I know, but acting Too Autistic™ is alienating me supremely from people who aren’t, and while I’m used to people mistaking my loud voice or impassioned speech for anger, everyone avoids me offline, but I’ve started getting it online too, someone mistaking me talking at length as being angry and I just.
That and some rude anon dismissed what I said on someody’s blod like “ignore that person, they talk a lot” and it stung.
And I got into some really messed-up problems at college because word got around that I’m autistic and doctors are trying to prove I’m not capable of being a doctor………………. six years into medical school?! I’m literally about to leave this college.
I’m so tired.