this is stupid but i dont even care

boy do i just love aph sweden. i love aph sweden being strong and tall. i love aph sweden’s so subtle smile it’s almost not even there, but it suits him well. i love aph sweden being a dad, wanting to spend time and play with his ebay bought son. i love aph spending time w his family, the nordics. i love aph sweden caring about finland and hanatamago. i love aph sweden

me: fuck this i dont even care anymore lol 

someone: jonas and eva were so good together!!111!! 

me: hE MADE HER FEEL STUPID AND TOLD HER TO BRING FRIENDS TO THE CABIN WHEN HE KNEW SHE HAD NONE AND LIED TO HER MAKING HER FEEL INSECURE AND ALONE AND HE LIE-

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READ IN 2017 »  MORE THAN THIS by PATRICK NESS

“And this world? This stupid, empty world? I don’t care if it’s hell. I don’t even care. If it’s real or not real, if we’ve all woken up from some online thing or if this is all your stupid imagination, Seth, I don’t care. All I know is that I’m real enough. And Tommy’s real enough. And however much of hell this is…” She suddenly quiets, as if the energy’s been leached from her. “However awful it is, it’s better than there.

Promt list

1. “Thats my phone”
2. “Why do you have my bra in your hand?”
3. “I don’t feel so good”
4. “You mean everything to me….”
5. “You lost your ring?….”
6. “Great now the fire alarm is going off”
7. “You mean to tell me that you ate all my food?…”
8. “How dare you use me when you knew i loved you….”
9. “Forget it”
10. “Maybe wishes do come true after all
11. “Maybe soulmates are a thing”
12. “Lets go travel the world”
13. “Can we sleep under the stars?”
14. “I saw you sitting alone and thought you would use some company”
15. “Are you seriously horny right now?”
16. “Whats with the cheesy pickup lines?”
17. “Nooo! They belonged together”
18. “Your jealous over my celebrity crush?”
19. “Could i maybe get your number?”
20. “How about a date?”
21. “Netflix?”
22. “Was it really worth it?”
23. “Yeah well now you’ve lost me”
24. “Let me help you goddammit”
25. “Stop being stubborn and come cuddle me”
26. “You drove here at 2 in the morning to come and get cuddles?”
27. “Soooo…..what now?”
28. “I thought you locked the door”
29. “This is going to be the end of me”
30. “You are going to be the death of me”
31. “Your just another player and its game over for us”
32. “You’re seriously a man-child”
33. “I want you. Only you”
34. “Do you belive in love at first sight?”
35. “Im so stupid. I fell for my best friend”
36. “Its cute when you blush”
37. “Back off”
38. “Is there a reason your crawling threw my window?”
39. “Thats a cute laugh. I like it”
40. “Move in with me?”
41. “I guess this is it…”
42. “It wasn’t supposed to happen like this”
43. “You owe me 10 bucks”
44. “Can you bring pizza and beer”
45. “What did that asshole do to you?”
46. “What did you do?”
47. “Ewww thats gross”
48. “Stick that toung out again and i will cut it off”
49. “Im not crying. Theres something in my eye”
50. “Wow. Your stupid”
51. “Did i fucking stutter?”
52. “You should leave”
53. “Dont mind me”
54. “Nice moves love”
55. “What a dumb idea. Im in”
56. “Can someone shoot him?”
57. “Don’t say a word”
58. “Shit, thats hot”
59. “I dont care”
60. “You need to leave”
61. “Fuck off”
62. “NEVER!”
63. “Do you even love me?”
64. “I think i just fell in love”
65. “I cant do this anymore”
66. “You’re so whipped”
67. “Forever?”
68. “I fall in love with you more and more ever day”
69. “Your all i have left”
70. “Care to dance?”
71. “Please. Just dont”
72. “Im sorry”
73. “I said im sorry what more do you want!”
74. “You cant just sit there all day”
75. “You can lock yourself away from everyone else….but please dont push me away”
76. “You can’t banish me!! This is my bed too”
77. “Talk about awkward”
78. “If you die. I’ll kill you”
79. “That dosn’t make sense”
80. “Just smile. I just really need to see you smile right now”
81. “How funny. You think i care”
82. “Tell me what’s happened. Why have we changed”
83. “I don’t even know you anymore.”
84. “Do you really need all that candy?”
85. “Don’t yell at me”
86. “Good thing i didn’t ask for your opinion”
87. “She’s hiding behind the sofa”
89. “He’s respectable. But you know, a little dodgy”
90. “Your too good for this world”
91. “Only if you give me a piggy back ride”
92. “Let’s build a fort”
93. “Wait, you like me?”
94. “Wait….is this a date?”
95. “If i did anything right in my life, it was falling in love with you”
96. “Listen i really dont like you but you hsve a puppy so im going to be over a lot”
97. “I desere an explanation. I desereve an acceptable reason”
98. “You can hate me. You can dislike me. But why cheat on me?”
99. “Your hair is so soft”
100. “I thought it’d be less hurt if i left now. But it turn out i was wrong. I promise ill never leave again”


Suggest who you would like it to be with and what number/s. Stay groovy 😎

Originally posted by winterxblogger

anonymous asked:

Me: I've been dropping hints that I want Maria to draw herself hanging out with her fav fictional character Me: I want Maria to draw herself hanging out with her fav fictional character

“hanging out” :D mate, this child right here is a child of angst who doesn’t “hang out,” only cries and loves and PLS REMUS MY MOON MY WEREWOLF BABY DONT BE SAD I SUPPORT U AND LUV U UR NOT ALONE I PROMISE I SWEAR WITH MY SOUL TO U IM HERE FOR U

anonymous asked:

Hopeful me wants to believe this is a reminder before the end, but what does that even accomplish?! Why not just end it and say he found out x weeks or months ago? The GP doesnt care either way, the fandom is hanging by a hair, and I just dont see the point. And if this is a reminder, it's not ending soon. I assume they will then do more pap pics, custody battle, the whole thing. And this isnt helping him at all. This is just stupid. And if this just using the kid again for promo season, why?

I have no idea. It’s the height of absurdity.

We’re not going to suddenly decide after all this time that the kid is his, so that’s not the point.

He’s signed with Syco so now they’re implying that we’re in another long, continuous cycle of “Louis is a victim of evil machinations” again? Trying to market him by making us feel sorry for him?  What the fuck kind of nonsense is that?

And yes, they’re marketing to us, Larries are Louis’ strongest supporters. It’s not like having him wander around with the kid before his music drops is going to make him more appealing to the GP or anything. That too is fucking absurd.

There was no need to “remind” anyone of this before ending it, no one fucking cares. 

So I can’t come up with a valid reason for it. Maybe as Vee says, it’ll make sense in retrospect, but how many of us will be left looking back?

Why School's ARE Terrible

My old high school has had a large bullying issue, what school hasn’t though? My freshman year a girl died from cancer, 4-5 kids died in a car accident. Sophmore year a freshman killed himself, another senior died (unknown). Senior year a few more students die.

So what is this AMAZING High School do???

“If you make a suicide attempt you are automatically expelled for a year” along with their Zero Tolerance Policy where “even if you’re fighting back to defend yourself you’re getting suspended or worse”.

So I don’t want to hear that there is no issue with the American School System.

Theory...?

ok so you know how theres that theory that the original goner ending music is the start to heavydirtysoul?

well i was thinking that the original goner, heavydirtysoul, and the ‘new’ goner could be telling a story. in the first rendition of goner we clearly see that tyler loses. hes a goner, theres no point to living anymore. but he gives it one more day. thats when heavydirtysoul starts. hes begging for someone to save him. his soul. and then the new goner starts and it starts off kinda like the first one but over time you see tyler fights back. he realizes whats going on and he fights blurryface. its that point in the song when he first starts to scream ‘dont let me be gone’ that starts the fight and the final gentle ‘you’ is the end. its llike a sigh. tyler won this time. he decided (story-wise or real life) to stay alive for just another day and he realized that it was worth it, he can beat this thing and live.

i just know a lot of suicidal people do this, where they decide to live just one more day, or one more week etc.

im saying its worth it, and those songs are proof. we’ll beat our demons one day. and we’ll be happy to be alive. just keep fighting. 

just one more day.

Back To You

A/N: In which Kagome comes back eight years later to be reunited with her one true love, whom is no longer the teenager she knew from before. Hello, Inuyasha Tashio.

Okay, look. This too way too damn long to write because I don’t know how to write a drabble or a ficlet, apparently. So fourteen pages later, this happened. I wrote this for the ever lovely @keichanz and also added underwear model Inuyasha for @mmhinman and even used some pointers from my waifu @inunanna to complete this piece.

As much as I love my girls, I still think I could have written this better so forgive me. But like I always say; I could always improve in my writing. This is pure, shitty SMUT and I was ten shades of red as I wrote it, so I hope you enjoy. Now, I am going to hide under my covers with the lights off.

For my girls. I love you all.

@keichanz @inunanna @mmhinman @dreamer-of-the-wandering-suns @akiza-hades-rose @astarisms @kagomeforever @inukag-4ever @ryupioupiou and for anyone else who likes my work.

Warning: This is NSFW and has detailed intimacy at the end. Incase anyone does not like that sort of thing. 

Yours truly, Kuddles.

IK

Eight years ago

“What do you mean eight fucking years?!”

“It means I’ll be going to college for my PHD for at least eight years, Inuyasha.”

“I thought you were only going to be gone for a few weeks to look at colleges. This is bullshit. Can’t you go to school here, where you live instead of in a fucking foreign country?!”

Kagome sighed. “Well, I decided on Yale. It’s a great opportunity for me. I want to be the best doctor I can be, and if that means moving to a country where the best school offers me that, then so be it. You knew this was going to happen eventually.”

Inuyasha growled low in his throat. “It’s bullshit.”

“Be that as it may, I am still going.” Her delicate hand cupped his strong jaw. “I’ll be back in a few years. And I will visit whenever I can.”

“Promise?” Golden eyes so intense, Kagome had to choke back a sob.

“I promise-” Her big, brown eyes lined with tears as she held up her left hand, sticking out her pinky. “Pinky promise.” Kagome smiled despite the feeling of her heart shattering at the way he was staring at her.

With a keh, Inuyasha met her pinky with his right, hooking it firmly to hers. “Pinky promise.” He confirmed.

It was no secret that he yearned for Kagome. That he needed her in his life like he needed air to breath. She was his best friend, his soulmate, his first love. He couldn’t imagine his life without her and at that moment he couldn’t fathom his heartbreak, not with her doe eyes staring at him like they were.

Without really thinking about it, Inuyasha bent forward and kissed her lips lightly, just a faint brush of the lips, then he was hugging her close. “Don’t ask me to let go.” He whispered. Kagome only held him tighter.

“Flight 260 departing for New York is now boarding. Please head to gate six.”

Kagome pulled back first, tears falling freely down her flushed cheeks. She wiped her thumb across her nose before giving Inuyasha the best smile she could muster. “I have to go.” Kagome bent down and grabbed her bag turning slightly.

“You can’t-” His clawed hand shot out to grab her.

“Please.” It was faint, barely a whisper, but he heard it nonetheless. “I want to do this. No, I have to do this, for me. I’ll come back. I promise.”

He couldn’t see her eyes hidden beneath her bangs as her head was hung forward, but he did see the tears falling like rain drops off her chin. Inuyasha reluctantly released her, sticking his clenched fists in his pockets to keep from reaching out again. “Feh. Fine. Go- see if I care.” The sentence couldn’t have been farther from the truth and it hurt the moment he said it out loud. But that was how he dealt with his feelings, using his I-dont-give-a fuck attitude to cover up how he truly felt.

Kagome choked back another sob as she flung herself at him, kissing him with all she had, then turning to jolt through the crowded airport leaving a stunned half-demon behind. Stupid Inuyasha. Why couldn’t you just have said I love you and I’ll miss you and left it at that?! She didn’t even have the heart to turn around and look back.

“Kagome-” Inuyasha was for once in his life left speechless. He never would have guessed that she wouldn’t be returning at all until exactly eight years later.

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Boyfriend Haechan

A/N: requested by anon so hope you like it ! p.s i actually like doing this omg

  • okay this idiot is another bias wrecker of mine so im sorry if i faint halfway again
  • the amount of bias wrecker there are in nct is wow
  • so be prepared for lots of fluff and cuteness
  • you might want to leave if your heart is too weak
  • okay kidding dont leave

  • you guys would have probably started out hating each other and always pranking/teasing one another

  • but this love-hate relationship brought you guys closer
  • and guess what , feelings developed
  • his daily greeting would probably be pulling your hair while he laughs until his stomach hurts because your face is priceless when he catches you offguard
  • and you’d probably steal his lunch when he went to the toilet during break time
  • and he’d always give you the same glare
  • but despite both of you treating each other like that , none of you would stop because it has become a daily routine
  • how he confesses though
  • he’d probably get all cocky and sassy and act like he’s not shy when in fact he’s screaming and squealing internally
  • “ so i heard there’s this guy who likes you . i also heard he’s really handsome, nice , caring and all that ”
  • and you’d stare at him weirdly without saying anything else and he’d snap a little in his whiney voice
  • “ aren’t you curious who that guy is ? ”
  • “ uhh .. okay who is it ? ”
  • “ of course it’s me , who else is better than me out there ? ”
  • and you’d probably choke on your drink and cringe while you hit his shoulder
  • “ and im afraid to say i like this ’ handsome ’ guy too ”
  • now that you’re officially dating , everything is still the same , but only with a little more affection
  • the other members would probably respect you because you are able to put up with this dork
  • donghyuck would probably insult the other members when they got too close to you because he’s jealous
  • and it’s sassy haechan
  • “ jaemin ah you’re getting too close to her . save your big smile for jeno or chenle my smile is much more prettier than yours ”
  • in public both of you would act more like bestfriends , lots of laughing ,
  • his arms hanging around your shoulders
  • this ass wouldn’t express his love to you openly because he’s actually a shy ball
  • and his insults and teasing is a sign of affection
  • “ you’re so stupid i dont even know why i’m dating you ”
  • “ oh who was the one who confessed first ? ”
  • “ i forgot , probably you . see you’re so stupid you can’t even remember ”
  • and you’d act like you’re pissed
  • haechan probably wouldn’t care at first but when he saw that you weren’t talking to him he’d become a clingy little boy and show you his aegyo while backhugging you
  • and being the softhearted person you are you give in and smile like a fool because he’s too adorable
  • he’ll probably be the first to initiate skinship and as time goes by yall would get used to it
  • like he’d have his arms around your waist while yall are just talking casually
  • and you will have hand intertwined with his tightly and yall probably wouldn’t even notice
  • small and joking couple fights 24/7,
  • basically him being a small kid and you’re trying to act like the mum when in fact you’re as childish as he is
  • but when you get into a serious fight though , the atmosphere would turn really cold and his stubborn personality probably wouldn’t do anything
  • but after a few days of not talking he’ll realise his mistake and with the members’ persuasion , he’ll make the effort to visit you
  • serious donghyuck mode comes on and he apologises very sincerely ,
  • you just hug him on the spot because you missed him as much
  • dates would include playing video games together ,
  • trying to cook with him bossing you around
  • sharing embarrassing stories and moments about one another , laughing and teasing over all of them
  • and probably bringing mark down together
  • at times he’ll just be in a very cuddly mode and he’d force you to cuddle with him where both of you just lay in bed all day without letting go
  • he’ll give you random pecks on your forehead and act like nothing happened when you looked at him and smiled
  • his cheeks obviously not cooperating because there’s a shade of pink
  • at times when he’s feeling really good he’d compliment you
  • “ damn babe you look gorgeous today ”
  • “ that’s weird of you , but thanks , i know ”
  • “ haha only today though ”
  • and you’d smack him in the chest ,
  • he’d probably pull you into a hug and whisper very softly
  • “ just kidding you look great everyday ”
  • this got too long i hope yall are still alive because im not
  • i’ll stop here omg

anonymous asked:

I love your art and don't agree with people attacking you but one thing people are angry with Pewdie about is that he does not separate a joke that is funny from a comment or action that hurts people who are not in his position. That is all. I don't care if you draw him; you are an artist and you should be able to draw whatever you want, but I just don't want you to think Pewdie is innocent of bad behaviour.

i understand his jokes sometimes go far he even did some Islam jokes 

did i get sad yeah i did 

did i get angry and writ bad thing at him no i didn’t 

because i understand this is a joke he doesn’t mean what he say he is making a character ( pewdiepie ) 

 he make jokes at “everyone” even “himself”

yeah he did stupid stuff but he is not the only one :\ there is some bad YouTubers who are really bad and mean but they didn’t get hate as mush as him ( just because he is a 1 most subscribing channel )

and even with his bad jokes he made a lot of people happy and give so mush money to charity 

i dont care what people say but pewdiepie is good person and that’s the only thing matter to me :)

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Imagine: Volunteering to take Gale’s place when he is being whipped.

For: Anon

Warning: Kinda violent!

You trudge towards the square through the snow. You’re completely lost in thought, you and your boyfriend, Gale, had gotten into yet another fight. Ever since Katniss and Peeta had come back from the games, Gale had been quite distracted and it had started pushing your buttons a bit.

Your thoughts were interrupted when you heard a strange whistling noise, followed by the sound of a sharp impact. You look up and see a crowd of people gathered by the square. Some are whispering, while others are wincing and looking away.

You spot your friend, Y/F/N, standing in the crowd, she looks quite pained, her eyes widen when she sees you and she look away.

“What’s going on Y/F/N?!” You question, beginning to feel worried.

“Y/N, you shouldn’t be here,” She whispers, you groan and push past her.

You approach the centre of the square and see a familiar figure tied against a pillar. A man, who you assume is the new peacekeeper, raises a whip and strikes. The person cries out in pain and lifts his head, you gasp, “Gale!”

Your heart drops and you feel your lunch from earlier crawling back up your throat. You sprint up and step in front of him, taking the full brunt of the next blow against your cheek.

“Y/N,” Gale moans painfully, “leave, please.”

“Get out of the way girl!” The peacekeeper states aggressively.

“No, I-I…” You shut your eyes, making a split second decision you whisper, “Th-the law says I can relieve him of his punishment.”

Gale lifts his head up, his eyes filled with fear, “Y/N don’t… I’m begging you.”

The peacekeeper looks incredibly amused, “You know that means you have to take the punishment princess?”

“I-I know.”

“There’s still 8 flogs left darling, he’s only gotten 2.”

You sigh before announcing, “I, Y/N Y/L/N, am relieving Gale Hawthrone of his punishment.”

There’s a collective gasp in the crowd, and Gale weakly protests as he’s pulled away by another peacekeeper. You are tied in Gales place. You shut your eyes when  the peacekeeper reels his whip up, you grind your teeth as you hear the whistle of whip as it comes down, and you scream out in agony as the smooth leather tears through the fabric of your shirt and meets your skin.

You feel like your back is on fire, the harsh wind around makes the sensation even more painful.

The sensation continues for another 7 times, the first four are twice as painful than the ones before. Your back is numb for the final three, and you feel yourself slipping out of consciousness.


You open your eyes painfully, your cheek, as well as the rest of your body screams out in agony as you try to move. You’re lying in the Everdeen house, in Victors’ Village, with a pile of snow on your back. Gale shoots awake from beside you, “Stop Y/N, don’t move.”

You turn your head to face him, the sadness in his eyes pains you even further, “Gale…”

“Why Y/N? What were you thinking?!”

“I saw that look on his face, he would have killed you and made it look like an accident Gale, I volunteered because I knew he’d go easier on me.”

He sighs, running his hand through his hair, “Goddamn it Y/N, dont ever pull something stupid like that again!”

“Gale,” You reach up and touch his face, “I’m sorry.”

“I love you so much; if anything had happened to you I would have never forgiven myself!” He places a delicate kiss against your mouth, careful not to hurt you.

“I love you too Gale.”

Masterlist // Rules List // To-Do List

Spellbound [Jungkook]

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Fluff; (borderline not really smut)
Word Count: 7518
Description: Summoning a demon had probably been a mistake on your part, but what have you ever done to deserve such an annoying demon anyways?

Author’s Note: THIS FIC GOT SO LONG LMAOO I GOT CARRIED AWAY I REALLY LIKE DEMON AU’s OK DONT JUDGE ME PLS THANKS

What had started out as a joke had gone very, very wrong. Why you had agreed to this in the first place, you couldn’t even recall anymore. And, in the moment, you really couldn’t care less, because —

Excuse me?” You frowned at the face in front of you, mouth slightly agape, expression taken aback. “What did you just say to me?”

“I said you must be pretty stupid to think this protection ring is strong enough.”

You glared at the boy, the demon — whatever he was — in front of you, crossing your arms tightly, and he raised his hands, palms facing you, in surrender. “Look, no need to look at me like that! I’m just saying,” he kicked at the fine dust on your wooden floor, breaking the circle and stepping out carefully, tail coiling slowly behind him, “You should invest in something stronger if you want to actually hold a demon. Salt,” he began, squatting down and dragging his index finger through the fine grains on the ground. “Is a myth.”

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This is really sad

All you out there who had watched anias video or just tumblr know what im going to talk about

Ania da peasent have been harrased
Yes you read it HARRASED

It became when people started hating on her without any CLUE how hard her job allready is

If you want to ania make more videos or such the hate and all That is not the CLUE

If ania doesnt answer immideatly it means she has like 100 people allready spamming “or she is asleep poor ania ;-;” your for getting that ania is only human and cant answer 100 ppl in a second its hard not im not the person to talk about how much messages I get “Cuz I get none” but I know answering all the amino, tumbl and youtube comments is not a thing that only 1 girl can manage.

Second thing about what is that when you started hating her from she HAVING A BOYFRIEND do you guys really thing that just because she was shipped with an fictional character that because of that she would have to break up with her boyfriend and just date pj? No no no 299 times no
Ania even said that she ghanched her youtube channel from undertale the peasent to ania da peasent because she has her own life you guys cant really just go around and harras her and HER FRIEND you guys even harrased her friend toots now you might think me as stupid because my god internet and I dont personally know ania but I know her pain and what she is going trought

:message to ania:
wow that was long
Anyway ania I send my dearest sorrys and hope you will get better after what happened and I hope a good life yo you and your boyfriend

Also I admire you alot you do a good job and it doesnt matter how you do it..YOU DO IT.

Now again I might get hate from this but anyway I dont care I hope I helped…tbh I dont think I did…..ok bye! Sad


Thank you so much for this post!

(Also to give you an idea of my work I didn’t have time to read this, I had Clive read it to me XD)

Italy

Nobody asked for it but here is the best of from my trip to Italy (pictures made by a friend)

Very first picture shows me in Dan and Phil merch doing stupid peace signs, this is the place we stayed at for the trip.

this is me drawing on the beach clearly not caring for the landscape in front of me because I’m a stupid prick.

This is me ironically posing for a picture because I’m a prick. (Dont expect many serious pictures of me btw)

I have nothing to say about this one

I don’t know why but this is what my mind goes to when I see a camera pointed at me. It’s timee for a serious picture now.

Because I can’t remember the name of this place even if my life depended on it I would just say this is me posing in front of a few houses because I was too lazy to climb the tower with the others.

you know cherry blossoms are cool so why not take some aesthetic pictures

Much sitting such old chair

This fits me as a person pretty well.

Me wearing Dan and Phil merch again but this time the last day we were in Pisa. This picture shows me paying for a snapback that I bought. The guy selling it was a bit mad cause I didn’t want to pay as much for it so he had to sell it cheaper for me ops. So now the last and probably only picture where I look good.

JK I HAVE ANOTHER STUPID ONE

This was it. I hope you enjoyed looking at my stupid face for way too many times. The trip to Italy with my class was a lot of fun and I won’t forget about it.

anthomnia  asked:

What's the thing that's going on with sixpenceee? I've seen bits and pieces but I'm a little behind on the story lmao

http://oddbagel.tumblr.com/post/161224617516/i-dont-care-how-rich-your-family-is-why-are-you

Her extended family members have child slaves “laborers” and she made a stupid ass post defending them because it’s a “popular” practice where her family lives. Of course, being sixpenceee, she also whines about how everyone on tumblr is being mean to her and totally unreasonable even though she just passive aggressively defended child labor like a true warlord in the making.

anonymous asked:

What's misophonia?

misophonia is a condition where you are extremely sensitive to certain sounds, such as eating/chewing sounds and breathing sounds. there are so so many different sounds, and it depends on the person themselves what causes them the Bad Feelings.
these sounds, depending on the person themself, can trigger things like anger, panic, nausea, and severe need for self harm or even suicide attempts in worst cases. 
there’s much more than that but that’s what i go through mostly.
for more symptoms you can check from here!

misophonia comes in levels, ranging from 0 to 10 (mine goes around 7-10 which is BAD)
 but despite the level, it is always awful for the person.
you can see the scale from here!

we cannot control how we feel! the feeling we get is both physical and emotional and it is strong and agonizing.

PLEASE REMEMBER that when a misophonic person (or even someone who doesnt suffer from it!) asks you to stop doing a certain sound, NEVER IN YOUR LIFE START MAKING THE SOUND MORE TO BE ANNOYING.
N E V E R it is so shitty and can be potentially dangerous for the person, or even you yourself.

so its super important to think twice before you decide to chew your gum mouth open, or rustling your bags of chips in class or anywhere.
you never know who suffers from misophonia, and who you can cause severe harmful reactions with your actions that could be easily toned down.

especially in quiet places its good to think if you’re being too loud and if you can do anything about it.

because for me, i’ve had to run out of class in full panic hitting myself against the walls and scratching my hands just from hearing someone chew gum mouth open in a quiet classroom. i wanted to throw up, i wanted to die. i wanted to rip my head off because i couldn’t get the sound out of my head AND I STILL can hear it as im typing. 

misophonic people get no credit like ever. people barely even know we exist, and when we speak out, we usually are made fun of.
“it cant be that bad, its just normal every day sounds!! how can you even leave from the house lol!!” well uh i can leave the house, and most of my days go just fine without a reaction! and honestly i dont even have to leave my house to have a reaction, as my own damn eating sounds hurt me every day! though im more used to them now.
“u really should get help loll that is so stupid and not normal” every time i’ve mentioned it to my nurses or doctors, it gets brushed off. they don’t care. nobody cares. how can i get help when nobody responds to my call for help.

so yeah. this is a long ass rant but hey! i really want people to know more!
hope this is good and google is a good place to go through, there’s multiple sites just for misophonia that tells whats up and what its about as i linked twice already! <3