i just need some nice long angsty fics to read. something like snake eyes where they have a massive fight and everything kind of goes to shit. preferably modern au, thanks!
ok heres the longest and angstiet I can think of
Captain America and Bucky Barnes were like brothers. Everyone knew that.
Forced into a traumatizing situation that neither can control, Bucky and Steve have to confront their feelings for each other. It’s a long road ahead…
WARNING: Some dub-con activities up to about chapter 6 (from an outside source; neither Steve nor Bucky are the perpetrators). *WARNING TAG FOR NON-CON IS ONLY APPLICABLE UP TO CHAPTER 6. THERE IS NO RAPE IN THIS STORY.*
“I’m going to take a break for a while,” Steve said quietly, not looking at T’Challa, not knowing that this was what he was gonna do until the words were out of his mouth. “I can’t be on a team right now.”
T’Challa nodded as if he understood. “Alright.”
In which Steve and Bucky both figure out how to be a person again, and it still takes them over 130 years.
Part 1 of Of Pancakes & Cave(rns) Series
Until then, Steve hadn’t really been sure of what he wanted, or how he wanted to do it, but watching Bucky lick his lips left Steve aching for a taste. He just had to find a way to make it count.
“I need to try something,” Steve said, because it was the simplest way of telling the truth.
Bucky didn’t reply, just frowned slightly, pouting his lips, and Steve dropped to his knees to make himself clear.
In 1916, Bucky’s mother arrived in New York with her father, the future owner of one of the most popular speakeasies in Brooklyn. In 1927, Bucky met Steve Rogers and realised there was a world beyond that of favoured son and the clean streets of his neighbourhood.
The Barnes family, 1916-present.
Political AU - Steve is the son of a Governor and the grandson of a Vice President. At 18, he meets Bucky. At 24, he marries someone else. At 25, he’s elected to the House of Representatives, and Bucky overdoses. But their story is really just getting started.