this is so ugly i cannot see

anonymous asked:

Message received had such fucked facial expressions which is why it's one of my favorites, like Steven in his hoodie, Amethyst as a helicopter all of peridot's faces during her confrontation with YD, Yellow Pearl's grinch face, the infamous YD face. Like it was Ren and Stimpy levels of weird and it was so expressive and awesome. I want to see that again, but it's all so cutesy now.

HONESTLY. You know this is what I mean when I complain that this show has gotten “uglier”.

it’s stiff and boring now. No one makes exaggerated expressions anymore or whatever. The writers just assume that awkward pauses and a single sweat count as jokes now. I remember learning about how RS had to redo a bunch of Ruby’s scenes in Keystone Motel because her VA was so damn over the top and expressive.

Rocknaldo made me smile because of Pearl’s sudden cat face but it’s a shame that the show doesn’t really go all out with their features anymore and I really cannot follow on why that is. I used to applaud su for having female characters that make ugly expressions and now I don’t see it anymore. Heck I don’t see it from Steven either.

It’s a shame really..

A Lesson In Courtesy

In honor of the sweet and wonderful @riahchan‘s birthday, I have written a little bit of Starkling fluff.

Jon is in the rookery when word reaches him.

The king has been injured.

He does not wait to hear more from the skinny lad that has been sent to find him, and all but sprints down the tower stairs into the keep proper, roughly jostling past servants and guardsman in his way. 

A coldness grips at his heart, far worse than anything he faced at the Wall.

This is what he has feared since the moment Wyman Manderly had produced Rickon from out of nowhere, hale and whole, after the dust had settled from the siege on the Boltons.

Surely the Gods would not be so cruel as to separate them when they had only just found one another again?

Jon skids to a halt in front of the Lord’s Chamber and throws open the door without knocking. He is not sure what to make of the sight that greets him.

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I find it so stupid that the hate Kabby gets 90% of the time is because they’re “old”. What a bullshit reason to hate a ship and constantly harass the fans that ship it with “your ship is ugly”, “your ship is weird”, “they’re old”, etc among other uncalled for reasons I’ve seen. Many shows have ships that are in their 40s and 50s and they are handled with respect just like Kabby is being handled, but apparently this is the only fandom that cannot stand to look at a couple because of their age. Come on, it’s even disrespectful to the actors. In my opinion it is the most mature relationship and it was perfectly built, so I honestly don’t want to see anymore of those bullshit reasons that I mentioned on the tag. Leave the tag for their fans so they can rejoice at every moment the couple share, not to tell them they’re wrong for liking them. I’m out.

This is directed only at @BS_NO so there is zero confusion as to who I’m talking to.

We are never going to agree on much. And that’s ok. But you need to understand some things here. It’s called action (you) vs reaction (everybody else). You said you “blithely” did some things? Really? Isn’t that a bit understated, Nip? So this complete stranger, endorsed by Sam, finally gets through to your addled brain. But when aaaaallll these other women ask you … no BEG you … to stop, you just got nastier and more “blithe”. That’s just rich, isn’t it? You are right about the shamefulness of it. Passive aggressive? Damage control? I don’t pretend to know your motivations now. You dare to put your taunting, lies and intellectual property theft that YOU chose to do to Mackenzie up against anything anyone else has done just trying to get you to stop? Really? How about saying IM SORRY. I WAS WRONG. Stop telling everyone else to take a look at themselves when you were the one posting the hate and lies.

How many of your Instagram posts got taken down by Instagram Support just in the past 24 hours? But that didn’t get through to you???? Your non apology disgusts me. Your ability to try to attach others to this “excuse” DISGUSTS me. Your Doxing DISGUSTS ME. Your attacks on me personally on other social media boards just yesterday DISGUSTS ME. What you’ve done compared to what everyone else combined has done DISGUSTS ME! I did not say a word to you. Not on Twitter. Not on Facebook. There are two sides to this story and your minions only got one side. And you think that’s right? It justifies all of the hate you threw out at Mackenzie? At me? You need to grow up and learn how to behave. I will never do what you’ve done to anyone else. Not the slander. Not posting fake Anons just to try to spread lies about NSTs. None of that was said. There were no screen caps of it. And once again your games were exposed. I live an ethical life. I took an oath for my career and I cannot even fathom doing all of the mean girl things you’ve come up with. No bullshit? Really? Everything you post on that account is pure bullshit. You know it and we know it too. Once again you’re just thumbing your nose at people. Why have that account if you’ve turned over a new leaf? At least change it to TOTAL_BS.

THERE IS NO EXCUSE TO ATTACK PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE YOU DON’T THINK THEY’RE NICE. THERE IS NO EXCUSE TO DOX PEOPLE! Nice has nothing to do with it! It is not acceptable to justify your behavior by saying if someone was nice they wouldn’t “need” to be doxed. STOP BLAMING THE VICTIM FOR YOUR UNACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOR. All that you posted was a veiled threat. And most of it isn’t really true. But I do know that Sam and Cait and everyone else is sick of the fighting and bullying and harassment going on. And most of it was started by you and your followers. You start it and incite it and then they pile on. Then the reactions just spin out of control. These women believe your shit. So everything else that happens from the “but Cait and Sam lied to us” or “TPTB made them do it” to calling Mackenzie a whore and Sam a whoremonger was started with you. So the hostile reactions that inevitably come next were all started by all of you. There’s zero proof of any of this. So that’s called lying once again.

Mackenzie does not deserve your treatment. I do not deserve your treatment. My family, friends and business clients do not deserve your treatment. Because I don’t know what you’re going to do next, I can’t share my life with anyone on FB, TW, IG, LinkedIn or anywhere else for real fear you will turn around and use it against me. YOU did that, not me. I do not accept ANY new friend or follower requests because you have so many sock accounts I can’t run the risk that you would terrorize me or them because you are so full of hate and revenge. I don’t understand why you need sock accounts but clearly you were trying to justify them somehow. So fuck you and your excuses that “nice” has anything to do with it. It’s not “she did this so I’m going to lob a nuclear attack”. You are so beyond the limits of what’s acceptable it’s really scary. You destroy people’s lives why? Because yours is so miserable? I could care less who you are, what you do, where you live, etc. I can only react to the things I see. I don’t need to look any further. So why do you justify doing this? It’s wrong and it needs to stop NOW!

This fandom is scared of you. That might make you think you have some kind of power over them but you will lose. Your friends should be afraid if they ever accidentally cross you of what you will do to them. A bully lashes out at every perceived slight. But they end up alone.

Actions speak louder than all of your mea culpas and your meager attempt to throw others under the bus with you. You don’t speak for others. Only for you. You do not get absolution because you think you’re “like” others. You were the root cause of this. Keep rereading this the next time you go after Mackenzie or Tony or anyone else. I am 100% positive that you can’t show them kindness and simple human decency. The fact that they do keep showing up tells you they are important to Sam and Cait in some capacity. So why intentionally hurt them? It makes no sense. YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE for bringing out the negative towards you. You are a bully and a harasser. And I do believe you cannot bully a bully. This is the only way to get you to listen. No one wants to have to be forced to be ugly. They just want you to stop this abhorrent behavior. The escalations need to stop!

Shippers who truly JUST want to see the happiness between Sam and Cait and can do JUST that get all of our respect. We all love seeing it. For most of us, it’s enough. Those that turn the misogyny on and off just because it’s convenient do not get respect. It’s up to you and your actions as to where this goes from here. I still have positivity and hope. Everyone gets another chance to be better. To do better. You just have to make that choice. And leave Mackenzie ALONE!!!

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I love you like the sun loves the moon (Peter Parker x Reader) (Requested)

Request: can I have a one shot where the reader has rosacea and she has a really bad flare when she’s with Peter and she gets super insecure and he comforts her?

A/N: I apologize in advance for if this is too bad. I had to some research about rosacea and I don’t really know much about it. I also used a comparison, and I don’t really know if it makes a lot of sense??? Anyway, I hope you like it!

Peter was helping you with your homework, looking at your notebook, when your face suddenly started to itch. You knew what that meant, and you didn’t want Peter to see it, so you quickly excused yourself and rushed to the bathroom. Looking at yourself in the mirror, you could see your skin turning red. Obviously, you had to had a rosacea flare when being with Peter.
You didn’t know what to do. You didn’t want Peter to see you like that, but you knew that if you stayed for too long in the bathroom, it would look suspicious. You sat on the floor, back pressed to the wall. Why couldn’t you have normal skin? Why did you have to be ugly?
‘[Y/N], are you okay?’ Peter’s voice called. He sounded worried. What had you been doing there for so long? You weren’t answering, and he was getting scared. He did the only thing he could think of -breaking the door handle. So when he did and saw you sitting on the ground, tears running down your red face, he didn’t know what to do. He didn’t even know what was happening. ‘What’s wrong?’
‘I-oh my God, don’t look at my face. I’m so ugly. This is embarrassing.’ You said in between sobs. You didn’t want your boyfriend to see you like that. You didn’t want him to see you looking ugly.
‘You aren’t ugly! You are the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen. You have rosacea, so what? Remember that pimple I had in the middle of my forehead two weeks ago? I looked like a unicorn! And you didn’t think I was ugly. I do not think you are ugly. You… you are like the sun. At some times you shine your brightest, and there are other times, when you don’t shine as much in the outside, but you shine so bright on the inside. Sometimes we cannot see the sun shining, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t. That’s just you. Just because you aren’t shining on the outside right now, doesn’t mean that you are ugly. You are different. And that’s completely fine. I love you for that.’
You could feel the tears in your eyes after what Peter told you. He was so sweet, so gentle. And you loved him so much. He was your Peter, after all.
‘I love you. I love you like the sun loves the moon, so much, that he dies every night to let her live.’

New Korean slang just invented! 새로운 한국 속어

  I was sitting with my friend bored, and we decided that there are somethings in English that we cannot translate into Korean. So we sat down and had a long think about it.  

Pronunciation of difficult slang is in [발음] :)

please re blog this because NO KOREAN uses this yet! Actually NO KOREAN except for my closest friends use this slang so please please share with your Korean friends too! I would like to see AOA use the phrase 큐섹! :)

Here are the new slang!

Cute and sexy -큐섹하다  큐트(귀엽다) + 섹시하다 (to be sexy)

Adj: 큐섹한 Adv: 큐섹하게 Noun: 큐섹함

e.g 오늘은 큐섹한 원피스를 샀어요.

큐못남 [큐몬남]- Cute but Ugly boy  (귀엽다+못생긴 + 남자)

큐못녀 [큐몬녀] - Cut but ugly girl  (귀엽다+못생긴 + 여자)

큐핫남 [큐한남]  - Cute and sexy boy (귀엽다 + 핫 (완전 섹시한) 남자)

큐핫녀 [큐한녀]  - Cute and sexy girl (귀엽다 + 핫 (완전 섹시한) 여자)

섹똑하다  - Sexy and smart (섹시하다 + 똑똑하다)

배피다 - To be hungry and tired (배고프다 + 피곤하다)

온괴자 - A cyber bully  (온라인 + 괴롭히다)

온괴하다 - To cyber bully (온라인 + 괴롭히다)

늦온남 /늦온녀 - Someone who comes online late and makes bad excuses  (늦게 + 온라인 + 남/녀)

늦온되다 - To be late online and  start making excuses

라소되지 -  A greedy person who eats just ramen and soju all day (라면+소주+되지)

라소먹다 - To eat ramen with soju (라면 + 소주 + 먹다)

헤어진크림 먹다 - to eat at icecream after a break up (헤어지다 + 아이스크림 +먹다)

듣싫노래 [듣실노래] A song that is on your playlist that you no longer listen to.

(듣기 싫다 + 노래)

영대왕 - Someone who speaks English like a native (영어 + 대왕)

한대왕 - Someone who speaks Korean like a native (한국어 + 대왕)

노대왕 - Someone who sings really well (노래 + 대왕)

게임대왕 - Someone who has amazing gaming skills (게임+대왕)

한쁜억 - Someone who speaks Korean with a bad accent (한국 + 나쁜 + 억양)

한잘억 - Someone who speaks Korean with a good accent (한국+ 잘 + 억양)

한원남/ 녀 - A guy/girl who wants to be Korean (한국 + 원나비 (되고 싶은) +남/녀) 

일원남/녀 can also be used

케중남/녀 - A guy/girl who is addicted to K-pop  (케이팝 + 중독 + 남/녀)  

메중녀/남 - A girl/guy who is addicted to makeup (메이컵 +중독 +남/녀

싫걸남친 [실걸람친] - A boyfriend who does the things that his girlfriend hates (싫어하는걸+남자 친구)

싫걸여친[실걸려친] - A girlfriend who does the things that her boyfriend hates (싫어하는걸 + 여친) 

여친못하다 -To not understand your girlfriend (여자친구 + 못하다)

남친못하다 - To not understand your boyfriend (남자친구+못하다)

첨만얼- someone’s face that you meet the first time(처음 만난 + 얼굴)

첨만얼 보다 - To see someone’s face for the first time.( 처음 만난 얼굴 + 보다)

악데몽[앙데몽] - A really bad date (악몽+ 데이트 = 악(데이트)몽)

좋데꿈 - A really nice / amazing date (좋은 꿈 + 데이트 = 좋(데이트)꿈)

쌤개 - Teachers pet (선생님 + 개)

불합남/녀 [불함남/녀] - A boy/girl with the lowest grades (불합격하다 + 남/녀)

짱님 - The best teacher (선생님+짱)

숙까먹다 - To forget your homework (숙제+까먹다)

비커플 - A couple who are dating secretly (비밀+커플)

몰연애하다 - to date secretly (몰래+연애하다)

빌애인 [비래인] - Secret lover (비밀+애인)

올친지애 - A lover who you were friends with for a long time before you dated them,  and have just started dating them today. ( 오랫동안 + 친구  + 지금+ 애인)


속어들은 많이 이용하시길 바랍니다. We hope you use these slang words al ot !

속어는 강태빈(Christian Kmachni)과 구아영 (Eden Nkukulu)에 의해 복제되었다.

anonymous asked:

Uhh I Was going to say you're joking about being a Louie because you're so fake and ugly I cannot believe my eyes were forced to read that ugliness but then I see you're friends with compass and season soooo I hope this message makes you happy since your Harrie group clearly jacks off to making actual Louies mad by lying and "pretending" to be Louies. Get the fuck out of here seriously is it a game to yall to try and "lowkey" hate on Louis so more people can be Harries. Fuck off and stop it byee

THIS IS SO FUNNY FUCKDJAK @compasstatt UR FAMOUS BINCH!!!!! but also who is season?

Do Me a Favor (Part 10)

Summary:  AU! Bucky Barnes and you are neighbors and close friends. As a huge favor, Bucky asks you to pretend to be his girlfriend for a relative’s wedding and you agree.

Word Count: 2,887

Warnings: Drinking. Angst.

“Do Me a Favor” Masterlist

A/N: Here’s part 10, guys! Yes, this is Let’s Pretend all over again, I am only making minor changes.


Originally posted by shhhh-no-ones-home


You felt your heart constrict at seeing him right in front of you. “Buck, what are you—”

“Excuse me, what are you doing?” T’Challa suddenly burst out. His voice was dripping with rage, but you could tell he was trying his hardest to contain himself, to not just stride over to Bucky and deck him in the face. “You cannot walk in here and tell my girlfriend these things.”

Bucky scoffed. “This is none of your business.”

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I still have Ryuho feelings and I continue painting quick shitty sketches. 

I just realize that I never talked or drew something about the relationship between Ryuho and Shun… WHY? I mean, how that happened? Two characters I love with my heart, who spend screen time together and I NEVER SAID A WORD ABOUT IT or about any of his other uncles? Impossible! Even if I think that Ryuho’s favorite uncle is Genbu he also loves his other uncles.

I think that Shun is that kind of uncle Ryuho comes to talk about things he can’t tell anyone else and ask for advice.
In the other hand Ikki is that uncle that you see like 3 times in a year, or something like that because he is never around, but when he comes he always has gifts for his both nephews (Don’t forget Koga please!)

It seems like an entire life since the last time I tried Ikki xD

I say I, but I don't really mean I.

it is disturbing to know that
humans are not all mind.

we are flesh and flesh is undisguisable.

the sounds of muffled static
underneath soapy splashes
and steam
distract me from remembering
what I think and feel
about the jaded face in the mirror

but thought itself is inevitable:

the room might be fogging up
with smoke from a couple of
scented candles let loose

or my hands are made of paper
and my tears are the gasoline drops that
kindled the eruption.

fire!

and my hands touched my
hairy, untended face

and it burns!

but I cannot see
for the smoke has blocked
my view into the mirror.

I cannot see how ugly
I have become
so I close my eyes and imagine
the monster
I might have created.

physical incarnations of memories
take the form of scars
lying eyes
and change.

I gain the courage to
open my eyes and
look up from inside
my cadaver.

the smoke clears

but

I see

nothing.

anonymous asked:

OK TBH rogue one is the only star wars film ive seen too cause im a human disgrace apparently but that doesn't stop me from being so far up rebelcaptains ass i truly cannot see the light honestly it's because i ship blarke and my body instinctively is trying to escape that hell and teleport myself into any other fandom that doesn't make me want to jump off a bridge

I JUST LAUGHED OUT LOUD ANON IT’S 3:14AM AND I UGLY LAUGHED SO LOUD MY NEIGHBOURS PROBABLY HEARD

Google Translate Sings {Sentence Starters}
  • "Muscle time."
  • "I do not think clams stop rusting."
  • "Honey, I am very angry!"
  • "I will be on the table."
  • "But I will have a guy shortly."
  • "I can give you a nice taste."
  • "I should make more sense, and I understand that."
  • "And I heard you didn't know about me."
  • "I cannot live today."
  • "This is a very deep wound."
  • "I do not want a child who loves trees."
  • "We will not solve the crisis."
  • "Well, honey, I'm a nightmare dressed like a screensaver."
  • "That is a deep neckline."
  • "This is contrary to the plot."
  • "I thought that you could count."
  • "Do I wanna share a wall?"
  • "I hope it brings you happiness."
  • "I like the ball in the sink."
  • "And are you lo?"
  • "Do not ask why we were not omitted."
  • "Look at it, it's ugly."
  • "I'm not saying just to go out."
  • "I am the wind and the weather."
  • "I would like to wear a mask."
  • "You are not a small problem."
  • "Do not let them, do not let them see."
  • "So go home, in a six pack, up yours!"
  • "Why can you not keep your cool?"
  • "You are a depressed banana."
  • "Plasters fix bullet rumps."
  • "Now is the time to try ignoring gravity."
  • "They do not know me at all."
  • "Too bad, such a beautiful moon!"
  • "I cannot understand you."
  • "I've been scared for too long."
✧The Last Unicorn✧ (book) meme

Change pronouns and adjust to fit your muse!

“Great heroes need great sorrows and burdens, or half their greatness goes unnoticed. It is all part of the fairy tale.”
“Real magic can never be made by offering someone else’s liver. You must tear out your own, and not expect to get it back.”
“We are not always what we seem, and hardly ever what we dream.”
“The true secret in being a hero lies in knowing the order of things.”
“Things must happen when it is time for them to happen. Quests may not simply be abandoned; prophecies may not be left to rot like unpicked fruit.”
“Unicorns may go un-rescued for a very long time, but not forever.”
“The happy ending cannot come in the middle of the story.”
“Your name is a golden bell hung in my heart. I would break my body to pieces to call you once by your name.”
“You can strike your own time, and start the count anywhere. When you understand that — then any time at all will be the right time for you.”
“I am what I am. I would tell you what you want to know if I could, for you have been kind to me… ”
“But I am a cat, and no cat anywhere ever gave anyone a straight answer.”
“It’s a rare man who is taken for what he truly is.”
“Never run from anything immortal. It attracts their attention. ”
“I have been mortal, and some part of me is mortal yet.”
“I am full of tears and hunger and the fear of death, although I cannot weep, and I want nothing, and I cannot die.”
“ I am not like the others now, for no _____ was ever born who could regret, but I do. I regret.”
“As for you and your heart and the things you said and didn’t say, she will remember them all when men are fairy tales in books written by rabbits.”
“I would enter your sleep if I could, and guard you there, and slay the thing that hounds you, as I would if it had the courage to face me in fair daylight. But I cannot come in unless you dream of me.”
“Don’t thank me. I tremble at your doom.”
“I became a hero to serve you, and all that is like you.”
“Few will mean you anything but evil, and a friendly heart — however foolish — may be as welcome as water one day.”
“Whatever can die is beautiful — more beautiful than a unicorn, who lives forever, and who is the most beautiful creature in the world.”
“I like being brave well enough, but I will be a lazy coward again if you think that would be better.”
“And what good is it to me that you’re here now?”
“Where where you twenty years ago, ten years ago? How dare you, how dare you come to me now, when I am this?”
“I love whom I love, you have no power over anything that matters.”
“I think love is stronger than habits or circumstances.”
“I think it is possible to keep yourself for someone for a long time and still remember why you were waiting when she comes at last.”
“The most professional curse ever snarled or croaked or thundered can have no effect on a pure heart.”
“A rhinoceros is as ugly as a human being, and it too is going to die, but at least it never thinks that it is beautiful.”
“How can I be cruel? That is for mortals. So is kindness.”
“There are wizards and wizards; there is black magic and white magic, and the infinite shades of gray between — and I see now that it is all the same.”
“Doing good, like love, cannot be valued for what it accomplishes.”
“You are a man, and men can do nothing that makes any difference.”
“I do not think that I will ever see you again, but I will try to do what would please you if you knew.“

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Imagine Darry comforting his little sister after she gets bullied at school for her red hair.

You wiped away your tears as you opened up the bottle of peroxide… you were just so damn tired of all the comments your so called “friends” were calling you- you were done, you just wanted it to be gone. 

“Queenie, honey, can I talk to you for a moment, please?” Darry called from behind the door. “Sodapop told me that you came home from school upset.” 

“Just go away, Dar.” You sighed as you began to towel dry your soaking wet hair. 

“Queenie, this is important, if you don’t open this door I’m coming in.” 

You went to hide the peroxide, only to knock it over in the process, causing it to spill all over the bathroom tiles. 

“Shit” You cursed, picking up a dirty towel to mop it up… and then the door opened. 

“What’re you doing?” He questioned, raising an eyebrow as he stared you down. “Is that peroxide?” 

“Yeah, I’m dying my hair.” 

“Why?” He squatted down beside you, taking the ruined towel off of you. “Your hair is beautiful, why would you want to dye it?” 

“Because.” You wiped away your tears, refusing to look him in the eye. “My friends- they tease me… they call me carrots and say that I haven’t got a soul- they call me a devil, so maybe if I dye it they’ll stop.”

“Oh sweetheart.” Darry said softly, bundling you up in his arms. “Don’t cry, baby. They’re not worth it, and besides that, if they were your true friends they wouldn’t be teasing you over something as trivial as your hair colour. “

“Am I ugly?” Your voice shook as you looked into your big brother’s eyes desperately. “Or evil? Do I look-” 

“Beautiful, that’s what you are.” He kissed your forehead gently, giving you a kind smile. “You are beautiful, you’re not evil. You’re my angel, and if those idiots at your school cannot see how beautiful you are inside and out, then they’re not worth hanging out with. Find new friends, ones that’ll appreciate who you are for you.” 

“I guess.” 

“Do you really want to dye your hair, Queenie?” 

“No… I just want them to stop it.” 

“Then don’t dye it, if you’re going to dye your hair colour, do it because it’s what you want to do. Do it because it makes you happy, not because people at school are bullying you. Defend yourself, don’t change yourself, you hear?”

“Thank’s Darry.” You wrapped your arms around your big brother, thankful that he was here.

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Phantom Limb

Dear me,

I think I’ve

lost a leg

or my mind,

for its here,

I’m sure

but they tell me

no - I’m

only suffering.

I look down,

I see it not

but I 

feel it,

throbbing, pulling

asking to be

it, again. It was

lost one day 

outfield, it was 

so fast, so mad -

I am mad;

this is not I,

I not incomplete.

I have but a long

life before me,

but now so ugly,

quite useless.

I used to be strong,

cool even; yet all

gone to shame

now that; and

I may be mad for

it calls to me,

calls to me to give it

some relief. It is

my pain to bear,

for others cannot see

how my stump

throbs and writhes

pathetically;

like a want that

can never be fulfilled.

They say

Thank God, and I

laugh 

for I am

the one

living with this

phantom limb.