1251 // Weekend Starve
Oh i think i just hit the right title of an old song. Anyway, stayed home all day. Did nothing apart from watching movies online, because i wasn’t feeling up for anything fun—PMSing, pssh! And it’s my Mother’s birthday today! We rented a resort for an event tomorrow morning, we gonna go family beachin’. But i hate going to the beach or any pool resorts at summer though. But it’s my mom’s 64th or 65th birthday, i guess it’s the latter. Man, i’m bad for i can no longer keep track of the Parental’s age.
Anyway, i’m torn between wanting to wear a swimsuit or just plain big shirts tomorrow. I hate dolling it up for the fambam. It’s awkward. Plus Papa’s gonna be mad if i were to wear too revealing clothes. Apparently, they both hate it whenever i wear short shorts. Heh. But i think tomorrow i need to relax and just enjoy whatever comes first. I mean, i’m still in the middle of dealing some very personal complicated things, both are in professional and personal terms. Damn, i think this is the longest timeline i’ve been in a pit of shithole, more or less.
Anyway, i’m still up and sleep hasn’t dawned on me yet so i’m pretty much okay to do anything. Wait, not any thing, just until i can find peace and sleep soundly.
But for a more serious note though, i’ve been wanting to have sex lately. I also wanted to eat Mcdo but realized it’s a bit late so here i am, been looking for something i could sink my teeth into, in food sense, literally.