this is so awful i seriously apologize so much

Simple Accidents (Pt 18)

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Jensen x Reader

Warnings: Angst, Little bit of fluff, Mention of ailments (but not diagnosis)

Word Count: 1,745

A/N: Again, no hate against Danneel. This is fiction!

Tagging: @boredoutofmymindstuff​, @elleryan2​, @raeganr99​, @pulgapelayo18​, @spnfanficpond​, @ryansgirl5509​, @t-bear99​, @fearmyleopardstyle​, @caitsymichelle13

Originally posted by lookprettyliveclassyplaydirty

Danneel had given Jensen his ultimatum, one he had predicted would be a choice he would have to make anyway, and his heart chose before his brain could intervene.

“She needs me. I’m sorry, let’s talk about this later.” He really was sorry it had to come to this, but despite his guilt, he turned again to leave.

“You’re in love with her, aren’t you?” Those words stung his ears as the silence made the sentence sound like water being dropped onto a burning stove. He jerked as if he had been scalded by the sizzle. What was he supposed to respond with? ‘Yes, so much more than anyone I’ve ever met.’ No, of course not. Or how about, ‘No, we’re just close friends.’? Well, he already tried that, and look how it turned out. There really wasn’t a good answer for him to give her. If he said no, the lies would just continue, and he needed them to stop; He was tired of lying. If he said yes, he’d only hurt her, which was something that, regardless of all that’s happened, he really didn’t want to do. So, he gave her the best answer he could; nothing.

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okay, so i don’t understand this but  T H A N K   Y O U   so much .  I recently hit over 100 followers and i just wanted to say how much i appreciate every single one of you - for following my linc and loving him as much as i do. i’ve only been on here for a few weeks but there are so many of you who have made this entire experience so wonderful so i’m going to do a shout out thing? so i apologize for how stupid this is about to get

to all of my octavia’s… ( whispers  i always need more )

@strisis  -  seriously, thank you so much for being the first person to accept me and love me. I was so nervous to talk to you because you were are so amazing and I’m still in awe of how you write octavia. thank you for letting me send you random linctavia things and for showing me finnish songs. i swear i love them

@ofgrcunderiisms​  -  first and foremost, STOP WITH THE ANGST just kidding i love it but seriously thank you for letting me talk to you in mostly caps all of the time and for not being overwhelmed by my crazy. thank you for being the octavia to my lincoln and for sending me the pizza gif yes, you know which one i’m talking about on a daily basis because it always makes me laugh just like you. and shout out to your octavia because i love her

@amelioratc​  -  i don’t even know where to begin because everything you say makes me so  H A P P Y . and i love that after every episode or when i post random things you always say something and wow it makes me feel like you care so much. i love that i can be hella spazzy with you and for letting me ramble about linctavia nonstop

@xnotafraid​  -  honestly, just thank you for existing. you are one of the first people that i talked to and i was so scared but you were so  N I C E . so keep on being you and playing octavia like you do

to my costia…

@yujkeryon​  -  you. are. amazing. i don’t think we’ve stopped messaging since we first started talking ??? and i’m not sure how that’s possible but i love talking to you and i love that we can talk about pretty much whatever. but more so, thank you for sharing your costia with linc and for basically creating the entire lincostia backstory and timeline because it’s essential probably for science or something and thank you for treating me like costia would treat lincoln. you and your oc’s are incredible

to all of my followers

i don’t understand why you follow me but i love you and thank you for making this smol writer who loves lincoln so happy. you all are incredible and make me love this fandom so much. keep slaying, friends

~ M A L I K O F R P ~ FOLLOW FOREVER!

I’ve had this blog since last year and I have yet to make a follow forever, so I figured it was about time I did. I mean, I didn’t set a specific goal I wanted to reach, but I’m really thankful that all of you have put up with me for so long! I do apologize beforehand if I’ve forgotten you on here and stuff, but that doesn’t mean I appreciate you any less. Anyway, if you’re on here, then that means I love you lots and lots or I appreciate you a lot because we’re already friends and all that other lovely junk, either that or I really like following you.

okay this first section is of the people i love so much bc woW FUC K JUST marry me okay i'm seriously so in awe with everyone of you and we've either talked once or we're 1x1 partners or we're actually good friends or idk i just am so in love and super heart eyes

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and you all seriously just make my dashboard the best ever and ur seriously the lights of my life and i adore u all so incredibly much (if i forget ur name, i apologize and ilysm)

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Again, thank you all so much for following me and I really do appreciate every single one of you. You’re all lovely people and you make my dashboard extremely pleasant, so thank you. If you’re not on here, I probably most likely forgot to add you, but you’re still very special.