I know what you're doing by making friends with Hamilbye. You're using her to make a name for yourself. She probably knows what you're trying to do and is trying to get rid of you. See how she's trying to make friends with other people? If you want to get famous, do it with your talent. not by using others.
for one thing, nat and i’s friendship shouldn’t concern anyone BUT her and i.
two: let’s make it clear that nat was never under any obligation to give my writing attention or even to be my friend. i did not force her into a friendship. she is genuinely an amazing human being and i’m honestly lucky to know her. she’s one of the best people i’ve ever met and certainly a phenomenal friend.
three: i’m fine with whatever and however many friends she wants to have/make besides me. i’m not constricting her into a friendship and i know she’d tell me if she felt as if i was.
four: in the future, maybe pay attention to your own life and not mine.