this is the face of a happy person

Are you ACTUALLY serious.
I am so fucking angry right now.
MY SON IS NOT FUCKING FAT. AND HOW DARE YOU SAY HIS FACE IS THE SIZE OF THE MOON. He is bloody beautiful 😭 He gets his head from his Dad. Something he cant help. He is fucking healthy and happy. And he is not over weight at all! He has fucking rolled before but he isnt interested in doing so. He would rather talk or put his hands in his mouth. I give my baby all of my fucking attention. I am with him 24 hours a day. 16 of those hours I am alone with him. He is my life. 😭 You are an insulting fucking asshole of a person. He misses out on no attention at all.
Just because I whinge on here doesnt mean shit about my real life. I physically cant get angry so josh and I never fight. OUR LIVES REVOLVE AROUND OUR SON. We are both amazing fucking parents and Koby will always come before our relationship problems. 😭 so FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU.
I know the aim of what you are saying is too hurt me. So well done. You succeed.
Insulting someones baby and parenting is just fucked 😭 you are fucked 😭


here are a few selfies in honor of my new haircut and for bellarke fam selfie night! happy show day ❤❤❤

Happy #BellarkeFamSelfieNight!  Here’s one taken at an outdoor Shinedown concert a few years ago with my Dad.   

I know nothing about tagging etiquette do I need to ask first or just tag people isn’t that a weird concept, tagging people so they look at your face?  If this is weird, feel free to ignore.  If not…cool? Been on this damn site for so long and I still don’t know jack shit  @griffinnblake@rosymamacita @easnadh1 @heda-reyes @waverlyshavght @lindsayloveslife @bllrke @frecklessbellamy

anonymous asked:

Please pray for me I am stuck in several desperate situations and every day is a struggle that only gets worse as time passes

Lord, I ask You to help this person see how You are moving in his/her life.  Take away any feelings of helplessness.  Fill him/her with new hope in You.  Help him/her to see a way through the struggles he/she is facing.  remove the feeling of being stuck and provide a clear way for growth, health, happiness, and wholeness.  You alone can change this situation and bring about hope and  renewal.  Pour out Your Spirit upon this person and fill him/her with every gift and grace he/she needs to love You and trust in You with all of his/her heart.  Amen.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.