this is what i do instead of doing homework


thoughts, feelings, y’know that sorta thing

edit 2: this is a post about bipolar disorder, made by me, an artist with bipolar disorder, strictly for other people with bipolar disorder. stop tagging it for unipolar depression, anxiety, bpd, psychosis, or anything else (those are just the most used tags on this) because it’s not about those. even if you think you can relate, tagging this as anything other than bipolar disorder is stripping my meaning away from my work, and invalidating my feelings as a mentally ill person AND an artist. stop doing that.

edit 3: do NOT put this on gore/guro blogs. thanks.

November 2016: A Summary
  • evil kermit the frog
  • #boycotthamilton and the subsequent failure of said boycott
  • devastation over the death of an anthropomorphic race car… 
  • …but equal devastation from an unexplained rise of bee movie memes 
  • a racist soggy cheeto was elected president of these united states
  • fantastic beasts and where to find salvation through the HP fandom
  • “i am forcibly removed from the premises meme” clarifying what is unacceptable for us to do in public spaces 
  • yuri on ice saving us all
  • i accidentally projected a slideshow of my cats to a classroom full of people and it is still haunting me to this day 
  • Gilmore Girls ?!?!? aka in which four words can mess up an entire fandom
  • the samsung galaxy note 7 possibly being even more self-destructive than myself 
  • pokemon: sun and moon 
  • speaking of moons, we also apparently had another supermoon?? 
  • moana <3

In sum: November was a wild ride from start to finish. I’m kind of nervous what December will bring lol omg please save us

Bullet Journal Quotes

Since my planner starts July 2016 and ends July 2017 I’ve been using it as a bullet journal for the summer until I start school again next week. I’ve been writing quotes, tips and odd bits of information in the space for each day instead of homework. Now it’s the end of summer I have collected a lot of quotes that I hope you guys might like. They may seem random but they do correspond with what i did or was feeling on the day.

“The beginning is the most important part of the work.”
“Love is a serious mental disease.”

“No man has the right to be an amateur in the matter of physical training. It is a shame for a man to grow old without seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable.”

“What we do today is what matters most.”
“To keep the body in good health a duty, otherwise we shall not be able to keep our mind strong and clear.”

William Shakespeare 
“The course of true love did run smooth.”

Oscar Wilde
“The books that the world calls immoral are are the books that show the world it’s shame.”
“They’ll tell you that dreams can come true but forget to mention that nightmares are dreams too.”
“Be yourself, everyone else is already taken.”

“Human history becomes more and more a race between education and catastrophe.”

Jane Austen
“One half of the world cannot understand the pleasures of the other.”

J.R.R Tolkien
“Little by little, one travels far.”

Neil Gaiman
“I like stories where women save themselves.”

“Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back everything is different.”

Stephen King
“Talent is cheaper than table salt. What separates the talented individual from the successful one is a lot of hard work.”

William Arthur Ward 
“The price of excellence is discipline. The cost of mediocrity is disappointment.”

Audrey Hepburn
“Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you’ll find one at the end of your arm. As you grow older you will discover you have two hands - one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.”

Abraham Lincoln
“I will study and get ready and perhaps my chance will come.”

Theodore Roosevelt
“Nothing in the world is worth having or worth doing unless it means effort, pain, difficulty.” 

Thomas Jefferson
“Never spend money before you have it.”

Thomas Edison
“I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that didn’t work.”

Nelson Mandela
“It always seems impossible until it’s done.”

Salvador Dali
“I don’t do drugs. I am drugs.”

Winnie the Pooh
“Life is a journey to be experienced, not a problem to be solved.”

Morticia Addams (Addams Family Values)
“Normal is an illusion. What is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly.”

Clara Oswald (Doctor Who)
“The souffle isn’t the souffle - the souffle is in the recipe.”

The Doctor (Doctor who, Series 2, Episode 3: Tooth and Claw)
“You want weapons? We’re in a library! Books! The best weapons in the world.”

Dr Hannibal Lecter (Hannibal, Series 2, Episode 4: Takiawase)  
“I’ve always found the idea of death comforting. The thought that my life could end at any moment frees me to fully appreciate the beauty and art and horror that this world has to offer.”

Sirius Black (Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix: Movie)
“We’ve all got both light and darkness inside of us. What matters is the part we choose o act on, that’s who we really are.”

Luna Lovegood (Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix)

Harley Quinn (Suicide Squad)
“Harley Quinn, nice to meetcha. Love your perfume. What is that: the stench of death?” 

Welcome to the Night Vale (twitter)
“Death is only the end if you assume the story is about you.”

THEORY TIME 2 (spoilers inbound)

OK so some stuff has happened, and i am having quite a bit of trouble processing it so this is gonna be super long and jumbled. lets see how this goes.


-isabella was killed by oswald

(-but people tend not to actually die on gotham so im not even counting this as solid fact)

-oswald is doing everything in his power to force ed to forget about her (even if he has to use some pretty nasty manipulation)

-oswald feels at least a little bad about killing isabella, mostly bc he knows how much it hurt ed and bc hes scared ed will find out

-ed knows isabella was murdered, and he at least claims to think it was butch who did it

-(according to the next episode promo) tabs and butch are missing, and babs is on the hunt

-ed is going to seek revenge (most likely on butch, but possibly oswald depending on the situation)

-babs will give ed info about isabella in episode 11

-oswalds dad will be back in some way in a later episode


-who is isabella? im 98% certain she has some bigger significance - she’s too perfect to be a coincidence. same face and personality as miss kringle, only tailored to be perfect for ed in every way. obviously still suspicious

-is anyone in the gcpd going to question why there was an identical clone of miss kringle dating ed nygma and mysteriously dead in a train accident

-what role does the court of owls play in all of this? did they send isabella? who knows

-who actually kidnapped butch and tabs - was it ed and os or someone else?

-does ed believe it was butch, or is he just tricking oswald so he can get revenge?

-what info will babs be giving ed; are they going to team up to take down oswald? 

-when will fish come back into play? will she at all?

-in what way is ozzies dad back? who is he with?



-isabella is a spy for the court of owls (a possible option ive seen is that shes actually isabelle cheranova (echo) from the comics, a russian telepathic spy)

-isabella is some sort of clone or something sent by butch/tabs to get revenge on ed and ozzie. where would they get the resources for this though? is fish somehow involved?

-isabella is just somehow a really big coincidence and is actually just a normal person who is obsessed with riddles and doomed relationships and has a weird choking fetish (and i REALLY hope this isnt true)


-he will find out oswald killed isabella, probably very quickly. 

option a) it turns out isabella was evil, ed forgives oswald, everything is peachy. option b) ed becomes furious and swears revenge then leaves                         option c) ed tries to kill oswald, resulting in an angsty and teary confession of oswalds love, which ed either accepts or gets mad at (”if you really loved me you wouldnt have tried to hurt me like this” type thing)           

-he already knows it was oswald and he’s just tricking him. his face and his stuttering before he said butch are making me a teensy bit worried

-he will team up with babs to get revenge on oswald, leading to that clip of him talking to tabs and babs

-he really believes it was butch and trusts oswald too much to suspect him (aww). he and oswald will kidnap butch and tabs to try to get revenge, babs will negotiate for them by promising info on isabella. i figure she could reveal either that isabella was evil or that oswald killed her

For the midseason finale

I can see a few options for it, and no matter what itll be super dramatic and angsty bc what else would they do.

-ed ends up hating oswald and spends the next half of the season trying to get his revenge and goes full on riddler. will he ever forgive oswald? will they somehow end up together by the end of the season? only time will tell

-somehow everything works out and ed and oswald end up together. will it be bc of a lie, will ed still believe oswald is innocent? will he not care about isabella by then? once again, only time will tell

-the court of owls was somehow behind basically everything, everyone is pretty much screwed, im not too certain of much beyond that tbh



Edit: is it just me or when eds stuttering before saying butch, does it kinda look like he’s gonna say “you”? Because if so that’s not a good sign.

do urself a solid 2k16: this year should be full of doing favors for ur future self. if ur super tired but u still have homework, outline what u have to do so u can finish it faster in the morning instead of leaving urself with a blank page and more stress. figure out what u wanna wear tomorrow the night before so u have more time in the morning to do others stuff. if u see a snack u like get it and save it so u can have it later when u forgot u even bought it. the best moments are the ones where ur like ¨damn i really came thru for myself.¨ be ur future self’s best fren

anonymous asked:

Hi!!! Can I get a rfa+saeran and V of them being a single parent? This can be either Mc died or the mother left them, thanks!!

Thank you for the request! MC is dead in this one ;(


Please feel free to send me a feedback, if this is NOT what you wanted, I’ll do it again in no time!
Any mistakes, report to me


  • It was a little hard taking care of a baby alone…
  • So his mother helped him.
  • Showing him all he need to know.
  • Well…He has been away from games in that time.
  • He was too busy for that.
  • He would cry with the baby when he doesn’t understand what he wants.
  • He’s a very concerned dad.
  • But he always let his kid play how much they want.
  • He misses MC, she would make him do the homework first instead of playing and sleeping so late…
  • But when he sees the grades of his child everything changed
  • Now he’s strict.
  • He’ll only play when he finishes his homework, he’ll only play until a certain time, he’ll eat properly and study when he has to.
  • He’s putting his son in the right place, just like you did to him.
  • He’s working hard right now, he’ll make you proud.
  • And he knows you would be proud of your child too.
  • He loves to talk about you to your kid, he always say how kind you were
  • “If you grow up and be like your mom, you are blessed”
  • He cleans the house, cook, of course, your child help sometimes.
  • He’s a kind and good dad.
  • He hopes you’re proud of him...


  • He takes care of the baby, he sings to her…Making her sleep…
  • He searches for some help on the internet sometimes…
  • But he always played with the baby with some toys his fans sent.
  • He hires a babysitter sometimes because he needs to pay those bills!
  • He’s so dramatic and concerned
  • If the little girl cut her finger just a little bit, he’s screaming.
  • He always asks her how was her day...You know…Boys.
  • He misses you, but he remembers you every time she smiles, so he always makes her smile!
  • It would be easy for him if you were here…You know, girl problems.
  • But he’s always on the reunions of the school, he gets a lot of attention in there.
  • He loves his daughter, our daughter.
  • She’s so independent, just like MC…
  • He cries sometimes when he sees his daughter smile…
  • Look MC…Our little girl is growing up so fast…


  • She’s strict.
  • A little too much sometimes, you’re not there to say to her calm down.
  • But sometimes when she’s like that she looks at a photo of you, and say that she’s sorry.
  • She always sees her homework, she always helps her and she’s always with an eye out.
  • Sometimes she lacks affection…
  • But when she realizes that she gives to your child all the affection she needs.
  • She loves that kid.
  • When she was a baby it was easy, she’s accustomed to sleeping depravity.
  • Of course, it would be easier for you here…
  • But she has to accept the truth.
  • You’re not coming back, but she knows that you’re watching her.
  • And she’ll not let you down.


  • He missed you…Every Time he thinks about you.
  • In the beginning, it was hard…He doesn’t know what to do.
  • He has all he needs, well…He needs you, but you would not come back…
  • So he needs to be a good father to tell this kid how much he loved you, how much you were fantastic.
  • He never talks to his mother, but he opened one exception…To ask her about all those things.
  • When he learned, this is easy to him.
  • Of course, he has a babysitter when he needs to work, but when he got home, he doesn’t understand how people think this is difficult.
  • He’s a very good dad.
  • He always listens to your child problems, always helps them and support them.
  • In the night when he cries, your child already knows why, so sit with him and listen to him on how much he loved you…
  • Your kid really wanted to meet you…Because of how fantastic Jumin make you look like.
  • “Your mother was an angel to me…And now she really is one…She’s always looking for you…Always remember that.”


  • It was tough…Without you, it feels like a hole…A hole in his life.
  • He’s a very good father, he would laugh when he’s taking care of the baby…You would be surprised.
  • That would be funny to say to you…
  • Don’t cry on the baby again…Ok...
  • He sings to the baby sleeps, always kisses his forehead and go to his bedroom…To cry.
  • When your child is a little older, he doesn’t need to help with his homework, the kid is too smart.
  • He’s proud.
  • You must be too!
  • He always says to him that puns, jokes, and the kid always laugh…
  • Funny…Reminds him of you…
  • Sometimes that smile fades away and he cries, your child hugs him, they love each other…
  • But it’s everything going to be alright.


  • He lost you…He would be lost in the world for that too…
  • But you gave him a kid, a beautiful kid.
  • He has to see this kid clearly…He made the surgery.
  • He smiled and cried so much when saw the face of the baby…It reminds him of you.
  • He looks up and says “Thank you…”
  • He doesn’t have a problem with taking care of the baby at all…He is very good at what he does actually.
  • He always plays with the kid, he always listens, he’s the perfect dad.
  • He always shows an album with photos of you.
  • He made the kid take a photo on the same places, just to show him, how similar you two were.
  • Sometimes he cries, but of course, without your kid sees.
  • He misses you, he wanted to share this moment with you.
  • But he knows you are by his side…


  • He can’t look at that kid’s face without thinking about you…
  • Saeyoung has to help him.
  • He knows how much he was suffering.
  • Saeran learned it was a slow process…But right now he’s responsible.
  • Saeyoung trusts him, he can take care of that baby alone.
  • And Saeran did that, he would play with the baby when nobody’s looking.
  • Sometimes he looks up and says “You must be laughing at me right now…Humph…”
  • He asks Saeyoung for help even when the kid got bigger.
  • He’s clever, but that homework can be a pain in the ass sometimes.
  • He’s happy when your child mentions you, he always smiles.
  • But in the night he cries.
  • He’s so sweet and warm to that kid…But not when somebody is around.
  • He has to be a badass…
  • “Hey…Son…Want to be badass with me?I have some black clothes…Maybe it’ll fit you?”
  • You are not there to stop him.
  • me: hey do you have the answers to the homework sheet
  • bryce americano mcfreedom-bigotson who makes everything political: yeah and i'll actually give it to you instead of hiding it like hillary clinton hides her emails she should be in jail also don't give the answers to pratibha she's indian she should be deported
  • me: you know what i'll do it myself thanks