this is really what people want


I know, but acting Too Autistic™ is alienating me supremely from people who aren’t, and while I’m used to people mistaking my loud voice or impassioned speech for anger, everyone avoids me offline, but I’ve started getting it online too, someone mistaking me talking at length as being angry and I just.

That and some rude anon dismissed what  I said on someody’s blod like “ignore that person, they talk a lot” and it stung.

And I got into some really messed-up problems at college because word got around that I’m autistic and doctors are trying to prove I’m not capable of being a doctor………………. six years into medical school?! I’m literally about to leave this college.

I’m so tired.

WIP Line

@destinyapostasy AND @galadrieljones AND @katalyna-rose tagged me to share the first line of a WIP because they are the best! Without further ado - the first line of the latest long fic in my series. It is currently titled Stupid Idea the Rerereturn Oh God When Does This End or, alternately, A Quick Nap. I have no idea what the actual title will be, which is a problem, since I’d love to post the first chapter soon.

The morning they were to leave for Enasan, Livia Agosti counted and recounted the changes of clothes and rough-hewn toys she’d packed for Sylvio, the money she’d set aside, the Elvhen words she’d hoarded for months, and the spires of the Minrathous skyline.

Dammit, my sentences are so long. Tagging with no pressure: @wardsarefunctioning, @stardustlings, @dinoswrites, @tel-abelas-mofo, @solverne, @nerdanel01, @shannaraisles, @a-shakespearean-in-paris, @deleriumofyou, @ellstersmash, @thevikingwoman, and anyone else who wants to do this! I know a lot of people have been tagged already or I would be adding you!




We as a community love you and support you no matter what as we have shown with how we responded to your recent late night vlog.


You said in your ONI livestream that you wanted someone to compile a list of some of the games people wanted you to play.


I started it back in January of 2016. It has over 6 pages of various games. SIX PAGES!

And I realize that you get thousands of messages. Emails and posts just thrown at you. But I still try..

I have made a Google Doc. Shared with your gmail (both markiplier and markipliergame) and I would post the link here but honestly… I put some more personal stuff on there… ANYWHo 


-Go to your google drive

-Get to the search bar

-Look up “Markiplier Master Game Suggestions List”

-Click it 



I do try to add more games when I can and some games are kinda old but still.

If you do see this, please give me some kind of signal?? Write on the doc, send me an ask, anything.



just two guys….bonding… i can’t believe this is my first contribution to this amazing show…

things people in my theatre class have said (part 2)

“and then emma is going to cross downstage—where’s emma” (everyone simultaneously looks up. emma is on the catwalk) “hey guys you look really short from up here”

(violent twirling of ribbons) “IM A WATERBENDER”

“so im going to write a musical called tree #3 the musical and the whole thing is just the tree standing onstage and singing this note:” (high-pitched screeching) “sounds groundbreaking”

“my favorite musical that we did was probably seussical” “isnt that the one where you face planted on the stage” “shhhh we don’t talk about that”

“wait i get to fake slap aidan” “yeah” “FINALLY”

“can you maybe chill?” “how bout maybe you chill?” “OH MY GOD YOU TOO?”

“there’s literally no music i can play right now. it’s all percussion. what the fuck.”

“one word summary of yourself” “gay”

“wow i can’t believe how good friends elphaba and glinda are” “harold…..” “wait what my name’s michael” “…harold….”


“actually, did you know that in 19th century russia—” (from across the stage) “WE WRITE LETTERS WE WRITE LETTERS”

“see we call the small max maxahundred cause hes the youngest. then the medium max is maxathousand. then the big max is maximillian.” “OH MY GOD”

“when you think about it….. everything is illuminati”


jojo gangs up until part 5….my hand got tired….

some people make me feel so worthless, it hurts sometimes, I just wish to sleep for over a week without dealing with anything.


infodumping about the ocean

HAPPY (belated) FATHER’S DAY! 🏈🍔🍺

H I Y A, G U Y S!

✨🍺Wether you celebrated yesterday or not, I hope you all had a GREAT day either way!!! Personally, I’m ECSTATIC to wanna share my dear daddy pops with y’all– Since he’s a big inspiration for one of the characters on this blog, I figured it’s relative to post here!! 🍺✨

✨🏈SO every soul on this blog has several inspirations and references to make them what they are- I base a lot of PT’s looks and character on figures like Maui, Kerubim Crepin and Jack Sparrow, especially in his younger years. As he gets older, he evolves into more of a Shifu/Iroh type with sprinkles of Kerub.✨🏈✨But what I’m eager to express is how much of PT’s expressions,😊 habits,✌️ reactions😱 and phrases💬 come from my own dad ! 🏈✨


✨🍔 His adorable way of taking selfies, his misuse of emojis, his painfully ridiculous sense of humor, his unbelievable reliability, his selfless nature, his STRONK HUGS… A very classic dad-type, and boy does he love living up to the dad stereotypes. Even his name is “Dave”. Clearly, he was born to be a dad. ✨🍔✨ It wasn’t until I had him in mind that made PT fun for me to draw more.  This man will stop traffic to help a turtle cross the road. This man will pick up hitchhikers at 3AM and worry the shit outta me. And this man makes DAMN fine guacamole. 🍔✨

I can brag more, but I’m makin’ a post here, not a novel!

So many things he does and says inspires dialogue and actions for PT. His BURSTING laughter, where he’ll occasionally toss his head back from the explosive chuckles-

-and his 🌸lighthearted phrases, sometimes followed by cruel guilt trips💀 in the pursuit of getting a funny reaction out of you.

He won’t get to see this post, he’s not familiar with social media. Which is probably a good thing; I’m too much of a sap to tell him this stuff directly-
He’s halfway across the country and I miss that big guy, So, thanks for baring with me and lettin’ me brag about him for a bit.

Happy Father’s Day!

Someone: I really like you!

Me: what a Bad Choice but pls don’t stop



In which Bakugou is me

andreil but instead of hand-holding I bring u: arm-hooking e.g., neil and kevin are in an intense debate about the best conditioning for backliners when andrew walks past, hooks his arm in neil’s, and keeps walking; alternatively, andrew is taking a drink in the weight room when neil comes up, settles a few inches away from touching, hooks his arm in andrew’s, phone in hand, and says “henry curthwitch is a bitch. andrew. andrew listen. i want u to kill him”; also, andreil hooking arms on the bus back to palmetto thank u for listening

Am I the only one that doesn’t care at all that Mon El said that he loved Kara before Sanvers have said it? Like the relationship between Kara and Mon El is messy and lacks development, so I’m not surprised that he said that he loved her so quickly. In all honesty he may not even truly love her, she’s just the first person he’s truly been attached to and not a hook up, which he was doing on Daxam. 

BUT Sanvers has been developed and I’m just waiting for that special moment that they actually say it. Not some type of “I’m saying this cause I don’t want to lose you bullshit,” but they say it cause it’s true. Cause they truly can’t live without one another and love each other, ride or die. When they do say it, it will be impactful and not easily forgotten like Mon El’s confession.


Hiddlesweek Day 6: Favourite Quote

  • The classical Tom answer on “So if you came back as a woman, what’s the first thing you would do?”

Honestly as hard as that interview was to read… it makes me so gosh darn proud of Liam, Louis and Niall. I was already proud, but after reading this, combined with the little tidbit Niall shared a couple weeks back about having to play songs and essentially pitch himself to the label before they signed him, I think we all have a lot clearer of an understanding of just how hazy their futures were when the hiatus was announced. And of how terrifying that must have been. But, here they are. Working 100 times harder than they probably ever did in 1D to do right by themselves and right by their fans and make names for themselves and put out music that’s true to who they are as artists, against all the odds, and despite the majority’s resignation that H and Z were the only ones who would make it. That takes guts. And I’m really, really fucking proud of them.


You know what it is. It’s made out of Adamantium. It’s what they put inside of us. That’s why it can kill us.