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Ok this blog is not about politics, but somehow it’s about my life.
So here I am, living in Russia, the country with beautiful people: talented musicians, artists, dancers, amazing doctors, teachers and all the other professionals who know how to be a good person and how to do things right.

But the rest of the world judge us just by one politician. Radical, homophobic, aggressive. The world says - that’s their leader as a representation of the nation. So let me show you what our nation is.

Today, on March 26, we had meeting protests against the government throughout the country in 99 (!) cities and towns. People were clamoring against the system and corruption with slogans ‘Russia shall be free’, ‘Russia without Putin’, ‘The criminal has to go to the prison’. In Brazil or South Korea that would end for the government in a fair law court…  But what we got as a feedback? When thousands of unarmed russians went to the street to shout out for justice, thousands of policeman and soldiers started to arrest them. There was no exception for women, children or oldman. I was there, in the heart of Moscow, protesting with others. 

And here I want to say that it literally hurts me when I see in social networks like tumblr all the hatred adressed to Russia. When you are afraid of russians, when you think of us as rude homophobic savages who barely know what civilization and human rights is.

Please
, try to look deeper on what happens here.
We are people. And we need your support. 

As a bonus, photos from another date in St. Petersburg

Say You Won’t Let Go - Harry Styles Imagine

*Based on Say You Won’t Let go by James Arthur.

There has never been a time in your life where Harry Styles wasn’t your best friend. Your mothers were best friends and lived on the same street. You and Harry were born only a few days apart, which meant that you two shared many birthday parties together. You did everything together from when you were born till you were teenagers. 

When Harry made it to the X Factor that was the first time that you two were apart. Then, he never really came back home again. He was suddenly this mega superstar traveling all over the world, while you were back home going to University. 

Even though the two of you were always apart for most of the time, you still were extremely close. You always texted or talked on the phone and at least a few times a week, you two would video chat. In fact, there were a few times when relationships of his didn’t work out because he always made time to talk to you, instead of them. 

There were times that you went on tour for a few weeks with him over the years, and you would spend time with him when he was off. But now, that he wasn’t touring anymore and he had a little more free time, you were able to spend more time with him. 

You were out in London with a group of mutual friends and you were having the time of your live. You and Harry were dancing around like crazy and downing some drinks to the point where you were definitely getting drunk. 

It was getting quite late, so Harry and you decided to leave and head over to Harry’s house. After the ride home, you weren’t feeling very well. Harry carried you inside and up to his bedroom. He handed you some of his clothes and you changed into them. You felt a lurch in your stomach, so you ran into the bathroom. 

Harry followed you and held your hair back and rubbed your back as the effects of the alcohol was leaving your system into the toilet. He then got a damp rag and handed it to you. 

“I’m so sorry.” You laugh. “I’m sure this is not how you wanted to end this night.” 

He shrugs. “It’s not the first time, I’ve had to hold your hair back while you got sick.” He says. 

You laugh leaning back against him. He smiles wrapping his arms around you. “You should get some rest. You can have my bed. I’ll sleep in the guest room.” He whispers. 

“No, stay…” You whisper back. 

He sighs picking you up and carrying you into the room. He lays you in the bed and then gets you some water and aspirin. “Okay, now it’s time to get some sleep.” He says

“Yeah, yeah.” You say scooting closer to him on the bed. 

He kisses your head and wraps his arms around you. It didn’t take long before you feel asleep, however, Harry was a different story. He looked down at you sleeping and felt the butterflies in his stomach again. 

He loved you… 

No.

He was IN love you. 

He knew this and wanted to tell you, but he was afraid. He was scared of you not feeling the same way. He didn’t want to lose you as his best friend, even if that meant he could never be more than that. 

But little did he know, that you felt the same way.

**

A Year Later. 

Harry was standing at the alter, surrounded by his best mates, in front of both of your friends and families. He was nervous and his palms were sweaty. He was fiddling with the rings on his finger as he waited for you to make your appearance. 

His mom and sister were already bawling their eyes out and he was trying to hold his in. 

Then, everyone stood up. 

Harry looked down the aisle and saw you standing there in the most beautiful dress next to your father. The smile on his face had never been bigger and the tears were now filling his eyes on the verge of spilling over. 

As you walked down the aisle, you didn’t notice the flowers or who was there. All you were focused on was Harry and as soon as you saw him and the smile on his face, you lost control over your tears. 

Good thing for waterproof makeup. 

Harry grabbed your hand when you finally were at the alter. You squeezed his hand and he brought yours up to kiss it. 

“Y/N and Harry have decided to share their own vows to one another,” the minster says. “Harry, you may go first.” 

Harry sniffles and takes out a piece of paper from his pocket. “Y/N, baby, you’ve been in my life for as long as I can remember. You’ve been my side for everything. You’ve been my neighbor, my best friend, my first kiss, my first love, my girlfriend, my fiancé, and now you’ll be my wife and one day, the mother of my children. I’m so in love with you and I have been for years, but I was so scared to tell you how I felt, until one night, when you looked at me and I just knew that I had to tell you. And luckily you felt the same way, which brought us here today. I vow to love you whole heartedly until we’re gray and old. I promise to bring you breakfast in bed and take our kids to school. You look as beautiful as ever and I swear you only get better with each passing day. I’m so in love with you and I hope that you know and I think my lucky stars for that night.” He sniffles looking at you. 

You sniffle and wipe at your eyes before taking your paper out. “Okay.” You breathe out trying to get your composure. “We were little we were always together. We were teenagers we were always together until we weren’t. When you left to pursue your dream, It was bittersweet. I was so proud of you for going and I knew that you would do great things, but I was nervous about losing you. However, you made sure that didn’t happen. Even if we weren’t physically together, we were still by each other’s side. With every text and phone call, our friendship lasted and grew into something more. I have always loved you, but it wasn’t until a few years ago that I realized I was in love you. That you were the one that I wanted to grow old with. The one that I wanted to make a family with. And while I knew that we would be together, I never imagined it would be like this and I couldn’t be happier. I’m so thankful that I was able to overcome by fear of rejection and losing you to tell you how I felt about you and how ecstatic I was when you said that you felt the same. We’ve already spent our whole lives together and I can’t wait to spend the rest of our lives and more together. I love you more than anything and I hope you know.” You sniffle. 

Harry then puts the ring on your finger and you place his ring on his finger. 

“I know pronounce you husband and wife… Harry you may now kiss your bride.” 

Harry smiles and puts his hands on your cheeks before kissing you. You smile into the kiss wrapping your arms around him. You both pull away putting your foreheads together, just enjoying the moment. 

**

Two Years Later. 

The sound of a crying baby filled the air as Harry got up from the bed. He was a new father of all of week and the sleep deprivation was setting in, but he didn’t care. Whenever he held his baby girl in his arms, he was instantly awake. 

He picked her up and held her to his chest as he walked downstairs to get a bottle. He looked down at her as he fed her and he smiled knowing that she looked just her mother. He knew that he loved her as she was growing inside your belly, but as soon as he saw you in her, he loved her even more. 

And just when he thought he couldn’t love you anymore than he already did, knowing that you were the mother of his beautiful daughter, instantly made his love grow even more for you. 

You had woken up when you felt Harry leaving the bed. You went downstairs and watched him looking at your daughter. you heart swelled, something it always did when you saw Harry being a father. You were so lucky to have this man who loved you more than anything and would be the most amazing father to your children. 

And to think, if it wasn’t for that night, you may not be here. 

**

50 Years Later.

You and Harry were outside in the backyard of your house in Holmes Chapel. You were drinking some tea and Harry was sitting next to you, with his arm around your shoulder. There was giggles and chattering coming from all over the place. 

Harry laughed. “Remember when that was us, love?” He asked. “Now, our grandchildren are the ones running around here.” 

“Yeah, I feel like it was just a few years ago, that it was us and then our kids.” You whisper. 

“I know what you mean.” He smiles kissing your head. 

“I love you.” You whisper laying your head on his shoulder. 

“And I love you, baby.” He smiles. “I’ve loved you for almost 73 years of my life.” 

He kissed your head and the two of you go back to watching your grandchildren laughing and playing around in the backyard. You two had been married for 52 years and you were still going strong. 

And to think, it was all because of that one night. 

That feeling.
The feeling when you sneeze. It’s almost like a necessity yet a pain. When your airplane takes off for the first time, it’s thrilling yet scary. When you drive in the fog with your cars headlights on, you can’t see what’s ahead but you keep going, bit by bit. That moment when you choose to finally get up and quit sleeping, it’s refreshing yet irritating. That moment when everything in life is falling apart and you decide to figure one piece out at a time. That moment when a child is born, it is a feeling of happiness yet the moment is so emotional. That moment in life when you’re at the top of the ferris wheel, it’s exhilarating yet appalling. That moment when you let go of your senses to enjoy and live a particular moment, it’s nerve racking and vulnerable yet gratifying. We human beings are capable of understanding so much, yet we don’t understand that every feeling in the world has two sides. It is up to us which one we choose to pave our path ahead. We human beings take risks in life, to prove ourselves to others, rather than to rediscover ourselves. Go, experience something. A feeling that truly moves you and rediscover yourself. Find the magic within.



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Day 11

A show that disappointed you.

I’m really disappointed in Supergirl right now.  I was watching Season 1 last night with my wife and it was just so much better.  

I’ll let Cat Grant explain how I’m feeling. 

Originally posted by evil-squicker

Citizens of National City, this is Cat Grant, live from Catco Plaza. As you all know, I have been Supergirl’s most outspoken champion. So, you can imagine how difficult it is for me to tell you that I and Catco can no longer stand behind Supergirl. I made you trust her. I gave you my word that she was safe, a friend. I was wrong. Supergirl has changed. She is unstable and extremely dangerous. She threw me off of a building last night and threatened my life and… Who knows what else she is capable of? It’s not easy being let down by our idols. Having someone who embodies our heroic ideals helps us believe that we can be heroes, too. Sometimes heroes fall. So, please, for your own safety, stay away from Supergirl. Okay, that’s enough. Turn it off. Play it on a loop. Everyone needs to know.

Let Me (Old Man Logan x Reader)

Originally posted by dofp

WARNING: LOGAN SPOILERS

Author’s Note: Ok so this is my first time writing something that I’ve posted so please give me feedback. Also I got this idea a few days ago and it just wouldn’t leave me. I’m not sure how I feel about it so I might write something else with the same-ish character and situation like a part 2 or something about life at the compound before this.

Summary: Set around 5-ish months before Logan. You live at the compound with Logan, Caliban, and Charles. You help the two mutants take care of Charles, and you have a history with Logan that tends to repeat itself.

Warning(s): Just some angst I guess, also Logan spoilers!!

Word Count: 1,360

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물러나 다 (Back off)

Theme: major fluff.. you have been warned hehe

Characters: Mark Tuan x Y/n

New series, so stay tuned for future updates and you can also follow me but only if you want to like its your choice, you don’t have to but it would be nice.


Standing in my own kitchen, I felt like a guest in my own home as two of my so called ‘best friends’ left me out of a conversation about their love lives, which might I add one constantly talked about non stopped; he broke her heart twice resulting in her blocking him on everything social media related and that included his phone number. Still rambling on about how she let him back into her life her repetitive words rang out the whole kitchen.

“I’m gonna start a fight with him tomorrow because he pissed me off today” she explained to us or more like to my other friend, Jessica, who ate up every word she spits out like a baby bird getting fed by their mother for the first time, I rolled my eyes. “ I don’t care about him anymore, he broke my heart and I found that he wasn’t as good looking as I thought he was” I scoffed at her statement.

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No Second Chances - Part One

Summary: You were still learning to be a hunter when you fell in love with your colleague Arthur Ketch. Your situation wasn’t easy in the first place, your feelings were just making it harder. Though nothing could have prepared you for what you were about to witness.

Words: 1117

Pairings: Arthur Ketch x Reader

Warnings: Smut, unprotected sex

A/N: Thanks to my boo @sinceriouslyamellpadalecki as well as @bestieswithmydarkthoughts for helping me develop my ideas for this series!

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Life as an upcoming hunter wasn’t easy as it is. What was worse, though, was falling in love with one of your colleagues and not knowing how they felt for you.

You met Arthur Ketch when two vampires were sucking dry your former roomie and he came in just in time to save you. Though, at first, he wanted to kill you as well. But with enough of begging and a deal to let him train you to become a hunter, he luckily let you live.

He trained you, showed you the basics and while you had learned a lot already, you were still nowhere near a good hunter. And Arthur didn’t trust your skills enough to send you on hunts or alone or even let you give him company at his hunts.

But it wasn’t only training between the two of you. Every now and then you found yourself in his bedroom, screwing your brains out. If it would’ve stayed at the first time you had slept with each other, you most likely wouldn’t find yourself in the situation you were in at this moment.

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beauty is not long hair, skinny legs, tanned skin or perfect teeth. believe me. beauty is the face of who cried and now smiles, beauty is the scar on your knee since you fell when you were a kid, beauty is the circles when love doesn’t let you sleep, beauty is the expression on the face when the alarm rings in the morning, it’s the melted makeup when you have a shower, it’s the laughter when you make a joke you’re the only one who can understand, beauty is meeting his gaze and stopping understanding, beauty is your gaze when you see him,it’s when you cry for all your paranoia, beauty is the lines marked by time. beauty is what we feel in the inside which also shows outside us. beauty is the marks the life leaves on us, all the kicks and the caresses the memories leave us. beauty is letting yourself live.
—  Emma Watso

anonymous asked:

I agree, even though I was fairly sure Flint would live I was SO nervous watching this ep! Interesting post about Silver's story beginning with meeting Flint. It really convinces me there's no way the TI stories about Flint fearing Silver are true. Silver will cover for Flint bc he respects and loves him. He will let Flint have his life back and Flint will let Silver have his legacy bc he'll need it to instill fear in his enemies. Next week will be so emotional! I'll miss this show so much:(

i once again have no idea what to expect from next week’s episode, especially it being the last episode ever. i am stressed all over again and dreading the worst. how will they go back to who they were? is the trust permanently shattered? how will silver bridge that betrayal? i don’t think flint could ever be afraid of silver in the same sense as other men are, but i do believe he’s afraid of how much he needs him. WHAT HAPPENS NOW???

god how i wish all of them could just.. stop the war, go off the account and retire inland to live a peaceful, happy life. i wish flint could move on, i wish madi could have her victory, i wish silver could have what he wants.. I WISH

anonymous asked:

"Why do all these girls obsess over yaoi and who's "gay" when 99.999% the characters in question are both straight" i agree cause i hate these fangirls That think everyone is gay ( hate this) but for deidara he abviously is we cannot see him ending in a relationship with his wife and Child and happy family ect... he don't seem to be attracted by girls let's be honest

Deidara was a very dangerous and notorious international criminal who had no romantic angle in the story. Of course he wasn’t going to have an ending where he’s living a happy life with a wife and child. But why on earth does that make him gay? Neji, Shino, Gaara, Gai, Kakashi, Nagato, Suigetsu, Juugo, Kisame, Killer Bee, etc, the list can go on and on. None of those male characters had any canonical attraction to a female in the manga, so do you think they’re all obviously gay too?

For anyone who struggles with any kind of mental illness or sicknesses, I don’t know and I can’t imagine how you feel, but I struggle with a few mentall illnesses and some sicknesses myself and it sucks. But always remember that life is worth living and fighting for, wether believe it or not. You have people who cares about you, people who cherish you and thinks that you matter. Don’t ever let people tell you that you don’t matter or you’re not important, because they are wrong, but nothing could be more wrong than actually believing them. Every one of you matter. Every one of you are important. Even if you don’t believe in yourself now, know that I do. And what I say is what I mean, and I truly and firmly believe in you with every fiber of my being. @markiplier @therealjacksepticeye and @crankgameplays and their communities believes in you and we’re here for each other. Spread the love around and let everyone know how truly loved they are. Thank you for always inspiring me to always to keep on fighting wether it’s for what I believe in or to fight the darkness trapped in my mind. Anways, I just wanted to let every single one of you know how much truly I love you and how much YOU mean to me. #AlwaysKeepFighting

anonymous asked:

God The Father loves us so much that He gave His one and only Son, Jesus Christ, Who died for our sins, so we will never die but forever live through Him.  He was not sent here to condemn us but to save us (John 3:16-17). You are loved and cherished by Him. Let Him lead your life and love Him with all that you are.

okay

@kuroshitsuji fandom…

What if Soma gets shot and dies
But the Shinigamis spare his life seeing that he still has things to offer to the world

Remember how Agni said that he had grown a lot and he could do good things for his country

Shinigamis are allowed to let someone live if he has things to offer to the world

Even what grell said makes sense
He is going to appear and spare Soma’s life

anonymous asked:

JD becomes a protective dad. But like, not overly protective. He may not like future s.o. of his kids, but he isn't like, rude to them. And he just... Let's them live life and experience what he didn't get to. He definitely cries at every birthday, first day of school, it doesn't matter. When it comes to his kids, he becomes very emotional

JD is just an emotional wreck in general when it comes to things he loves smh