I don’t want to write this, but I should.
I think, my loves, it is time for me to let go of Noor. At least for a little while.
I’ve been turning into the kind of member I absolutely despise seeing in myself, showing up only when my place here is threatened, shallow, useless, building hiatuses on top of hiatuses. My job, while built on strange hours, accounts for some of it. Loss of all of my writing inspiration in everything I do is another part.
I can’t even begin to tell you how much this roleplay means to me. I can’t even begin to tell you what you mean to me, and know that even if we’ve never written together, I have watched your characters and you and considered shamelessly writing you starters without asking. I try to read every conversation on the dash, even when I’ve been gone for weeks. I have to-do lists and plot lists littering my drafts, half-manips and graphics in my incomplete psds folder.
I sincerely mean it when I say I do not know where I would be today without having joined Hai Society in January, without meeting you, without writing Noor. For six months, give or take, you have been such a brilliant part of my life, so many sparks of inspiration, so many high points, and I can’t thank you enough. I love you very much.
If you want my personal blog, my writing blog, my snap, skype, something else I haven’t listed, please please please please tell me!! If not, I demand you give me your blogs to follow because I don’t want to lose any of you.
All my love,