this is gonna be a long tag

anonymous asked:

i just need some nice long angsty fics to read. something like snake eyes where they have a massive fight and everything kind of goes to shit. preferably modern au, thanks!

ok heres the longest and angstiet I can think of

Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell (series) by AnnaFugazzi

Captain America and Bucky Barnes were like brothers. Everyone knew that.

Little Lies to Get Me By by OhCaptainMyCaptain

Forced into a traumatizing situation that neither can control, Bucky and Steve have to confront their feelings for each other. It’s a long road ahead…

WARNING: Some dub-con activities up to about chapter 6 (from an outside source; neither Steve nor Bucky are the perpetrators). *WARNING TAG FOR NON-CON IS ONLY APPLICABLE UP TO CHAPTER 6. THERE IS NO RAPE IN THIS STORY.*

One Cloud Feels Lonely by thecommodore_squid

“I’m going to take a break for a while,” Steve said quietly, not looking at T’Challa, not knowing that this was what he was gonna do until the words were out of his mouth. “I can’t be on a team right now.”

T’Challa nodded as if he understood. “Alright.”

AKA
In which Steve and Bucky both figure out how to be a person again, and it still takes them over 130 years.

Part 1 of Of Pancakes & Cave(rns) Series

Sprinkles by The_Nerd_Alert (WIP)

Until then, Steve hadn’t really been sure of what he wanted, or how he wanted to do it, but watching Bucky lick his lips left Steve aching for a taste. He just had to find a way to make it count.

“I need to try something,” Steve said, because it was the simplest way of telling the truth.

Bucky didn’t reply, just frowned slightly, pouting his lips, and Steve dropped to his knees to make himself clear.

The History of a Family (WIP) by boombangbing (just a heads up at this point it’s unrequited love for bucky ad hes slept with a few other people)

In 1916, Bucky’s mother arrived in New York with her father, the future owner of one of the most popular speakeasies in Brooklyn. In 1927, Bucky met Steve Rogers and realised there was a world beyond that of favoured son and the clean streets of his neighbourhood.

The Barnes family, 1916-present.

That Reflection Man by SkyisGray

Political AU - Steve is the son of a Governor and the grandson of a Vice President. At 18, he meets Bucky. At 24, he marries someone else. At 25, he’s elected to the House of Representatives, and Bucky overdoses. But their story is really just getting started.

welp after 3 months the guy i’ve been ~talking to finally made a fuck boi™ comment. he also took it back almost immediately lmao. 

i’m actually gonna give him a little bit of credit for lasting this long bc we’ve been in that weird stage between friends and more than friends for a while.

anyway i’m actually gonna have to have The Ace Talk with him tonight so wish me luck

anonymous asked:

do you have any advice on how to draw nick and dima? they're really hard for me to draw

i dont think i can give you a nick and dima drawing lesson since everyone draws differently, but perhaps i can try to give you some tips about capturing their likeness and making something look like nick and dima?? getting characters faces to be right is a real hard thing to do. i like to pick a few key features and work from them.

also wow this is getting long im gonna cut it. sorry if i go onto tangents a bit i kinda wanted to be thorough since this ask didnt specify anything in particular

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Synnøve celebrates 1000 followers with a writing challenge.

Yup. You read right. I’ve wanted to host a writing challenge for so long, and now seemed like a good time. I really hope you want to celebrate with me.

Here’s what we’re gonna do:

You decide the character (please, no shipping – while I judge no one for it, I don’t really like reading ships, so…), and pick a monster from my list – they’re all monsters from my childhood, (and from Scandinavian culture and mythologies).  Incorporate it as you wish. Let me know which one you want so I can cross it from the list.

You then have until March 1st to post your story. Please tag me and with SynsMonsterChallenge.

Monster list under the cut.

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anonymous asked:

Wanted to thank you for your recent Saphael/Raphael gifset. I've been feeling a little downhearted recently and your set reminded me that I shouldnt let fandom ruin a ship for me. Your positivity really helped so thanks.

I’m not gonna lie, I made this gifset because I myself was feeling a little disheartened the other day too and I hate feeling like I can’t enjoy something just because other people don’t like it, but then I also remembered that we can ship whatever the hell we want and as long as we’re not actively hurting people by being a horrible person then we shouldn’t let anyone tell us what to like.  

I’m so glad my gifset helped you too :) I just wanted to spread a little positivity in the Saphael tag is all. 

Playlist poem

My pal @palephantom tagged me in this challenge (a few days ago I’m sorry!!), thank you so much for tagging me! ♡ Let’s do this!! :D

rules: put your playlist on shuffle and make a poem out of the first 8 songs that come on. Take the first sentence or line in the song, and see what you come with!

I’m gonna make a change

You’re just another in a long line

Please, won’t you wait?

Ruby, I hope to see you

You put the boom-boom into my heart

Could you believe the same old story

Murder lives forever and so does war

Take me down to the paradise city

Hahahaha this turned out much weirder than I expected :’D

The songs, for anyone interested:

  1. Michael Jackson - Man in The Mirror
  2. Marina and The Diamonds - Better than that
  3. MØ - Final Song
  4. Twenty One Pilots - Ruby
  5. Wham! - Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go
  6. Mika - Good Gone Girl
  7. Marina and The Diamonds - Savages
  8. Guns N’ Roses - Paradise City

that’s a strange mix lol

I tag:

@illuxionary, @dawniel, @toastedbagel, @damned-howell, @amazedphill and @natigail, but you obvs don’t have to do this! If you want to try this challenge too and weren’t tagged, consider yourself tagged by me! :D

Thanks @isriana for tagging me! :D 

Rule: list 10 good things that happened in 2016 (could be about you, the world, your friend, etc. as long as it is positive things) then tag 10 friends.

  1. I met @idlewildly irl for the first time :D
  2. I met the Hairy Leg Squad <3
  3. I went to Närcon for the first time and it was honestly the most amazing con ever!!!
  4. I made my first cosplay!! :D
  5. Yuri on Ice happened <3
  6. I started my librarian studies
  7. I managed to draw every single month!
  8. I got Pokemon Sun :D
  9. I went to not one, but TWO Comic Cons in London!!!
  10. I met lots of other new friends <333
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𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮: 𝓔𝓻𝓸𝓼
Miyamoto Kenji & Katsuki Yuuri performing side by side

“I say eighteen years,” Jyn, perched on the edge of the table.

“What? No way,” Cassian, leaning forward, focused.

Leaning back on his chair, Bodhi cleans his goggles.

“Well, they were Guardians before the Republic fell, weren’t they?” Jyn is insistent, “They must have had some sort of code against emotional attachments, like the Jedi.”

“Even so,” says Cassian, “It has to be longer than that. Looking at the way they interact, the subtlety of the touches, the shorthand… I say twenty-four, twenty-five years.”

“You’re not using your intelligence-gathering skills for this, are you?”

“Well, it’s not like I can just switch it off!”

“But it’s an unfair advantage!”

Cassian brushes her off and turns his attention to the pilot.

“What about you, Bodhi? What do you reckon?”

“Thirty-two years,” he says calmly.

Then, seeing as the other two are looking at him with raised eyebrows, he adds:

“Give or take. Probably dated for like… five years before that? I’m just guessing.”

“Shit, they’re coming. Credits on the table, boys!” says Jyn in a whisper.

Each of them throws a handful of credit chips on the table.

“Alright, spit it out,” says Baze, walking up to their corner of the mess hall, “the three of you have been staring at us for the last fifteen minutes.”

“I told you,” says Chirrut lightly, “their intentions are pure.”

“I don’t trust your definition of pure. And , in any case, it’s annoying. So what is it?”

Jyn elbows Cassian in the ribs to get him to do the talking.

“Well, we were just wondering… How long the two of you have been together.”

“Married, you mean?”

Jyn nods vigorously.

“Well, we became involved when I was sixteen, Chirrut was fifteen.”

“The bit about no emotional attachments was never really a rule. More like advice,” Chirrut answers Jyn’s unvoiced question.

“Very strong advice,” says Baze.

“Well, we were always unorthodox.”

Chirrut smiles at Baze, who leans in to give him a quick kiss.

“Anyway, we were married some five years later, so that makes it… thirty-two years?”

“Just about.”

Cassian and Jyn’s jaws drop, and they apparently decide to give up on hiding their secret. Both turn to Bodhi.

“What?!”

“How did you know?!”

“Unbelievable!”

The two wail and stomp off, grumbling about “two hundred credits!”.

Meanwhile, Bodhi leans forward on the table and gathers his precious winning.

“Guess that means these are mine now.”

“So,” says Chirrut grinning, “are you going to tell them you were born and raised in Jedha City, and that the marriage of two Guardians of the Whills made city-wide news?”

“Eventually,” he says, counting his chips.

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Working Title: Kuroo “Common Sense” Tetsurou leaves for one second and Stuff Happens

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Let’s talk about Yang and Sun as characters

So, I ain’t touching that shipping discourse with a ten foot pole because it is pointless and dramatic and y’all need to calm your tits, but I do think we need to discuss the differences between Yang and Sun as characters and how they relate to Blake, because I feel like there is some fundamental misunderstandings here that are vastly contributing to the problem.

First and foremost, neither Sun nor Yang should ever be labeled as abusive because they are not. Adam Taurus is abusive. Adam drove Blake to some very dark and scary places in her life because of his abusive behavior. He was obsessed with her in and unhealthy and possessive way and did not care about her well-being. Yang and Sun are both good people who would never hurt Blake on purpose and even when they do incorrect things in regards to how they treat her it always come from a place of concern for her.

Secondly, one of the big arguments I’m hearing lately in regards to the way they each interact with Blake is that if the characters positions were reversed then people would be having the opposite reactions. Like people saying that if Yang had followed Blake everyone would be praising it as romantic and if Sun had been the one to convince Blake to come out to the dance everyone would be calling him pushy or bad. Except here’s the thing that’s wrong with that line of discussion. It operates under the idea that Yang and Sun are the same kind of character personality wise. And they are not. At all.

See, Sun’s character is the kind of person that people think Yang’s character is, and Yang’s character is something else all together.

Sun is loud and friendly and a little clueless. He takes an interest in people and genuinely cares about them, but he looks at everything through his own world view without necessarily taking other people’s feelings into consideration and as a result he can come off as sort of obnoxious. He’s a big stupid sweetheart. Does he want to help? Absolutely. Does he know how best to do that? Absolutely not. This is what makes him a good foil for Blake, in that he absolutely doesn’t get her at all and it results in hilarious misunderstandings that are totally harmless but still drive her a little crazy. Certain people are taking that cluelessness as malicious in some way, and that’s how we’re getting this weird misconception that he is “abusive.” People think he is willfully ignoring Blake’s wishes, when what is actually happening here is that he legitimately doesn’t get it. He doesn’t get that Blake might want to go on this personal mission home by herself because his life’s motto is that “You should always get friends involved.” He just sees his friend putting herself in a sad and scary situation alone and wants to support her. He doesn’t understand why she might not want his support because it clashes so much with his personal world-view. He always has Blake’s best interest at heart, but sometimes he goes about helping her in a way that just kind of irritates her.

Yang is a whole other story. Yang is loud and friendly too, but the key difference here is that she is keenly aware of other people’s feelings and behaves accordingly. She recognizes that Blake has limits when it comes to personal interactions and the like, and so she handles her more gently than she might with someone else. She still pushes her outside her comfort zone with things like bear hugs because she’s trying to help her grow, but she does it in little ways rather than pushing her all out at once because she sees that wouldn’t help. She wants to help Blake, but she wants to do it at Blake’s preferred pace. Which is good, and it allows the two of them to grow close gradually. But it’s also means that she can be a bit too cautious sometimes. Yang’s careful observation of other’s behavior does come from her desire to help people, but it also comes from her own fear of rejection. She waits and observes and reacts accordingly because she’s scared that if she pushes too hard people will leave her. Blake recognizes and appreciates that Yang gives her space and let’s her handle things at her own pace, but she doesn’t realize the other reason why she does it. She doesn’t realize that by running away she is hurting Yang, because she’s so wrapped up in her own fears that she can’t recognize Yang’s. And Yang does the same, viewing Blake’s running as a form of rejection due to her own issues, rather than recognizing it as part of Blake’s issues.They are both caring, considerate people who have deeply rooted emotional issues that they need to work through, and that’s why they play off of each other so well. They respect each other’s problems, but are so wrapped up in their own problems that they can’t always help each other.

So now, with all this in mind, let’s go back to the original hypotheticals I addressed there. We’ll go chronologically and start with the Burning the Candle scenes.

The idea here is that if Sun had tried to convince Blake to come out to the dance in the way Yang had, people would view his actions as pushy and inappropriate, instead of sweet and heartfelt as they were with Yang. The problem with that idea is that Sun wouldn’t have tried to help her the way Yang did. He didn’t understand why Blake was upset and thus he couldn’t have talked her through her issues the way Yang did. And if he somehow did understand, he wouldn’t have dealt with it the same way. He wouldn’t have shared a personal experience and tried to use that to help her understand how she was hurting herself. He would have told her that there was no point in worrying about stuff she can’t change and just joked around with her in an attempt to make her feel better. And as a result, it likely wouldn’t have worked.

Then there’s this idea that if Yang had followed Blake onto the boat against her wishes people would think it was sweet and romantic, instead of clueless and mildly irritating as it was with Sun. But again, the problem with this idea is that Yang wouldn’t do that. If Yang had seen Blake leave and had the opportunity to follow her, she wouldn’t have. And it wouldn’t be because she respects Blake’s choice, or because she wanted to give her space to deal with her own issues. She wouldn’t have followed because she would have viewed it as a rejection. Why is Blake leaving? Did I do something wrong? Why would she leave me without saying anything? I must have messed up, because why else would she be running? She wouldn’t have realized that Blake was running because she was scared, because she would have internalized the abandonment immediately and viewed herself as not good enough to be around Blake anymore.

Bottom line: The idea that the fandom would react differently if the roles were reversed is a fallacy, because the roles between Yang and Sun can’t be reversed in any situation. They are fundamentally different characters, and the idea that they would do the same things in the same situations is just nonsense. They serve different purposes in Blake’s life, different purposes in the story. You can’t just flip the script without changing the entire story.

It seems like half the issues from the two sides of this fandom hate seem to stem from the idea that these two characters are interchangeable in some way and that the only difference between them is their gender, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. They are completely different people who serve completely different roles in Blake’s story. They are both there to help her grow, but in different ways. To think any differently is honestly disrespectful to all three of them and to the work that has been put into them as characters.

Stop treating Sun like a bad character, stop treating Yang like a bad character, and (to quote a completely different fairy tale) stop treating Blake like she’s a prize to be won in all of this.

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panic! at the disco lyrics + dance

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