Personal post. So my sister is turning 16 and my mom got her a new dog with new accessories, and I’ve been asking for a dog for 5 years and I even said I’d buy it myself, and it was a no. For 16th birthday, I got a card with $50 and a $10 cake from Wal-mart with no words on it and nobody sang happy birthday to me. For my 17th birthday I got a flower and no cake. The only thing my mom has gotten me was my iPhone, which I had to pay her back for. My sister got a galaxy and didn’t have to pay her back at all.
I have a job and she just gets to lay at home and do nothing. I make straight A’s and it goes unrecognized, I get into Johns Hopkins university and it goes unrecognized, but my sister makes a C in math and the whole house throws a party.
Every birthday everyone is like “oh she’s so selfless” to my sister, but if I dare to ask for something, I’m a spoiled brat.
I just feel unimportant and I’m glad I’m in my senior year so I can graduate and move away to college so if I don’t get anything I won’t feel so forgotten.
The only one who acknowledges anything is my boyfriend, and it makes me feel super special, because I don’t receive any form of help at all at home. I’m glad I’m going to school because it won’t give her a chance to kick me out, I’ll leave before she gets the chance.
I just feel worthless and I’m glad I have this blog to make me feel better.