Hey J, how are you? (You seem to be doing better based on your replies but after all those 'whatevers' I don't trust you when you say you're fine so please be honest this time? We're worried about you.)
I mean listen Maggie’s “it’s whatever” was the most relatable thing like ever.
I’m… never dishonest about how I’m doing. I just… I switch. I split. I turn on, I turn off. It’s not dishonesty, it’s survival.
But I feel your question, and it’s a sweet one, and I appreciate it deeply.
^^ This is you with this ask, and I love you for it, legit <3
Right now, I’m okay. Tired. Incredibly fucking exhausted. But I’m good. Last night was much better than the last few days, and I got off to a decent start this morning, too.
I’m… wavering, but for now, I’m wavering on just this side of stable.
So that’s good, right? <3 <3 <3