This year was going to be different, I assured myself as I grabbed my keys and my backpack. I was going to be proactive, organized, and maybe get a date for once. This was my school year and I refused to let it go wrong.
the bad news is i haven’t done any writing in >2 weeks because of life, exhaustion, and (happy) distraction from other fandoms and reading fic in them.
the good news is that whenever i spend enough time reading fic i inevitably get frustrated/dissatisfied with the fact that these aren’t my stories for one reason or another, and feel prompted to go write again.
so anyway i’m kicking my own ass into gear and gonna keep working on These Violent Delights to see about getting you guys a chapter up soon <3
/// BEFORE ///
you drive, i’m too drunk to touch a wheel (but i get to pick the soundtrack for tonight, yeah?)
you know the streets and roads better than me, anyway – sure, some clogged nostrils but you’ll be fine i have a packet of kleenex in my back pocket, you’ll be fine
we’ll be fine
/// AFTER ///
GOD JESUS STAY CALM I’LL DRIVE IT’LL BE OKAY IT’LL BE FINE JUST KEEP SOME PRESSURE ON IT IT’S OKAY
just say where and we’ll get there, we’ve got a tank of gas it’s full and my legs are wide awake and my head will follow, just say where – hospital? sure, sure
turn the music off? yeah, fine, sure, whatever you say – it’ll be okay, it’ll be fine
we’ll be fine
It is quite unbelievable that there will be people that I will love unconditionally that I have not met yet.
Somewhere out there, in a supermarket or singing in the shower, there are souls that have not touched mine yet but will, eventually.