think to be thoughtful
I know that I’m not
You think I’m a fake
And I know you’re a fraud

I fuck ‘cause I need to
I fuck when I want
I’ll fuck you in love
Even though it is not

I’ll fucking digest you
One kiss at a time
You wish I was yours
And I hope that you’re mine

Happy decided to wait on the crow and move in together. Big Mistake
“Fuck Y/N, if you cant do it then go away”. He yell as you tried to paint your bed room.
“Its paint and a wall how hard can it be”. You said as you took the paint brush out of the container and getting it on the carpet.
“Y/N, go the fuck away and I’ll do it”.
“Fine, I was just trying to help”. You stormed off.
Happy felt guilt right away.
He came in to the bathroom as you wiped a tear away.
“I’m sorry for yelling, you know how I am about messes”. He kneeled in front of you.
“You shouldnt yell at me, I’m sorry for getting the paint on the carpet”.
“I know, that why I came in here for”. He lifted you up carrying you to the bedroom.

Hook x2]

Go fast, go fast
Hey! [x8]
Go fast, go fast
This is the beat that makes your mother cry
Oh, no…

Black and it’s white
Everything’s white
But it’s blacker than I know
And blacker than the white of the snow, yeah
And I’m thinking I…
Oh, no…

Happy laid you on the floor. Ripping your pants off.
“No panties, I like”. He growled.
“All for you Happy”. As you spread your legs, running your fingers up and down your pussy lips. Rubbing you clit.
“Shit this is a beautiful site”. He pushed his pants down and moved you hand, lining his self up and pushed in.
“Fuck Hap”. You cried out, your back arching
“Holy Hell Girl, your so wet”.
Wet he said you took the paint brush and slapped his back with it. Stroking it up and down.
“What the fuck”. He tried you pull out but you trapped him with your legs.
'Its just paint Baby, thought we could decorate the only way we know". You laughed
Happys pounding didnt stop as he took his finger dipping it in paint and drawing his name over your hips and across your breast. Leaving bite marks on your neck.
“Happy I’m so close”. The pleasure was to much to control.
“Me too”. He grunted
Like magic the two of you came together. It was like flying on a cloud. So peaceful.
Happy pulled out, laying on his side. “Your right”.
“What you say, did The Killer just say I was right”?
“Dont be a smart ass”. “We should just fuck and date, no moving or crows”.
“I can deal with that”. “What happens if we decide we want all of that”?
“Then I promise not to yell, I’ll just fuck the shit out of you”. He pulle dyou closer to him, smashing his lips to yours.
“I’ll do the same, when you do something I hate”. You smiled looking round the carpet.
“We did terrible”. You laughed getting Happy to look at your sex artwork.
“Nah I like it”. He kissed you again
Our relationship was not just black and white, we had lots of color.


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anonymous asked:

Hey I'm like literally crushing on you so bad lmao but I've come to deliver a simple prompt. Nicky making vines of the foxes. So many brotp moments with him and matt. So many sassy comments at Allison. So many sickeningly cute vines with Erik. He has a collection called "me just videoing Neil because he's beautiful." And "Andrew before he tries to kill me." And "Inside the life of Kevin Day" end me Nicky I'll forever love you

HI I LOVE U IM. BYE CANT BELIEVE SOMEONE IS CRUSHIN ON ME BAD 

au where tfc takes place during 2016? yes pls

  • nicky hemmick vines
  • in fact, nicky is a POPULAR viner
  • he has so many vines
  • nicky vines almost everything the foxes do because he wants to document it ALL
  • neil josten showing up? He takes a vine and saves it to his drafts for when neil is announced and he can actually post it
    • the vine is just nicky whispering “oh no he’s hot” and zooming in on neil’s face
    • there’s also the infamous neil zoom again where nicky’s whispering “i’m gonna fu
    • ck him” and aaron says “ur not gonna fuck him.” and nicky whispers “gonna do it”

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slug christ interview

my mother was the messiah of the olde 3rd dimension & my father was a Arch-Slugdemon. they were realitycrossed lovers who bent time to fuck. i was birthed thru a tear in spacetime killing my mother instantly causing the olde world to cease 2 exist. in a desperate attempt to save me my father used every last ounce of dark slime to splatter this plane onto a canvas and died a dry death. i grew up alone in a grey tasteless fog where i became self aware the 1st time i cried. i then thought of everything thats here right now. i slugged from the heaven i built to the hell i built for thousands of eons. i entered the gates of hell where a choir of dragons heralded of slug christ’s foretold arrival.
have u heard a dragon sing? its beautiful…..
i slowly slugged and slimed my self thru the slippery sloped sold souls and unsold souls. there i met lucifer for the first time and i thought she was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen. i thought i fell in love but the love left as the moon went down and she turned around to reveal her other half, jesus h. christ. he told me “JESUS H. CHRIST AND THE H IS FOR HOKAYHOKAYHOKAY” i learnt much from that man & i cried from happiness almost everytime we spoke. then evening came, that weird part of the cycle, the threshold….. that tv show twilight zone? the purple sky came and reveal much to me. it was sideways now….i could see lucifer and jesus together as one for the first time in my life. i could see IT for what IT was. i then realized i had been talking into a mirror, my own reflection….. i hated myself…. felt disgusted i swear to god i was scared. i didnt know this right then, but the nanosecond after, that it was a two-way mirror and i was on the other side studying myself. u must understand how confused i was… i thot it was my reflection but he seemed to kno so much more than me yet did everything identically. you dont know how scary it is to know that the only person youve ever learnt from was you, i shook w anxiety.. i also hadnt eaten all day. i ate 3 xanax and felt much better. with my new found relief i broke the mirror and climbed thru the broken glass that stretched for miles. my emotional softbodied slug carcass was was sliced and sliced and sliced and sliced and sliced every inch i slimed. i smiled. at the end of the glass was a desert where atomic bombs had been planted i guess thats where this glass came from… that or that mirror? anyways,,, the desert was actually just a really big beach and i laid bleeding out in the sand and gazing at the ocean…. fuck… im seeing myself again…. out in the water… a reflection yeah… but something more than just optical identical illusion. i cried again hahaha i couldnt even tell what emotion i was crying from anymore. all i know is that i felt and that was enough for me. i sat with my head in my hands no longer able to gaze out into the ocean because we all know when you stare into the void it stares back….. like a mother fucking mirror haha…. i snorted something off that mirror and quit crying. to my sudden surprise i had noticed thousands… millions of ppl around me! maaaaan was i embarrassed! my sobbing must have drowned them out! and it was crazy cuz they was so loud! i didnt kno i was crying that loud. they were all shouting at me bruh like they had such a better grasp on everything than me, this was the first time i knew others rly existed.
they were so fucking annoying
my god they were annoying
they were shouting allll thhheeeee fuuckin tiiiime!
at me!
specifically!
i looked out into the salty salty salty ocean again. i wondered if that was me then why was i so detrimental to myself? my mother said she was the salt of the earth…. why did she birth a slug? i thought about why i was there, i knew it was because of no reason really… just some crazy shit randomly happened and there i was. i dont know why i thought about it…. i already knew the answer from the start…. im stupid! at that point i felt myself squirm toward the ocean. i wasnt in control of my body, but it was what i wanted to do. i was very confused. i started to walk out on the water… walking over wave after wave after wave until it was unerringly still. not a soul was around me. i could finally breathe again. my body was slowly soaking up salt and i was drying out… “its now or never” i thought and i fell through– where ive been lost ever since

anonymous asked:

like you're literally too cool for this world and i'm just a crying potato with a burning love for my smol sports anime cat sons and their dark-haired boyfriends

fdkjgkfdfs LISTEN WHERE IN THE FUCKING W O R L D did u get the impression that i’m cool…. a month ago i had to go grocery shopping by myself for the first time and i cried in the pasta aisle bc i couldnt remember what type of spaghetti my mom usually buys

Never Ending Nightmare

Title: Never Ending Part 2 Nightmare

Pairing: Dean x Reader (Prophet)

Warning: Strong language, Violence

Im So glad you guys like the first part of this story and I really hope you guys like this one :)

Part 1

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When you awoke everything was dark. Black. You could feel the side of your face was swollen from them smacking your head against the library table in temps to make you stop trying to get away. A Red Hot pain was on your side from when one of them stabbed you after you wouldn’t listen following the yells from the tall man not wanting you dead yet.

The blackness you saw was torn away as someone pulled off the bag over your head. The tall man smirked down at you as you saw an empty room with three men standing around it. A table sat next to you with things you wish weren’t there.

He pulled the gag out of your mouth as you felt dried tears on your face, You knew there was no point in screaming it would just be followed by pain.

“Rule number 1, No screaming” Your eyes didnt look at the man as he stood in front of you. “Rule number 2″ He lifted your chin up making you look at him. “Look at me when im speaking” You swallowed at the growing lump in your throat. He dropped his hands putting them into his pockets. “Rule number 3, You will tell me everything I want to know, And if you dont, Well…” his eyes turned to metal table next to you. 

A tear ran down your face as you shook “Please…Just let me go..” You said lightly as more tears left your eyes. The man just laughed as you pulled on the robe that was tying your hands together along with your feet. “Please..” You whispered as his hand went to your throat “Did I tell you to speak!” He screamed in your face. He picked up a knife that was on the table and held the tip to your shoulder. “Now, Have you spoken or seen God.” You clenched your jaw and shook your head no. “SPEAK!” you jumped blinking the tears out of your eyes. “no” you got out in with a harsh voice.  He pushed the knife so it went through your shirt and the tip was in your skin. you closed your eyes trying to not think of the pain. “Have you read any of the tablets?” he said in a low voice “No…” he pushed the knife in deeper “Visions of any kind?” you let out a held in breath as you tried to make your tears stop. “No” The man clenched his jaw before pushing the knife all the all the way through your shoulder. You screamed out in pain. He pulled it out holding it to your neck. “I said no screaming..” He spoke right before stabbing you in the other shoulder. You held in your scream just trying to breathe “I..I dont know anything I swear” You cried out. The man took in a deep breath sighing “Dont fuck with me Y/N!” You felt his fist hit the side of your jaw. The taste of copper filled your mouth.\

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“I found the car dean” Sam spoke as he typed on his computer. Deans head snapped up as he reached over the table turning the his lab top around seeing a security video from a gas station he could barley make out you sitting in the back seat as three men in black suits sat inside as well. “Thats them” be spoke standing up grabbing his coat along with his keys. “ Its about a days drive, Lets go” 

Dean had not been able to think straight with you gone. Horrible things were running through his head. What they could be doing to you. The moon lit up the road in the middle of the cold night as dean gripped the steering wheel. Music turned off. Glaring at the road ahead of them. Speeding. Sam broke the silence “Dean..” Dean looked at him before looking back at the road. “You need to prepare your self -” Dean cut him off. “Dont.” He said harshly “Dean..She might be dea-” Dean cut him off again but this time looking at him “I said dont…” Sam nodded before looking down on the map on his phone. “I know sammy…” dean spoke softly gripping the steering wheel harder “I just..I just dont want to think about it” Sam looked at him with a sigh. “Dean I know you dont want to think about it or hear it but you have to. She might already be dead” Dean slammed on the breaks turning to sam “I said dont sam, how many times!” This time sam cut him off “No dean you have to think about this if you go in just thinking she might be chained to chair with not a cut your wrong! We dont know these guys! So you better be ready for what were about to walk into because im not going to watch you die again!” Dean didnt say anything he kept his grip on the steering wheel as he glared ahead.A second went by before dean spoke looking over at him with tears in his eyes. “You dont think I know that…Shes the best thing thats happen to me and im not ready to let her go. Not yet sam.” Dean started the car and started going again. “Im not letting her be torn away from me like everything else.” Sam stared at him as he watched a tear run down deans cheek as he drove. Sam closed his eyes letting out his held breath. He knew how much dean loved you. 

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Your head hung low your eyes shut as blood dripped from your mouth. The stab wounds on your shoulders were still leaking blood as your gray shirt was now dark red. Your shirt stuck to your skin from the dried blood. You didnt know how many hours pasted before the door came slamming open. You lifted your head feeling light headed from the blood loss. “Your wasting my time Y/N” The tall man said gripping your chin making you look at him one of your eyes were already black and blue. “Tell me something already or im just going to kill you.” You smiled with a slight laugh. “Go ahead..” you choked out right before he hit you again. He placed his thumb on your shoulder where the wound was pressing it in you couldnt help but scream followed by sobbing. “Please…stop” you cried He pushed his thumb into your other wound on your side. “I will as soon as you tell me.” You shook your head “I dont know anything” You could barely get out. He twisted his thumbs as you screamed again. “Im useless!” you screamed out sobbing. He pulled his thumbs out as your head dropped down clenching your eyes shut trying to breath  through your sobbing. He pulled out a handkerchief cleaning off his hands. “You are useless. Your a big piece of wasted space. They made a mistake with you. your no Prophet….  ” The man grumbled. 

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Dean held his phone in his hand with a picture of you on it. “Have you seen this girl?” Dean asked the man standing behind the gas station counter “A SUV. Black. Where did it go” Dean spoke again as the man just shook his head “I dont know what your talking about. “ Dean glanced at sam who was filling up the Impala. “You kidding me right.” The kid looked behind dean as a man walked up behind him seeing your picture on his phone “O I know her.” Dean spun around seeing a man in a black suit “Shes quit the screamer” Dean went to punch the man but he grabbed his arm spinning him around. The Tall man walked into the empty gas station with his hands behind his back smirking. “Well Hello dean…” Dean glared at him “Where is she..” Dean shot at him. “Now thats no way to talk to each other is it?” The man spoke as sam walked in a man holding a gun to his head. “Fuck you” Dean spat and the man just laughed “Now do you want to see your girlfriend or not? You took long enough.” The man walked back outside as the men held guns to sam and deans back making them follow him. They walked to a ware house behind the run down gas station. 

The man swung open the door “Y/N I brought you something!” He spoke with a smile. Your head slowly looked up as you saw Sam then dean walk into the door. Deans heart started pounding at the sight of you. “What the hell did you do to her!” Dean yelled at the man as dean got pushed against the wall two men holding him there. The man walked up to dean with a smirk “Dont test me dean” He cut the side of deans neck lightly as he winced. 

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Sam and dean were tied to chairs next to you as your eyes didnt leave dean. You gave dean a small smile when he looked over at you fear and hate in his eyes. You were getting tired. To tired as the blood kept slightly flowing. You looked back down at your lap taking in a shaky breath before speaking “I…I knew…you..you guys would…show up” You gave sam a weak smile before looking back at dean. Dean looked you in the eyes not looking away. You wanted nothing more to just stare into his eyes and never look away but it got torn from you as the man grabbed the back of your head gripping your hair. Dean pulled at the ropes “Dont touch her” Dean gritted through his teeth. The man laughed “I knew I could get you all wound up, I cant wait to see what that mark does to you” Dean glared at him “Just wait untel I get loose… I wont kill you right away ill cut your chest open and rip your heart out” The man looked back to you with a smile grabbing his knife stabbing you in the stomach making you hunch over “No!” Both sam and dean yelled out as he pulled the knife from your stomach “FUCK YOU!” Dean screamed trying to get untied same with sam. “Now If you guys wanted to know. My name is Blaine..And im sure you wont forget it…” Dean wasnt listening to him he was trying to get you to look at him. “Y/N…” You kept hunched over you couldnt even cry anymore. “Baby…” Dean spoke trying to move his chair closing to you “Look at me baby” you turned your head as blood started to come out of your mouth. Deans face was filled with worry. “Stay with me..Your strong I know you are..” You nodded trying to breath spitting out the blood but more kept coming out. As dean spoke to you Blaine kept talking. Sam listened with his fist clenched “Why are you doing this” Sam spoke out as blaine looked at you and dean before looking back over at sam “I want answers…I need answers” “For what” Sam snapped back. “That my friend you dont need to know.” Sam got his hand loose waiting for Blaine to turn around only seeing three other men around the room all stood in front of them. Dean pulled on the ropes as hard as he could just wanting to touch you. As blaine turned around he was handed a gun from one of the men. As his back was turned to sam broke out of the ropes jumping up one of the men jumped infront of sam trying to stop him. 

Dean watched as anger started to boil inside of him. “Sam!” Dean yelled as sam knocked the man out as the others tried getting to him Blaine firing his gun shooting sam in the leg. Sam yelled out falling onto the floor right behind dean reaching up untying him. He knew what was coming next….Dean tried to hold back but the mark was burning turning his rage into something worse. Dean picked up the chair smashing it into one of the men then stomping on his head twice. Another man grabbed him from behind. Dean flipped him over his head picking up the the ice pick that was on the metal table shoving it into the mans mouth making him fall to the ground. 

As the fight was going on sam had untied you picking you up in his arms and limped out the door. Setting you down in the grass he pulled out his phone trying to call 911. No signal. Then he saw a big truck parked behind the gas station. “Ill be right back” He spoke to you as you curled up into a ball. Sam smashed the truck window opening the door as he began to hot wire it. Dean picked up the metal table next he threw it at the last man. Dean then kicked the table harder against him smashing him against the wall. Ripping off one of the table legs. He smashed the mans face in. Bullets hit the wall un tel one grazed deans side. He didnt even flinch turning around staring down Blaine. Gripping the table leg in his hand.

Sam sped to where you were lifting you onto the bench seat. You were shaking. He put your head in his hands. “Stay with me Y/N Your not dying. Your not leaving us” Everything was going black as you held your stomach. Sam took off his plaid shirt holding it against your stomach. “S-am” You tried talking. “Dont talk” Sam spoke. 

The gun clicked as Blaine pointed it at dean. He threw it down as Dean was walking towards him. pulling out his knife just as Dean Brought up the table leg blocking Blanies swing hitting his arm making the blade fall. Dean then hit his leg making Blaine fall to the floor. Dean got down putting his hand around his neck grabbing the knife that fell. “I told you what I was going to do..” Dean spoke glaring down at him as Blaine couldnt breathe. He began to cut down his chest…

Sam Came running into the building Freezing when he saw dean. What he was doing. He slowly walked up to them putting his hand on deans shoulder. “Dean…” Dean stopped standing up wiping the blood off his hands onto his jeans as Blaine looked up at them both un able to move anything else. “We need to get Y/N to the hospital…now” Dean rushed out the door and saw the truck door open with you laying inside of it. He got in moving you so your head was on his lap He held the shirt against you as you looked up at him. “Stay with me baby..” dean whispered as they sped off down the road. you opened your mouth to speak but nothing came out. The black edges you saw were now over taking your vision, You passed out. “no no no” Dean spoke putting his hand on your face “Y/N! Wake up!” Sam sped as fast as he could. “Damn it NO!”

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Ashton- I can be selfish// Yet so impatient // Im insecure // I make mstakes * May trigger *

I got home from a long day at work, and the first thing I saw/heard was Ash playing his drums. I was beyond pissed, it was eight o'clock and dinner wasn’t even started. 

“ Really Ashton ?! ” I yelled over his drums and he immediately stopped

“ What ?” He asked

“ Im hungry, and I am annoyed and I am done with all this bullshit ” I said 

“ What are you talking about ?” He asked

“ You have the whole week off and you don’t leave for a tour for another month but you cant even start dinner ?” I yelled

“ What is up with you ? Are you on your Period ?” He asked

“ No I am not! But unlike you I cant get the week off and sit around all day on my ass ! ” I yelled

“ Fine, I’m leaving until you calm down ” He yelled before grabbing his jacket and leaving. 

I walked upstairs and went to the bathroom to change.I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I couldnt handle it, I hit the mirror, my fist was bloody and I was crying on the floor. 

Blood was surrounding me, but I didnt care. Glass was everywhere and in my hand. I was crying and I didnt notice that Ashton had come home. 

He ran upstairs and saw me, he was wide-eyed. He ran over to me and grabbed my hand. I winced in pain and looked down. I couldnt look in his eyes. 

When I did look up he was crying. 

“ Why, y/n ?” He sobbed. 

“ I have no idea, im sorry ” I cried. 

after he cleaned my hand he took me downstairs where he brought food home. 

Michael - Call it a curse, or just call me blessed // if you cant handle my worse you aint getting my best. *TRIGGER*

I was home, alone. Michael was at the studio and he was leaving in a month for a six week tour. I was feeling really low. I always had a problem with self harm and depression, I was suicidal. I felt like I had no other choice.  I hid it from everyone. I always seemed happy and when I was with Mike I was happy, but in the end the darkness was always there.  I promised I wouldnt go to the blade anymore but like always I broke that promise. I went to our bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror for the longest time. I hated every inch of my body. I ran the water in the bathtub and stripped to my underwear. 

I got in the bathtub and put my head in the water, I laid there. Waiting for death. I was slowly loosing conciseness. The blackness was slowly consuming me and the last thing I saw was Michael bursting through the door.

When I woke up, I was in the hospital. Michael was holding my hand and kissing it. As soon as he saw I was awake he stood up.

“ Why ?” Was the first thing he asked.

“ Cause I hate myself ” Was all I could manage before he nodded and walked out to get a nurse.

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Luke- Its like all the good things, they fall apart like….  

We were perfect, everyone loved us together. All the boys thought we were amazing, but behind closed doors we were horrible. We fought all the time and we said things, horrible things to each other.

“ I didnt cheat! and I cant believe you think I would! ” He screamed, I saw him with another girl and accused him of cheating.

“ I saw you kissing her ! ” I yelled

“ She kissed me and I pushed her away ! ” He yelled back.

“ Im so done wit your bullshit ! just tell me the truth ! ”

“ FINE, after I kissed her she took me home and we fucked, and she was better then you !” He yelled and that hurt. I started to cry and his face softened. He walked over to me and tried to hug me, but I pushed him away.

“I cant believe you ” I cried

“ and I mad at myself for believing you could be different” I said as I left our house.

I ignored all his calls to come home, and In a few days I did go home… to get my things. He tried to get me to stop before I lost it.

“ Luke, I am not making a mistake here, you are the one who made a mistake and now you have to pay the price, I cant forgive you, and you know that if you were in my shoes you wouldn’t forgive yourself either. So goodbye Luke, maybe next time you will realize what you have before its gone.”

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Calum - take me or leave me// Ill never be perfect believe me im worth it.

I had gone out for the first time in months, and I forgot how it felt to get drunk off my ass. I left calum at home and I went out. 

It was about two in the morning and calum kept calling me and asking me to come home. See we had a huge fight, over, I dont remember what. But I went out to the club and left him to himself. 

I was out until about four when i finally went home. I stumbled through the door and Calum was right there. He yelled at me for god knows what. I was tuning him out. He sighed before helping me up to bed. 

I fell back down at the top of the stairs and started laughing, I started laughing. Calum looked down at me and I looked up at him still laughing. But once I saw his facial expression I stopped laughing. He was pissed. 

He helped me up again and this time I didnt fall. I laid down and he walked away, he only got to the door until I told him to stop. 

“ Dont leave me ” I whispered, he sighed before joining me in bed. 

We cuddled and I said I was sorry before falling asleep.

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