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Drive In Confessions

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   A/N: This was requested by NoaCohen17 on Wattpad, i hope this is what you wanted!

Originally posted by betty-and-jughead


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    It was the last night that the Drive In was going to be open, and as expected Jughead was upset. He had been a mess all night, although Y/N was the only one who knew it, he wouldn’t dare to show anyone else how he actually felt. They knew he was upset of course, but they never saw him cry over the matter like Y/N did, she was his absolute best friend and his crush. The Drive In had a final showing, and everyone left as soon as the movie was over, everyone except for Jughead and Y/N. They sat on the ground on a blanket discussing the next movie they were going to watch.    

    “Whats next?” Jughead asked quietly, and Y/N shrugged.    

    “Whatever you want Juggie, this is your night.” she said tenderly.    

    “No, its our night, this was our favourite hang out and its about to be demolished. This is just as much your night as it is mine.” he said, sniffling and trying to hold back tears. Y/N rubbed small circles on Jugheads back, and leaned her head on his shoulder, staring off at the screen.    

    “I honestly don’t care what we watch, as long as I’m with you this night will be special.” she said, and Jughead nodded, standing up. He held out his hand to Y/N and she took it, and he pulled her up. She stumbled and crashed into his chest and he caught her, chuckling and staring down at her. She backed away and tried to hide her crimson blush, brushing herself off.    

    “Whats so funny, Chuckles?” she said, and Jughead laughed even more.     “Whats so funny? Maybe the fact that apparently you don’t know how to stand on two feet. Have you been standing long, princess?” he teased, and she blushed even more at the nickname.    

    “You’re an ass, why am I friends with you?” she asked, walking towards the film room.    

    “Because I’m your ass.” he called, walking after her. She stopped in her tracks and turned around.    

    “Wow, cringe alert.” she said, and Jughead rolled his eyes.    

    “You know what I meant.” he said and she shrugged.    

    “Do I really?” she teased and he gave her a slight shove.    

    “Yes, you know me better than anyone.” he said in a serious tone, and she nodded.    

    “I better, I’m your best friend and I don’t want any secrets between us.” she said, and he nodded.    

    “Are you keeping any secrets from me?” he asked and she tensed up slightly.    

    “You don’t need to know.” she said, and grabbed her arm as she tried to walk away.    

    “Woah I don’t think so, you just said there shouldn’t be any secrets between us.” he said, staring down at her.    

    “"Are you keeping any secrets from me?” she asked cheekily, and he stared down at the floor. “Wow, your poker face really crumbles when it comes to me.” she teased.    

    “Yeah whatever.” he huffed. “We should probably get these secrets out of the way, shouldn’t we?” he asked and Y/N blushed, slowly nodding her head.     “Yeah, I guess.” she looked up at the raven haired boy. “You should probably go first.” she quickly added, earning a chuckle from the boy.    

    “Fine, I guess I will.” slowly he walked the rest of the way to the little shack at the back of the Drive In and stopped in front of the door and turned to face the (Y/H/C) haired girl. “Please don’t get mad at what I’m about to tell you.” he said quietly, and she looked at him worriedly.    

    “Okay…” she said. Slowly, he opened the door to the little room and let her peer inside. Her eyes fell onto a small mattress with blankets and clothes on it. She saw a few pictures around the small place, and she turned to face Jughead. “Are you…?”    

    “Yeah.” he said quietly. “You already know whats going on with my dad of course, but I got tired of it so I moved out. I didn’t exactly have anywhere else to go so I came here.”    

    “What do you mean you had no where else to go, you could of come to live with me!” she exclaimed, and she saw his face fall even more. “Im sorry, I didn’t mean to yell, its just you could have come and stayed with me. You know that right?” she said quietly, grabbing onto his shoulder and forcing him to look at her.    

    “Your parents wouldn’t of allowed it.” he said, and it was her turn to spill a secret.    

    “About that.” she said, giving a nervous laugh. “I don’t exactly live with my parents anymore.” she said, and he looked at her wide eyed. “Please don’t tell the others, they’d take over my house and throw a party, and I cant stand seeing people at our school already, I don’t need to hate them at my house as well.” she said and Jughead laughed.    

    “I wont, I promise, but what do you mean you don’t live with them anymore?” he asked.    

    “Well, as you know my parents aren’t all that great either. You know how they were never home and I practically take care of myself anyways, so I got a job and moved out of my house. I’m in a small two bedroom one bathroom apartment and its super cheap but kind of shitty but hey, its better than living with parents who don’t care about me.  At least this way I have a reason to take care of myself, and its my own roof so its my own rules.” she said. Jughead slowly nodded his head.    

    “Why didn’t you tell me before, you have to be careful Y/N, theres a murderer on the loose and having you alone scares me.”’ he said worriedly and she giggled.    

    “You’re the one to talk, this place has the shittiest locks ever, I could kick down your door in .02 seconds. And I didn’t tell you because I knew you’d freak out.” she said, and he nodded his head in agreement.    

    “Touché.” he said.    

    “Anything else you have to take off your chest?” she asked, leaning against the door frame and crossing her arms across her chest.    

    “Well, there is one thing, but I don’t know if I want to say anything.” he said and she rolled her eyes.    

    “Come on, you can tell me.” she said, and Jughead sighed. “Wait, don’t tell me, I think I know what it is.”      

    “"What?” he asked, tensing up. There was no way she would know, is there?    

    “You’re an alcoholic.” she said seriously, and Jughead shook his head. Y/N giggled. “I know that’s not it, you’re just taking way too long to tell me whats actually up.”    

    “I didn’t find it very funny.” he said, staring down at the ground.      

    “Wow, and there goes your sense of humor. Seriously Juggie, whats up, just tell me.” she pleaded. A sudden burst of confidence coursed through Jughead and he took a deep breath.      

    “Fine, here it goes.” he started, and Y/N perked up. Jughead took a few steps forward until he was right in front of Y/N. His gaze fell upon her face, and she looked up questioningly up at him.      

    “Jughead, what’s going on, I thought you were going to…” she trailed off as Jugheads gaze went from her eyes to her lips, and she quickly caught on to what was about to happen. “Oh…” she said as he started to lean down. He paused right before his lips met hers.      

    “Are you sure?” he asked quietly, his breath fanning out across her face, sending shivers up her back. She stood on her toes, closing the gap between the two of them. They stood there for what felt like hours, his lips on hers. pouring every emotion they could into this one kiss. Y/N finally pulled away breathlessly, staring up at the handsome raven haired boy that stood in front of her.

    “Thats quite a secret you’ve been holding onto.” she joked, earning a smirk from Jughead.      

    “Correct me if I’m wrong, but it seems like you were keeping the same one.” he said, grabbing her hands and leaning down close to her again.    

    “Its a shame you didn’t tell me earlier.” she whispered and Jughead chuckled, moving to close the gap between them. She quickly pulled away, moving towards the shelves of movies, searching for one to watch. Jughead watched as she looked through the films, and she slowly turned around smirking.      

    “You’re such a tease.” he said, walking towards her.      

    “Not a tease, just impatient to watch our last movies here.” she stated bluntly, still smiling. “We have our whole lives to celebrate our little secret, but we only havetonight to celebrate the Drive In.” Jughead nodded, looking through the movies as well. He pulled out (Y/F/M) and showed it to her, and she lit up.      

    “My favourite!” she exclaimed, and he laughed. “Are you sure that’s the one you want to watch?” she asked, and he nodded.      

    “I don’t care what we watch, as long as I’m with you this night will be special.” he said, and she leaned up and gave him a peck on the lips. Jughead set the movie up, and it started rolling.    

    “Well then, shall we?” she asked, holding out her hand.      

    “We shall.” he said, taking it. They exited the small shack and Jughead turned to close the door.      

    “You do realize I’m being serious about you living with me.” Y/N said, walking back towards their spot. Jughead watched her as she walked backwards, smiling at him. Sure he was heartbroken about this being the last night he had at the Drive In, but this night still was a good one. He may be loosing one important part of his life, but he gained another, and he felt like Y/N was going to make it all okay. For once in a long time, he felt happy, truly happy.      

    “I never doubted it.” he called, jogging to catch up with her. She plopped down on the blanket and Jughead sat beside her, wrapping his arm around her. She snuggled into his side, and they sat there in silence, enjoying the last night there in eachothers company.


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Older Brother Mark

Requests: Heyyoo!! Can you do an older brother! Mark sometime :3

i dont feel bad lmao how about twin mark or twin chenle or twin renjun or twin jaemin - shinyeol-ie

  • guess who’s back with writing again after a month’s/or less of hiatus!!
  • okay not officially back yet but
  • i’ll be slowly getting back! so the ‘hiatus from writing’ will still be there in my bio/askbox but feel free to request still,, i’ll remove it once i post regularly again!
  • i wanted to write today because so many things have been on my mind lately and im a mess so i had to let it all go so im here writing!
  • so why not start it off with the person i love most in the world, margarie!!!
  • with an older brother! au
  • i did one with jeno & jaemin
  • enough of my nonsense, let’s start

  • how do we describe him

  • he can be the sweetest, most caring & most protective brother one could ever ask for
  • but at moments you feel like punching yourself because he’s like clueless 24/7 and he asks for you help with everything
  • back then when both of yall were 12, your parents had to leave the country for a business trip for a few days
  • and for some reason they trusted the both of you to stay at home and not cause any trouble
  • “mark, take good care of your sister we’ll be back soon”
  • “yes of course, dont worry!!”
  • two hours after they leave, he disappears into the kitchen for fifteen minutes
  • you hear a slight shout from him
  • then you see him going into your room with an embarrassed smile and giggle
  • “uhh, i may or may not have burnt our noodles-”
  • “god mark they’re INSTANT noodles, who in the world burns their instant noodles-”
  • “you cant blame me, i tried-”
  • “yeah sure, let’s just call in”
  • but he’s always there to help you out in school?
  • would lend you his notes even if you didnt ask
  • and would also specially find you at your classroom so he could pass you the lunch he packed for you
  • “mom asked me to give you this”
  • “mom? her sandwiches arent that-”
  • “shush fine it’s from me, tell mom i’ll be coming back late today, hanging out with the boys”
  • and like always, mr absolutely capable has tons of people around that admire him
  • your friends fangirl to you and often tell you how lucky you are he’s your brother
  • and they would always find ways to talk to him
  • or make you introduce him to them
  • your guy friends would try to hit you up so they could make friends with him
  • and you’re so used to it you dont even bother doing anything anymore
  • “he’s busy, he’s always busy, dont ask me”
  • would probably barge into your room in the middle of the night
  • to ask you for ideas for lyrics
  • or to tell you random and weird facts that he probably read online
  • or even just suggesting to watch a movie together because he was bored
  • never gets pissed & mad at you
  • in your whole life, probably only once or twice??
  • because he’s an angel
  • and they were over matters where he was concerned for you, so you couldn’t blame him for getting mad
  • like that one time he found out you skipped school just because you werent feeling your best and he got all worried after he heard from his classmate
  • he left school early just to find you
  • and thank goodness he found you at your favourite park just staring blankly
  • then he shouted at you for not telling him and making him worry, saying how he’s upset and scared that you had gotten in trouble
  • but as soon as he saw you cry
  • he’d soften and apologise for shouting
  • and become the sweetest brother ever!! he’d let you cry on his shoulders and listen to your problems
  • he even offered to treat you to your favourite ice cream?? aw
  • always complaining about the boys to you
  • mainly the dreamies
  • especially hyuck & chenle
  • on how they always tease him and make fun of him
  • and when you finally met them, you joined their squad™
  • hyuck & you would always plan pranks together and enjoy laughing at mark’s reactions
  • while the other members take care of you
  • “MARGARIE’S SISTER AYE” -jaehyoons
  • “Y/N ah, did you eat well today? do you want to stay for dinner?” -taeyong mom
  • “omg Y/N’s as cute as our mark!!” -mark’s number 1 fan, doyoung
  • very overprotective
  • like that one day he found out you were dating jaemin
  • (you couldn’t help it this boy was making your heart pump so quickly as if it was popping out of your chest)
  • “wHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU’RE DATING Y/N?”
  • “HYUNG CALM DOWN, we’ve been dating for 2 months already-”
  • “TWO? TWO??? oh my god i cant believe this, i feel so… betrayed”
  • “mark you’re overreacting”
  • “no im not, AS YOUR BROTHER I HAVE THE RIGHTS-”
  • “as if you’re against jaemin” “or are you omg”
  • “YOU COULD’VE PICKED JENO OR RENJUN BUT- jaemin? Y/N i dont know what to say”
  • “hyung am i that bad”
  • “no you’re not, it’s okay this is too much for me, i’ll talk to you all tomorrow”
  • 2 hours later you receive a text from him
  • “got to be honest here,, i fully support you and jaemin, this kid will take good care of you. i trust that and i trust him. i’m happy for you all”
  • and you get another text from jaemin
  • “babe!! hyung just came into my room and gave me a long talk, on all the things you like, your habits and all wow. he looks really happy about this matter though-much different to his reaction just now, is this a good sign?”
  • eventually he often brings you two out for lunch
  • and is always interested to hear stories or interesting things that happen between you two
  • aside from all that
  • he’s really supportive!
  • everything you do he’d give you positive feedback and give you encouraging words if you need it
  • because after all you both are siblings/twins, you have the same personality and he understands how you feel deeply so he tries his best to motivate you while he can
  • makes really bad jokes all the time
  • but you still laugh because hey, at least he’s trying
  • and he gets all giggly and confident after that
  • hypes you up A LOT
  • “Y/N LEEEEEEEEE”
  • “WOO THAT’S MY SISTER”
  • “AYEAYEAYEAYE”
  • which is why hyuck always teases him about
  • “hyung you never do that to me”
  • “you’re not my sister”
  • “oh”
  • “kidding dont be mad”
  • “sorry cant talk right now”
  • all in all
  • he’s always bringing you happiness
  • and he’s also there to be your pillar of support
  • dotes on you a lot!!
  • even though you cant see it because he doesnt express himself well
  • but you know he cares and loves you
  • so you love and cherish him as a brother too!!

angelicroses  asked:

AHHH, I loved that last ask for vamp!McCree!!! I'm a sucker for the cowboy. Can I get McCree comforting his crush who's suffering from heartbreak from a recent breakup?

We are all suckers for the cowboy. I’ve never been in a relationship to know what heartbreak is so like this is shit because I’m totally winging it. The closest I know is when my doggos betray me for food. 


Whenever you heard “heartbreak” you always thought it was just another word for being sad. How wrong you were. It felt as though you had been punched in the chest and the pain just wasn’t fading. You had lived your life perfectly fine before you met your now ex significant other. So why did it feel as though your whole world was crumbling apart? You survived without them before this so why the hell couldn’t you function now? There were so many reminders of them and you couldn’t deal with that. Not right now. Right now you just needed to be alone. You looked wistfully at the fluffy bear who was now sitting in the trash can. You canted something to cuddle but the bitter memories attached to that bear could stay in the trash with it.

You jumped at hearing the soft knocking at your door. It was only a matter of time someone would check on you, considering you hadn’t answered your phone in days thanks to you smashing it against the wall after you had received that soul-destroying text. Burying yourself deeper in the blanket, you hoped that silence would get rid of your guest. Unfortunately, your guest just happened to be the most stubborn son of a bitch you’ve ever met.

“(Y/N), if you’re in there stand the hell back because I’m gonna break down this damn door.” Mccree shouted from behind the door.

You immediately poked your head out, knowing this was no bluff.

“Shi- Jesse no!” you yelled back, flinging off the blanket and rushing to let him in. In your concern for your door you completely forgot about your haggard appearance. But you were quickly reminded when you flung open the door and McCree stood there wide eyes as he took in your knotted hair, swollen eyes and red cheeks.

“I’m not kidnapped, I’m alive, thanks for checking on me, bye,” you muttered, going to slam the door. Jesse’s hand shot out to stop it and you stumbled back as he pushed his way inside.

“No offence darl’, but you look like hell. What happened? And why the hell can’t you answer your damn phone?”

Taking a deep breath you lowered your head and pointed to the shards of phone that littered the floor. You hadn’t even bothered picking them up. You hadn’t bothered to do anything since your breakup.

“They dumped me,” you explained, wrapping your arms around yourself, “And I just wanna be alone right now.”

“Tough shit. The last thing I’m doing is leaving you alone,” he replied, suddenly picking you up and throwing you over his shoulder. McCree was so bubbly it was easy to forget what a powerhouse he was.

“Jesse McCree what do you think you’re doing?! Put me the hell down right now!”

He simply chuckled, the vibrations travelling up your body as he walked over to the couch before tossing you down.

“You aint wearing any shoes. Could hardly let you walk around with bits of phone lying around the place. Now I am not leaving. So you have two options…One: We talk about it. Two: We don’t talk about it. We just take your mind off that stupid asshole.”

You were silent for a minute, thinking about what you needed right now. Screw it. You had spent too long crying over them. Now it was time to enjoy yourself. And who better to cheer you up than that cowboy?

“I could use a distraction. What do you say to some pizza?” you suggested, giving him a small smile.

McCree beamed at seeing the smile on your face.

“Well since you went and obliterated your phone, I guess I’ll be placing the order. Don’t worry, I know your favourite. You stick on a movie and try and forget about that stupid fuck. I always did think they were an idiot,” he told you, brushing a strand of hair from your face to get a better look at your heart warming smile.

“What makes you think that?” you asked, raising an eyebrow.

“They were stupid enough to let someone an amazing as you go and if that don’t spell out stupid I don’t know what d- Oof!”

You flung yourself at him, knocking the air out of him as you wrapped your arms around his middle. He enveloped you in a hug as you buried your face into his chest. He gently rocked you as he held you, moving one hand to cradle your head.

“It’s alright,” he whispered, giving you a small squeeze, “Ol’ Jesse McMcree’s got ya.”

Blue French Horn

It’s been years since you meet him, almost a life, or at least, thats how you feel it, Shayne was your best friend since that YouTube convention two years ago, his loud and charming personality and your sweet energic and happy personality made a click almost inmediatly in that snack bar; time after you were the best friends in the world; sleepovers, friend dates in the couch eating garbage food while watching some netflix, long talks about nothing and everything while sharing a nice cup of coffe or tea.

“Hey Topp, you better be here in 20 minutes or I’ll start without you” you said on the phone, this was your weekly movie/tv show marathon, a tradition for you both.

“Don’t you dare to do that” he said laughing on the other side “I’ll be there very soon, just the traffic”

“You better be, we are watching my favourite show tonight”

“ok, I’m really close let me park” he said while hang the phone

‘How I Met Your Mother’, that was your favourite show, was like the 6th time you decides to watch it, for the 1st time with Shayne.

There’s something in that show that makes you laugh, cry and feel in love everytime you decided to watch it, maybe was Ted and his sweet ideal of falling in love, Marshall and Lily and their strong love story with ups and downs, or Barney and his hilarious way to see the world, or Robin and her story, you didin’t know, you only loved that show and that the end of the discution.

“So, what are we watching tonight and whats it’s that about?” Shayne asked you while sitting in the couch.

“HIMYM” you said with a smile in your face “It’s about a dude who tells his kids in the future how he met the mother” that last line was kinda obvious to say “It"s funny, you’ll enjoy, promise”

Once you say that you push the start button while watch the first episode.

(Ted Mosby met Robin Scherbatsky in a bar and inmediatly he fell in love with her, he asked her for a date, she said yes, so they went to a restaurant, where a blue french horn was hanging in the wall, after that date Robin had to leave the city for a few days, so Ted went to the restaurant the have the date and steal the blue french hor for her, as a way to tell her he really likes her)

“Stealing a French Horn?” Shayne said looking a you

“A BLUE French Horn” you correct him.

“It’s the same thing… the point is, why having so much trouble for a girl you just met”

“It’s because he loves her, even when they barely know each other” you said while you staring at his eyes “I think its cute, besides when when/if you met ‘the one’ probably you untestand”

That was a really nice evening, as usual you fall asleep in the couch with him.

After a few weeks, almost a month you were about to finish the show

“Shayne, the last two chapters, my place” you said on the phone

“Uhhh, sorry, I don’t think I could make it today”

“But we almost finished the show”

“Yeah I know (YN), but really I can’t make it today, I have a really impotants things to do”

“But, you promised” after a few seconds you understand you cant beg if he have things to do “ok… do your things, I get it” that was just a little bit dissapointed

Finally you just decided to see something else, after all you two were watching the show together, and without him wasn’t the same; the door of your apartment distracted you for that movie that you were barely watching, standing up from the couch you go to open the door, maybe was the burritos you were waiting for.

“Shayne? what are you doing here?” you said after opening the door and watchin him “you told me you have some things to do”

“Yeah, well about that I was actually waiting for this” he said showing you a cheesy blue french horn

“A french horn?” you were confused

“A blue french horn” he corrected you with a smile in his face

“yeah, I can see but why!?”

“Maybe this is the story I want to tell my kids about how I met their mother”

“So you get me a Blue French Horn?”

“For you… I would have get a whole orchesta”

“you are a nerd Mosby” you said laughing and happy, finally after all this time you were corresponded

“you are a dork Scherbatsky” he said kissing you “c'mon lets go inside, I want to finish the damn show”

jisung dating an ‘02 liner

lowkey dedicated to the ‘02 liner that asked if i was gonna do this for the rest of nct bless u anon

- okay 
- firstly
- the boys are so mushy over you two 
- u jus hugged? doyoung started crying
- u holdin hands? *collective screams are heard*
- they saw you kiss? jaehyun just died rest in peace look what you did you killed him 
- anytime mark sees him being affectionate towards you: “jisung PA R K”
- jisung would be so cute 
- when he realised that he liked you he immediately went to the older members for advice
- aka his father lee taeyong 
- he didn’t think you would like him back so he asked ty to try to find out somehow 
- so of course
- being the great wingman he is 
- taeyong went up to u and said ‘jisung likes you do you like him back’
- of course u liked the idiot 
- so ty then reported back to jisung who then proceeded to ask you if you wanted to watch a movie with him
- you let him pick a movie 
- as suggested by jaehyun he chose a horror movie 
- because ‘when she gets scared you can hold her it’ll be cute trust me’ - jaehyun 
- let’s just say it wasnt you that needed to be held 
- jisung got so scared at one point he screamed 
- you thought it was adorable
- he ended up cuddled into you side for most of the movie which you didnt mind at all
- he got embarrassed but you told him it was cute 
- he blushed for like 4 days after that 
- he gave you a stuffed bear for valentines day cliche
- he’d dance for you and show you all the new choreography as soon as he’d learnt it 
- i feel like he’d be pretty shy abt skinship 
- like he’d get really blushy and shy whenever you hugged him or held his hand but hes a hoe for it on the inside 
- it makes his heart warm n fuzzy 
- oop icecream dates probably happen often 
- he loves u with all his heart 
- ur his favourite person 
- his favourite thing in the entire world 
- u melt his heart 
- everything you do makes him realise how much he loves you 
- he’d get so flustered over pet names honestly like 
- u: “baby (insert sentence here)” 
- jisung: 
- jisung: 
- jisung: 
- jisung: i cant believe you would attack me like that i lo ve  y o u oh my go d i lo ve you s o m u    c H bless the lord for making such an amazing human being that i am lucky enough to lo ve i lo ve y ou

- tl;dr: hes cute and u make his heart cry he love u so much bless him also u killed jaehyun

Fic Rec special Coming-out

So @myinnersixteen asked me some Coming-out fics … Here we go ! You probably already read some of them, because well, they’re great . But just in case :

Canon fics :

- And Then a Bit : Or, take a parallel universe where Louis and Harry were never together, mix in a two year hiatus and an impending comeback, pour in a dash of lost fans, two tablespoons of strong friendship and a Modest! employee with a good idea. Add a squeeze of pretending to be a couple, lots of kisses and a tattoo or two. Stir. Serve: the mother of all publicity stunts.

- love is a word (you gave it a name) : it’s christmas. in between snowman building, tree shopping, and ill-advised skating on a frozen lake, louis and harry get ready to take the most important step of their lives.

- and all I can taste is this moment : Reality fic set a couple years in the future. Featuring: coming out via twitter, a marriage proposal and Harry being sappy. They both cry and they’re both happy about it.

- a long way from the playground: When it comes time for Harry and Louis to take the final step in revealing their long-time love, Harry thinks he’s ready. He’s been ready for four long years. He’s packed his anchor shirt, Louis’ map t-shirt, the paprazzi have been notified and all the seeding has been done. They’re ready to take their first public steps into the world as a couple.But are they really?A fic set during the Doncaster Rovers charity game where Louis plays footie, Harry is his loyal cheerleader, and the rest of the boys are there in case anyone gets cold feet.

- Stop the Presses  : Harry gets injured on stage.  This is the aftermath.

- Nobody compares to you : Harry has a long-term crush on his bandmate and best friend Louis, who is straight, at least as far as he knows. He also starts falling in love with this guy he met on tumblr. Who also has a crush on his own best mate. Things are about to get complicated.Or, the one where Harry falls in love twice, Louis is just incredibly sweet and supportive, and Al from tumblr is super nice but also really secretive about his identity - not that Harry can blame him, considering his own blog is run under false pretences, too.

- as loud as lions : Every few seconds there’s a blinding camera flash, and it’s overwhelming even for Harry so he can’t imagine how Louis feels. All he can do is hold his hand, tight, like they’ve never been allowed to in public before, and let all these middle-aged men with their zoom lenses get a good long look.

- Infinity On Your Skin : In Canada at the end of May, Harry and Louis decide to get married in secret.

(and a tomlinshaw because I can): 

We Used To Wait: The BBC Breaking News Twitter just says, One Direction star Louis Tomlinson rushed to hospital after M25 car crash.or: Louis has an accident, but nobody even knows he and Nick are going out.


Non canon :

- Pull Me Under : AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career,  it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed   relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis’ favourite teammate, Liam as Louis’ agent, and Zayn as Liam’s boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)

- Wear It Like A Crown : AU. As part of a team of fixers hired to handle a gay scandal in Buckingham Palace, Louis expects Prince Harry to be a lot of things—most notably a royally spoilt brat. Never mind that the very same Prince Harry used to star in quite a number of Louis’ teenage fantasies.

- You You You   : Or, the one where Harry and Louis meet at a club and Louis takes Harry home, only for him to realize that the boy who just made him breakfast half naked is Harry Styles from One Direction.

- somewhere only we know: : Personal assistant Louis knows something is up with his best friend and employer Harry. And it’s not just his big tour coming up or the ever-increasing womanizing rumors about the popstar. To get to the bottom of Harry’s moodiness, Louis decides he has to kidnap him and take him on a roadtrip up the California coast to Portland. The roadtrippiest road trip fic ever written. Basically an excuse for gratuitous fluff and smut with a pinch of angst tossed in for good measure.

Update (on Dec. 14th 2016)

(Canon and AU mixed up because je suis une flemasse)(pardon my french)

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Cameron Dallas Imagine

A cold breeze blew through the window and into my bedroom. Ed Sheeran’s beautiful voice filled the room with ‘thinking of you’.“Crap,” I sighed loudly as I spilled blue nail-polish all over my index finger. “What is it?” my best friend Cameron asked, and I could feel his eyes on me. “I hate painting my nails on the left hand,” I breathed, staring at my finger before I let out a light sigh. “Can I try?” Cameron asked. I looked up to meet his indescribably beautiful eyes. “Of course you can,” I answered. A little smile appeared on those extremely kissable lips of his as he sat closer to me. I bit my lip softly as Cameron took my hand in his, making those butterflies go crazy in my stomach. Butterflies? More like killer bees. He pressed his lips softly together, giving them an indescribable beautiful light pink colour. I looked at his face and observed every facial move he did as he pained my nails. This boy, he was the definition of perfect. And to be honest, I’d been in love with him for quite a long time now. I loved the way Cameron smiled, the way his voice sounded in the morning. I loved his silliness. I loved every single thing about him. But I could only rave about getting together with him, because I knew he didn’t love me back. He was never going to love me back. Why would he love a girl like me anyway? He was absolutely perfect in every way possible and I was.. me. After a couple minutes, Cameron let go of my hand. “Done,” he said with a huge smile spread on those gorgeous lips of his. As he looked up at my face to see my reaction, I looked down at my left hand. “Wow, Cam. You’re good at this,” I said as I looked up to meet those brownish eyes staring at me. The smile that had been planted on his lips, had now grown even bigger. “Thank you, it was fun,” he said. “Cam, you should really concider getting a girlfriend,” I said,squeezing out a little smile. My voice sounded serious, but still warm. He shrugged lightly as he looked down at his hands. “Nah, I don’t know,” he murmured. “Why not?” I asked curiously. He just shook his head slowly, biting his lip as he laid down on the bed. I laid down beside him, and we didn’t say anything for a long time - just staring at the ceiling, listening to Ed’s beautiful singing.

“(Y/N)?” Cameron asked all out of sudden, his voice filling the room. “Yes?” I said, not bothering to look at him. “Have you ever wondered if there’s someone out there who thinks about you when they can’t sleep? Someone who have you on their mind all day long, who cant stop thinking about you? Someone who’s face light up when they hear your voice. Someone who smile when they hear your name? Someone who would do anything for you, but you haven’t even noticed their existence?” he asked. I was shocked, Cameron just described the way I felt about him. But I could never tell him that, so I shrugged instead. “I-I don’t know, Cameron,” I murmured. He just nodded, slowly.

“(Y/N)?” he asked again after a lttle while. “Yes, Cameron?” “I think I’m in love,” he mumbeled as he placed his teeth on his bottom lip, those gorgeous eyes of his burning deep into my skin. The words that had just escaped from his mouth was on repeat in my head, and for every single repeat, my heart broke all over again. My eyes started to water up, and I had to blink a couple times to make them stop. “W-what?” I asked with kind of a shaky voice. “Yeah, I’m definitely in love. But this girl, she doesn’t even seem to notice,” he sighed as he looked down. “That’s… that’s sad,” I breathed heavily as I stared at him. He nodded slightly.“(Y/N)?” he then asked again, looking up to meet my eyes. “Do you love someone?” he asked, his voice now dead serious. I shrugged. “Well, there is this boy,” I said, smiling by the thought. “Really? And who is he?” Cameron asked as he sat up, raising his voice a level. “Why do you care?” I nervously giggled. “Um, I would like to know who’s got my pri- best friend’s heart…” he said as he looked down. He rushed his hand through his hair as he bit his lip. “Cameron. Are you okay?” I asked. He nodded slightly, looking up at me.

“Describe your girl,” I said, trying to change the theme. He smiled slightly at me. “Her smile, it can light up an entire room. Her voice is like pure music to my ears, I love the way her voice fills the room when she starts talking. Her eyes, I get lost in them whenever I look into them. Her hair - I had no idea hair could be that beautiful. It’s so soft, but she thinks it’s a tingly mess. I think it’s as perfect as hair could be. Her nose would be my favourite place to kiss her, even though she can’t stand it. But I think it’s perfect in every way possible. Her personality, I love the fact that I can be myself around her and that she can be herself around me. And whenever we’re together, we’re having fun. She’s the definition of pure perfection, and I would do anything to call her mine, “ he explained as he looked at me. I smiled weakly at him. "I don’t like my nose either,” I whispered, trying to control my tears. “I know,” he said, smiling weakly back at me. “Now, tell me about your boy,” he said, inhaling a deep breath. “Well, his smile has to be my favourite thing in the whole world - seeing him smile make me forget everything bad that’s ever happened to me. I love how his voice sounds in the morning, deep and rusty. Whenever I stare into his eyes, I melt inside. He makes me feel a way I thought was impossible for someone to feel,” I said as I looked at him, seeing how his eyes slowly watered up.

“Now, what would you like to do with your love?” Cameron asked, breathing heavily. “Uh, I’d like to watch scary movies, go on picnics, hold hands, use his sweaters, him giving me his jacket whenever I’m cold, kiss in the rain and be that couple that others can be jealous of. But most of all, I want to fall hopelessly in live with yo- him,” I said as I looked down, feeling how a little blush crept onto my cheeks. Cameron coughed slightly and I looked up at him. “If I was him, I’d never let you go,” he whispered as he looked deep into my eyes. “Never?” I asked, biting my lip lightly. “Never.” I smiled lightly at him, getting a weak smile in return. But the smile on Cameron’s flawless lips disapoeared almost as soon as it appeared. “(Y/N)? Do you know what it feels like to have to let go of the person you love, just so they can be happy with someome else?” he asked. “Cam,” I said as I pulled him into a tight hug. “No, no. It’s fine,” he said. I let go and looked at him - his eyes were blank. 

“(Y/N)?” he asked, his voice was now trembling. “Yes?” I studied every move he did. “W-who do you love?” he asked, I could see his entire body shake. No, he could not know. If I told him he was my love, I’d ruin our friendship. And I did not want to loose Cameron, he was the best thing that had ever happened to me.  I shook my head in silence. He nodded. “Um, I guess I should go home,” he said as he quickly stood up and got out of my room. “Cameron!” I yelled. I ran downstairs and shut the door open. “Cameron!” I screamed even louder, making him stop and turn around. I ran towards him and hugged him tightly. When he let go of me, I bit my bottom lip pretty hard while looking at him. “Who do you love, (Y/N)?” he asked, his eyes red and swollen from crying. “I love you, Cameron,” I said, not thinking at all. His eyes widened, unable to believe what I just said. “What?” he said, shocked. “Oh, god. I just ruined our frie-” I babbled, but Cameron cut me off by pressing his lips softly against mine. His arms found place around my waist as I laid my arms around his neck. As he pulled away, he looked at me. A little smile had crept ontoh his lips, and he looked stunning. I, I was breathless. “I love you too.”

luekskywlker  asked:

can you give me any tips on writing credence's character (both his character as a whole and his pov)? im attempting to write a sort of set of drabble things about him travelling with newt and learning to heal, so help would be appreciated. also if you have any tips for writing angst because im nothing if not one to hurt my favourite characters (seriously though i have half a plan for angst that will (ambiguously) get better but i need to actually create the angst for the healing to be effective)

2/2 thanks (i ran out of room on the other on but yeah thanks)

I heard an excuse to write up my Credence analysis. Gonna put it it in the context of Crewt for this but that still uses my general Credence thoughts. (Watch all of this get friggin jossed in the next movies)

So I’m still kinda working out my Credence as I write him, and I have kinda two categories of Credence. Current Credence and the future, more stable Credence who is called Better Credence just cause he’s like…gotten to feeling a little better.

What I’ve kinda worked out for him is that Credence is a contradictory complex character, which we only get to see glimpses of in the movie, but the glimpses do show a lot when they come together. So we start by the basics of what we see of Credence in the movie. (under cut bc i cant keep my chill about this son of mine)

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kitseybarbaur  asked:

Hi. Umm I was wondering if you would explain why exactly you love MJ so much? I don't meant to rude or anything but I don't know a lot about her and was wondering what exactly's so great about her. From what I've seen I love Gwen and don't see what's so bad about her.

hi there! 

well gwen is amazing, of course. there’s nothing “so bad about her” i never said that. i love gwen and she’s probably my favourite MCU character. but apart from that i’m not really invested in gwen as a character in the comics (well she’s great in the ultimate comics, i gotta admit and i think the AU in which she becomes spider-woman is hella cool but before that she was not such a great character imo). 

but we’re not talking about gwen right now, we’re talking about mary jane.

i love mary jane, she’s my favourite female marvel character. she’s just amazing. i gotta admit too, that i used to hate her A LOT as a child, when i watched the spider-man trilogy. looking back i dont really understand WHY i did hate her. 

did i hate her for having her own dreams? for having her own life? for wanting love and being “needy”? for kissing harry? for having another guy apart from peter? look how stupid this sounds. like, MJ wasnt obliged to love peter, she doesnt own him shit. people who say she doesnt love her are shit. or people who say that she only loves spider-man and not peter. if u havent noticed she loved peter but peter constantly pushed her away. + of course she wants love. she comes from an abusive home its only natural.

now lets move on to the comics. MJ in the movies was WAY different from the real MJ. i’m not saying that movie!mj was an awful character i’m just saying that comci!mj is different and i prefer her more. she’s an amazing outstanding person, who’s bright and bold and confident. she’s a party girl and she’s fucking beautiful, she flirts with guys and is a hella good friend. a really good friend, especially with gwen. 

/comic!gwen didnt know peter was spider-man. so when she dated him and her father died she blamed spider-man for his death and hated him. once they were arguing because peter took spideys side and gwen was angry/sad about that. idk anymore if MJ had feelings for peter already at that time but i do know that she was such a good friend that she told gwen that peter probably only said it ebcause he didnt want gwen to be bitter about it all the time/

look what a great friend she is. also a supportive friend, who doesnt want to destroy the gwen/peter relationship. 

also MJ always knew that peter is spider-man. that gives their relationship a whole new light. she never ONLY loved peter or only spider-man. there was never the option to only love one for her (not like with felicia and gwen) because she always knew both of his sides and therefor fell in love with both.

mj is a party girl who could smash u in her sleep, she’s a civilian and beat the chameleon, she’s the girl where you think “wow” when she enters the room or when she leaves it and gives a big “fuck you” to all thsoe slut shaming haters out there who judge her on her amount of lovers she had. but she’s not just that. like i mentioned she came from an abusive home, her mom died when she was young and her sister and father weren’t that great. 

and she still manages to do her own thing. she still hold on to her dream- yes acting, or modeling or from which ever verse you’re going- she didn’t gave up on it. she didn’t want to throw her life away for other and if you judge her and say that what she wanted to do was so unnecessary comparing to gwen who’s into science then i want to smash ur head because how many of you really are into science and would change the world? huh yeah. MJ changes her world in her own way and she’s amazing. she struggles with it because she’s a fucking human being.

and when gwen dies and peter is a wreck he’s really rude to her. bUT SHE STILL STAYS. just… this woman is so amazing i dont even understand how people cant love her. she stays and supports him and is there for him. but also doesnt take all the shit because thats mary jane watson.

yeah, she might seem to be just the “stupid party girl” from the outside, but thats the point. everyone (or many) see her as this but she’s not. she’s more than that. she is charismatic and amazing but she uses everything like this as a mask because deep inside she has such a big burden. 

“i don’t stop smiling because if i would i couldnt stop crying” idk the quote from her in parallel lives was kinda like that and i had to stop dont because its so fucking powerful and explains her so good. her smile is her mask and she identifies with peter because he’s hiding against a mask too.

so lets all please appreciate the beauty that is mary jane watson

Calum hood best friend, cute awkward smut.

“Mum the door!”

“MUM THERE’S SOMEONE AT THE DOOR!”

“MUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

I screeched loudly from my comfortable position inside my blanket cocoon, my bedroom completely dark aside from the florescent blue light being emitted from my old laptop. After around a good thirty seconds of no reply from my mother, and an increasingly loud banging coming from my front door, I groaned over dramatically and dragged my limp, pyjama covered legs down the stairs to see who had dared bang on my door at eleven oclock at night. I swear to god if its that fucking Mrs Sprigate from next door again, getting worried about the welfare of her damn wandering cat, I will drop kick her in her wrinkled face. Three times this bloody week she has came over late at night to explain that little felix hasn’t returned home yet and to ask if I had seen anything suspicious on my way to school like a possible cat thief.

“Its so out of character! he always comes home around six for his tea! I tell you y/n, there is something not right here!” she would constantly complain. She never did fail however to call by in the morning and put my worrying heart to rest that felix had returned home in the early hours of the morning unharmed. well thank fuck for that.

As I reached the bottom of the stairs the knocking hadn’t subsided even the tiniest bit, the glass wobbling with every slam of the strangers fist. “Jesus I’m coming! try not to break the door down” I rolled my eyes angrily as I unlocked the several locks on my front door… better safe than sorry, is what my mum always says.

“She fucking did it again! This time it wasn’t just a kiss…She fucked him! I cant believe her! the way she begged me to take her back the last time, she was in floods of tears telling me how much she loved me and guess what? I fucking believed her! How could I be so damn stupid! I literally gave her everything I had… you know how long it took me too save up for those bloody Jay Z tickets she wanted for her birthday?! I don’t even fucking like Jay Z! I spent my whole life trying to make her happy and look what she does! she throws it back in my face. Well I’m done. I am so fucking done with her shit. I told her I would pick up my stuff tomorrow after school and after that I don’t want to speak to her again.” Calum pushed past me and finished his angry pacing rant, his shoulders heaving up and down underneath his Black Blink 182 t shirt I bought him for his birthday last year.

“tea?” I asked casually as I walked into my kitchen to put my kettle on, choosing to completely ignore his outburst

“tea? TEA?! That’s all you have to fucking say!?” He followed behind me quickly, clearly not having cooled down from his rant.

“well what do you want me to say? Last time she cheated, I bad mouthed her and then you went and got back with her the next day. Its better I keep my mouth shut” I sighed tiredly.

“Well I’m not getting back with her so you can bad mouth that cheating bitch all you want.” Calum went into my fridge and took out a can of coke, if there was an angry way to open a can, Calum certainly had it down to a T. I merely rolled my eyes in reply, feeling extremely doubtful that would be the case. Calum and Ashley had been dating for around two months,Ashley coincidentally starting to take notice of my best friend when he hit puberty and joined a band… like most of the girls in our school. Ashley was by far the prettiest girl in our year, so as you can imagine, my hormonal friend would be an utter idiot to pass the opportunity to be with her, even if she just wanted him for his newly acquire broad shoulders, toned biceps and chiselled abs. I However, had been with the shit head since year three when he told me my drawing of a flower was pretty and I pushed him into the sand for being a wimp. He cried, I got into trouble and hey presto, we have been best friends ever since.

That was until Ashley came onto the scene of course. Apparently Ashley didnt like how much time me and Calum spent together and thought it was weird how close we were. So Calum did the only thing he could do. He spent almost every waking minute of the day with her and when he finally managed to get a second off, once in a blue moon, he would cycle his bike to see little old me, that is until she would text wanting to see him again.He swapped my freckles for her tan, my frizzy hair for her long blonde flowing locks and my short thin body, for her tall sculpted curvaceous one.

I pushed past him slightly and walked back upstairs to my room, completely ignoring his hard-to-ignore-six-fucking-foot-body in my door way and picked up where I left off, scrolling through my Tumblr dashboard.

“Move over” he groaned in a childish voice trying to climb in bed beside me.

“No… go sit in the bean bag” I growled back

He huffed and plopped down in it, staring at me with those dark eye brows almost covering his eyes.

“Can we watch a movie?”

“No Calum.”

“why are you being such a shitty friend! I’m upset about breaking up with my girlfriend and you are being a dick to me! You are supposed to be consoling me!” He groaned standing up, with a little struggle I should add.

“I’m a shitty friend?! This is the first time you have spoken to me in I don’t know how long and you expect me to just be normal? You are the shittest friend I have ever had! you practically ditched me for someone who doesn’t even like you, treated you like shit and only wanted you for your dick! so don’t you dare call me a shit friend!.” I shout back

“Well I’m sorry I haven’t had time for you its just I’ve been trying so hard to-”

“I know. Ashley. I just hate how you can drop me like I mean absolutely nothing to you and when you lose the hot girlfriend I’m suddenly your top priority.”

“I didn’t drop you!” He defended

“you so did! you stopped sitting with us at lunch, you took her to prom even though we made a pact that we would go together when we were like 14 and you missed my birthday party! my fucking birthday just because she was leaving town for a few days and you guys needed quality time.” I was beginning to feel the tears swell to my eyes… come on Y/n. You never cry.

“I-I I’m sorry…” It came out as barely a whisper and I could tell he meant it. His dark brown eyes were guilty as they scanned my face for any signs of breaking down. I hated fighting with him more than anything, one because i hated seeing him cry and two because I never hold my ground. One lip quiver from that boy and I give in.

“I just- It doesn’t matter Cal… lets just watch a film, yeah?” I quickly wiped my eyes and began rummaging through various DVDs to keep myself busy. I decided on Batman… a favourite of both of ours. Calum had slowly sat down on my bed kicking his large vans off onto my carpet and pulling the duvet up over his long legs. His face was inviting still showing signs of guilt and pity towards me… I however didn’t care. I plopped down on the other side of the bed as far as I could possibly get from him causing an understanding yet ever so cute frown to etch across his face.

“you mean the world too me y/n” Calum whispered after around twenty minutes of heart shattering silence, neither of us paying attention to the movie and thinking about the elephant in the room. This little statement made my heart swell. I knew he cared about me… he wouldn’t have stayed up all night to help me revise for Spanish causing him to fail his physics exam, if he didn’t care. He wouldn’t have stayed with the screaming crying seven year old me in the hospital when I cracked my head open, reassuring me that I would have the most bad ass scar even though the sight of the blood was making him physically sick, if he didn’t care . He wouldn’t have taken the blame for the pot my mum found in my jeans even though he told me not to do it and that I would get caught, if he didn’t care. I stared at him for what felt like an eternity before slowly shuffling over and wrapping my arms around his lean stomach and gently placing my face into the croak of his neck. He let out a shaky breath and quickly pulled me closer to him, his face pressed into my hair, breathing in my shampoo.

“You aren’t a shitty friend” I murmured against his neck quietly.

“I am. You didn’t deserve what I did to you its just… fuck I thought I loved her”

“Thought?” I asked confused

“I didn’t love her… that’s clear now, I just. I was thinking with my dick you know? I loved how jealous everyone was of me because everyone wanted her but she’s just so bland… I mean I tried to like her and I defiantly found her attractive but she has no personality… I guess I was blinded by infatuation? I don’t know but it still isn’t an excuse for the way I treated you. I did miss you though… like hell. I saw this funny sign in town the other day and I went to send you a picture and Ashley got annoyed so I didn’t but I do always think of you..and prom would have been better with you as my date.”

“Oh please I wouldn’t look nearly as good as Ashley in a prom dress!” I smiled sitting back and wiping the silent tears that had fallen.

“I dunno… I think you would have looked pretty fucking stunning” Calum brushed a few stray curls that had stuck to my face with the salty tears. His eyes were looking deeply into mines, his mouth parted ever so slightly with a look of something you had never seen before. It was complete seriousness as his eyes scanned my face in almost realisation, his hand gently working its way up onto the back of my neck.

“I really want to kiss you right now.” He stated quietly making my heart flutter and my pulse to increase. I searched his face for any signs of joking but I again came up short, finding only his adorning eyes peering back at me. Could I really kiss Calum? Do I want to kiss Calum? As I thought through absolutely everything I came to the decision. Of course I wanted to kiss him. I think this is the part where I’m supposed to say something smooth and inviting like “why don’t you?"or "my lips are right here”, however me being me, all that came out was
“Why don’t you do my lips?” I muttered causing Calum to burst out into a fit of chuckles. Realising what had just came out my mouth I groaned embarrassedly and hid my beet red face into his shoulder which was vibrating with laughter.
“ I didn’t mean to say that!! I was trying to be smooth and it just… Came out wrong!” I groaned with a chuckle at my stupidity
“Oh god y/n. You are so cute” Calum smiled adoringly at me, his long rough fingers brushing over my still reddened cheeks.
“I’m an idiot.” I stated back.
“An idiot I still really want to kiss…” Calum smirked trailing his thumb across my bottom lip leaving me breathless.
Deciding against saying anything more I merely leaned in further, inching closer to his plump pouted lips in almost slow motion.
When my lips touched his pink, soft, cola tasting ones my stomach erupted into a swarm of butterflies. This is not what I expected from kissing my best friend! Moving my lips against his felt so… Real? Like I can’t believe we hadn’t done this before.
Cheekily Calum deepened the kiss swiping his tongue dazedly across my lips searching for mines. He tugged on my waist making me gasp and him chuckle lightly.
“What are you doing?” I asked breathlessly
“Get on my lap you douche!” He chuckled reconnecting our lips and pulling me into a straddling position. We continued kissing, my small hands got a little braver and began roaming his toned chest and stomach earning a light growl of approval from him. His large hand slowly began tracing its way up my waist and on to my rib cage, obviously wanting to see if I was okay with where this was going.
“Can I touch you?” He asked shyly against my lips, his face noticeably changing to relieved when I nodded frantically. His large hand cupped my breast over my Tshirt and bra, gently massaging it, enticing a moan from the unfamiliar feeling.
“Can I take your top off?” I asked nervously… I knew where this was leading and I was one hundred percent positive I wanted it but I was a little doubtful of what he wanted.
“God yes” he quickly whipped off his Tshirt and reattached his lips to my neck sucking at various different spots making me moan. All the while I was becoming increasingly aware of the throbbing and wetness that was beginning to develop in my crotch. Eager for any type of friction I began grinding my crotch onto his hardening cock causing his breath to catch in his throat.
“Can I take off your shirt?” He asked
“Uhm… Yeah I guess so.” Noticing my hesitancy he kissed my collar bones gently.
“Your bloody gorgeous okay?” He murmured
“But you are used to Ashley and she is like so… Fuck her boobs are huge! That should be illegal at her age!” I groaned making Calum laugh lightly.
“Stop comparing yourself with her. You are fucking perfect… And I like your boobs. They fit perfectly in my hands” he gave my boobs a quick squeeze to get his point across making me blush. I shyly pealed off my Tshirt and unclasped my plain completely unsexy bra.
Calum let out a gasp and immediately turned us over so I was underneath him, clumsily causing me to hit the back of my head against the headboard lightly.
“Ow!!” I giggled
“Oh shit! I’m sorry are you okay?!” He asked worriedly until he saw my smiling face.
“We are so bloody awkward.” He laughed attaching his lips to my nipple and sucking lightly. I was biting my lip to hold back a loud moan from the pleasure that seemed to go straight to my crotch.
“You can moan y/n… It’s hot” Calum giggle pulling my lip from my teeth. I let out a loud guttural moan making him burst out laughing and hide his face in my cleavage.
“Okay try not sound like you are dying whale!” he laughed kissing my grinning lips again.
Calum’s hips slowly began to grind down into mines creating a lovely friction to my clit making me moan. I wrapped my legs around his hips and pulled him closer causing him to groan.
“I’m gonna take off your jeans But it doesn’t mean we have to have sex okay? We can do other stuff too you know…” Calum rambled on nervously obviously not wanting to pressure me into having sex with him. He was well aware of the fact I was a virgin and wanted to save having sex for the boy I loved.
“Cal… Do you have a condom? I mean in the event of me, maybe, apossibly… Wanting too?” I asked nervously. Calum nodded quickly got up and pulled his wallet out of his back pocket, placed the foil packet on the bed side table and muttered a quick “just in case”. Taking advantage of the absence of his weight, I quickly shimmied my trousers down my legs and through them off the bed leaving me in my cotton grey underwear… Incredibly sexy I know.
“You turned on, are ya y/n?” He chuckled staring down at the wet patch in the crotch of my panties.
“Excuse me! You are almost poking my eye out with your hard on right now!” I retaliated making him chuckle. He quickly slipped off his tight jeans leaving him in his black boxers,his straining cock painfully noticeable through the thin fabric. We continued our heated make out session until I gently pushed him off of me and began palming him though his boxers with fake confidence.
“Calum can I… Can I try… Ya know?” I asked nervously motioning down to his crotch.
“Suck my dick?” He asked excitedly.
“Yeah… I mean I haven’t done it before so I will be really bad at it and-”
“Y/n. You will be fucking fantastic at it. I will guide you through it?” He cut me off and kissed my cheek lightly obviously eager for this to happen. I moved down so I was in between his legs, face to face with his crotch. I took a deep breath and pulled his boxers down, his large cock springing free immediately, all the while my eyes continued to widen with worry as I studied the unfamiliar body part.
“You okay y/n?” He chuckled lightly and stroked my cheek.
“I don’t know where the hell you are planning on putting that because it certainly is not going to fit anywhere inside me.” I stated firmly making him laugh loudly.
“Don’t worry about that… It will fit.” He kissed my forehead.
Doubtfully I took his length in my hand and stroked it up and down making Calum moan loudly.
“I’m probably gonna suck at this by the way… Oh my god you get it?! Suck!” I laughed loudly at my unintended pun.
“You- you are such a d-dork” Calum smiled through the pleasure I was giving him from pumping my hand up and down slowly.
“ okay so just start by putting the tip in your mouth… No teeth though” he quickly added making me roll my eyes. Doing as he instructed I gently sucked the tip into my mouth.
“Yeah… Yeah fuck that’s good. Now just take a little at a time and kind of bob your head… Ugh yeah like that” he was heavy on my tongue as I took more and more every time. Seeing Calum as a moaning thriving mess made me want to continue to take more and more, turning me on immensely.
“You are sooo good at this… I knew you would be… Ugh I’m gonna cum y/n” he warned bucking his hips up slightly. I pressed his hips into my mattress and sucked harder, bobbing my he’s down further.
Let me tell you, Calum Hood coming is the most beautiful sight in this world and everyone should have the opportunity to see such beauty at least once in their life. His abs clenched as his back arched, spilling his loud down my throat. I slowly pulled off of him and sat back smirking, just taking in the naked, sweaty gasping body in front of me.
“First time my ass” he moaned after he managed to calm down.
“I did good?” I wiggled my eye brows up and down smugly
“So good… I’m gonna have to return the favour now aren’t I?” He smiled pulling me down beside him and shuffling between my legs.
“It would appear… That giving blow jobs turns you on?” Calum asked smugly gently rubbing me over my wet knickers.
“Just do something” I gasped at the foreign feeling of someone other than myself, touching me down there.
“So bloody demanding” Calum dragged my underwear down slowly and teasingly kissed up my thighs, deliberately avoiding my soaked centre.
“Please” I whimpered out. After my tiny plea Calum dove right in, sucking and running his tongue over my swollen clit.
My head was thrown back, my back was arching off the bed trying to get as much as this pleasure as I could. I felt my insides clenching after an embarrassingly small amount of time but I didn’t really care. “Fuck Calum!” I whimpered out nearing my high. He slowly slipped two of his long fingers inside of me and curved them up, tipping me into a mind shattering orgasm.
“Oh- CALUM!” I through my head back in pleasure.
He let me calm down by pressing light sweet kissed over my stomach and thighs gently rubbing my trembling legs.
“You look really fucking hot when you come.” He muttered against my lips making me blush, despite the intimate moment we had just shared
“You are really good at that” I smiled lazily.
“I do try” he faked cockiness and flipped his hair making me chuckle.
“I- I want too.” I whispered.
“Are you sure? You only lose it once… And it’s gonna hurt-”
“I’m positive.” I cut him off and reached for the condom and tore open the packet. I took the rubber in my hands and looked at it confused
“Uhm… You wanna handle this?” I asked laughing at my totally inexperience. He gently guided my hands down to his again hard length.
“You just pinch the top and roll it down… That’s it” he smiled at me proudly and pecked my lips quickly. He shuffled and positioned himself at my wet enters nice pausing to look at me.
“This is gonna hurt but I will do my best to make you feel as soon as possible.” he kissed my lips slowly, lovingly and intertwined our fingers.
“Tell me to stop and I will.”
He slowly pushed in, inch by inch filling me up. I’m not going to lie. It hurt like a bitch but not nearly as bad as I thought it would.
“Are you okay?” He asked me as I let out a little whimper.
“Yeah.. Just give me a minute… I’m just not used to the feeling” I couldn’t help but smile trough the pain at his sweet actions of peppering kisses across my forehead.
“What the penis feeling?” Calum joked making me smile and chuckle lightly.
“Fuck y/n you don’t know good you feel when you do that” Calum pressed his sweaty face into my shoulder and groaned.
“You can uh… Move but just be slow yeah?” I asked, the pain in my groin subsiding to a full ache. Calum didn’t need to be told twice slowly pulling out and pushing back in, looking at me lovingly and muttering words of praise into my hair. Calum’s pace began to quicken as he neared his high causing me to scratch down his back for the strange yet not totally unpleasant feeling.
“Y/n… God I’m gonna cum” he groaned his hips snapping into mines repeatedly.
“Cum Calum… Cum for me” I moaned into his dark wet hair. With a few more thrusts he quivered and spilled himself inside the condom, collapsing on top of me in pure fatigue.
“Good game champ” I giggled and slapped his ass lightly.
“You really know how to kill a mood don’t you?!” He chuckled and looked at me with narrowed eyes.
“Listen you were the one who hit my head off the bed!”
“Mmmm… Fair enough.” He smirked. His face was incredibly close, his breath fanning out onto my mines.

“What are we now? I don’t want us to not… I can’t have you leave again…” I murmured lowly feeling incredibly vulnerable, not just because of my nakedness.
“Well we can’t just go back to being friends… Friends don’t do what we just did.” He sighed
“What do you want us to be?” I asked nervously… I don’t think I could handle him not wanting to be with me in anyway… I depended in him in so many ways.
“Honestly? I want you to be my girlfriend so fucking bad.” He stated confidently making a grin break out across my face.
“Hmm I don’t know about that… I mean you are kinda annoying. And you smell.” I shrugged with a serious expression.
“Well unlucky for you cause you’re stuck with me” he winked and cuddled me tightly to his naked body.
“Sorry love I got called into work- CALUM?!” My mum squealed opening the door to my bedroom.

Distant (Liam Dunbar)

a/n - okay, i know i’ve been only posting Liam things but i’m just having extreme feels and i cant even. i promise ill do the other boys in the future.

part two: (x) // part three: (x)

Blurb: Liam and you become distant.

Trigger Warning: Angst (?)

“sorry love, i’m busy today. i promise i’ll make it up to you.”

You groaned when you read the text message and slammed your locker door.

This has got to be the fifth or so time that Liam has ditched me for things like lacrosse or studies. When you offer to help him out, he shuts you out.

“What’s wrong?” your best friend was suddenly by your side.

“Liam ditched me again, honestly, I’m kind of sick of those excuses but I trust him,” you answered her question.

“Want me to kick his ass for you?” she offered, making you laugh.

“Thanks, but I prefer to do it myself,” you grinned, and she slapped your hand at the cheeky comment.

“Hey, I’m kind of craving ice cream, wanna head to the mall to get some?” she asked.

“I’ve been craving me some ice cream too, plus I really need to clear my mind, and what better to clear my mind with some chocolate ice cream and one of my all time favourite person?”

She laughed and we joint hands as we left the school.

We reached the creamery and ordered our ice cream.

You licked a bit of my chocolate and vanilla ice cream and moaning at how delicious it is.

Then, the two of you started talking about, well, anything. You weren’t afraid to tell your best friend anything.

Whilst you were talking about sandcastles and clouds, y/bff/n stopped in the midst of completing her sentence.

“Y/N, wait. Isn’t that Liam there? Walking with whatshername, Kira Yukimura?”

You looked up and did see Liam with Kira. Jealousy started filling your chest and you wanted to know what he was doing with her.

“Didn’t you say that he was struggling with his homework? What the hell is he doing here with her?”

You shrugged, Liam and you have been drifting apart from each other. Whenever you ask him to hang out with you, he says he’s busy.

You trusted him, and you felt mixed emotions. Was he cheating on you? Did he prefer her to you? You didn’t know.

“Hey, Y/N, you wanna leave?” Y/BFF/N asked, noticing the glum look on your face.

You nodded, finishing my ice cream before standing up. You looked at their direction impulsively, and immediately regretted it.

Because you noticed that he was looking at you and the both of you had a three second eye contact.

You turn around and leave the ice cream creamery, with your best friend right beside you.

The next day at school, Liam was trying to talk to you but you simply ignored him by using your good ol’ headphones, blocking everything out.

You didn’t want to face him, you didn’t want to ask him the questions. You didn’t want to find out answers that you don’t want to find out the answer to.

You were so close, you nearly went a whole day without talking to Liam. Until he caught you by the lockers, completely off guard.

You just finished placing your books in your locker and closed the door, prepared to go home and watch more movies when Liam was leaning against the locker next to yours.

You immediately turned the other direction, wanting to get away but he caught your wrist.

“Y/N, please talk to me,” he pleaded.

You turned around to face him, “What is it, Liam? Came to tell me you’re busy with lacrosse?”

Venom dripped in your voice, you were angry, but also hurt.

“No, I came to apologise,” he looked down, avoiding looking at your eyes.

“Came to apologise about what? ‘I have time for my other friends but I have no time for my girlfriend’?”

“No, yes, no, I just wanted to apologise for the way I’ve been treating you. I know I’m a shitty boyfriend and I’m sorry, Y/N, I really am,” he said that with the utmost sincerity in his voice.

“Well, then can you tell me why you’ve been avoiding me for the past few weeks?” you challenged, you wanted an answer, no matter how painful.

“That I can’t, I can’t tell you,” his answer surprised you, you thought he was going to come clean and tell you everything.

“Then we’re done talking,” you snatched your wrist from his grip and started to walk away.

“Wait, one more question, are you mad?”

Mad? Mad? You think I’m mad? I’m fucking furious.

“No, I’m just really disappointed,” you managed to keep your cool but your voice cracked when you answered.

You wanted to cry, you wanted to run back and tell him it’s okay, that he can tell you whenever he was ready. But you weren’t sure that you could trust him.

Trust is one of the most important things in a relationship and if he’s going to lie about everything, then there’s no point.

You walked away, without saying another word, leaving you to your own thoughts.

– a/n- if you want a part two, let me know! :-)

things i need out of zeta society:

- danny and kirsch boxing together and kirsch gets danny this goofy pink boxing tape “cuz youre a girlbro and girls like pink it was SJs favourite colour” and danny’s ready to give him a lesson in genderstereotyping and then just cant bc he’s such a lost puppy

- there’s a little diner thing close to campus and danny and kirsch go there every sunday and have enthusiastic burger eating competitions (danny usually wins and kirsch pouts until danny lets him put on the lion king for sunday movie night)

- for christmas danny gets kirsch a scythe and he’s so touched he cries a bit and just like shoves his gift at her and she opens it and kirsch has spent the past two months learning to knit (“my gran helped me”) so he could make her a toque cuz her ears are always cold

- danny helping kirsch with his homework and it turns out kirsch is like a physics prodigy but he really doesn’t get robert lowell 

- kirsch getting wasted and calling danny at like 3am and she stays on the line while he cries messily abt will and they both fall asleep and kirsch wakes up to danny snoring over the phone

- bisexual danny (◕‿◕✿)

- danny and kirsch getting into a v aggressive snowball fight and laura getting caught in the crossfire and it just turns into danny and kirsch trying to defend themselves against carmilla while simultaneously crying of laughter cuz laura made her put on these ridiculous ear muffs

- zETA SoCIE TY 

INVISIBLE || A.I IMAGINE

Anon : CAN U PLEASEEE do about Ash cheating on you FOR TWO MONTHS OMG, but his family (Ann Lauren n Harry) loveeee u so mch and then its up to you! thank u!!!😘

Request : Yes

Author : Bella 

Pairing : YN / Ashton

The day finally come,i wake up in the morning with the biggest smile on my face with lots of joy and lots of adrenaline.I’ve been left for 4 months,waiting at my recently shared house with my long time best friend,Ashton.He’ll be here in just some hours,i’ve prepared everything due to his home coming.I also invited his family for dinner tonight.My screen light up with notifications from my social medias,the fam know me because Ash said that keeping what’s real as a secret isn’t real,so that he decided to make us official year ago when he and the guys had their hometown gig,here at Sydney.At first i was afraid,very afraid that the fam wouldn’t approve our relationship that they will send those hates,but i was wrong there’s just lil of them who send hates but mostly they’re being so sweet and always having my back also Ash’s.I couldn’t ask for more,i’ve got everything.As i make my way downstairs to make some breakfast,i scroll through my twitter just to see lots of people tweeting me about the come back of the lads,asking me what are we gonna do for the 2 months of break and else.I quickly answer some,

Y/T/N : @/ashtonbear idk love! i haven’t met him yet,and we haven’t planned anything yet :p x

Y/T/N : @/irwinatixo babeee you’re being too cute,I’m preparing myself to pick them up,see you at airport then! x

As i finished my breakfast and clean the dish,i get back upstair to our bedroom and plug my phone to the speaker,when the song playing i start to make my bed and look for some clothes to wear to the airport,i cant choose.Everything that i have seemed not good enough.But then,i take out my cream knitted sweater and a blag legging since its kinda chilly here.I take a short shower and get ready for the airport.Still jamming to Just Saying as i drying my hair and continue to do my make up,the song paused and from there i know someone’s calling.

Lauren : Hey sis! You ready?

Y/N : Yeah yeah,just one last touch.Where are you?

Lauren : Almost your house,come on quick!

Y/N : Okayy love.

Lauren : ‘right i’ll see you soon then!

The call ends and i unplug it from the speaker,i take one last look at the mirror and put on my daily lip balm and spray Ash’s favourite perfume of mine.I lock my house door as Ann honk outside,i slide at the backseat with Harry and we’re off to go!

Harry : Y/N !

Y/N : Hey bud! Whatsup? Someone’s really excited yeah?

Harry : I am! I missed him so much,and i can’t wait to see them live again.

Y/N : Aw i know you do,we’re all missed him.

Ann : Is that the sweater i gave you hun?

Y/N : Yeah,it’s so comfortable always been my favourite.

Ann : I know right! It fits you so well,Lauren also has the same as yours.

Y/N : Really? But I never see you wear it sis.

Lauren : I told mom that its kinda out dated,and it doesn’t fit me as good as it fits you.

Y/N : Nah i bet it looks good on you too,we’ll see.

The arrival terminal full of fam that also waiting for the mega stars,5 Seconds Of Summer.I can see Joy and David sitting with some girls surround them,as we walk into them the fam also coming to us asking for some pictures which i okay with,we chat for awhile until a woman from the speaker announced that the flight has just landed,we all know.The security team start their job to make some way for the lads and escorting us inside to the baggage claim.Lauren and I walk in together still having our fun girl talk.I wait for awhile,having my eyes to those people from immigration and phone in my hand where Ash just texted me saying that he’s finally home.I can feel lots of butterflies in my stomach,i think I’m having zoo in it,i don’t know.

Oh Sweet Jesus! I can see that high quiff from Luke queueing at the immigration line and Calum on the other,and my love just walked off the immigration counter,he smile widely when we lock our eyes,i can’t hold my tear,i ran to him and he immediately drop his bag and has his open arms to welcome me,i hug him super tight because I’m too afraid that he’ll be gone when i let go.I sob in neck,his arms wrapped around me and swinging me around as he let out some cute giggles.

Ash : Babyyyy!! I missed you so much! No,are you crying?

Y/N : I missed you too,lot.Oh my God,is this even real? You’re here! 

Ash : Im here,its real.See? Im real,hush now no cry cry.

Lauren : Ashton!!!! 

Ash : Princess!! Ahhh come here love!

Lauren : I missed you!

Ash : I missed you too you don’t even know that,i got some stuffs for you!

Lauren : Yas!!!

Harry : Hi bro! You’re back

Ash : Yeah buddy! Glad to be home.How you doing?

Ann : Ashton Fletcher,thank God you’re back! How are you?

Ash : Im good mom,i missed you.

The walk we have to the car not as short as we had earlier since now we have Ashton Irwin with us,the girls just too much but they’re all so nice and chill so we don’t have to be pulled away by the security,they give lots of gifts and letters and i can’t wait to open it up when we’re home.

—————

Its been a month since the come back of the him.He stayed at studio a little longer,go to Luke’s house a little often,guys night out a little too much,and eyes on the phone a little too bright.Im not jealous just eager.Was 4 months not enough to spend with the lads?

It’s almost 5 in the morning,and I’m still on the couch watching some stupid action movies with my pillow and blanket waiting for him to come home because i just can’t sleep without him.It’s been awhile that i sleep late because he spent a little too much at the club and come home drunk as hell.This night is the same,even worse.I’m so fed up,he never text me about what what time he’ll be home,at this stage a text with “fuck you” is better than nothing at all.

When i unlocked my phone to call him,i can hear the sound of his keys trying to open the door,i get off the couch and get the door.I can see his bloodshot eyes,messy hair,the smell of alcohol filled the entire room.But he’s not drunk,he never get drunk.

Y/N : Jesus Ash,where have you been?

Ash : Out with Calum,why are you not sleeping?

Y/N : Are you sure you was with Calum? He and Luke came here and asked where was you.

Ash : What? Oh i must be drunk,but i supposed i was out with Calum and some friends of mine.

Y/N : You never drunk Ash.Are you sure you have nothing to tell me?

Ash : Nope im positive baby,now lets go to bed,i know we’re both tired.

Ashton went to the bathroom to clean himself up and i slip under the blanket waiting for him.But when i locked my phone,i can see his phone light up,a text.Because my curiosity and the anxiety that has been attacking me lately,i crawl to his side just to see who was the early texter.

Bryanna 

There,my worst nightmare.The one that i’ve been avoid,the one that i always try to forget,and fight.The thought of her and Ash is just sickening.And here they are texting.

Are you home yet? x

Thanks for the great night,i love you.

See you tomorrow baby <3

The door clicked open,and i caught him staring at me,wide eyes.

Ash : What are you doing?

Y/N : You’re with her all this time.

Ash : Who is her? What are you talking about?

Y/N : Ashton,you definitely know what was i talking about.How long?

Ash : No Y/N it was just a reunion nothing more.

Y/N : Oh.

Ash : Oh?

Y/N : Yeah,i guess i know why are you acting weird all this time,because of her.Right? Ash,if only you know,i’m pregnant.

With his shocked face i grab my car keys and phone and leave the house.


If you’re interested for part 2 tell me!! I have lots of scenarios in my mind already! 

Enjoy xx

Movie night --CAKE FLUFF--

Description: Calum was sick of hiding away his feelings toward his best friend - yet crush, Luke. He thought maybe having a movie night with just them two would give him enough courage to finally confess his feelings.

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Calum hadn’t thought much of his crush towards Luke. He would always assume it was a phrase, and soon go away. But his assumptions were wrong. The feeling he gets when his around Luke never went away. This eventually came to a conclusion, that Calum had to do something about it. That lead up to this movie night he had planned out perfectly for Luke. Just them two, with no distractions what so ever.

He sat down one night and thought to himself quietly. Luke had always chosen Calum over anyone else in the band, and would always share the room with him and sit down next to him on the plane, so Calum started to think that Luke had to like him back. It couldn’t just be because he thinks Calum’s better, best friend. They’d always end up falling on each other and bumping into each other at times when Calum wasn’t purposely trying to do it.

Since Michael and Ashton were out doing stuff, he knew this was the perfect opportunity to tell Luke about his feelings. So Calum took a little glance over at Luke, who was silently playing on his phone. He smiled at Luke, seeing how adorable he is when he’s concentrating so hard on something.

“Luke?” Calum speaks, making Luke snap his attention off his phone and look at Calum. “Yes?” he smiled, waiting for a reply from Calum. Calum couldn’t help but stare at his smile. It was flawless - Luke was flawless. He took longer than planned to stare, when the smile faded.

“Calum, what’s wrong?” Luke questions, sitting up straight on his bed, and folding his hands in his lap, continuing to stare at Calum in confusion. “You’re scaring me, stop it.” Luke chuckles.

Calum once again smiles at Luke’s laugh. Now he knew what the girls felt when they watched videos of Luke’s laughter.

“Oh, sorry. Um … Do you want to watch a movie?” Calum finally replies to Luke, who is already standing up and heading out the door. With a quick nod from Luke, he soon disappears out of the room, probably gone to choose out a movie - which would most likely be mean girls. Calum thought it was adorable knowing a boy absolutely loves mean girls, and watches it all the time, and due to that fact, the boys never let Luke choose a movie for movie night, because he’d just choose mean girls, and they were sick of it.

Calum soon heads out of their room, following Luke’s footsteps down to the living room, where Luke had blankets set up and the movie ready to play.

“Since when have you been this organised?” Calum raises an eyebrow. Luke was never organised with anything what so ever. So seeing Luke ready, was a big surprise to Calum.

“I’ll get the popcorn.” Calum says, about to walk off when Luke stops him. “We haven’t got any.” Luke calls over to Calum who is standing there confused.

“How would you know?” Calum raises - yet another, eyebrow. “I checked.” Luke replies, his eyes focused on the massive television in front of him.

Calum is standing there, his head flooded with confusion and thought. This is the first time Luke has ever been organised for something, without Liz lecturing him for not doing anything, and making him get all of his shit together before the boys arrive.

He continues to stand there for about, another minute, before Luke snaps him out of his little trance.

“Well. Are you going to join me?” Luke turns his head at Calum. “I want to start the movie.”

“Oh, yeah sorry.” Calum chuckles nervously. He hesitates before quickly making his way over to Luke and sitting down next to him. Luke snuggles up in the blankets, then resting his head on calum’s shoulder. Calum blushes at his action, then wraps his arm around Luke’s waist, bringing him closer - in which Luke kindly accepts, and snuggles in closer to Calum, cuddling him with a smug smile on his face.

  It hadn’t been long, until Calum remembered he wanted to confess his feelings to Luke. So he coughed awkwardly, then detached his arm that was around Luke’s waist, and shuffled a little to the left, away from Luke.

“What’s wrong?” Luke asked, panicking a little bit. He thought maybe snuggling into Calum was a little too much and made Calum feel uncomfortable.

“I um. Need to tell you something.” Calum moves, so that he’s facing Luke. Luke looks concerned, but tries to keep calm. He purses his lips, waiting for Calum to go on.

“I uh … I like someone,"Calum says. Luke’s face falls, but there was still a glint of hope in his eyes. "A-and I know they’ll never like me back … But I hope they’ll hear me out and not hate me for it.”

Luke furrows his eyebrows. He felt sad, listening to Calum talk about this ‘Mystery person’ knowing its not him, because they’ve had a conversation similar to this. Calum asked him if he’d ever hate him for something he can’t control. And of course, since Calum is his best friend, he said he’d never. And plus, its not his fault he cant control something.

“I-its just … I don’t want like, the fans to leave and send hate to us, because of me, and how I turned out to be,” he said, playing with his fingers. “Like I had said before, I cant control it, no matter what I do. I cant ignore these feelings I’m getting around this person.”

Luke nods, understanding, because he knows how it feels. He knows how it feels to be in that position, and being under pressure.

“C-could you tell me who this person is? Do I know her?” Luke chokes out, finally being able to speak. He hated saying the word 'girl’ when its about Calum.

Calum bits his lip, his eyes falling down to his folded hands. After a second, he looks back up at Luke.

“Um …”

“Its okay, I understand you don’t want to tell me. You can confess it when you’re ready,” Luke nods. “It’s fine.”

“No, its not.” Calum shakes his head. “Why not?” Luke asks, confusion clearly audible in his voice. “Because its not a girl.” Calum sighs, bringing his eyes back down at his hands, trying to adviod Luke’s reaction.

“What? Its a guy! Who? Tell me, tell me, tell me!” Luke claps his hands in excitement. At least he’s not the only gay one.

Calum looked up at Luke in shock. “W-what?” Calum stutters. “You’re not going to judge me?”

Luke chuckles. “Why would I judge you. I told you I’d never hate you.” Luke says. “Oh, yeah.” Calum cracks a smile.

“why do you like him?” Luke questions. This took Calum by surprise. He didn’t know how to answer, since there were too many things he liked about Luke.

“Um. Well his eyes are beautiful. Like, every girl loves them. I love how he styles his hair. It makes him look hot to be honest. His style of clothing as well. I love how you can go shopping with him, and just watch him in awe as he claps his hands in excitement when he sees something he fancies. Its adorable knowing his favourite animal is something far from 'punk rock’ and how he cuddles it like his brothers were trying to steal it. His smile, oh how I love his smile and laugh. The list goes on and on. He is flawless literally. I just really lo-like him. Oh I don’t fucking know anymore. You know what? I fucking love him, and I don’t care what people think, what he will think when he finds out soon. Yeah, I will be shattered if he says he doesn’t like me or LOVE me back like it do, but I at least want to keep he friendship,” Calum finally takes a deep breath, then continues. “I just wish he would like guys, or at least like girls and guys. But I have a feeling he likes girls and is completely straight like an arrow.”

“Not all arrows are straight,” Luke whispers. “I wish I was like him. I wish I was flawless like how you described. I just really wish I had a good laugh and a smile you could melt into. I wish I had beautiful eyes and hair that is styled perfectly, making me look hot. I wish I had a good style of clothing-”

“Stop doubting yourself.” Calum cuts Luke off from his ramble. “I’m sorry. I just wish someone would love me like you love him.” Luke sighs. “Someone does.” Calum smiles, hoping Luke would pick up what he said, but unfortunately didn’t. “I wish I was him.” Luke says, a tear dropping out of his eye and hitting his hands.

Calum’s heart broke seeing Luke sad, and crying. He wants to engulf him in a cuddle, and stay like that forever. So that’s what he did.

Calum took Luke in a hug, feeling Luke wrap his arms about Calum’s waist. He heard Luke continue to mumble 'I wish I was him’

“I wish I was him.” Luke sniffles one last time, before settling back down, realising how stupid and soft he was being,

“I love how he can break down and cry at small things. I love how he can be a real softy. I just love him.” Calum continues to say.

“I wish I was him.” Luke says again. After a long minute of silence, Calum speaks up. “You are him.” Calum whispers in his ear, bringing his face level with Luke’s.

Luke’s reaction was almost impossible not to laugh at. His eyes were almost bulging out of his face.

Calum brought his lips to Luke’s closing his eyes, letting Luke relax. The kiss stayed for about a minute, before they both needed to breath. Luke smiled at Calum, pressing his lips back onto Calum’s, soon feeling Calum’s soft and plump lips on his own. Once they pulled apart, Luke suddenly missed Calum’s lips already.

“You were the guy I described. You are the guy that I love.” Calum presses his forehead against Luke’s, feeling his hot breath tingle on his lips, making him lean in again for another kiss.

“I love you too, Calum,” Luke mumbled against his lips “I’ve always wanted to kiss you and be yours.”

Calum smiled. “Well, will you be my boyfriend?” Calum asked. “Of course.” Luke replied.

Calum thought back to when he had the idea of this day. Of his grand idea of having a Movie night with just Luke. And he loved it.

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Its shit isn’t it. I’m sorry lolol