this is one of the better things ever

anonymous asked:

Hey J, how are you? (You seem to be doing better based on your replies but after all those 'whatevers' I don't trust you when you say you're fine so please be honest this time? We're worried about you.)

I mean listen Maggie’s “it’s whatever” was the most relatable thing like ever.

I’m… never dishonest about how I’m doing. I just… I switch. I split. I turn on, I turn off. It’s not dishonesty, it’s survival.

But I feel your question, and it’s a sweet one, and I appreciate it deeply.

Originally posted by alexandmaggies

^^ This is you with this ask, and I love you for it, legit <3

Right now, I’m okay. Tired. Incredibly fucking exhausted. But I’m good. Last night was much better than the last few days, and I got off to a decent start this morning, too.

I’m… wavering, but for now, I’m wavering on just this side of stable.

So that’s good, right? <3 <3 <3

Originally posted by legends-of-today

I remember when I used to be super negative about EVERYTHING and I did not like ANYONE at all because I kept thinking it would please people if I kept isolating myself

like holy shit
That was so tiring and I just grew so tired of myself because I knew I am not that kind of person in reality

So letting myself be happy and enjoy things freely is one of the best things I have ever done
It has made me comfortable and way happier

East to West

trying to get writing again, ive been brewing this idea for monthsss now, feels good to be back at it, of course its a little rough right now, hopefully it gets better 

https://open.spotify.com/user/1231946644/playlist/6q1DZr4VTH14MZbOZjdKV4 the playlist im writing to, constantly adding more


Chapter 1: 

It was a different world being an MC princess. You saw and knew things regular kids could never imagine, you had some of the toughest most overprotective “uncles” ever and no one dared fuck with you. You were definitely a hell raiser and got into your fair share of trouble your own young way, theft , fights at school, the occasional “accidental” shed fires around town. Everyone knew you would never be a member but you would certainly come in handy for the club at some point. The “uncle” you were always closest with for some weird reason was Happy, he was 20 years older than you and almost never spoke except to you, but from day 1 you knew you could call him for anything no questions asked. There was a good chance he wouldn’t tell your dad or at least not your mom, and you secretly enjoyed being the only person allowed on the back of his bike. High school was never your forte, in fact you dreaded going everyday, your mother constantly pleading with you to “just not drop out, you don’t have to seriously apply yourself but at least graduate sweetheart”, she knew it was a shot in the dark tho. Her fear came true when you were 16, coming back home at 11am one day informing her you had signed yourself out of school and weren’t going back, little did she know it was because you had already found your ‘calling’ in life. As it turns out a few weeks ago you had snuck away with Happy and accompanied him on one of his killing jobs, he showed you the ropes, taught you exactly what to do, it was like a fire went off inside of you and you knew you would be helping him a lot more. When your parents found out they were absolutely furious until Happy explained just how thorough you had been, almost as if it came naturally, they talked and argued privately for a while until they agreed to let you continue going with Happy when he invited you, squealing you threw your arms around both of them before going to find Happy and tell him. “How, how did our baby girl end up like this?” your mother asked pinching her bridge “I do not know,” signed your father “but at least she’s in the best hands possible and it’s not like she’s just going to be out slaying innocents.” your poor mother had no choice but to walk away slowly shaking her head. 

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Every so often, as a wrestling fan, you’ll meet that non-wrestling fan who will say to you: “You know it’s fake, right?”

Now, in this case, what they mean by fake, is that it’s all predetermined. They generally don’t actually believe that it’s something where no-one gets hurt… but usually, the way they phrase the question usually serves to have an insulting, “I am better than you” tone. They think that telling you it’s fake makes them sound smarter.

What they almost never realise though, is that ever since about 1989, when Vince McMahon started pushing the idea that it’s “Sports-Entertainment”, and not “Sport”, that wrestling has readily admitted its non-competitive, predetermined nature. 

So, this whole “You know it’s fake, right?” thing only serves to show a lack of knowledge, even though it’s so often said like they are telling you something you don’t know.

Basically, what I’m saying, is to all those people who say “You know it’s fake, right?”… you’re nearly 30 years behind the times in your knowledge. Get a new insult.

fabstingsgron  asked:

Hey, I have seen that you obviously like HTGAWM but I was just wondering, would you say that its a show that doesn't let you get bored? I want to watch it, but I'm afraid that it will be one of those shows who drag the plot too much, or focus on romantic dramas too much,you know? I don't like to judge for the first episodes, because sometimes a show gets better with time,so thats why I'm asking you.

I have never ever been bored with HTGAWM. It sounds a bit too good to be true, I know, but not ONE episode of the series has left me bored. Some are better than others, yes, but nothing is down right ‘boring’.

This show is not here to drag things out. ALL answers come in the same season the question is raised. For example, someone (major) died in 309 and we know who killed them in 315. But that comes at a cost; increased complexity. During the finale the other week I did have to pause and rewind a couple scenes because the answers come so fast! Of course I’d rather this formula over PLL’s which is to throw as many questions possible at us and save most of the answers for the series finale. So if you’re worried about them dragging mysteries on - I’m telling you that shouldn’t even be a concern in the slightest degree. In fact, season 1’s mystery is totally complete to the point of them never speaking about season 1 anymore.

Relationships is barely prevalent in the show which is partially why I love it so much. When there is romance, it’s all linked to the mystery too, like someone is dating someone just to get information on the case. So it’s all very juicy. But again, it’s like 10% of the show.

It most definitely does get better with time. I didn’t fall in love with it until season 2. Season 1 was all about Annalise’s “case of the week” which, at the time, were somewhat boring and irrelevant to the plot. But now looking back, I see the point of the “case of the week”: to show off Annalise’s true talents in that court room. Once the writers made their point clear that this woman is a pure genius, they drop the ‘case of the week’ and dive right into the core mystery of the show: getting away with the many murders! THAT is when I fell in love with it. So it does get better. Try and stick through season 1, and by season 2, you’ll be so hooked. The acting is sensational too. Viola Davis frickn won an Oscar!!! To get Oscar worthy performances weekly… it doesn’t get better than that. (The rest of the cast is amazing too.)

I didn’t realise how much I wrote until now. I won’t go back and delete anything to make it look shorter; I’ll leave it. Hopefully this will motivate you, AND other followers, to take the plunge into the craziest show on television!

lollipoplover221  asked:

mOTHER NATURE JUST SCREWED ME OVER YESTERDAY SO SOME GRILLBY HEADCANNONS WITH HIS S/O THAT IS SUFFERING BECAUSE OF THEIR CYCLE

((You got it Lolli, hope its over quick hon.))

-Throw that damn heating pad out into the trash. Your flaming beau not only provides excellent cuddling, but also can regulate his heat to help get rid of those stupid  cramps. Best.Hug.Ever.

-He cooks you things specifically made for sensitive stomachs, so nothing you eat ends up coming back for an encore.

-If its really bad, he might just close up shop and stay with you until things get better, this whole “cycle” thing is new to him and his worried for your health. Even if you explain its not lethal, seeing you in any pain is not helping his worries one bit.

-If on the surface, his one of the few men who is secure enough with his manhood to actually walk over to the “Feminine Products” Section, pick up the stuff, and walk back to a register without acting like his a secret agent and no one is allowed to see “the package.”

-For a being made of fire, his pretty chill. He has no qualms snuggling up with you. He’ll just either listen to you whine about “Mother Nature being a B&*ch” or read a book while you catch some zzz’s.

darlingqueer  asked:

I just want to say thank you. Thank you so so much for sharing your writing. My senior year of High school, we had to an anthology time capsule project of our favorite poems, prints, essays and I had a copy of your "The Girls Will Never End Up Together" in mine because at 17 it was one the most important things I've ever read because it was really the first thing that told me I could be happy and I just got your chapbook tonight and rereading it was really emotional I'm in a much better place

than I was at 17 but it still gave me that same weightless feeling, the best feeling, I got reading it years ago. The whole chapbook was amazing!! I can’t wait to read your novel and for kids to read your novel and for them to get the same feeling I got, that same knowing you can be happy and that you deserve happiness no matter what and also Spencer and Timothy!! They are my favorite! You are my favorite writer! You are so wonderful and are going to make things so wonderful for so many people!

thank you so, so much for this note - like i can’t begin to explain how much it means to me that you’ve been reading my work for so many years and that you’re in a better place now than you were at 17 and that you’re looking forward to reading whatever i write next. sincerely, thank you, and i hope you’re well.

anonymous asked:

I'm sending this to some writers I admire in the Rhink fandom b/c I'm hoping you have some advice. I wanna write fics, but there's been all this noise recently about the "right" way to do it. I'm worried if I write any sex scenes I'll mess it up and be branded as just another woman fetishizing. It makes me not want to write tbh.

Well thank you for counting me among those authors hahaha :)

There is no ‘right’ way to write. There are more accurate and detailed ways to write but never a ‘right’ way to write (gosh that’s a little bit of a tongue twister). A piece could be the most post poetic and accurate thing to ever grace ao3 or Tumblr, but still not be as good as something simpler just because the simpler one has a better story. Accuracy does not equal perfect and smut is not automatically fetishistic. The goal of any author is to get their thoughts on paper (or in our case screen) as clearly and masterfully as they possible can. Of course it isn’t going to match up with the knowledge and experiences of every single person out there but all we have to give is our imagination and what we have. You can learn and become more accurate by trying and writing more, I know I’ve learned a lot from being here. Try researching if you must :)

Also this is the second ask I’ve received about people being scared to post their writing. PLEASE DON’T BE. The fanfiction community in this fandom, at least the parts I have experienced, are incredibly kind. I’ve made a few friends and there are several people I hope to talk to more (I hope they know I appreciate them). None of them would ever brand you or judge you for writing smut. Just remember to tag correctly, understand that nothing is perfect and know that there is almost definitely someone out there that will appreciate it. I’ll repeat what I will say every time - if you want to write, write!

Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me. I hope you end up posting :)

Originally posted by byaseashore

lil reminder 💛

good night beautiful human beings ✨ i hope wherever you are you are feeling happy, and if things aren’t going alright, it’s okay, cry if you need to, but remember things always get better, so try to make the best of every second, you are a beautiful one and only and you are loved 💫

WELL HAVE SOME GOSSIP WHILE WE WASTE TIME WAITING FOR IMAGES TO EVER Y’KNOW, WORK AGAIN

WHEN I SAID BALLORA GETS BETTER UPLOAD SPEEDS I WASN’T KIDDING

ONE NIGHT WHEN EVERYONE WAS… PUTTING THEMSELVES BACK TOGETHER, I WAS OUT BACK MESSING AROUND WHEN BALLORA FOUND SOME COMPUTER PARTS

NEXT THING I KNEW THE SENTIENT ROBOTIC SYSTEMS HAD ASSEMBLED A BASIC COMPUTER SYSTEM THAT BALLORA WAS POWERING. THEY MANAGED TO HOOK UP TO THE SYSTEM DIAL UP SERVER AND PLAY AROUND WITH SOME CODE.

I FOUND BALLORA UPLOADING BAD MS PAINT DRAWINGS BY CONVERTING THEM TO CODE AND SENDING TO RANDOM EMAIL BOXES

SADLY SHE DESTROYED THE COMPUTER WHEN SHE FOUND THAT I WAS TRYING TO SEND OUT ROGUE CODING TO THE NEWLY FORMED WORLD WIDE WEB AS AN ESCAPE BID

I MEAN ER

I DESTROYED THE COMPUTER BECAUSE SOME NASTY, HORRIBLE CODING GOT INTO THE SYSTEM AND MY EMPLOYERS ASKED ME TO ERADICATE ALL TRACE OF IT. BECAUSE I AM A TECHNICIAN AND IT IS MY JOB TO DISASSEMBLE THINGS. 

REDACT THIS GOSSIP FROM YOUR MEMORY BANKS

lumoselm  asked:

One last thing... Maybe... What exactly does an eldritch horror look like? A better question, what IS an eldritch horror? Please excuse my ignorance, I'm still trying to figure out all of these awesome Tumblr creations ^^;;

Okay, as far as eldritch entities go, I talked about my basic definition in this post about Thaaftwé, but to reiterate (as it might’ve gotten lost in the jumble that is my writing) I define eldritch entities as any force or being that subsists on devouring the magic or energy of other creatures and objects. So like, the Shade is an eldritch, and the only one that Sornieth has been exposed to on a large scale. I like to think arcane researchers will occasionally pull through a small one, but nothing has matched the pure size and extent of the Shade thusfar. 

An eldritch entity can look like anything it wants, from the dripping ooze of a dragon infested with the Shade to a wispy dark mass of mist. I haven’t decided what I want Thaaftwé to look like just yet (it’s literally just this huge dark mass with a wicked mouth of teeth so far hahaha). And just as eldritch entities come in many forms, so too do eldritch horrors. A horror is the term I use for a dragon or creature that has been infested or taken over by the Shade or another eldritch and is then puppeted around. So, while Thaaftwé is an entity, the matriarch Ibaacuine is a horror as she’s Thaaftwé’s puppeted form. Without the eldritch to guide the horror, the physical form of whatever the creature once was before being possessed simply dissolves or deteriorates. 

So to sum up, my terminology places a difference between eldritch entities and eldritch horrors. And while the Shade is an eldritch, not all eldritch entities are part of the Shade (think all squares = rectangles but not all rectangles = squares). I hope this makes sense. I’ve talked about Thaaftwé and other entities of a similar vein only sparsely, so I understand any confusion!

fontscosplay  asked:

It's a bit late, but #5 for the fic ask meme?

5. Have you ever written anything you would’ve backclicked if it’d been written by anyone else?

This one is hard! Because I only write things I feel haven’t been written yet. Most of the tie if I have an idea for a story, but I find someone has done it, I’m satisfied. Especially if its actually what I imagined. Or better. I only write the stories I write because I’d really want to read them but they don’t exist.

I suppose if the writing was truly horrendous, or the character were OOC, yeah I would backclick. I can tell you though, I usually decide within the first paragraph wether or not I’m reading a fic all the way through or not. 

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happy birthday victor nikiforov!! here’s a present for you: a cute japanese figure skater slash fiancé! 🎁✨

if you’re a woman who’s attracted to women but you can’t see yourself marrying one, know that that feeling is so common and very often temporary. this is not to say that i know you better than you know yourself; maybe you just don’t want to get married and that’s ok. but very few women have grown up with the idea that they could marry another woman, and it’s hard to picture something for yourself that you’ve so rarely seen!

i couldn’t see myself marrying a woman for a long time, but i did and it’s the best thing i’ve ever done and the many messages i get telling me my blog has helped people picture themselves marrying other women tell me i’m not alone. know that whatever you end up wanting is okay, but don’t stress if there’s some aspect of loving women that doesn’t come to you with perfect ease. in a way we’re forging new cultural territory here. it’s only natural to feel a little lost without a map.

So apparently Mike Pence tried to go to a Hamilton show tonight.

There are reports that they had to stop songs at some points because of all the booing and yelling from the audience. (“when your people say they hate you ” and “immigrants - we get the job done” seem to have been big moments.) Talk about walking into the lion’s den.

I have to wonder what made Pence want to see this show. Like, how much did he know about it beforehand? Just that it was popular and about a Founding Father? How much did he know about the casting and why it was done that way, the message it’s meant to send? How much did he know about the style of music? Did he have *any idea* what he was getting into?

I’ve seen articles claiming that Kids These Days find Luigi more relatable than Mario because he’s a goofy loser, but I think that’s a superficial reading of what makes his character tick.

The thing about Luigi is that when you look at what he’s actually capable of, he’s totally not a goofy loser - he just get treated like one with no particular justification.

He’s ever inch the unstoppable badass that Mario is, but he gets absolutely zero respect or acknowledgment for it because Mario is more photogenic and has better PR.

Basically, Luigi is a stark illustration of the fact that talent and hard work have nothing to do with actual success: you can work twice as hard and accomplish twice as much and fail to receive half the recognition of somebody who just happened to be in the right place and know the right people.

What could be more relatable than that?

It just hit me that Lottie gave up her job as Selena’s make up artist and we got some shady explanation that we kinda accepted as another shady thing in a sea on shady things, but she probably gave that up because she knew she had to step up and take care of the kids.With Dan probably on Jay’s side for the better part and Louis in LA, she became the responsible one.She is so incredibly strong and kind and brave, I’m in awe.I don’t ever wanna see another person saying anything nasty about her.

Sometimes we gotta be the bad guy, the cold-hearted one, because we understand that we have to do is what is better, what is right, instead of what we want, and we do it without hesitation. We give up to what we love, what we desire for the greater good, and even if it’s the worst pain we’ve ever felt, we know it’s the right thing to do, for everyone.

Our pain is the price for knowing that the people we care about are well, even if in the end they hate us, we’ll live in peace, because no one understands nor will ever know the sacrifices we made for them, and thats ok.
We’ll pretend nothing can get us and then we’ll cry in silence, we’ll put our pieces back together and keep going, as long as we have someone to love, we have strength and we have a purpose.

To all that people, my brothers and sisters, you might feel lonely, but you are not alone.

—  multiversalwolf 

Yuuri: I better retire. I can never compete with my idols as an equal. I have never inspired anyone. My career is over. I have never really amounted to anything. No one ever noticed me

Viktor Nikiforov and Yuri Plisetsky, Russia’s living legend and rising star, arguably the best skaters in the world: IF YUURI KATSUKI RETIRES WE WILL FIRST OVERTHROW HIM, THEN THE GOVERNMENT AND THEN OURSELVES

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Owari no Shipping Week: Day 4:  Happy / Smiles / Kisses

chu

shading? never heard of her

also i spent a considerable amount of time cursing under my breath trying to draw this im never drawing kisses again…. ok maybe i will but not any time soon bc wow that was difficult