Because of you, I have learned that when people ask questions like why am I crying, they don’t really care. They are simply asking out of curiosity. Looking back, it seems like you never cared. I feel so stupid for thinking you cared. Now, I don’t tell anyone anything because I know they are just curious. No one cares about me. So now everything that’s going on in my mind, stays in my mind. When people ask, I don’t tell them anymore. I put on a fake smile through tears and tell them I’m fine. Even though it isn’t true. And it’s horrible, that everytime someone asks, I think to myself they don’t really care, they are just curious, for no one would actually care.
— Cait Carey (me)