this is kinda community's fault

Tbh, I feel kinda left out of the Amedot community, through no fault but my own. I’m hesitant to interact with people, partly because I’m shy and mostly because I rarely have the energy to carry on a conversation with anyone, or do any sort of art…when I first came onto tumblr for a different fandom, most of my original posts were expressing my thoughts and speculation, but I barely had the energy to do that back then, and now my mental energy is significantly more limited. I wish I could be involved with stuff like the Too Short To Ride group chat thing, but I’m afraid I’d end up awkwardly lurking 90% of the time because I just don’t have the mental capacity to regularly contribute to a conversation. I’m sorry for this post, I just wanted to vent a little.