this is stupid but i dont even care

so i was listening to the suffering game arc again because apparently i hate myself so i got to the part where taako has to give up his beauty and magnus goes “ill take two spins if u need to say no” and i??? theres just so much there u know??? magnus was willing to sacrifice twice more after losing his memory of kalen losing hp hell even after losing those ten years he was still willing to lose more for taako to keep his beauty???? like he knows how hard it was for taako to make that decision and he basically said ‘hey ill support u either way and i wont judge u no matter what u choose” and im just;;; compared to what they lost in the past doesnt beauty seem like the most inconsequential thing (at least for most people) but instead being like “dont be an idiot taako its not worth two more spins” magnus is like “im going to take the punishment for u if u say no because i recognize what this means to u” and i think it shows how deeply magnus understands and just trusts taako u know??? and it rly showcases the protectiveness too??? like “im gonna protect u and whats important to u even if others think its stupid or worthless  maybe i dont get it but its important to u so i will protect it even at cost to myself” and he would never judge him if he said no even if it would be incredibly selfish because thats who taako is and magnus just doesnt care idk he just rly understands him and its killing me

anonymous asked:

i saw your video with the face reveal and i totally understand what you mean by uncomfortable with 14 year olds crushing on older people and such. ( I even felt uncomfortable when I saw the comments...)

did u mean the bane of my existence

hav u seen such lovely gems as “omg yasss i love gays : ) i ship it!!!” “dont mind me ill just watch from over here owo” “mmmmm yesss my homos…” “i swear im so gay for you (even though im a girl!!!)” “im a fujoshi XD hawt !” “ik ur gay but id be trans for you” ( <- that last one is literally a ! comment ! someone ! wrote ! )


anonymous asked:

Me: I've been dropping hints that I want Maria to draw herself hanging out with her fav fictional character Me: I want Maria to draw herself hanging out with her fav fictional character

“hanging out” :D mate, this child right here is a child of angst who doesn’t “hang out,” only cries and loves and PLS REMUS MY MOON MY WEREWOLF BABY DONT BE SAD I SUPPORT U AND LUV U UR NOT ALONE I PROMISE I SWEAR WITH MY SOUL TO U IM HERE FOR U



“And this world? This stupid, empty world? I don’t care if it’s hell. I don’t even care. If it’s real or not real, if we’ve all woken up from some online thing or if this is all your stupid imagination, Seth, I don’t care. All I know is that I’m real enough. And Tommy’s real enough. And however much of hell this is…” She suddenly quiets, as if the energy’s been leached from her. “However awful it is, it’s better than there.

Promt list

1. “Thats my phone”
2. “Why do you have my bra in your hand?”
3. “I don’t feel so good”
4. “You mean everything to me….”
5. “You lost your ring?….”
6. “Great now the fire alarm is going off”
7. “You mean to tell me that you ate all my food?…”
8. “How dare you use me when you knew i loved you….”
9. “Forget it”
10. “Maybe wishes do come true after all
11. “Maybe soulmates are a thing”
12. “Lets go travel the world”
13. “Can we sleep under the stars?”
14. “I saw you sitting alone and thought you would use some company”
15. “Are you seriously horny right now?”
16. “Whats with the cheesy pickup lines?”
17. “Nooo! They belonged together”
18. “Your jealous over my celebrity crush?”
19. “Could i maybe get your number?”
20. “How about a date?”
21. “Netflix?”
22. “Was it really worth it?”
23. “Yeah well now you’ve lost me”
24. “Let me help you goddammit”
25. “Stop being stubborn and come cuddle me”
26. “You drove here at 2 in the morning to come and get cuddles?”
27. “Soooo…..what now?”
28. “I thought you locked the door”
29. “This is going to be the end of me”
30. “You are going to be the death of me”
31. “Your just another player and its game over for us”
32. “You’re seriously a man-child”
33. “I want you. Only you”
34. “Do you belive in love at first sight?”
35. “Im so stupid. I fell for my best friend”
36. “Its cute when you blush”
37. “Back off”
38. “Is there a reason your crawling threw my window?”
39. “Thats a cute laugh. I like it”
40. “Move in with me?”
41. “I guess this is it…”
42. “It wasn’t supposed to happen like this”
43. “You owe me 10 bucks”
44. “Can you bring pizza and beer”
45. “What did that asshole do to you?”
46. “What did you do?”
47. “Ewww thats gross”
48. “Stick that toung out again and i will cut it off”
49. “Im not crying. Theres something in my eye”
50. “Wow. Your stupid”
51. “Did i fucking stutter?”
52. “You should leave”
53. “Dont mind me”
54. “Nice moves love”
55. “What a dumb idea. Im in”
56. “Can someone shoot him?”
57. “Don’t say a word”
58. “Shit, thats hot”
59. “I dont care”
60. “You need to leave”
61. “Fuck off”
62. “NEVER!”
63. “Do you even love me?”
64. “I think i just fell in love”
65. “I cant do this anymore”
66. “You’re so whipped”
67. “Forever?”
68. “I fall in love with you more and more ever day”
69. “Your all i have left”
70. “Care to dance?”
71. “Please. Just dont”
72. “Im sorry”
73. “I said im sorry what more do you want!”
74. “You cant just sit there all day”
75. “You can lock yourself away from everyone else….but please dont push me away”
76. “You can’t banish me!! This is my bed too”
77. “Talk about awkward”
78. “If you die. I’ll kill you”
79. “That dosn’t make sense”
80. “Just smile. I just really need to see you smile right now”
81. “How funny. You think i care”
82. “Tell me what’s happened. Why have we changed”
83. “I don’t even know you anymore.”
84. “Do you really need all that candy?”
85. “Don’t yell at me”
86. “Good thing i didn’t ask for your opinion”
87. “She’s hiding behind the sofa”
89. “He’s respectable. But you know, a little dodgy”
90. “Your too good for this world”
91. “Only if you give me a piggy back ride”
92. “Let’s build a fort”
93. “Wait, you like me?”
94. “Wait….is this a date?”
95. “If i did anything right in my life, it was falling in love with you”
96. “Listen i really dont like you but you hsve a puppy so im going to be over a lot”
97. “I desere an explanation. I desereve an acceptable reason”
98. “You can hate me. You can dislike me. But why cheat on me?”
99. “Your hair is so soft”
100. “I thought it’d be less hurt if i left now. But it turn out i was wrong. I promise ill never leave again”

Suggest who you would like it to be with and what number/s. Stay groovy 😎

Originally posted by winterxblogger

Why School's ARE Terrible

My old high school has had a large bullying issue, what school hasn’t though? My freshman year a girl died from cancer, 4-5 kids died in a car accident. Sophmore year a freshman killed himself, another senior died (unknown). Senior year a few more students die.

So what is this AMAZING High School do???

“If you make a suicide attempt you are automatically expelled for a year” along with their Zero Tolerance Policy where “even if you’re fighting back to defend yourself you’re getting suspended or worse”.

So I don’t want to hear that there is no issue with the American School System.

me: fuck this i dont even care anymore lol 

someone: jonas and eva were so good together!!111!! 


anonymous asked:

i'm just sitting here thinking about the fact that by the end of ragnarok thor and loki are on good terms again and have some nice banter with each other and it makes me so happy. i just hope that it will stay like that in infinity war and that loki won't try some stupid shit again

i know!! i can’t believe thor and loki actually got a happy ending in a marvel film?? loki isn’t in chains or presumed dead??? what on earth?? (i say happy ending like thor didn’t lose literally everything but you know what i mean). even if infinity war messes everything up, i dont rly care, i’m just going to ignore it. unless we get an other thor solo film, this is the end for the thor characters imo. everything got wrapped up so nicely its a fitting conclusion. i dont care whatever avengers bullshit comes next, thor and his people settle down somewhere nice and they prosper. the end.

youarenewformetoo  asked:

Inspired by the song Somebody That I Used To Know Tony and Bucky dated for a while and then Bucky gets in an accident where he loses his arm and he gets self-conscious and breaks up with Tony, he gets Steve to get his stuff from Tony's house and he completely removes him from his life without explaining anything to Tony, Tony is devastated and doesn't know what he did wrong and after 2 years he sees bucky again

“Bucky?” Tony ripped his sunglasses off and stared up at the man who had just plowed into him. “Buck? Uh, hey.”

“Hey. Heya, Tony.” Bucky ran his right hand through his hair awkwardly. “How are you? Been a long time.”

“Its been two years.” Tony corrected. “Not just a long time. Two years. Where the hell have you been? What have you been doing? Why did you–” Tony closed his mouth and backed up a step, folding his arms. “Hows it going?”

“Its good to see you Tony.” Bucky said quietly, letting his eyes trace over Tony’s heartbreakingly familiar face, the hair he had spent hours running his fingers through, the dark eyes he had fallen in love with. “You look good.”

“You look good too.” Tony nodded, glancing away and clearing his throat. “So. You’re back in town?”

“Visiting some friends. Um Steve is–”

“Steve. Right.” Tony unfolded then refolded his arms tensly. “Steve. How are you guys doing? Still together?”

“What? No.” Bucky shook his head. “Steve and I were never together.”

“What do you mean you were never together? What about when you–” Tony looked away again. “When you moved out. He helped you. I assumed…”

“Oh honey.” Bucky looked sad all the sudden. “No, no Tony. I didnt leave because I was with Steve.”

Then why the hell–” Tony started to raise his voice but he put his hands up peacefully. “Nevermind. You look good, Buck. Glad to see you well. Guess Ill see you around.”

Tony jammed his hands in his pockets and stepped around him, heading up the sidewalk again.

Bucky watched him go, wondering how it could still hurt this bad after two years.


“Tony wait!”

Tony turned around when Bucky grabbed his wrist. “What’s up Buck?” He looked tired, tired and just worn out and way too emotional to be having a conversation in the middle of the street.

“Tony, I didnt leave because I was with Steve, or because I didnt want you anymore.”

“I cant talk about this right now.” Tony tried to tug away.


“No, Bucky!” Tony snapped. “Its been two years! Just let it go!”

“No, no sweet thing, I wont.” Bucky whispered and this time tears made his blue eyes shine. “I left because—”

He held out his left hand, the robotic one and Tony blinked down at it and then up at him.

“I dont get it.”

“I felt like half a man, Tony. I was hurt, and you had to do everything for me. I couldnt even– couldnt even hold you the way I used to, the way you liked.”

“I didnt care about that.” Tony brushed a hand over his face, cramming his sunglasses over his eyes. “I didnt care about that.”

“I know. But I did. So I ran away.” Bucky held up his left hand, curling it carefully around Tonys other wrist. “And it was stupid and Ive missed you every day. But I figured you hated me enough for leaving that you wouldnt even give me the time of day, much less…” he motioned between them. “And then after I decided to get the prosthesis, I was worried Id hurt you while I was adjusting to it and–”

“You’re so stupid!” Tony burst out. “Do you really think so little of me that I would care–” his voice broke. “I didnt hate you, but I kind of do now. For thinking we werent strong enough to handle it.”

“I am stupid.” Bucky agreed, and tilted Tonys chin up carefully. “Can we– Can I take you to dinner? Or can I come over and cook you dinner? I still remember your favorite way to cook chicken and—”

“Im a vegetarian now.” Tony sniffed and Bucky smiled slowly, wiping a tear from Tonys face.

“No you arent.”

“Fine, Im not but— but—” Tony took his sunglasses off again and jabbed them at Buckys chest. “Bucky. It killed me when you left. I loved you and I was ready to work through anything wiht you and then you just up and fucking left me! Give me one good reason I shouldnt try to knock your ass out?”

“Ill hold you the way you like.” Bucky murmured, and leaned in close to nuzzle Tonys cheek, knowing Tony had already forgiven him, because the beautiful brunette hadnt stopped touching his left arm, hadnt stopped lacing and unlacing their fingers even as he was yelling. “I remember how to do that too.”

“You’re not as charming as you used to be.” Tony snapped and Bucky finally just wrapped both arms around him and held him tight.

“Ive missed you.”

“I still hate you.”

“Thats fine. I can work with that.”

“Im going to make things miserable for you.”

“Thats fine, doll, I wouldnt expect anything else.”

“You have two years to make up for. Two.”

“Ill make up for every second, and then some. Whatever you want, okay?”

Bucky closed his eyes and tried not to cry when Tony finally put his arms around him.

“The robot arm is a little hot.” Tony admitted, his voice muffled in Buckys jacket.

“There’s my tech genius.” Bucky pulled away only enough to steal a quick kiss. “My beautiful genius. Come on. Lets go start making up for all that lost time.


Imagine: Volunteering to take Gale’s place when he is being whipped.

For: Anon

Warning: Kinda violent!

You trudge towards the square through the snow. You’re completely lost in thought, you and your boyfriend, Gale, had gotten into yet another fight. Ever since Katniss and Peeta had come back from the games, Gale had been quite distracted and it had started pushing your buttons a bit.

Your thoughts were interrupted when you heard a strange whistling noise, followed by the sound of a sharp impact. You look up and see a crowd of people gathered by the square. Some are whispering, while others are wincing and looking away.

You spot your friend, Y/F/N, standing in the crowd, she looks quite pained, her eyes widen when she sees you and she look away.

“What’s going on Y/F/N?!” You question, beginning to feel worried.

“Y/N, you shouldn’t be here,” She whispers, you groan and push past her.

You approach the centre of the square and see a familiar figure tied against a pillar. A man, who you assume is the new peacekeeper, raises a whip and strikes. The person cries out in pain and lifts his head, you gasp, “Gale!”

Your heart drops and you feel your lunch from earlier crawling back up your throat. You sprint up and step in front of him, taking the full brunt of the next blow against your cheek.

“Y/N,” Gale moans painfully, “leave, please.”

“Get out of the way girl!” The peacekeeper states aggressively.

“No, I-I…” You shut your eyes, making a split second decision you whisper, “Th-the law says I can relieve him of his punishment.”

Gale lifts his head up, his eyes filled with fear, “Y/N don’t… I’m begging you.”

The peacekeeper looks incredibly amused, “You know that means you have to take the punishment princess?”

“I-I know.”

“There’s still 8 flogs left darling, he’s only gotten 2.”

You sigh before announcing, “I, Y/N Y/L/N, am relieving Gale Hawthrone of his punishment.”

There’s a collective gasp in the crowd, and Gale weakly protests as he’s pulled away by another peacekeeper. You are tied in Gales place. You shut your eyes when  the peacekeeper reels his whip up, you grind your teeth as you hear the whistle of whip as it comes down, and you scream out in agony as the smooth leather tears through the fabric of your shirt and meets your skin.

You feel like your back is on fire, the harsh wind around makes the sensation even more painful.

The sensation continues for another 7 times, the first four are twice as painful than the ones before. Your back is numb for the final three, and you feel yourself slipping out of consciousness.

You open your eyes painfully, your cheek, as well as the rest of your body screams out in agony as you try to move. You’re lying in the Everdeen house, in Victors’ Village, with a pile of snow on your back. Gale shoots awake from beside you, “Stop Y/N, don’t move.”

You turn your head to face him, the sadness in his eyes pains you even further, “Gale…”

“Why Y/N? What were you thinking?!”

“I saw that look on his face, he would have killed you and made it look like an accident Gale, I volunteered because I knew he’d go easier on me.”

He sighs, running his hand through his hair, “Goddamn it Y/N, dont ever pull something stupid like that again!”

“Gale,” You reach up and touch his face, “I’m sorry.”

“I love you so much; if anything had happened to you I would have never forgiven myself!” He places a delicate kiss against your mouth, careful not to hurt you.

“I love you too Gale.”

Masterlist // Rules List // To-Do List

Look, here’s the thing about Mineta - if he didn’t have that overused, stupid as fuck ‘Funny Sexual Harassment/Degenerate Pervert’ shtick going on, he’d be a genuinely interesting character.

I don’t mind cowardly characters! I really don’t! 

Getting to see them become brave and step up to the plate when they’re most needed is fucking awesome, even if they’re scaredy cats! Usopp from One Piece is one of my favorite characters, and I will admit that he is a coward!

(Also like, Courage the Cowardly Dog? He may just be my favorite character ever, period!) 

I love seeing characters like that doing what Mineta is doing right now - putting aside their fear to do what’s right and to help their friends! Mineta’s little monologue about noticing how scared Izuku is and how Izuku’s still pushing through it, and in turn becoming emboldened by Izuku’s courage-

If he didn’t have that pervert side of him, I’d be cheering him on right now!

Christ, when will mangaka fucking learn that this shit ruins characters? This isn’t funny, this isn’t new - it’s old, tired, and boring as fuck to have to witness!

And it doesn’t matter that ‘well, he gets punished for that’ because he (and EVERY SINGLE OTHER PERVERT LIKE HIM IN MANGA AND ANIME) never fucking learns better. It never changes their attitude whenever they get beaten up or dropkicked into next week - they just come right back and do it again.

(The only reason for that is so the mangaka - AND THE STANS WATCHING IT - can be like ‘well, he got punished, so it’s all right!!!!11111′ when it’s not.)

An example: Sanji from One Piece used to be one of my favorite characters. 

The Baratie arc was fucking awesome, I loved the backstory, loved his abilities, cheered him on, and cried when he did. Then comes the reveal that well, what matters most to him in the world is a beautiful woman!!11111 And making sure she stays perfectly pristine!!!!!1111 Even if she’s a fucking trained assassin-okay, that’s a rant for another day.

But he violated his supposedly ‘precious’ nakama’s body during Punk Hazard because he needed to feel her breasts and see them EVEN WHEN SHE TOLD HIM NOT TO. He peeped on his female nakama while they were in the bath. He perved on a sixteen year old girl, and all the other bullshit he’s pulled. He does shit like this again and again and again and now it’s to the point where I can’t fucking stand to look at him whenever he appears.

It doesn’t matter anymore that he’s a remarkably intelligent man, an excellent strategist, and an amazing fighter. It doesn’t matter that he has some badass one-liners, shitty puns, and a sense of style that appeals to me deeply.

Because his author decided that making him a pervert was more important than any of that. And now his character is ruined for me. I don’t care about him, and I don’t think I ever will.

Mineta had the opportunity to be an amusing, hilarious character! (How did he manage to get into UA with such a Quirk? His design is hilarious, I like cowardly characters and how they become brave, etc, etc) 

But I’m so apathetic towards that shitty, overused, frankly unoriginal as fuck trope that I just don’t particularly care! 

It’s such a stupid trope, and I’m sick and tired of it.


ok so you know how theres that theory that the original goner ending music is the start to heavydirtysoul?

well i was thinking that the original goner, heavydirtysoul, and the ‘new’ goner could be telling a story. in the first rendition of goner we clearly see that tyler loses. hes a goner, theres no point to living anymore. but he gives it one more day. thats when heavydirtysoul starts. hes begging for someone to save him. his soul. and then the new goner starts and it starts off kinda like the first one but over time you see tyler fights back. he realizes whats going on and he fights blurryface. its that point in the song when he first starts to scream ‘dont let me be gone’ that starts the fight and the final gentle ‘you’ is the end. its llike a sigh. tyler won this time. he decided (story-wise or real life) to stay alive for just another day and he realized that it was worth it, he can beat this thing and live.

i just know a lot of suicidal people do this, where they decide to live just one more day, or one more week etc.

im saying its worth it, and those songs are proof. we’ll beat our demons one day. and we’ll be happy to be alive. just keep fighting. 

just one more day.

Shkoda and me are successfully escaped this mad house where I’ll never return in my fucking life. Police said they won’t do anything about my father (I didn’t expect any different) and I got my stuff loaded up in my mum’s car and I never gonna look back.

Now I know what “pack your whole life in a few bags” mean. Literally did it just now.

I don’t have any fucking clue on what to do with housing situation, but at least for now I’m safe. At least for now,I’m okay and not in danger.

Spellbound [Jungkook]

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Fluff; (borderline not really smut)
Word Count: 7518
Description: Summoning a demon had probably been a mistake on your part, but what have you ever done to deserve such an annoying demon anyways?


What had started out as a joke had gone very, very wrong. Why you had agreed to this in the first place, you couldn’t even recall anymore. And, in the moment, you really couldn’t care less, because —

Excuse me?” You frowned at the face in front of you, mouth slightly agape, expression taken aback. “What did you just say to me?”

“I said you must be pretty stupid to think this protection ring is strong enough.”

You glared at the boy, the demon — whatever he was — in front of you, crossing your arms tightly, and he raised his hands, palms facing you, in surrender. “Look, no need to look at me like that! I’m just saying,” he kicked at the fine dust on your wooden floor, breaking the circle and stepping out carefully, tail coiling slowly behind him, “You should invest in something stronger if you want to actually hold a demon. Salt,” he began, squatting down and dragging his index finger through the fine grains on the ground. “Is a myth.”

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Boyfriend Haechan

A/N: requested by anon so hope you like it ! p.s i actually like doing this omg

  • okay this idiot is another bias wrecker of mine so im sorry if i faint halfway again
  • the amount of bias wrecker there are in nct is wow
  • so be prepared for lots of fluff and cuteness
  • you might want to leave if your heart is too weak
  • okay kidding dont leave

  • you guys would have probably started out hating each other and always pranking/teasing one another

  • but this love-hate relationship brought you guys closer
  • and guess what , feelings developed
  • his daily greeting would probably be pulling your hair while he laughs until his stomach hurts because your face is priceless when he catches you offguard
  • and you’d probably steal his lunch when he went to the toilet during break time
  • and he’d always give you the same glare
  • but despite both of you treating each other like that , none of you would stop because it has become a daily routine
  • how he confesses though
  • he’d probably get all cocky and sassy and act like he’s not shy when in fact he’s screaming and squealing internally
  • “ so i heard there’s this guy who likes you . i also heard he’s really handsome, nice , caring and all that ”
  • and you’d stare at him weirdly without saying anything else and he’d snap a little in his whiney voice
  • “ aren’t you curious who that guy is ? ”
  • “ uhh .. okay who is it ? ”
  • “ of course it’s me , who else is better than me out there ? ”
  • and you’d probably choke on your drink and cringe while you hit his shoulder
  • “ and im afraid to say i like this ’ handsome ’ guy too ”
  • now that you’re officially dating , everything is still the same , but only with a little more affection
  • the other members would probably respect you because you are able to put up with this dork
  • donghyuck would probably insult the other members when they got too close to you because he’s jealous
  • and it’s sassy haechan
  • “ jaemin ah you’re getting too close to her . save your big smile for jeno or chenle my smile is much more prettier than yours ”
  • in public both of you would act more like bestfriends , lots of laughing ,
  • his arms hanging around your shoulders
  • this ass wouldn’t express his love to you openly because he’s actually a shy ball
  • and his insults and teasing is a sign of affection
  • “ you’re so stupid i dont even know why i’m dating you ”
  • “ oh who was the one who confessed first ? ”
  • “ i forgot , probably you . see you’re so stupid you can’t even remember ”
  • and you’d act like you’re pissed
  • haechan probably wouldn’t care at first but when he saw that you weren’t talking to him he’d become a clingy little boy and show you his aegyo while backhugging you
  • and being the softhearted person you are you give in and smile like a fool because he’s too adorable
  • he’ll probably be the first to initiate skinship and as time goes by yall would get used to it
  • like he’d have his arms around your waist while yall are just talking casually
  • and you will have hand intertwined with his tightly and yall probably wouldn’t even notice
  • small and joking couple fights 24/7,
  • basically him being a small kid and you’re trying to act like the mum when in fact you’re as childish as he is
  • but when you get into a serious fight though , the atmosphere would turn really cold and his stubborn personality probably wouldn’t do anything
  • but after a few days of not talking he’ll realise his mistake and with the members’ persuasion , he’ll make the effort to visit you
  • serious donghyuck mode comes on and he apologises very sincerely ,
  • you just hug him on the spot because you missed him as much
  • dates would include playing video games together ,
  • trying to cook with him bossing you around
  • sharing embarrassing stories and moments about one another , laughing and teasing over all of them
  • and probably bringing mark down together
  • at times he’ll just be in a very cuddly mode and he’d force you to cuddle with him where both of you just lay in bed all day without letting go
  • he’ll give you random pecks on your forehead and act like nothing happened when you looked at him and smiled
  • his cheeks obviously not cooperating because there’s a shade of pink
  • at times when he’s feeling really good he’d compliment you
  • “ damn babe you look gorgeous today ”
  • “ that’s weird of you , but thanks , i know ”
  • “ haha only today though ”
  • and you’d smack him in the chest ,
  • he’d probably pull you into a hug and whisper very softly
  • “ just kidding you look great everyday ”
  • this got too long i hope yall are still alive because im not
  • i’ll stop here omg
Back To You

A/N: In which Kagome comes back eight years later to be reunited with her one true love, whom is no longer the teenager she knew from before. Hello, Inuyasha Tashio.

Okay, look. This too way too damn long to write because I don’t know how to write a drabble or a ficlet, apparently. So fourteen pages later, this happened. I wrote this for the ever lovely @keichanz and also added underwear model Inuyasha for @mmhinman and even used some pointers from my waifu @inunanna to complete this piece.

As much as I love my girls, I still think I could have written this better so forgive me. But like I always say; I could always improve in my writing. This is pure, shitty SMUT and I was ten shades of red as I wrote it, so I hope you enjoy. Now, I am going to hide under my covers with the lights off.

For my girls. I love you all.

@keichanz @inunanna @mmhinman @dreamer-of-the-wandering-suns @akiza-hades-rose @astarisms @kagomeforever @inukag-4ever @ryupioupiou and for anyone else who likes my work.

Warning: This is NSFW and has detailed intimacy at the end. Incase anyone does not like that sort of thing. 

Yours truly, Kuddles.


Eight years ago

“What do you mean eight fucking years?!”

“It means I’ll be going to college for my PHD for at least eight years, Inuyasha.”

“I thought you were only going to be gone for a few weeks to look at colleges. This is bullshit. Can’t you go to school here, where you live instead of in a fucking foreign country?!”

Kagome sighed. “Well, I decided on Yale. It’s a great opportunity for me. I want to be the best doctor I can be, and if that means moving to a country where the best school offers me that, then so be it. You knew this was going to happen eventually.”

Inuyasha growled low in his throat. “It’s bullshit.”

“Be that as it may, I am still going.” Her delicate hand cupped his strong jaw. “I’ll be back in a few years. And I will visit whenever I can.”

“Promise?” Golden eyes so intense, Kagome had to choke back a sob.

“I promise-” Her big, brown eyes lined with tears as she held up her left hand, sticking out her pinky. “Pinky promise.” Kagome smiled despite the feeling of her heart shattering at the way he was staring at her.

With a keh, Inuyasha met her pinky with his right, hooking it firmly to hers. “Pinky promise.” He confirmed.

It was no secret that he yearned for Kagome. That he needed her in his life like he needed air to breath. She was his best friend, his soulmate, his first love. He couldn’t imagine his life without her and at that moment he couldn’t fathom his heartbreak, not with her doe eyes staring at him like they were.

Without really thinking about it, Inuyasha bent forward and kissed her lips lightly, just a faint brush of the lips, then he was hugging her close. “Don’t ask me to let go.” He whispered. Kagome only held him tighter.

“Flight 260 departing for New York is now boarding. Please head to gate six.”

Kagome pulled back first, tears falling freely down her flushed cheeks. She wiped her thumb across her nose before giving Inuyasha the best smile she could muster. “I have to go.” Kagome bent down and grabbed her bag turning slightly.

“You can’t-” His clawed hand shot out to grab her.

“Please.” It was faint, barely a whisper, but he heard it nonetheless. “I want to do this. No, I have to do this, for me. I’ll come back. I promise.”

He couldn’t see her eyes hidden beneath her bangs as her head was hung forward, but he did see the tears falling like rain drops off her chin. Inuyasha reluctantly released her, sticking his clenched fists in his pockets to keep from reaching out again. “Feh. Fine. Go- see if I care.” The sentence couldn’t have been farther from the truth and it hurt the moment he said it out loud. But that was how he dealt with his feelings, using his I-dont-give-a fuck attitude to cover up how he truly felt.

Kagome choked back another sob as she flung herself at him, kissing him with all she had, then turning to jolt through the crowded airport leaving a stunned half-demon behind. Stupid Inuyasha. Why couldn’t you just have said I love you and I’ll miss you and left it at that?! She didn’t even have the heart to turn around and look back.

“Kagome-” Inuyasha was for once in his life left speechless. He never would have guessed that she wouldn’t be returning at all until exactly eight years later.

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