this is like the 5th time or something

you know, when i think about it, in their first weekly idol where suga wanted to give a track he produced for doni and coni. strangely, that track sounds like it could belong to his mixtape, because the sound and feel is different from the usual bts music, and we know that he has been working on that mixtape for years now. but here was suga, bearing his heart and soul for the first time on television and doniconi rejected it. and i know they said it’s not their kind of music, but just imagine how suga felt knowing that he made something for someone and they didn’t like it. listening to his mixtape again (for the 5th time), i understand why it took so long for it to be released. 

if you’re an artist, especially an artist with an inferiority complex, it’s really hard to share to someone something that is a part of who you are and something that you love and put all your love into, and have it be rejected by someone who you look up to or respect. having it experienced first hand and in the most cruel way, not to mention the layers of insecurities and complexes in my personality, rejection of something that you love and is a part of you can destroy a person.

suga is brave and amazing to be able to share his mixtape with us, knowing that there will be people who will ignore it, dislike it, hate it, even reject it. i’m honored to be able to experience something very personal and raw and emotional, to be able to listen to his hopes, dreams, and happiness, to understand his insecurities, fears, and guilt, to read his careless thoughts and careful words, to know min yoongi the humble and caring human being, and suga the powerful rapper of bts, and agust d a force to be reckoned with, and everything else in between.

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I had a realization early in the morning when I noticed for the 5th time this week someone complaining about Ford going to a crappy college when he obviously should have other choices.

Cause no, no he didn’t. Take it from me, someone who almost did something just like Ford; when you don’t get into the only college you tried for, you feel like you have no other choice.

Like my 5th or something time submitting bc this blog is a place that makes you feel comfortable no matter what and I’m for that 100%.
But forreal guys, I actually had the balls buy and wear a bikini this year; I wore it to the beach and nobody gave a fuck. I thought a lot of people would stare and make me feel uncomfortable but they didn’t (or at least I didn’t notice). It was an eye opening, self confidence boosting experience and I feel fantastic. 10/10 would recommend.

Hello all! I hit 1000 subs today and I wanted to do something to thank everyone for following! One individual will win a box of Halloween items such as stickers, washi tape, candy, and whatever other small Halloween-themed items I find in the mean time.

THE RULES
- You must be following me.
- Likes and reblogs count. Feel free to reblog multiple times, just try to not spam your followers.
- I will ship anywhere in the US.

The contest will end on September 5th (Labor Day). I’ll select the winner using a random number generator and then contact you through a message. That’s it! Good luck everyone and thank you again so much for following!

I’ve just watched the Q&A in Supercon, excited when someone asked about Steven’s and Connie progressive relationship, only to be a bit disappointed with the answer. Zach and Grace answered what we already know— their friendship/relationship playing a huge part of their growth as characters— which was quite obvious tbh.

Anyways, by the tone of the asker’s question— I know what kind of answer he want… Oh come on guys! This is like more than 5th times someone asked about Steven and Connie’s relationship and the line still isn’t crossed (though once, Estelle’s answer with them gonna be together, kinda did it). Why can’t y'all guys just outrightly ask it? Like “I know they’re best friends all in all, but can you tell us about their growing (low key) romance? romantic feelings? crushes?” Or something like that?

With the NYC Comic Con coming near, promising, as Rebecca Sugar and IanJQ (and prolly Estelle) most likely showing up, totally recommended to answer this kind of question.

In a bright side though, at least the obvious was confirmed. With Connie’s growth as a person, from a timid and withdrawn girl to a brave and confident badass yet still the adorkable smart Connie we all know and love. And Steven, especially that time he was grounded in TV, Connie “introduced” him top books, and whatdoyouknow, now it’s his favorite thing. And when the gems leave him alone, Steven has someone to talk to and to listen to him and his problems. Truly, their friendship is the huge part of their wonderful relationship, their bond so strong so adorable˜!

(Sorry, P’s just too hungry for answers)

anonymous asked:

What is it, Viking's writers keep an eye on Tumblr, saw us coming and decided to do something to keep us? Godd job... now, you know what *not* to do, Vikings, right?

you know how I keep saying someone in hollywood should hire me for ideas on how to make everything gay?

I’m fine with them just stalking my tumblr and doing all the job too 

Head Canon Time: Tanning

Something quick to pass the time on the ferry.

Klavier, Phoenix, and Trucy: Tan easily.

Klavier likes how he looks in a tan, so he keeps himself lightly tanned throughout the year with spray tans and the like. However when it’s summertime, Klavier gets a deep tan that he lets fade, and rejuvenates through out the months.

Apollo likes to tease Klavier that he’s going to get wrinkles/look old, Klavier gets pouty and (not getting the joke) likes to explain to Apollo his moisturizing/skin care regime. Apollo stops teasing him after 5th time after hearing about the health benefits of white birch and grape oil serums.

Miles, Apollo, Maya: Burns before they tan.

It may take a little pain at first, but Apollo looks amazing with a tan and his swim trunks . Or, in Klavier’s eyes: goddamn irresistible.

Apollo has to keep reminding Klavier to keep his hands to himself-especially if Trucy is around.

Fries in a ray of sun: Athena and Pearl

Can tan really well but chooses not to: Franziska and Simon

My mom just reminded me of the time I finished the DARE program (drug abuse resistance education) in 5th grade and how she asked if I was going to stay away from drugs and I told her that I didn’t know because I couldn’t commit to something in the future if I didn’t know what it was going to be like.

#PhandomCalmDown

Okay,Dan seems sad, I don’t know if it’s supposed to be a joke or something. I mean his disstrack was said and taken like a joke but listening to it for like the 5th time (yeah) it sort of wasn’t anymore to me.And in Internet support group 8 he seemed different as well. What if he’s depressed or something?I feel like the phandom is really stressing him (and Phil) out. With all the tours and most of the phandom going crazy with “Phan is real!!” and stuff. We (the phandom) are really crossing the lines.The phandom needs to chill. Its making me sick.It makes me sad noticing a difference on Dan and Phils happiness. Let me remind the phandom that they have helped a lot if us with depression,anxiety etc etc and this is how we repay them? We need to calm down because this is too much. I really care about Dan and Phil, they’ve helped me with so much and I really appreciate that. Its about time a lot of the phandom does too.


I’m sorry @danisnotonfire and @amazingphil

Tagged by @cookiecat22 ! <3  10 facts about me: 

  1. I really like cats
  2. I punched a guy in the face once (and I’d do it again; he was a creep)
  3. The first time I had sleep paralysis I was 7; I thought aliens had attacked me and were going to take me away and I was TERRIFIED (when I found out what it really was I was beyond relieved) 
  4. I don’t really like soda, I don’t know why
  5. When I was 16 I worked at Great America; on my 5th day I was aggressively hit on by a 40-something year old man and it was one of the most terrifying experiences of my young life 
  6. I’m terrified of confrontation and will jump through incredible hoops to avoid it
  7. I have a serious problem with procrastination. I’m procrastinating right now
  8. My cartoon aesthetic is colorful bright colors, likeable and flawed characters, and a dark and mildly terrifying backstory 
  9. I’m 4′11″. I’ll never be 5 feet and my friends never stop making fun of me for this
  10. I’m really, really bad at making these lists 

I guess I’ll tag 10 people? @semie78 @stevenrwbyverse @aninounettear @findmeinthealps @basingtei @space-cadet @wow-wow-thats-pretty-interesting @amthyst  @universemarmalade  @korras-gem (no pressure!) 

anonymous asked:

In your opinion, is 5 dates a big deal? Like, is it common to have 5 dates with someone you're not that into to start with? I hardly ever get a second date, so after I've been on 5 dates with this guy and he just suddenly lost interest I'm left wondering if it only felt like we had something more going on because I'm not used to it?

I rarely get to a 5th date either, so I’d be kinda pissed if I guy I was seeing just ghosted me after this amount of time spent together. 

If dating has taught me anything though, it’s to not overthink and try to assess everything, it’s just a waste of your time and you’ll get lost in your own head and end up being taken over by negativity. 

If a guy doesn’t text me back it’s not because he’s not interested any more, it’s simply because he left the country suddenly or died right?

Move on and don’t let it effect your confidence xx

tagged by lovely @draxlerr oh god thank you so much!!!!!

birthday: august 5th

gender: female

pronouns: she/her

relationship status: single

zodiac sign: leo

siblings: none

pets: little 3 months old puppy named bucky *naming a dog after marvel character. why am i like this?*

wake-up time: around 9-10 am at the weekends and vacations, and school/university around 6-7 am.

love or lust: i can say both

lemonade or iced tea: lemonade

cats or dogs: dogs, and little kittens

day or night: both

text or call: texts, but if it’s something important I use calls

met a celebrity: nope!!

smile or eyes: both

light or dark hair: light hair

short or tall: tall

chapstick or lipstick: both

city or country: all my life i lived and still living in countryside, so country

last song you listened to: ella henderson - now you say you love me again

i tag: @antvibe @bravemellark @roxelana @edmplurfect @gayern-munchen @griezmam @nandosbutt and @lovegrizi

I remember I loved bionicles and used to build them all the time. I didn’t know what to do with them when I finished tho. I.. I tried to make something else out of it after like my 3rd or 5th one idk bc I thought, “well, what more can I do with them besides build how they’re supposed to be built?”

It made me really sad.. I don’t really know why. I couldn’t do it. I wasn’t.. I just couldn’t think of how else.. they..

Did I eat four ice creams today? Yes. Do I hate myself? Yes. Am I selfish? Yes. Would I do it again? Hell yeah! While writing this did I feel like eating a 5th? Yes. Did I went to the kitchen to get it and opened the fridge and a rainbow of frozen food fell from it? Yes. Did I wake my mom up? Yes. Did she come to the kitchen thinking something exploded? Yes. Did she caught me midway licking an ice cream? Yes. Could I see the regret of having me in her eyes? Yes. Do I regret it? Hell no. Was this text post a waste of time? Hell Yes!

anonymous asked:

Could you tell me more about what Jupiter stands for in the chart and what having Jupiter in Gemini in 5th house means?

Jupiter represents expansion. It basically creates expansion where it is placed. Jupiter is generally known for being a beneficial planet. However, it can also lead to things being too easy, which can some times cause people not to be able to work toward something better. In other words what some would call “Too much of a good thing.”

 Of course Jupiter can do good and does not always manifest in that way. It takes 1 year to go through a sign it is more personal to look at the house. I will share our write up for Jupiter in the the the 5th house. 

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Language Learning Update!

German: I’m honestly just leaving it alone until I start my course- I got my two textbook for the next 10 weeks, and I’m looking forward to it so much!! I start on the 5th of September and I’m HYPED!!!!

Japanese: I’ve been wishing that I had learned more Kanji recently, it would make reading much, much easier. I’ve all but put Japanese on the back burner since I’m fluent enough to think in it, but I’m thinking that every time I come across something I’d like to know how to write/say/read, I should pop it in my bujo.

Chinese: Currently I’m listening to a Chinese radio station called AsiaFM (in Mandarin, Canto seems wayyyy too hard for my poor confused brain! Also IMO Mandarin sounds a lot prettier and far less guttural, but that’s my opinion!) to get a feel for the language and help with my pronunciation. I’ve also been doing heaps of practise on ChineseSkill. I’m in love with the grammar, it’s so simple, and I’m just going to do heaps of writing practise and flashcards until I can read children’s books. I plan to have a huge headstart when I start Mandarin class at uni (hopefully starting Sept. next year!)

Korean: I haven’t gone into much grammar depth, but I already speak Japanese and the grammar is VERY similar, but I’m just making sure I don’t have to read hangul aloud, which is what I’m doing right now. Any ideas on how I can get better at reading quickly and not stumbling over my words?

82 truths i guess

82 truths about me

RULES: ONCE YOU’VE BEEN TAGGED, YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO WRITE A POST WITH 82 TRUTHS ABOUT YOURSELF AND THEN TAG 25 PEOPLE

Was tagged by @linnilinh lol 

LAST TEXT SENT: this vid to my friend with a caption ‘for u’
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: black, white, blue (patriotism)
WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: 6:30
WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT: Chatting to people
NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: For this fuckin schoolyear to end already
LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOTHER: 5th of august
WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOUR LIFE: My inability to be a good social person and to get rid of the complex of not asking for help

WHAT’S GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RN: How shit i am in german
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single lol

FAVORITE TV SHOWS: god bless Hannibal and Mr. Robot
FIRST BEST FRIEND: A chick I met in kindergarten and whose life is like a bad soap opera
LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: Hollywood undeads ‘war child’
3 FEARS: Shit I dont understand, performing, making big desicions
4 TURN ON’s: a good sense of humor, nice hair, smart, toned arms lol
4 TURN OFF’s: obnoxious, stupid, cant take a hint, bad hygene

SEXUAL ORIENTATION: no clue tbh but probably asexual
MY SENIOR QUOTE IN MY YEARBOOK: not there yet lol 
FIRST THING I NOTICE IN A NEW PERSON: Hair or face shape 
SHOE SIZE: 39
EYE COLOR: some weird grey-ish shit w a brown circle around the pupil
HAIR COLOR: potato peel
FAVORITE CLOTHING ITEM: black skinny jeans lol
WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR I’M WEARING RIGHT NOW: black
ULTIMATE BIAS: ehh
ULTIMATE BIAS GROUP: vixx/bap
FAVORITE SEASON: summer
HOW MUCH TIME I SPENT ON DESIGNING MY BLOG PAGE: like 2 minutes
THE REASON I JOINED TUMBLR: friend
LAST BOOK I READ: punisher black & white if comicbooks count. if not, a knight of the seven kingdoms
DO I EVER GET  “GOOD MORNING” OR “GOODNIGHT” TEXTS?:
ya lol
WHEN DID I LAST HOLD HANDS?: with a bud in like july lol
HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE ME TO GET READY IN THE MORNING?: 10-30 mins depends
HAVE I SHAVED MY LEGS IN THE PAST THREE DAYS?: nah lol
WHERE AM I RIGHT NOW?: in my room
DO I LIKE MUSIC LOUD OR AT A REASONABLE LEVEL?: depends
3 THINGS I LOVE: friends, animals, music
HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW: shitty
SOMETHING I REALLY, REALLY WANT: to be better at german
3 THINGS THAT UPSET ME:
fucking up, not understanding something, needing help
WHAT I FIND ATTRACTIVE IN OTHER PEOPLE:
0 clues tbh
3 HABITS I HAVE: irl i say morning instead of hi to people no matter the time, i say sorry and thanks way too much and like everything fitting together like tetris pieces
SOMETHING I FANTASIZE ABOUT: being dead and getting released from this hell
SOMETHING I’M TALENTED AT: i aint good at shit
THE BLOG I GIVE THE MOST NOTES TO: i have no vlue
THE LAST PERSON THAT RE-BLOGGED SOMETHING FROM ME:no idea and too lazy to check lol

DO I SMOKE/DRINK?: nah
MY FAVORITE FOOD: pasta
MY FAVORITE DESSERT: ice cream lol
WHAT I DID YESTERDAY: went to the cinema lol
NUMBER OF KIDS I WANT: none
NUMBER OF SIBLINGS I HAVE: younger sisterr and brother
SOMETHING THAT’S CONSTANTLY ON MY MIND: suicide jokes
LAST PERSON I MESSAGED ON TUMBLR:
@linnilinh lol

CAN I DRIVE: im so shit around motors lol no
WHAT STATE OR PART OF THE WORLD DO I LIVE IN: rrn germany
AM I IN SCHOOL?: yes
DO I GET GROSSED OUT EASILY?: idk man dont think so
SOMEWHERE I WOULD LIKE TO VISIT FOR A WEEK: sweden? idk aaah
LAST SHOW I BINGE-WATCHED: good ol merlin lol
WHAT WORDS UPSET ME THE MOST:
she/hes younger than you cant you just let them do it?
WHAT WORDS MAKE ME FEEL THE BEST ABOUT MYSELF: compliments about my drawing by strangers who arent pressured to give them just bc we are friends
A WISH THAT I’VE WISHED FOR REPEATEDLY ON 11:11: the ability to speak to animals lol
WHO I WOULD SWITCH LIVES WITH FOR A DAY: someone dead 
MY FAVORITE ICE CREAM: cookie

ALLERGIES: nah
SEXIEST PERSON TO COME TO MY MIND IMMEDIATELY: katie mcgrath
MY CHILDHOOD CAREER CHOICE: vet
ONE OF MY INSECURITIES: unability to socialise
HOW MANY BLOGS AM I FOLLOWING: 400-something
HOW MANY TABS/ DIFFERENT WINDOWS DO I HAVE OPEN AT THIS VERY MOMENT: 5
COKE OR PEPSI?: coke
TEA OR COFFEE?: coffee
MOVIE OR BOOK?: depends
A SENSE I WOULD BE WILLING TO LOSE: smell
QUOTE I LIVE BY: i dont have one
TYPE OF ACCESSORY I WEAR THE MOST: do earbuds count?
LAST AWKWARD SITUATION I FOUND MYSELF IN: didnt know what to do when others were preparing dinner
WHAT TIME IS IT RIGHT NOW: 21:12
A SONG THAT’S MADE ME CRY: none
FIRST SONG I EVER SUNG AT KARAOKE: never been to a karaoke


@leaolivia @tuna-wangs @letmehearusayfly @inx-jinam @sp4gh3tt1 @tiny-candy-mice

ily all of you do this shit pls

tagged by @doniblogs

Rule: Tag 10 followers you want to know better.

Birthday: 5th of October

Gender/Pronouns: Male, he/him


Relationship Status: Single

Zodiac sign: Libra

Siblings: Older Brother and Sister


Pets: none 

Wake-up times: erm i guess anywhere between 5am and miday


Love or lust: Love i guess 


Lemonade or Ice Tea: Ice Tea


Cats or Dogs: Dogs (I’m allergic to cats so yeah rip)

Text or call: text. Text since i’m mostly likely playing something so cba to hold the phone (Before people say use loudspeaker, I also have an headset on so i wouldn’t hear them anyway)


Met a celebrity: nope


Smile or eyes: Smile


Light or dark hair: Dark


Short or Tall:  Short (sad times)

Chapstick or Lipstick: Chapstick

City or Country: City (As much as i would like to live in the country, the internet speeds would be so bad and i wouldn’t be able to deal with that)

Last song listened to:  Flow - Burn (I’m a weeb shh)

Victims: @i0taku-chan @reliablehangingtree anyone else who i forgot to tag feel free to do one of these yourself (Just make sure to tag me :D) 

There was discourse on the Heroes of Dragon Age Facebook and this other girl and I made a guy so mad that he deleted his post

So I only follow them because I like most of the concept art they post, I haven’t played the game in a long time

But one of their newest ones is Blighted Oghren, as like a reimagining of what might have happened if the 5th Blight wasn’t ended in time

And this guy got offended because “Grey Wardens can’t become darkspawn”

So this girl and I schooled him on how most women are the only ones who can become darkspawn, if you consider broodmothers “true” darkspawn, and the normal darkspawn that we face in the games come from them. If you aren’t born a darkspawn, you can’t become a darkspawn (barring the woman thing), and can only become a ghoul.

And becoming a ghoul is something that wardens are not immune to. As Duncan said, the Wardens are not a cure. And the Calling is a way to stop Wardens from going ghoul. However, as we’ve seen with Larius, it doesn’t always work.

Therefore yes while Darkspawn Oghren is impossible, Blighted Oghren is not.