Can you explain your URL? I know it speaks for itself but I'd love to hear your description on it.
Aaah this is such a good question! Okay, get ready for some metaphors.
I feel like your human self is the lead actor in a movie and your soul is the director with a specific vision.
This director wants to make the best movie possible at any cost. This director is a brutal, ruthless perfectionist who will make you cry, destroy your confidence, hell, even make you wish you were dead, if that’s what it takes to bring their vision to life.
People say the universe is love, and that’s true.
But it is also brutally apathetic to your pain.
Not because it’s cruel, but because it knows what you’re capable of, and will stop at nothing to make you realize your potential.
So the url is pretty literal: you can feel the presence of your own soul (saturn) in your pain and restrictions (which are associated with saturn, as a celestial body).
On a more personal level: isolation is a prominent theme in my life. I didn’t understand how I always ended up alone because, honestly, I’m fairly likable, principled, fun to be around, and generous in my relationships. (Hope that doesn’t sound arrogant, it’s just basic self-awareness).
Every time someone comes into my life and we’re on the verge of being friends or whatever, something random takes them away. Every time there’s an opportunity to further a relationship, a crazy coincidence creates distance between me and the other person.
Even before I got into astrology, I felt this invisible wall between me and the world, and nothing I did could break it.
Now, I understand what’s happening and why.
If an artist is working on an important project, they keep it away from other people until it’s ready. The best artists are intensely secretive and protective of their work because even the smallest interference can throw everything off.
Isolation is not the universe inflicting pain just because; it’s a sign that your artist, who has your best interests at heart, is hard at work.
So, again, saturn (which represents restrictions and isolation) represents a soul that has a vision and will stop at nothing to accomplish it.
Basically, saturn has an important presence in everyone’s life, but has been especially prominent in my experience so the url refers to me, and also to the nature of saturn as a planet.