WHAT WAS THE DREAM ABOUT?
But it’s not that I liked her that way- I was just.. infatuated. With the idea of someone like her liking some dork that I was.. But, it was sad to say my attempts were horrible. Absolutely horrible.
He was just always there for me?? Before you know, stuff went down the drain (including my bar-mitzvah money- That will be told later,)
It was awkward as hell- I mean, this kid bullied me a lot back then- And he sounded so? Nervous? Telling me all sorts of stuff that I did not process that well at the time.
He made it quite obvious of it’s location- And what it did. It spooked the shit out of me- I just wanted to go use the bathroom and leave but he would not let me; something about the five foot five guy honestly terrified me.
But the words they said.. It changed my life, and his too. To achieve popularity, to be “chill” to.. Just, be better then the lonely person he was before. Someone like me.