this is good i am calm i am so calm

dream daddy: tries to comment on the nature of dating sims by enticing you with joseph – a married man – and then making it so that you do not end up with him even if you play his route due to him being married, and then attempts to teach the player a lesson about how we need to think more/use real world reasoning when playing dating sims for whatever reason despite how they were the ones seeming to condone all the adulterous acts and made it seem like mary and him were in an unhealthy relationship (with mary assumedly cheating on him as well) that he needed to get out of for most of his route

doki doki literature club: comments on the nature of dating sims by escalating the entire genre up by about a 100 and taking it to the extreme, and then shows how your choices are ultimately pointless in the overall game due to how you literally have no control over it despite how you do make choices and play it multiple times – which is true for all dating sims, regardless of how they disguise it

but if hot pie sees arya after so long and tells her how pretty she looks can you imagine gendry’s reaction??? hE’S GOING TO FALL ON HIS ASS AT THE SIGHT

HAPPY CARYL DAY, EVERYONE!

My Fake Boyfriend Part 2

Summary: After receiving a very rude letter of your ex on the mail saying that he is going to get married. You see yourself not knowing what to do, you can just let it go or accept the help of your hot neighbor and pretend he is your boyfriend.

Paring: Bucky x Reader

Words: 930 ( I promise nex part is gonna be bigger)

Warnings: Angst, fuffly

A/n: Thanks to @drinkfantasy for being my beta. You rock.

PART 1 

Originally posted by squishedbyseb

Originally posted by aircraft24


You barely slept that night; you couldn’t relax your muscles neither your mind. You packed and repacked your suit case five times; you watered your house plants and read a book about a girl who relived the day of her death over and over again.

You weren’t ready to spent six days at your hometown, when you looked at the clock was 5 a.m. and you had a flight to catch in 6 hours. You took a long shower letting the water wash your worries away, after that you cleaned your apartment one last time.

 You still have one hour to spent, you lay on your couch hopping that you can take a quick nap but no. Your conversation with your mother keeps playing in your head.

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Recently I’ve been waking up depressed or anxious.. it keeps me from being happy, distracted instead of enjoying my life, fearful instead of creative. So I wrote this to remind myself of truth. I read it every morning and it’s helped me reset, feel light, and be present. I’m putting it here in case it can do that for anyone else.

“I wake up content
Even though there are troubles there is also the sun, quiet rain, there is love, there are perfect, happy days ahead…there is so much good.
I will soak in the day with light coming from my fingertips, love pouring out of my heart.
I will look at the sky with purple in my eyes, making everything just a bit more beautiful. I will see the art in life.
The storms in my mind will calm- oceans always eventually calm.
I am mindful, present. I am here. I am still.
Yet I will run. I will run into life with excitement, for there is so much ahead.
There are people to love with all I have. There is strength to find.
Even when I trip, my bones will heal stronger where they broke and I will learn when to jump.
When I am pressed again into the depths I constantly climb from, I will remember how beautiful the darkness has made me, and I will climb again.
When my heart is heavy with so much emotion that I am afraid to feel it all, I will look it in the face. I will not run. I will let it run through me, the fear the loss the dreams the longing the grief the love the empty the awe.
I will allow it to make me.
If I am afraid, it is only because there is so much more - there is greatness I could achieve, if only after a few falls.
But there is so much in me. So I will fall until I prove it, no matter the bruises.
I will decide who I am, I will decide to be the most of myself.
Until I am at the end, surrounded by love, beauty in my wake.”

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So Ricky liked 2 more of my Instagram posts today!!!!!!! ……I am YELLING.

Childish Argument || Chan || Oneshot

Originally posted by mountean

Word Count: 1502

Genre: angst, fluff, oneshot

Summary: Sometimes, it’s hard to admit that you were wrong first.


Pacing the open space, he pushed his hair back in an irritated motion. His breathing was sharp and his lips were pushed together in irritation. Once in a while his tongue would sneak out and flick over his lips. His jaws were squared and his brows were tense as he searched for something to say. You glared at him from where you stood, your arms crossed, waiting for him to talk. You were ready to shoot down whatever he was going to say. You were itching for a fight at this point with all the built up stress that had formed between the both of you.

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PTSD has been kicking ass today, so I did a little spell to try and calm the symptoms down. 


Involving: 

A super cute and lovely smelling candle, apple for magic boosting and (self) love, and elderflower to help with calming the wacky emotions and negativity going on in my mind, as well as tiny bits of rose petals.

Many crystals - zebra jasper (for healing and grounding), snowflake obsidian (for soothing, calming, healing), selenite (soothing, healing), moonstone (healing, calmness), amethyst (soothing, healing), labradorite (banishing fear, strength, protection), nuumite (protection, healing, magic boosting goodness), blue lace agate (calming, protection and communication) and clear quartz to amp up the rest (As well as healing). 

Two sigils; “I am safe”, and “The past will not harm me.”

A written spell/vent containing personal trauma details so I won’t post it here. (Then tucked under the candle).

I spent a good long while visualizing protective energies surrounding me, and going between chanting “I am safe, you cannot harm me anymore.” and cussing out the people that have hurt me in anger at the flame while gesticulating wildly. 10/10 therapeutic magic. 


It helped. A lot. I’m a lot more calm than I was and I’m thinking a lot more clearly. I’m just exhausted.

HOO HOO MY GUYS i asked friend & long-time art inspiration @kaliri if they wanted to collab and lo and behold they agreed!!!! For this picture I did the sketch and they did the stunning colors and I’m so happy to see the wife decked out in opals (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و

I am not good for you. (Part 3)

Type: mini-serie.

Pairing: Jace Herondale/Wayland/Lightwood X Reader.

A/N: there is Clary too but this is a Jace x Reader, sorry for who ship Clace. I ship Clace also 💕but this imagine is based on a dream i made a few nights ago. And also i’m sorry for any mistakes, English isn’t my first language and i wanted to share this with someone.

I should be happy, today is the day i will meet my future husbund. For what i have seen and heard he is the perfect Shadowhunters, just as it should be: strong and confident, with a natural talent for fighting and obviously loyal and in love with the Clave…well, let’s just say that i do not wonder why everyone and Maryse adore him. He is not good as much as Jace, he is important just because his family are prestigious like the Lightwood.
After i told Alec and Izzy about my arranged marriage they called Magnus and they explained to him the situation. I can swear that i had never seen him so angry. He was so close to going to strangle Maryse and even without the use of his magic, i would add. Since he and Alec got together, we became very good friends and i am really glad. Fortuanatelly after a cocktail or two and the attempts of Alec to calm him down, he calms. I hope i can have what they have, they seems so happy and in love with each other that they are capable of illuminating the entire room just by staying close. I am happy for Alec, he more than anyone deserves love.
Now we are all in the center room with the other Shadowhunters. Maryse has called a meeting and i want to disappear, literally, i asked Magnus to open a portal but he hugged me and told me to keep walking whit my chin up. I can see Jace and Clary at the other side of the room, Jace is looking around the room in search of something, as soon as he sees us he nods toward Clary and they start coming to us.
“Do you guys know the reason beind this?” he asks crossing his arms.
“Maybe.” i whisper and Jace frown, he was about to reply when Maryse cut him off.
“Thank everyone for coming here, i have an important annuncemement. But before, Y/N can you join me?” she asks me, i head towards her while Jace and Clary look at me perplexed. She keeps talking when i reach her. “Today James Blackwine will be here at the Institute. I am proud to announce the union in marriage of two families, the Blackwine and the Lightwood-Y/L/N. He is coming here because we have the honour to organize his wedding with our Y/N.” as soon as she finishes talking the whole room bursts in applause and congratulations. I can not do anything but blush and then look at the ground. After a few minutes Maryse ends the meeting and everyone walks away to do their work. Izzy, Alec and Magnus are watching with soft and sympathetic eyes. Clary is looking at me with her mouth wide open and eyes out, i do not dare to look at Jace.
“Are you going to marry? I did not know…” she comments shocked.
“Yeah, me too. I am happy that i wasn’t the only one who wasn’t told.” Jace being harshly. I look at him for a second only to find his eyes already in mine. His eyes. Damn, i missed him, he is more beautiful than i remembered if it is possible. He is here in front of me but he looks at me shocked and disgusted, i look away. I feel guilty, frightened and embarassed under his eyes.
“Why do not you tell me?” he caters only to me, i can feel his eyes burning against me. “A marriage? Where all this come from? Are you crazy or what? Look at me.” he adds grabbing my arm and i gasp squeezing my eyes.
Alec pushes away Jace and stands between us. “That’s enough, Jace! Stay calm, look you’re hurting her and let her breathe.”
“No, i do not have enough Alec! I want to know what’s going on and what’s all this about the wedding! Why nobody told me?”
“Jace…” Izzy tries to speak.
“I’m not talking to you Isabelle. I want to talk alone with Y/N, you go away” ordes Jace. I raise my eyes on him again and he is livid, is face is red and his jaw tightened so much that his lips are trembling a little.
The others look worried at me and i nod “It is ok, go.” i say watching them one by one. “I will be fine.” i add and after a second Jace drags me down the hall to his room since no one did the gesture to go away. He opens the door and pushes me inside, he comes in and close the door. He turns to me and takes a deep breath trying to calm down and i can feel by body tense, i cross my arms on my chest trying to hide that i am shaking. I was so sicure about my choice, i am convinced that it is right but then he comes and breaks every certainty that i had.
“Why?” he aks with a hoarse voice, when a few minutes ago he was about to explode at any moment, now he seems hurt and empty. His voice are strong as always but is tremling a little. That’s what hurts me the most, i prefer to see the strong and sure of himself Jace, rather than the vulnerable Jace in front of me now. I am in love with everything about him but this hurts me, i have never seen this side of Jace and the fact that i am the cause make me feel heartbroken, but i can not give up.
“It seems obvious, there is nothing to explain” i declare finding a bit of strenght and control.
“You have to explain a lot of things instead. First of all why did you avoided me for the whole week? Did i do somthing wrong? And by the Angel why you will marry that guy? Since when? You do not even know him and certainly you do not love him! I do not recognize you anymore!” he says and i can fell that he is heating up, word after word, frustated from my answer.
“I do not have to explain anything to you. You do not care about me, there is no reason why i should explain my choices to you. You only care about yourself and Clary, for you everything revolves around her now! I no longer exist, Alec and Izzy do not exist anymore for you. I am going to marry James Blackwine, it is the right choice. I do not love him now, it is true, but i could do one day. And among all the people you can not talk about feeling to me, where the story that feelings are nothing?” i say irritated pressing my lips together avoiding to say more.
“Do not you dare!” pointing his finger at me. “I care about you, a lot, more than i expected and more than anyone else. I thought about you every day, but you were and you are acting like a child! I spend my time with Clary because for her it is all new and i want to help her, that’s all. What you did is unacceptable! You really want to marry a stranger? You are supposed to kiss him, to love and make love with him, to make babies with him! It is not a game! You went out of your mind, i thought you were smarter than this.” he yells taken by anger, now his hands are narrow on his hips, his breath are slow and fast and his eyes are locked on mine. His words make me explode.
“See! I can not do this anymore, i am tired Jace. I am tired of arguing with you. We are only hurting each other since Clary arrived and i am very tired of pretending that everything is fine! We are not the same as before and i miss the old Jace and Y/N. I am tired of losing people i care and if i keep you away from me i can not give you the power to hurt me. I just want to forget everything and move on, if this is the only way i will do it. I can not deal with the fact that if i will not do it i will help destroy a family, the family that welcomed and loved me.” my voice broke and i realize i am crying so i wipe the tears. During my speech Jace remained unmoved but i can see that he has tears in his eyes too. We are both exhausted, emotionally and physically. I close my eyes massaging my temple because i feel my head spinning, i take a deep long breath and i open my eyes.
“I do not want to fight with you. It if means that we must stop talking for me it is fine. You will be happy with Clary and i will find my happiness with James.” i add.
“I’d rather argue with you that to be with other girls or Clary. You’ve never understood it, right?” he shake his head laughing softly. “You are not the only one that lost his own family, maybe i am the one who understands you the most. We are similar more than you think and maybe this is one of the reasons because you are so important to me. You are right…for me emotions are nothing, they can control us and they have the power to hurt us” he sighs he runs is hands through his hair “Love destroys us. You destroys me every day and i will let you if you want. Do not marry him.” he says with queit voice looking at me deeply. He breaks away from the door where he was leaning from the beginning and he comes slowly towards me but i stop him raising my arms between us.
“Don’t.” i bite my lips fighting the urge to cry or laugh in despair, i do not know. I am unable to move, i remain in silence searching for the right words to say. Just the Angel know how long have i waited for him to say these words, i can not believe it. He is here, in front of me and he just said he has feelings for me. I should burst with happiness but i feel terrible. What i have done?
We are interrupt by the knock on the door.
“Y/N you are in there? James Blackwine has arrived, come to meet him. We will wait for you in my office.” i hear Maryse from the order side of the door.
“Ok.” i say and she walked away.
I look at Jace and he shaking his head at me. “No.”
“I waited years to hear this from you, but now i can not turn back Jace. I always had feelings to you, but you never noticed. It is too late and that’s fine, i am not good to you. You are you, hansome and perfect.” waving my hands toward him. “And i am…a mess.” i smile sadly dropping my arms. I start to go to the door when he takes my arm and makes me turn until we are face to face.
“You do not know want you do to me every day, you are the reason i wake up every morning and that gives me the strength to give my best. You are more than good enough. I should have told you sonner, we could have avoided all this…Are you really sure about this?” he try to look in my eyes but i am having truble to look at him.
“Yes.” i lie, i escape from his grasp and quickly get out of his room before he can grab me again. I run to my room where i try to calm down and give me a settled before meeting my future. I wash my face, fix my hair, i put a fake smile on and i get out of my room.

➡The next part will be the last I think.

anonymous asked:

Do you know any good sigils/spells to help with anger? As in trying to stay calm and not be irritated? (This isn't a request I'm just wondering if you have any recommendations)

whenever I’m super super sad I go to my safe space. My safe space, specifically, is a world on minecraft in peaceful mode. In this place I tend a tiny flock of sheep and build a small cabin next to their field. I am neither an architect nor very good at building things, but nevertheless it calms me. Sometimes I sit in my cabin and look at my sheep through the window and think about how fluffy and good they are.
I am not allowed to have negative thoughts while in this place. I am only allowed to listen to the calming music and my sheepies’ baa’s, and quietly build.

I can't fucking believe this shit...

WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK WERE THE WRITERS OF THIS SHOW THINKING WHEN THEY DECIDED TO MAKE ENID AND CARL A THING??? LIKE WTF JUST BECAUSE THEY’RE IN THE SAME FUCKING AGE RANGE DOESN’T MEAN THEY IMMEDIATELY HAVE TO KISS EACH OTHER!!! GIVE HIM SOME FUCKING TIME TO FIND A STRONG GIRL WHO CAN ACTUALLY TAKE CARE OF HERSELF RATHER THAN ENID, WHO PRETTY MUCH JUST KINDA HANGS OUT ON THE SIDE AND LET’S OTHER PEOPLE DO ALL THE WORK!!! IM SORRY IF THIS IS A SPOILER TO SOME BUT I CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE THIS!! AFTER MULTIPLE THINGS PISSING ME OFF ABOUT THIS SHOW I DECIDED TO COME BACK TO IT EVERY TIME BECAUSE I KNEW THAT SOMETHING GOOD WOULD COME OF IT, BUT APPARENTLY FUCKING NOT IN SEASON 7!!! I DON’T KNOW WHY THIS ENRAGES ME SO MUCH, BUT AFTER THIS FUCKERY OF EVENTS OCCURING IM ACTUALLY CONSIDERING QUITTING THIS SHOW!! I WON’T STOP POSTING ON THE BLOG BUT I AM SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING JUST NOT WATCHING IT ANYMORE!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME ON READING MY RAGE RANT, HOPEFULLY I CALM DOWN ABOUT THIS NONSENSE SOON BUT UNTIL THEN I AM JUST GOING TO STOP WATCHING UNTIL I CALM DOWN FROM THIS FUCKERY! THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HAVW READ THIS PSA, AND PLEASE DEAR GOD DONT LET ME BE THE ONLY ONE WHO IS RHIS FUCKING PISSED ABOUT THAT!! But I should also add that in absolutely no way do I dislike Enid’s actress, I think she’s a beautiful young actress and I hope that she gets far in her acting career. All of my hatred is specifically only toward Enid, and in absolutely no way is it directed to the actress that plays her.

  • me: *desperately tries to reblog something else than GoT so that all my followers not caring about it at all don't start to hate me*
  • drafts: *full of GoT*
  • dash: *full of GoT*
  • queue: *full of GoT*
  • me: well fuck

hm.

Pregnancy starters!
  • “How did this happen?”
  • “Oh my god!!”
  • “Is it mine?…”
  • “Honey… We’ve never had sex.”
  • “What am i gonna tell —?…”
  • “My water broke-!”
  • “I AM PUSHING!!”
  • “Stay calm?! STAY CALM?!”
  • “You’re not the one holding a dorks baby.”
  • “Can i feel it kick?”
  • “I’ve never been happier!”
  • “What if mom/dad finds out?!”
  • “I.. Don’t know if i can stay with you now, —…”
  • “Look! You can read it right there, it says positive!”
  • “Don’t you DARE walk out after making me this way!”
  • “Come here, I’ve got a surprise for you.”
  • “So.. ..We’re gonna have a baby?…”
  • “I-I’m not crying!”
  • “I’ll take good care of both of you.”
  • “Aw, what are you going to name it?”
  • “God, I’m so sore.”
  • “How is it this big?! I’m only two weeks in!”
  • “Honey, can you make the food tonight? Again?”
  • “Well, are you gonna get rid of it?”
  • “Well, YOU gained weight.”
  • “Can’t get me back! I’m pregnant!”
  • “We’re not naming it after your dog.”
  • “How is this even possible?!”
  • “We can all take part, who said a mother and father were the only ones able to raise a baby?”

kaitbusu  asked:

💬 (kaneki? yeah)

Send 💬 and my muse will say what they really think about yours.

Kaneki Ken–” Name is vocalised softly, head tilting in consideration. “– I believe in your cause. I believe in what you are trying to do. I also believe you are a good person who means the best. And those you care for? You care for deeply. I’ve often been impressed by that.” It had taken him years to learn how to do so properly, but such sentiments appeared to come freely to the individual standing before him. It was admirable. Yet despite this, kind words uttered do not remain. They are chased away instead by something far colder, critical of their King. “However, you are also prone to making misjudgements, indecisive when it comes to your choices, and can often ignore the advice given to you. I feel like you have regressed from the time spent training with Kishou. It worries me. Deeply so. Though what could he do? Challange him? That could easily fall on deaf ears.  

I ask myself sometimes. Did you not learn anything? The hours Kishou put into you… Were they worth it?” Exerting himself for Haise. For the man who would surely achieve that which Kishou had dreamed of. Envisioned. And yet they hid deep underground, a place Take’s mapped out perfectly within his mind. Fleeing from their enemy, growing ever-weak whilst finding themselves incapable of fighting back. “For example. The investigators we’re facing. They would not hesitate to kill you. This gentle approach you’re taking isn’t the right one. If you keep it up, it’ll end in our demise. They need to be ended, and soon.” Perhaps he is overly callous in his approach. These men had once worked alongside him, toiled under the same banner- Or so it had seemed { A lie, a lie. He was playing them just as his superior had }. “We were given to you to use. So use us. Let us fight for you. Give us your orders and lead us.” Take does not wish this for the children. Would rather they had ordinary lives, away from the conflict. There’s no choice though. Nothing he can do to halt it. Thus he will continue in his endeavours to protect them, teach them so they can stand alone should he fall. “But perhaps this was all too early. Perhaps you weren’t ready to face this. It’s a lot to take and carry on your shoulders. You are still young, after all.” Yet the universe was oftentimes unfair, moved against them in disastrous ways. He knew. Had seen the results, watched from afar as an era most investigators thought perpetual came hurtling to a conclusion. Watched the crown tumble onto the floor, only to be picked up anew by a ghoul who carried the desires of many within his hands. Would hold the flames of hope for numerous others.  

 Head now shakes, soft exhalation escaping lips. “That said, no matter which route you take I will continue to stand by your side as your bodyguard with my squad. It is my purpose and the task I was given. I will see it through until the end.” No matter the cost, his promise shall be upheld. “But I must go. The children need to be trained. You are welcome to sit in and watch if you want.

healysims  asked:

47-54 for Kat & Hazel! ٩( 'ω' )و

“Thanks for the Ask!” Kat and Hazel both say at once, looking at each other and laughing.

“I guess I’ll go first,” Hazel smiles and clears her throat.

Q. How old are you?

H: “I’m currently twenty-four.. please say i’m twenty-two. Thank you. Love you.”

K: “Oh fine,” she sighs,“I’m twenty-four as well. I’m old.”

Q.  If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

H: “Well, I would nod my head and smile, pretend I don’t like them and swallow all my pride and feelings until it implodes and creates this whole phenomenon of sadness and self-doubt,” she smiles happily.

K: “Okay then..,” Kat looks at her wide-eyed, then laughs. “Umm, I would probably say I’m so happy for you sadly and then laugh and walk away- then start crying and leave them to think tf is happening and then they’d always remember me.”

H: “Alright.”

Q. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?

H: “Oh shit, how do I say this with out embarrassing myself?” She laughs,“Okay. I do have a girlfriend, sorry ladies,” she winks and laughs,“annd my favorite thing(s) about her is that she is super sweet and always there for me if I need anything, even if it’s 10:00pm and I just want to kiss her she’ll come over. We always have the best times.. and uh,” she blushes,“her eyes are so pretty and so is her smile and I just- ah- i super like everything about her…”

K: “Awe you like a hooman,” she smiles, laughing.

H: “Stop!” She laughs and looks down, hiding her face.

K: “Okay, so. I don’t really know if I have a boyfriend or not.. but i’ll just answer this anyways,” she shrugs. “So this person is so amazing, like the best person- one,” she looks at Hazel and holds up her pointer finger,“one of the best people I’ve met. He’s so kind and always there for me, even If I push him away and always takes care of me even if i’m being a bitch, which, I often am,” she laughs. “Anyways, I love him. He’s great,” she smiles, turning a light scarlet.

Q. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

H: “Already has,” she grins, pointing at Kat.

K: “Well it wasn’t quite as romantic but hey, at least I apologized!” She holds up her hands defensively.

H: “You bought me coffee and the-”

K: Kat laughs nervously, “Shhh i don’t need to be reminded of what an awful person I am.“ 

H: “Kat you’re not-" 

K: "Next Question!”

Q.  Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?

H: “Yeah.. maybe, yes? Ahh i don’t know I just would probably- yeah I would,” she laughs.

K: “Well everything is a bit of a stretch but yes, most things.. yes.”

Q. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

H: “Yeah I could name a few, in a romantic sense anyways,” she coughs and points her head towards Kat.

K: She ignores Hazel and shrugs,“I haven’t really given up on anyone completely. Like I have some friends who don’t want anything to do with me or I have issues with.. but no. Haven’t really given up on anyone. It’s kinda a problem I have though,” she shrugs again and looks away, “Like I cling onto people and trust them way too easily. Or I just don’t leave and annoy them a lot,” she laughs sadly- trying to pass it off as a joke.

Q. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

H: “I hope not! At least I don’t think so?”

K: Kat continues to not look straight ahead,“Ehh well-,” she sighs, looking back up,“it could be debatable.”

Q. Is there someone you will never forget?

H: “In what sense?”

K: “These are very vague questions Zelly,” she smiles, looking at her,“however will we answer them?”

H: “I dunno Kit, whatever will we do?” She asks, and they both start laughing.