Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
So this is my first writing that I share. This is quite different from the usual fanfics and I don’t really know if people are interested in this kind of stuff. It’s more like poetry with a little bit of fanfiction in it. This poem can be read two ways, which means that it can be read in Bucky’s perspective and it can be read in the reader’s perspective. My advise is to read it two times with different mindsets. But that’s the beauty in writing, you can understand it the way you want.
Anyway, feedback is greatly appreciated, because I have no idea if this is something that someone would read. (I have no idea who to tag, so I’m setting the bar high and tagging my favorites)
I remember the way you looked at me,
The way your almost perfect teeth and perfect lips made a shiver run down my spine.
We were far from perfect.
But the most important thing was that I believed you,
truly believed when you said that it was okay to be broken
to be fucked up.
Your hair looked like a mess
And your voice was full of sleep.
I forgot how to breath for a second.
But when you weren’t looking I remembered.
My mind traveled into dangerous places,
Far away from the light.
It seemed like an eternity at the time, but it was just a moment, really.
I was lost,
Then you looked at me again.
And suddenly there wasn’t a thing I regretted,
Because every single night
Every time the sobs made me loose my mind
And every occasion I almost pulled the trigger
Brought me here. Next to you.
You did not say anything, but we did not need any word.
You pulled me in your embrace and kissed all my wounds.
I felt alive.
One night when we laid together, asking the Moon for some advise,
You whispered in my ear.
Three little words.
And I have to be honest, I did not believe you. How could you?
I was a cursed soul trapped in this land, trying to be dead.
I think you knew that I did not believe you, though.
But you just smiled, like you knew something I did not.
You always said, life is a silly thing and no one escapes without being broken.
I can still hear your voice in my head, the bittersweet attitude.
Your wise eyes,
It always looked like all the secrets were hidden in your irises.
One day I did something incredibly stupid.
I still didn’t forgive myself,
I did the one thing you asked me not to do.
That was the only time you were mad at me
And I still can’t understand why you stayed.
But when I opened my eyes and came back from the undiscovered country from which no travellers return, you just smiled.
You just smiled whit teary eyes,
And welcomed me back.
After that I got to know all your secrets, that
You were lost, just like me
You were a warrior, just like me
You were a traveller, just like me.
And in that moment I understood
I believed you.
Sometimes I feel like we were some kind of runaways in the Universe, because
We knew too much.
We saw too much.
We felt too much.
And it was hell of a miracle that we found each other.
I don’t know how our stories are going to end.
I don’t think that our kind is able to have a happy ending, we are happy if we have an ending,
But you are the living proof that miracles do happen.
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