this is really jsut for me to remember

"They don’t need us anymore"
  • -"I feel like its the fans that they were talking about here. You know because we've been through it all with them and now we're all growing up and moving on"
  • It's true. I never really understood why some fans did the most peculiar things over made up people and shows but i now know. I saw the first episode of teen wolf when i was in grade 8 i think it was and the first episode didn't really get me but i decided to continue to watch it and i soon feel in love with it. I font know what it is, weather it was the plot or the fact i love werewolves and supernatural stuff or it was because the people who played a part in it slayed their character. Or it could have been the fact that these people made it work.
  • I had a shit highschool life and i remember getting picked on and not wanting to get up in the mornings but i always wanted to when teen wolf was on that night.
  • I remember always wanting to do nothing i jsut didn't want to be here some day's but watching shows like teen wolf really did make me happy.
  • I know know why tv shows and made up charecters really mean so much to some people.
  • Because we connect with them. They play roles that we never realized we needed.
  • They say the words that we never thought we'd here or ever thing of saying.
  • They bring the meaning to life for some.
  • And they give us hope.
  • They teach us anticipation.
  • How to laugh.
  • How to love.
  • How to cry.
  • How to get over a hearbreak or friendship.
  • How to get along with people.
  • They teach us how to live.
  • They give us life.
  • Im so proud of the cast of teen wolf and the director and creator's of the show.
  • And i thank them so much because weather they know it or not they made a big impact on my life.
  • And i appreciate them for all they have done and am extremely proud.
  • The same goes for the vampire diaries, chicago P.D, chicago med, chicago fire.
Boyfriend Yixing

Originally posted by getlayd

luhan version; here

  • heeeelloooo bias wrecker
  • this guy is so full of love
  • he always wants to be touching you; holding hands, linking pinkies, stroking your hair, burying his face in your neck, just anything. any kind of skinship is good enough for him
  • back hugs
  • make sure you take advantage of his sensitive neck
  • bite it, kiss it, nibble it; litter his flesh in marks
  • he moans so damn loud at even just the feeling of your hot breath on his neck
  • rather clingy
  • couple jewelry/clothes
  • he smells like clean clothes and soap
  • papa junmyeon always warns you when you visit, to be on your best behaviour. since he sees you as being the evil tempter/temptress
  • not realising that zhang yixing is not exactly an angel himself

Originally posted by laygion

  • the dimples are lying
  • he’s not always cute
  • have u seen that boy hip thrust on stage??
  • ahahaha rude -_-
  • he’s innocent at heart though
  • you/baek/chen making dirty jokes so you can cackle madly at lay’s innocent face when he asks “what’s so funny? i don’t get it? why will y/n make me hard tonight? humans are soft & squishy???”
  • loosing him often
  • since you two could be walking through town when he wanders off to pet a cute dog. or he sees a pigeon at the end of the road so he turns tail and runs
  • protect him pls
  • will cherish every act of love you do
  • whether it’s just linking pinkies or you visit him on tour, he’ll take every little act you do to heart. it warms him up inside, makes him feel loved, makes him love you even more
  • patiently teaching you Chinese if you don’t already speak it
  • couldn’t possibly hide the relationship from the fans
  • & doesn’t understand how that leads to hate for you since he sees you as this lovely creature so how can’t everyone see that???
  • posts lots of cute things about you
  • even declines a “lads night out” to watch some shitty movie with you and eat popcorn
  • and doesn’t care if the guys tease him for it
  • “y/n, what does ‘whipped’ mean? the guys said it’s what I was, but no ones ever whipped me before … it looks painful”
  • you could never really annoy him
  • even if you think you’re being overly clingy, he thinks you’re cute & cuddly or showing your love. and doesn’t see it as clingy at all
  • & even if you try to annoy him, he loves your attention and affection and doesn’t even realise
  • compliments you all the time
  • “wow I’m so lucky to have you. you mean everything to me. you’re just so beautiful, inside and out. and caring and kind and …” the more into his love he gets, the more Chinese slips out until he’s jsut expressing his love with his whole heart, so lost in his feelings that he can only remember his native tongue & how his heart yearns for you
{Reaction} Accidentally calling EXO 'Daddy.'

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Main Masterlist - EXO Masterlist

Park Chanyeol

Originally posted by bane-niki

Chanyeol managed to pull that out of you while you’re both getting intimate in the bedroom. At first, he wasn’t sure that he heard you correctly, but once he realised that you did moan out that exact word, he’d look down at you, smirking. 

Chanyeol: “That’s right baby girl, now you better do as I say, or I might have to punish you.”

Do Kyungsoo/ D.O.

Originally posted by huang-shit-tao

Kyungsoo would be shy if you said it out of nowhere, and may become a little flustered. That is unless he’s getting intimate with you. God help you if you call him that while you’re getting intimate. If you’re on top of him, you’re going straight to the bottom, watching as his eyes turn more dark and lustful than before.

Kyungsoo: “Keep calling me that, jagi and I’ll make you feel like a very lucky girl.”

Byun Baekhyun

Originally posted by ohbaekhyuns

Calling Baekhyun ‘daddy’ is both a good thing and not such a good thing all at the same time. It has it’s uses in the bedroom, which will lead you to having very hot and sexy times. But on the other hand, it inflates his ego far too much, and he’ll use it in day to day life just to embarrass you.

{y/n}: “Appa, it’s so good to see you! It’s been so long!”

Baekhyun: “Long? I only went to the bathroom for five minutes, Jagi…”

{y/n}: …

{y/n}’s Dad: …

Oh Sehun

Originally posted by exoturnback

It started off as an innocent make out session, he wasn’t planning on staying in your apartment for much longer. That was until the word moaned from your lips and he found himself in for a long night.

Sehun: “You know… family meeting can wait. I’m staying the night”

Zhang Yixing/ Lay

Originally posted by hypertone

Yixing is usually very giving during these intimate times, and very much into having passion and love. But when you accidentally let this new word slip he’s going to morph into something completely unexpected by you. He’s going to be rough and sexy as hell.

Yixing: “You better call me that Baobi or I won’t let you finish all night long.”

Kim Jongdae/ Chen

Originally posted by dazzlingkai

Jongdae is going to pretend that he hates the nickname in front of his band members. He’ll accuse you of being a pervert, when you know just how much he likes being called it when you’re alone.

{y/n}: “Oh hey there da-”

Jongdae: “Dae! She called me Dae!”

Kim Minseok/ Xiumin

Originally posted by minxiuseok

Minseok is completely the opposite to Jongdae, he loves it when you call him Daddy, and doesn’t give a single shit if the other members find out about it. On the other hand, you’re much shyer about it, meaning he will take every opportunity to make you flustered about it. Especially during intimate times.

{y/n}: “M-Minseok”

Minseok: “Do you think you should be addressing me like that? You know what I want you to call me, Jagi.”

{y/n}: “But the other members - they’ll hear”

Minseok: “Scream it baby, or Daddy will have to punish you.”

Huang Zitao/ Tao

Originally posted by lil-duckling

Tao wouldn’t have much of a reaction at first. In the heat of the moment he’s going to find it so hot, and will make you moan it all night long. But when the morning comes, you find yourself embarrassed, but he finds it so hot he’s not going to let you stop saying it quite so easily.

{y/n}: “I’m so embarrassed! I don’t know what came over me, I just-”

Tao: “Baobei, it was hot, and if you dare stop calling me that. Daddy’s going to have to teach you a lesson or two”

Kim Junmyeon/ Suho

Originally posted by kingjunmyeonn

Junmyeon, who is often known as the ‘mother’ of EXO, does not mind when you change that in the bedroom. He’d find it incredibly hot, especially because it was a heat of the moment thing. Sudaddy would have been unleashed, and it would be the start of a very beautiful and sexy thing. The name will make him much more rough and dominant, almost too hot to handle. He’d be much more experimental and confident. {The other members are also painfully aware of this.}

Junmyeon: “So that’s what you like baby girl? Oh you’ll be in for some pleasure tonight.”

Lu Han

Originally posted by moncide

Luhan more than likely would have prompted you to call him that other than it being an accident. He’d get you to say it once, and then he wouldn’t let you stop. He’d embarrass you about it around the other members and your family. This kid has no boundaries.

{y/n}: “Will you pass me my phone, Luhan?”

Luhan: Address me properly.”

{y/n}: *Blushing* “I’ll get it myself…”

Kim Jongin/ Kai

Originally posted by jonginization

This maknae line member is going to like it a lot. It’s not just because it’s hot, but also because it makes him feel like he’s more protective, like you’re safer with him. During the bedroom activities, he will make sure that you feel comfortable and hot all at the same time. However, like Luhan, he will use it around the others, jsut because he likes to see how flustered you get.

Jongin: “C’mon baby, what were you calling me last night?”

{y/n}: *Blushing* “I don’t remember?”

Jongin: “Really? Not even when you were moaning Daddy loud enough for the whole of South Korea to hear?”

Junmyeon: *Spits out his tea*

Wu Yifan/ Kris

Originally posted by 21ml

Use this kink to your advantage, because it’s going to get Kris in the mood every time. Literally, any goddamn given time. If you call him Daddy he’s going to be taking the quickest route to the closest fuckable surface. This comes with many advantages, one, you get him whenever you please, and two, it’s perfect for revenge if he’s pissed you off, because one slip of the word around the other members and he’s going to have a very large unsolvable problem in his pants.

{y/n} *Smirking* “So, I’m just off out with Chanyeol and Kyungsoo now.”

Kris: “Please {y/n}, don’t do this to me.”

{y/n}: “Bye Baobei, see you later!”

Fetus Ashton

Let’s continue with Ash (he was my first fave on 5sos and ok this is going to be really painful)

Originally posted by caniall15

Those sexy moves (ft. Mike)

Originally posted by beforeilose

Ok yes this is painful

Originally posted by waterfalluke

This shirt was my fave shirt on him T-T I used to draw him wearing it all the time

Originally posted by partpunkluke

Oh people remember to put your sunglasses on, a ray of sun has jsut appeared

Originally posted by 5secofperfectioon

Fetus Ash is just so f* adorable :c

Originally posted by caniall15

Also a big weirdo… I miss the keek era a lot

Originally posted by sexycliffconda

So beautiful…

Originally posted by hemmo-butt

Ash: I can’t sing *sings*

5sos fam: Is that an angel singing?

Originally posted by pantlesscth

This interview is just THE interview

Originally posted by yallareidjits

And fetus Ash with glasses… Well if you want to find me I’ll be just there in that corner… crying…

Originally posted by luke-bit-my-penguin-5sos

Ok this one is the last one seriously this hurts a lot :c

glorioussandwichwhispers  asked:

Yellow, please 💛😃

Yellow - Song’s that make you oddly happy

On top of the world - Imagine Dragons - This album came out right around when I started Uni and I can distinctly remember listening to this song on the drive down to Plymouth and it always fill me with optimism. (Also the video is really cool) 

I’ll be okay - McFly - Makes it on to every single happy playlist I’ve ever made. 

Get ugly - Jason Derulo - I jsut have really good memories of the summer this song came out and it makes me think of being drunk in the sun at the capital fm summer time ball. 

The Sound - The 1975 - I’d been OBSESSED with their first album and I can remember hearing this new track on Nick’s show and just being like, fuck yes Matty. I’ve never really parted from that state of mind. 

Rain on the roof - The Lovin Spoonful - I associate most spoonful songs with happiness honestly, but this in particular, I just have memories of listening to this song on vinyl with my dad. 

The Truth about Us

Hello! So this is the forst fic of this blog, so I hope you like it! Request anything would like to read next! Thank you!

Dean stares at his little six years old sister. She looks so innocent at his eyes, but he knows that it won’t last any longer. She is asking way to much questions, since she is in the ‘why’ phase. With Sam, he maneged, it was easier because he wasn’t as bad as their sister. He tries to lie to her, saying what he told Sam when he was a kid. His little sister is just too curious about everything, sometimes its cute, but sometimes he and Sam just wish she could stop talking. He doesn’t want to tell her the truth about the family business, but the questions are becoming harder and harder to lie about. So, Dean talked about all of this to John who agreed to tell her, and gave his oldest son the responsibility to tell her. But when should he say it?

“Dee!” The little girl exclaimed running towards him “look what I draw!”

Dean smiles at her happiness and sits her on his lap taking a look at the picture.

“It’s beautiful, sweetheart” he commented.

He was really impressed, his little sister can draw things even he can’t. Since it’s the only thing she can do in the motel room. Before, she could play cards with Sam and Dean, but they are now hunting more and more. Sam is practically always at the library and Dean watches her while searching on the web. So, she draw whatever is on her mind and what she thinks about.

Dean takes a better look at it’s content frowning. The Impala, himself, his baby sister and brother, but their father isn’t there.

“Where is Dad? Why didn’t you draw him?”

“Becuase he wasn’t there when we went out yesterday” she explained “where was he?”

'Here we go…’ Dean thought sighing. This is always how her questions starts, always.

“He’s at work”.

“What is his work?”

“He’s a mechanic” Dean tried to keep calm “remember all the times I told you?”

“Yeah” she nodded “but I don’t know if it’s true…”


“Becuase at school I said my Daddy was a mechanic, and Miss. Tayler said what a mechanic is. And Daddy doesn’t have a mechanic suit and he sometmes come in with a lot of red paint on him”.

Blood. Dean frowns harder. When he thought she was sleeping when they came back from a hunt she was actually awake and saw everything?

“Why isn’t Daddy home, Dean?” She asked “when is he coming back?”

“Come on” Dean sighed “he’s going to be back in about a week”.


“Becuase, he is working”.


Dean sighs in frustration, not taking anymore of this. He puts down his sister and kneels in front of her staring in her deep blue eyes.

“Listen to me okay? Dad is going to be back in one week, max. Stop asking me questions, all right?”

“But, Dee. I want to see Daddy, where is he? What is his work?”

“Sweetheart, I need to tell you something okay? But you have to promise me to not say it to anyone. Only to me, Dad and Sammy, okay?”

She nods. Now how was he going to explain his six years old little sister that his father, himself and Sam hunt evil monsters?

“Okay… Dad isn’t a mechanic, that’s true. Actually, he is like a superhero, he saves people”.

“He is a spy?”

“No, he isn’t” Dean chuckles but becomes sad about his next words “he saves people from evil monsters”.

“Monsters?” She frowns not understand what he meant

“You know, monsters”.

“Like the one Under my bed and in the closet?” She asked scared.

“no, thesee ones doesn’T exist” Dean pauses and sees the tears in her eyes “hey, hey, sweetheart, it’s okay, it’s okay”.

“he takes her in a tight hug passing a hand in her hair as she starts crying.

'I’m such and idiot…’ he thought to himself 'why did I told her that? She’s jsut a kid! My baby sister!’

"What if they come after me?”

“Never” Dean stated “they’ll never get you, because remember, Sam, Dad and I are superheroes, we stop them before they hurt people”.

“So you are really like Batman?”

“Yeah I am” he pushes her away gently “why don’t you go put your drawing on the fridge and I’ll start dinner, huh?”


She makes her way to the kitchen without the big happiness that makes Dean smile. It was actually the last time for a long time. For weeks she wouldn’t talk to anyone. Sam yelled at Dean because he was angry that her innocent was taken from her and John started to train her a bit, only the basics so she knows hot to defend herself, but he was planning on teaching her how to use a gun soon. Dean never forgave himself for saying the truth. He would prefer respond to her questions a million times, than having how it is today.


exactly three years ago, on 5th may, 2013, Troye has published on his channel video that completely changed his life. the fault in our stars. and this is one of millions reasons why i love him so much. 

this music video really makes me cry. and when i think that  the weight of a simple human emotion weighs me down more than the tank ever did, when everything goes wrong, i’m starting to remember about all this little boys and girls and how strong they are. and how they stay so. how they stay grand. and i want that they don’t say goodbye even when someone tell them why. i want that they jsut see the stars.

thank you, @troyesivan, for all these happy simple human emotions that i feel every day when i’m listening to this song. 

What this meetup means to me

Alright sadly since I’m anonymous because of personal reasons, I can not and will not participate in the poc phandom meetup by posting a selfie but I will tell you a little about me

I am mixed race, my family is very diverse so im not going to say everything i am but i mostly idenitfy as black and white

This meetup is so important to me, I used to hate the fact that I wasnt fully white, I hated being brown I wanted straight hair, pale skin. This self hatred started at around 4 or 5, i wanted to be white so bad. I was jealous of my parent and family members for being white. I think this was because of representation. 

It was so rare that in a tv show i was watching had a black girl or mixed girl that was like me. i would always wonder what would it be like to just be a light skin tone. Hell, up until i was about 7 i thought gay people could only be white cause i never saw any gay poc represented in the media.

Now this is what really irked me. In 5th grade everyone said “You talk so white.” “White washed.” “You’re black why you talk like some white bitch.”

and i ignored it, it was stupid kids trying to get on my nerves. But this one time I was at my friends house, who i never get to see because she lives so far. We were having a sleep oer with her other friend. And we decided to play tag and play in her hallway. But the hallway was really small and it was kinda like a thin donut because the center ws like the staircase and shit and we were running in circles. so we were running and my friend slipped and we were laughig really loudly. and a lady came out. My friends mom came as well id really remember why oand they lady said “can u guys keep it down my dog jsut had surgery and she gets really nervouse and starts barking really loudly when she hears loud noises” and i said “oh my god, im so sorry mam , we will be quieter.” and my friend’s mom has a shocked look when i said that and she says. “sorry about that, and dont worry shes black she just talk like shes white, shes not overly tanned” obviously as a joke. but in that moment that like hurt me.

everyone has always told me “u talk white but ur black.” and that was just like a realization of i should be white. i hated being black so much. It wasnt until 6th or 7th grade where i truly started acceptig my self. i kinda did when i was 9 but after 5th grade it went back to hating my self. 

thats why meetups like this are important because representation is so important. and right now the phandom is representated by just a bunch of white girls with flower crowns and maroon lipstick. we are so much more than that. the phandom could be so diverse. but the people actually represented are just white people and we can change it so that the face of the phandom is people of all races.

even now when i tell people i like dan and phil or panic at the disco or alternative music or something like that they say “ur so fucking white" or some shit like that. lets change the face of the phandom to everyone