is it even questionable the ciellizzy at this point? I mean, ciel isn't the real ciel, so he's not her fiance. he's not the guy she likes, she's in love with the other ciel and same goes for him, ciel never loved her, for him she was his brother's fiancee. If you have this in mind, all their moments seem so meaningless...
That’s true, their moments are quite meaningless if you consider that all the time, she had been projecting the other kid on our!Ciel. She wanted him to be another person, she was always expecting him to be who he wasn’t.
She treated him, cared for him and ‘protected’ him because she thought he was her future husband and not her other cousin, you know, the little one that was just there, that one that wasn’t important, the one that basically everyone ignored over r!Ciel, she herself included.
I’m pretty sure Yana’s gonna give her some sort of redemption later on ??? Because I at least, as a reader, if I didn’t like her before, after this month’s chapter I honestly can’t stand her!
So… Idk what Yana has in mind for their relationship, but rn, it’s always been pretty shallow and meaningless indeed!