this is terrible but i'm sorry ok

the first time sana opens herself up to even it’s late at night and she has been crying for longer than she’d like to admit. she’s had the most awful day and nothing was able to cheer her up, the girls asked if something was wrong because they knew sana was not ok, but she just didn’t feel confortable talking about that with any of them, she never feels like she can talk about her feelings with someone, she has to be strong, has to be tough.

 but tonight sana feels more hopelless than she has felt for a while. even just texted her, with one of his ridiculous memes that he’s always sending everyone and she will never admit that some of them are actually funny. they’ve been best friends for a while now, it’s being so amazing hanging out with even and isak, sana has seen even at his best, but also at some pretty bad moments. she’s always trying to help both even and isak, always trying to be there for them. 

the only thing even did was ask if she was ok, just a simple question and sana doesn’t know why but she has to talk with someone and, for some reason, she feels like she can talk to even about everything so she just started telling him. she tells him about how she feels afraid but will never let it show, how she always feels like an outsider in the country that’s supposed to be her home, how she is always trying to prove herself, prove she’s strong, prove she knows how to deal with everything, prove she does not care about the looks she receives from people on the street, how she’s tired of pretending everything is fine when she actually has a lot of struggles. sana just tells even about everything and when she finishes it, it’s like she can finally breath pure air, like a huge and heavy stone was lifted from her back, and as she awaits for an answer she doesn’t allow herself to feel regret. so even responds. and sana is crying harder now. she’s crying because even is telling her things she didn’t expect to hear from anyone. “You don’t have to be strong all the time” he says, “You are allowed to be weak and you don’t have to hide it. You are allowed to be human.” and sana cries because deeply in herself she knows all that, but no one ever said this to her. “You are the smartest, greatest, strongest girl I’ve ever met and I’m so sorry that you feel like this” even’s words are sweet, sana thinks he’s the sweetest. “I know what it’s like to be in a stereotype, but I’m not gonna pretend I know what you go through, because I don’t.” and then she cries even harder: “But I know what it’s like to feel alone, to feel like you have to deal with everything by yourself because it is your own problem and your own battle, but let me tell you something: you are not alone, Sana. Me and Isak and the girls and all your friends, we care so much about you, we just want to see you happy. And we are here for you, we are by your side, supporting you. Always. You’re only a human ok? And you are never alone. Please, don’t forget that.” and sana is still crying but she feels so much better. you’re not alone. she thinks about even’s words and how nice he is and she feels so much better now. things aren’t always gonna be ok, but she’s not alone –she repeats to herself– she is not alone.

some 191 follows forever. YO...

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Thank you. (ノ≧ڡ≦) ♥!

That is all I have to say right now to all of you, precious Darlings; And then some: I gathered my guts that I didn’t have, wanted fun and more happiness. Wanted to actually feel like I CAN accomplish something I care about alot; while at the same time realizing that writing CAN AND IS just as fun as Drawing… so I joined the Rp fandom, finally. 

Snubbull is a special place in my heart, so then I decided to develop a cute and funny iconic character that I hoped would gain the hearts—-

AND IT DID??? W O W I E. ٩(♡ε♡ )۶ I am astounded!

I suppose… I could make a million more paragraphs with words of how great, accepting, etc, you are or so. I’m confident enough to say that I can Word-Vomit, but at the same time let’s not.

AhUm*  anyway…::

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10 Things the Women of Malayalam Cinema taught us in 2015

bonus:

OK I know this has been brought up a lot already, but since his mother is technically a Disney princess….. does this mean Kylo Ren = actual Disney prince Ben Organa-Solo ?? ?

aand to no-one’s surprise this emo space prince is my most terrible of faves

i think it’s hilarious how the difference between batman and flash comics can really be boiled down to the characters’ names.  like, who lives in gotham?  you’ve got

  • bruce wayne
  • selina kyle
  • harvey dent
  • dick grayson
  • tim drake
  • edward nygma
  • stephanie brown

and then all the flash characters are like

  • bartholomew “barry” allen
  • who the fuck names their child bartholomew?
  • for that matter who the fuck names their child wallace
  • that’s a terrible name
  • especially since it’s wallace rudolph.  that poor kid.
  • hartley rathaway.  idk where to begin even with hartley rathaway.
  • james jesse would be OK if it weren’t a fucking folk tale reference
  • i’d like to know who comes up with a name like leonard snart.  i want to fight them.
  • for real tho is eobard even a name ???? what is that

tbh iris west is fucking blessed with a beautiful name in a city of parents who hated their children

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Thirty years and now he’s back. The mystery in the Mystery Shack.

GUYS I STILL CAN’T REALIZE THIS REALLY HAPPENED. STANLEY IS REAL !! HE’S REAL, FRIKKIN CANON ! WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW !! 

ok I feel terrible for even posting this but here goes…

so I have zero money. None. My cats just ran out of food, and I am out of cat litter and my apartment is starting to smell ammonia-y (I have 5 cats). We are almost out of toilet paper and groceries. Mostly what I care about is my cats though.

if you can please feel free to donate to my PayPal or google wallet (email for both is witchbattie@gmail) and if you’d like in return I can do anything you’d like, or next month when I have the cash I can send you an herb I have quite a bit of, or hell even pay you back.

anyway so this is just to get me and my cats through the end of the month. thank you a bunch and if you donate please let me know if there’s absolutely anything I can do for you.

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Teen Wolf meme: [5/6] otps/friendships → Scott and Allison 

“It’s OK, it’s perfect. I’m in the arms of my first love. The first person I ever loved. The person I’ll    a l w a y s     love. I love you, Scott.”

reasons to watch high rollers

for @thephanlockedbrony sorry i love this too much and i am terrible at explaining things

  • Its a Dungeons & Dragons stream on sundays (although is on saturday for a few weeks at the moment)
  • its basically like having a story read out but its really randomised because the characters decide to do stuff unexepectedly
  • Its OK if you know nothing about D&D because 3 of the players have never played before so they explain (almost) everything
  • There is tons of amazing fanart
  • The characters can actually die if they mess up too much
  • But thats OK as they can be ressurected (once)
  • One character gets a pet dragon
  • One character likes pretending to be a mad old lady for some reason
  • they show most of the fanart on the stream
  • A lot of the stuff you probably expect to happen goes out the window when the characters do stuff like setting a shop on fire
  • A small cute character turns into a wolf or a bear and beats lots of stuff up
  • They seriously set a shop on fire
  • One character really likes daggers and has like 15 of them
  • one of the daggers is called Duracell
  • The characters have loads of development
  • At any one time at least 2 of the characters aren’t sure whats going on or what to do
  • Also it is very diverse
  • There is a lesbian elf queen, a pansexual character, an aromantic/asexual character (not entirely sure which) and a trans guy
  • there is only one character that has been confirmed as straight
  • someone is making a comic version (link)
  • two of the players answer loads of questions about their characters on tumblr
  • If you draw something the only reasons it won’t get shown is if you tagged it wrong, or they forgot to do the fanart video that week
  • If you can’t watch live they upload it to youtube (usually the next day) (link)
  • can i just say that its brilliant as a reason to watch it?
  • SO MANY PLOT TWISTS
  • the magic rope was important
  • really all the fanart is amazing, just check #rollonsunday
  • actually don’t because spoilers

if anyone else sees this and wants to add anything feel free to