this is too dark i know

Homecoming

Running Home to You

She lifts the hem of his tee, untucking his undershirt from his pants with skill. She’s not sure what exactly she’s expecting, they had only been apart for seven days, but she’s nonetheless relieved to find the same navel splashed with dark hair, the same pale freckled skin, the same slim hips just as she had left them, just as he had always been.

She feels his chuckle under her palms before she hears it leave his throat. As she skirts her hands across his abdomen, upwards to his chest, intending to pull both garments over his head, she’s taken aback by the sudden motion of him sitting upright and flattening her back against the mattress instead.

“Not so fast,” Barry teases, sliding the sleeves of her dress down, unveiling one shoulder at a time. “I’ve missed you too, you know.”

While he’s bent over kissing her collar, she squirms beneath his weight, desperate to resume her previous activity, longing to make up for a lost week of touching him. She can sense his smirk stretch wider against her skin the more she twists under him.

“Give up,” comes his raspy, satisfied voice midway through kisses.

One thing Iris knows she won’t ever do is that, not especially after she has him back in her arms again, has the promise that he’ll keep running home to her still ringing in her ears, has the symbol of his devotion wrapped around her finger, has supposedly only months left to be with him.

So she takes a deep breath before slowly plunging a hand below his waistband, finds where he’s already stiff between his thighs.

That halts his kissing, replaces it with a sigh of warm breath into her neck.

“Iris…” he croaks, and it’s her turn to feel satisfied, to edge him to give up.

When he cups her cheek and coerces her to look at him, when she meets his earnest, pleading eyes, the satisfaction wanes.

“Please,” he whispers. “Please let me make it up to you…”

You already have. She wants more than anything to make him believe it, make sure he knows that it doesn’t matter to her anymore who’s right or who’s wrong, who left or who stayed. What does matter is every possible hour of theirs that remains, that every minute of his is spent with her or running back to her.

Still, she relents, for his sake.

She withdraws her hand from his length, out of his pants to link her fingers with his, making sure he can feel the silver of the ring she wears, a ring that graced the fingers of the Allen women of the past, that assures her she may live to become an Allen herself, that she will live to marry the man gazing down at her, the way no one else ever has.

“Alright then,” she murmurs, raising the hem of her skirt, bringing his hand to her thigh. “I guess it’s my turn to sing.”

Homecoming Series

after

Mulder had passed out almost the second Will had put his hands on him. Now Will’s asleep, too, his head leaning awkwardly against the back of the kitchen chair. She watches them both. She thinks about miracles, and wonders if she’s finally used all of hers up.

It’s long past sunset when Mulder finally wakes up. He does it slowly, stretching his feet out and blinking into the darkness before he turns his head to her.

“What happened?” he asks, slurring the words.

“I don’t know,” she says honestly. She gets up and stands over him, pressing her hand to his forehead, the side of his neck. His fever’s gone down. His pulse is somewhere on the high side of normal, but that’s to be expected, considering he just underwent major surgery on a kitchen table with local (and perhaps psychic) anesthetic.

He seems fine. She can’t stop touching him, just to make sure.

Mulder nods, then yawns, bringing his head back to center. She should get him a pillow, but she’s not ready to leave him alone yet.

“I saved you,” he says to the ceiling, half-delirious. “Scully, remember?”

Scully doesn’t bother asking him which of the five hundred occasions he’s thinking of; it hardly matters. She just chokes out a laugh and rests her head on his chest, where his heart is still beating. “Yeah,” she says. “You did.”

anonymous asked:

I was sent to request that an Anti over here messages a Jenna. I assume you know them, because they simply informed me "Tell them Jenna sent you". ~Dark

oook so imma just take this as an opportunity to not only inform you, anon friend, but also to make a psa that we are not a rp blog, so we don’t have “an Anti” nor do we know who jenna is but u know what i hope they’re having a good day and that u are too bud

  • Neptune: So, Yang, where do you know this guy?*points at Junior*
  • Yang: Oh, well, I needed some dark info.
  • Neptune: Mhmm.
  • Yang: And he didn't have it.
  • Neptune: Mhmm.
  • Yang: So I single-handedly destroyed this place and the security.
  • Neptune: ...
  • Yang: Too violent for your standards.
  • Neptune: Just a bit
  • Yang: Probably raised the difficulty BAR on you, right?
  • Neptune: ...why...
Exo Babysitting

D.O: *mixes a dark broth while chanting satanic prayers, holding baby foot first above the sacrificial stew*

Chanyeol: *pokes baby* *baby cries* *freaks the fuck out*

Baekhyun: *baby starts wailing* *wails too*

Suho: *has his own baby, Baekhyun’s baby and Baekhyun all in his arms, all four are screaming*

Lay: *baby takes a shit* oH OH DEAR GOD *gags dramatically*

Kai: *baby cries* *strips in front of it* *baby keeps crying* gUYS IT’S NOT WORKING

Xiumin: *uploads thousands of selcas of him and the baby together, working his aegyo hard*

Sehun: *stares intensely into its eyes* I know what it’s like to be young dude me and you we can totally relate want a fruit shoot?

Chen: *partying hard in an expensive club with his girlfriends* *remembers* oh shit

anonymous asked:

Us Harries, unapologetically and fiercely devoted to one Harry Edward Styles, attempting to explain said devotion to outsiders: Them- "So, what do you do cause he hasn't done anything yet?" Us- "April 7. The devil is coming. We will rise." Them- "What-" "April 7." Them- "But," "Shh, pretty eyes will drag you to the dark side, too. Sign up." Them- "For what?" Us- "No one knows. Just do it. Be blessed."

I was with a friend who is NOT a Harrie on Saturday.

I feel very sorry for her, cause she’s in for WORLDS more of this with me until the end of time. 

anonymous asked:

Lena and reader being friends with benefits with the rule of no feelings involved but Lena gets feelings and tells reader but she rejects Lena because she doesn't have feelings back

Originally posted by lenaluthcr

“Sorry Lena, I-I thought that we were on the same page.  I can’t do a relationship right now,” you apologized uncomfortably and put a little more distance between yourself and the vulnerable woman in front of you.  This was exactly what you were worried about; all the nights sleeping at her place had turned into getting dinner beforehand to dropping by each other’s offices and…you should have known.

“But, Y/N, I know what I’m feeling and I know that you feel it too.”

“It doesn’t matter what I’m feeling, Lena!”

The dark haired woman reached out and grabbed your hand before you could move away anymore.  Her eyes searched yours, confused and hurt.

“What do you mean?  Of course it matters!”

“It doesn’t, because we’re not doing this.  Just-” you yanked away from her and shook your head, “-don’t call me.”

Farewell to Heavensward

I started playing the game a month prior to 2.55 releasing and had no idea what to expect with Heavensward right around the corner. From the clash in Ul’Dah, Taking down Nidhogg twice, confronting Thordan, felling many primals, stopping the Warriors of Darkness, and now facing the Griffin’s plans. Not to forget the many allies who were lost to the Warrior of Light: Haurchefant, Ysayle, Minfilia, and now recently Papalymo. The story was always exciting to go through!Time has gone by too fast to keep up with everything! With Stormblood on the horizon, who knows what to expect. 

I would have never expected to have the pleasure to know many of those I met in game. Even a select few them I gladly call my best friends thanks to this game. Thank you all for an eventful and unforgetable expansion!

@sugisxiv​ @svenxiv@codytexasff14 @balladofdariuskinkaid @alteiriaa @ravenhellkite

Of course I can! Thank you so much for the chance to play around with a mix like this! I hope you enjoy and that it helps keep you motivated!


HARDER BETTER FASTER STRONGER - a work-out/running music mix

Originally posted by sophfie

While I know how the Evil Queen split was resolved is probably controversial I actually found it relatable and touching. Which was a shock for me considering how little I tend to care about Regina or her story. Regina has always felt like the kind of person who isn’t self-aware or who is willfully blind to her own narcissism and the havoc that her self-absorption causes to others. All of that rubs me the wrong way and I spend a lot of time yelling at my screen for her to just wake-up already. Then in the last couple episodes she did wake-up and she owned that she was her darkness too and tried to fix the split as best she could. 

I know the argument is that she shouldn’t have needed to separate herself to come to this realization and that’s how I felt about it for most of the arc. But then recently I have been thinking a lot about my own struggle with depression and how for the longest time I didn’t really see or understand what was going on and how it changed me and made me a person even the people that loved me had a hard time being around. And on some level I knew this was happening but on another I couldn’t change it. It’s only been since I have gotten out of it, been separated from it, that I have been able to see things clearly. I needed the perspective that comes with being healthy and my regular self. I feel like this is how it worked for Regina she couldn’t change until she had that ability to see clearly.  I know this metaphor won’t work for most people but it did for me. 

Memories

Moments of our life together,
Play relentlessly behind my eyes.
Your face, your smile, your anger,
When, where, how, did our love run dry?

Staring at the ceiling fan go round,
Only shadows moving in the darkness.
I wonder, can my sanity can be found?
I lay here, praying, desperately for rest.

Remembering your touch, your kiss,
I know, nothing can compare to me and you.
I see now, how much you made me miss,
You took my love, did you really need my heart too?

anonymous asked:

Hi! My name is Lyann and I was hoping to get a buttercreams ship ☺️ I'm 22 Hispanic 5 ft tall (I know I look like a munchkin haha) With crazy curly long/soft dark brown hair tan skin& Dark brown eyes I love baking, &having a good time with my friends whether it's going out to a bar or staying in building blanket forts (I'm extremely cheesy). I wear my heart on my sleeve &everyone calls me the mom in the group (I care too much) I don't usually do these, but thanks a bunch if you do it💕

Boyfriend: Conor Maynard

Originally posted by conorsbabe

Originally posted by couplenotes

You were always incredibly close with all the boys but there was something always special between yourself and Conor. After breaking up with Caspar because of the differences between the two of you, you wanted to be with someone who could be on the same level as you whether going out or staying in and you found that with Conor.

Best Friend: Josh Pieters

Originally posted by jashfor3v3r

Josh was there to guide you through all the feelings. He was there when you started dating Casp, when the two of you broke up and he was the one to cut the tension when you, Conor and Casp were all in the same room for the first time after you had starting dating Conor. He was your rock and always guided you whether it be telling you how to fix your problem or just being a shoulder to cry on.

Ex: Caspar Lee

Originally posted by booloveshiscuppycake

Your relationship with Caspar started out incredibly innocent and fun but the nights that wanted to stay in and drink wine in a blanket fort? Casp still wanted to go out partying. That ate away at your relationship quickly. 

Tagged by the wonderful @avaleahworks and @the-dubstep-strawberry @belleroo Thank you😊
Rule is to tag 9 people you want to know more.
Relationship status: committed though tbh I sometimes think I’m the type of person who shouldn’t be in a relationship. I prefer being by myself too much..
Favourite colour: black, dark blue and purple.
Pets: 2 dogs and a old kitty 😊
Wake up: hmmm.. depends. I have a weird sleep pattern. Usually by 3 pm I’m up. .
cats or dogs: I love both but I’m more of a dog lover.
Coke or Pepsi: neither. Dr pepper and big red for me.
Day or night: Night owl. I hate being awake in the day.
Text or call: lol I don’t really respond to either unless I have too.
Chapstick or lipstick: Chapstick. I don’t use makeup.
City or country: city but I think I’d like to live in out in the country one day.
Last book I read: hmmm… I want to say it was one of the books in the wheel of time series but it’s been awhile.
Last song I listened to: Holding out for a hero by frou frou

Five facts about me:
1. I have anxiety, self esteem and depression issues. I’ll be honest, Danse is a life saver for me. Just seeing him and talking to him makes me feel better especially when I’m really down.
2. I love coyotes. Where I work, I see them sometimes and I love listening to their singing.
3. I listen to all types of music but the first band I ever fell in love with was Rush.
4. I live in a state where the cowboy image is associated with it. Lol that’s why Danse wears a cowboy hat alot. Love me some cowboys 😆
5. I’m trying to convince myself to go out more. I haven’t really gone anywhere in months. I dunno, I’m not comfortable being around people. So far, it’s been a losing battle but I am trying 😕

not tagging alot as I don’t know who has done this.
@papidanse
@falsenostalgia-sundries
@malmalsass
@frenziedgem1
@shatinn
@sentinelviktorcullen @sjdanse@nakhudanyx Don’t have to if you don’t want too 😊

a comprehensive list of every harry potter character i want to know more about
  • hannah abbott - is she doing okay? how’s her and neville’s relationship going? do they have any kids? does she make like the best butterbeer ever? i want to know
  • bathsheda babbling - apparently she was the ancient runes teacher at hogwarts and truly i just want to know more about her because look at that fucking name
  • katie bell - how’s my girl katie doing? hopefully not too affected by that whole dark curse thing she had to deal with? also i just want to know more about her like how’d she get into quidditch what were her stats like when did her and oliver wood get married
  • phineas negillus black - truly it’s tragic that whenever i picture him in my mind i see phineas from phineas and ferb with black hair and a very large black wizarding cloak on but like besides that how was he as a headmaster? what was he like? does he take joy in being a little dick head? i truly want to know
  • susan bones - how is she after her aunt’s death? what’s she doing with her life? susan bones sounds like the type of girl who’d be really really good at braiding hair. is she really really good at braiding hair?
  • lavender brown - i hope she’s doing okay and that she’s learning to live with the scars greyback gave her and hopefully she’s not a werewolf and listen she just liked ron is that really such a crime jk rowling did her so dirty!!! also i want to know everything about her and parvati’s relationship “friendship” and all the crazy make-outs shenanigans they got into
  • charity burbage - how’d she get into teaching muggle studies? was she scared those last few moments of her life? was she a good teacher? why the hell did jk rowling never let us witness a muggle studies class
  • alecto & amycus carrow - damn tell me everything about these two what was their childhood how’d they get into the dark arts literally how far were they willing to go because like torturing children is just fucking evil
  • the cattermoles - did they actually grab their family and get out of britain?? i sure hope so
  • penelope clearwater - how’s she doing??? did she get like fucking awesome grades?? how’d she react when percy was being a Dick? important questions
  • dennis creevey - legit how many times did collin write to him about harry? i bet dennis was like “jesus fuck mate shut up”. is he doing okay? i sure hope so. i hope he got into photography too
  • fleur delacour - listen i just want to know MORE what kind of student was she??? how many friends did she have??? i want more elaboration on her relationship with her sister. i want a whole god damn book just about fleur’s life. god damn it
  • dedalus diggle - how did anyone let him become an auror with a name like that
  • the dumbledores - please, for the love of god, i’d die if jk rowling gave us a book on the dumbledores. think about all that information. wow.
  • arabella figg - how did a squib get in contact with dumbledore? how was her life growing up being a squib? what were all her cat’s names? did she go play bridge every night with her friends? these are questions i need answers to
  • seamus finnigan - “me mam” oh you sweet boy how i love you. when was the first time he and dean kissed and was it as magical as he thought?? i won’t rest until i am answered
  • mundungnus fletcher - so like did he become like he is because of his name or did he change his name to reflect the fact that he was an utter piece of shit
  • filius flitwick - how’d he get into charms!!! what were his favorite teaching methods!!! favorite students!!! literally anything!!!
  • florean fortescue - i want to know every single damn flavor of ice cream he had in his shop. also, did he ever reopen it??
  • astoria greengrass - how’d she and draco meet? what are her political views?? her family life??? what kind of mother was she to scorpius?? i bet she was a damn elegant one
  • rubeus hagrid - like i want DETAILS about his life at hogwarts. every damn one. and about his life afterwards. i want a tour of his cottage. transcripts of every date he went on with madame maxime or whatever. a list of every single pet he ever owned. i want stories about him going to romania and visiting charlie. i want EVERYTHING
  • angelina johnson - my BITCH how’s she doing???? how’s life after hogwarts for her?? is she kicking ass and taking names?? i sure hope so. is she playing quidditch? or maybe she’s like a wizarding lawyer or something like stone cold bitch!!!! love that girl. what kind of mother is she? when did she and george fall in love?? does she still meet up with alicia spinnet and katie bell every once in a while for tea and biscuits and a chat?
  • lee jordan - IS HE A PROFESSIONAL COMMENTATOR. THAT’S ALL I WANT TO KNOW
  • bellatrix lestrange - i honestly just want to know everything about her. how was she growing up? her relationship with her sisters? when did she like fall in love or infatuation or lust or whatever with voldemort??? is like the no nose thing a kink? when’d she lose her mind? important questions
  • frank and alice longbottom - how’d they meet? how’d they fall in love? how’d they get married? they deserved better
  • ernie macmillan - did he ever stop being such a little bitch?
  • minerva mcgonagall - LEGITIMATELY EVERYTHING I WANT TO KNOW EVERYTHING i want a 1000 page essay detailing her time at hogwarts
  • cormac mclaggen - did he ever stop being such a big dick?
  • the patil sisters - listen tell me about like hinduism and magic and indian culture and hindu mythology and magic and also just everything about these sisters and their sisterly bond and how they were both underestimated and taken for giggling girls even though they were smart as fuck i love them
  • kingsley shacklebolt - okay i wanna hear how awesome he was at school and about how everyone loved him and i wanna hear about his adventures in the ministry and him talking to the muggle prime minister and basically how fucking awesome he was
  • dean thomas - his love for soccer!!!! tell me all about it!!!! his love for seamus!!!!! tell me all about it!!!!
  • ted tonks - how did he and andromeda fall in love??? did he try to convince her he was worth it???? was he Smooth As Fuck??? important questions
  • the weasleys - like i KNOW we know a ton about them but i just want MORE. i want more charlie and bill and bill and ginny’s relationship and all the siblings hanging out and i just want MORE of the dynamic
He is planning
  • Saeyoung: *points at Saeran's black clothes*
  • Saeyoung: Hey, who's funeral is it lololol
  • Saeran: I don't know.
  • Saeran: I haven't decided yet.

This is for @uncannycookie since I asked if they wanted anything and they requested something about Mob going with Teruki to get his ears pierced, so here it is!

But then I also found I wanted to do the entire scene and I didn’t have time to draw it all so… I wrote fanfiction for the first time in my entire life. Writing is very much not my forte so I hope I didn’t make too many mistakes. I just thought it was a cute fluffy scene. Ummm, I hope you like it! *screaming over writing*


“You didn’t have to come you know,” Teruki said as he opened the door, a bell gently chiming above them. “It’s going to be fairly quick to get done.” He held the door open for Mob before shutting it behind them, leaving behind a crisp Autumn day and becoming encased in the warm, dark interior of the shop.

Keep reading

The masterpiece begins with the pencil sketch, the novel with the messy first draft, the symphony with a simple hum over a morning coffee. Every great thing that was ever created started with someone stumbling into the dark with nothing but a vague idea. They found a thread of truth and wove a tapestry with it. They didn’t know how it would turn out, but they stuck with it, trusted themselves, put the time and work in, and took it to places they could never have imagined at the beginning. And this is the mentality I really need to master, it needs to become part of my being. I need to understand it on a spiritual level because I want to do great things too.