Hiii love the new URL lol. Since we're on the topic of even's hands, could you write a fic about isak's feelings about his hands? Ty my love
anon, you are my favourite person in the history of forever. i loved writing this so much! and i have to give a shoutout to @isisisak for giving me the idea of Isak telling Jonas about it while high!
i hope you enjoy this! it’s super self indulgent :D
“She makes me so happy, dude. It’s like - her smile, and how… she’s so confident now! She just… knows what she wants, and it’s awesome.”
Jonas has been waxing poetic about Eva for far too long now, in Isak’s opinion. It’s probably because Jonas is high as fuck, in fact, they’re both high as fuck, but Isak is kinda finished with the subject of how Eva and Jonas got back together (okay, maybe that’s because he’s a little worried that Eva might reveal why they broke up in the first place.)
Jonas seems to notice Isak’s bored look (actually, Isak might have rolled his eyes, or yawned. He’s a little too out of it to remember)
“What? It’s not like you don’t talk about Even for fucking hours, Isak! Remember last week? When you got wasted and spent ten minutes describing his eyes?”
“He has nice eyes!” The nicest! Isak could talk about them for hours, even while sober. Jonas got off easy. Or maybe he just ran off. Isak doesn’t remember, or care.
“I swear to God,” Jonas sighs. “Next you’ll be talking about his fucking…nose, or his hands or something.”
“Fuck,” Isak says, only focussing on the words ‘his hands.’ “I fucking love his hands.”
“Okay, well I wasn’t being serious, but good for you.”
“No, seriously, Jonas. Have you seen his fucking hands? They’re fucking incredible.”
“They’re just hands, Isak.”
“How dare you.” Isak is far too high for this, and now all he can think about is Even’s hands.
Hey Lukas, so I recently started writing again. I always read poetry because it inspires me. I wanted to get permission from you to base my latest story off of what you wrote in "Forgotten Words #148 // Can’t take my eyes off you" I fell absolutely in love with the piece and would love to expand further on it and make it into a story! Let me know. xx
Take it. Take a part of me and grow a garden from it. Make it unforgettable.
There has been a large amount of hate floating around Tumblr lately. I can’t stand it! There’s too much ugly in the world for people to spend their time on hate.
Especially in a place that fosters love and creativity. It kills me even more to see seasoned writers deciding to call it quits because the amount of hate makes it “just not worth it anymore”.
So in spite of all of the hate, I have decided to make a post about love. Love for my fellow authors. The beginning of this year, I decided to take my love of Supernatural and start writing my own stories inspired by the show (I know, what an original thought!).
Then I hit a wall and started doing online research. And then I wondered if other people did stuff like this too (imagine my surprise!). Then I read…and I read and read and read. Finally I was inspired, and encouraged, by other writers to post my own works. And here we are today.
So in honor of all of that, I present to you a small list of just some of my favorite writers, why they are my favorites, and some of their writings that I adore. This is not an all-inclusive list and I will be making more posts of love for my fellow authors. Because you all deserve the recognition, even if from little ol’ me. :)
@deansdirtylittlesecretsblog - In the start of my fanfiction reading adventure, Mimi’s blog was actually the first I came across and the first I followed on Tumblr. Being a hardcore Sam!girl myself, her writing has made me reconsider Dean, and now I’m terribly confused (thanks so much for that BTW!). Some of my favorite works of hers include: Jealousy Is a Green-Eyed Hunter (love me some jealous and possessive Dean), Primal Urges, The Arrangement - These are all Dean fics.
@saxxxology - If Mimi is the authority on Dean (in my mind), then Saxxy is the same for Sam (like two sides of a VERY sexy coin). Her writing is so enticing, and often deliciously dirty. She keeps my love for Sam going strong, reminding me why he was/is my fave all along (sorry Mimi). Some of my faves: Witches Are Bitches (part 1 Dean, part 2 Sam), Baby (still the HOTTEST thing I think I have ever read in forever), Jealousy (I think I may have a jealousy kink?! I’m seeing a pattern.), and like a million others…cause she’s just awesome-sauce!
@cleverdame - Her stories are gripping and compelling. I love her series work, because she has so much detail and you can tell a lot of thought goes into every aspect of her writing. Some of my faves: East of Nowhere (if you haven’t experienced this, drop whatever you are doing and go…right now!), Sam Winchester A/B/O (yes, all of it. Every last one is amazing in it’s own right. Moonlight is my personal fave. More please?!)
@kittenofdoomage - What list would possibly be complete without Rhi? She is the Queen of A/B/O and she wears her crown well. Anything she does, I’m chomping at the bit to consume it. Faves: Iron Heart (duh, of course! Is this not one of the best stories written, ever?!), Cosa Nostra (I had a hell of an emotional rollercoaster on this one), and her latest piece D.W. is just, it’s…deliciously depraved is the only proper explanation I can provide.
@bringmesomepie56 - I have never been disappointed by anything she’s written. I’ll read stuff I wouldn’t normally just because she wrote it. True story, I was doing a random search of stories and was liking what I found and after a short while I realized every one I like, came back to Arie. She’s incredible! Faves: The Forgotten Series, Just Friends.
Keep being awesome, friends! I look forward to many more of your works. And I will post more love for my fellow writers in the future. Spread the love, not the hate! Thanks for reading!
@ tattoo anon have you literally seen jotaro the man wears a giant heart shaped dolphin pin made of gold and models all of his outfits off of his high school uniform he would ABSOLUTELY get a tattoo like that
HONESTLY……HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MAN’S FASHION? HE WOULD 100% GET A TATTOO LIKE THAT OR SOMETHING EVEN WORSE
Think about McHanzo. Now think about Hanzo being raised to be perfect with no problems. Think about Hanzo hating himself because he was forced to kill Genji. Think about Hanzo finding a cowboy that's always happy even though so much bad has happened to him. Think about Hanzo growing and learning and making mistakes and loving the cowboy. Think about McHanzo not being perfect but being best for each other. Think about Hanzo; because fuck does he need love, protection, and that cowboy.
jonas sees it the most when isak's dad calls with some not so great news and isak's just completely shut down because of it. but even brings him into his lap and makes him look at him "whatever happened, whoever called, it doesn't matter. not right now. what matters now is eating this amazing pasta we made, alright? we can talk about it tonight okay?" and isak's nodding into his shoulder and just goes back to eating a little more relaxed than usual and jonas is a little jealous but mostly happy
it’s always pretty tough for isak when he gets news from his parents; he knows it shouldn’t be since they’re working pretty hard to fix things in their family, to get back on good terms, because isak does miss them and love them. but at the same time he has all those bad memories that come to the front of his mind whenever something happens, and his first instinct is to go in on himself.
he can’t help but remember how ignorant he used to be of what his mother went through, and how badly he dealt with it. he cant help but think of what he said to even that time, he can’t help but wonder whether even should have forgiven him for that, whether he’s actually proved himself good enough.
and he’s just received some tough news, probably about his mum, and that sends the thoughts swirlling at an alarming rate anyway, so he does what his instincts tell him to do - keep quiet, keep it to himself. pretend he’s okay.
even knows him though, he knows the little shake of his hands, the tremble of his lips, the nervous jump at sudden noises. even knows that something’s happened, and as soon as he sees, he’s there for isak. maybe now isn’t the best time to deal with it directly, and that’s okay, they’re at a pregame with the boys or something, and they’re about to go out - they want to have fun, even knows isak would be upset if they skipped out on it.
so he pulls him back, one hand rubbing up and down his back letting isak rest a tired head on his shoulder, as he whispers little things to him, reminders of where they are now, what’s happening that they can think about instead, and promises that they can talk through it later when theyre back home and even will always always be there to listen - they can go now if isak wants? but he just shakes his had, curls himself in a bit closer to even, and breathes, relaxes, focusses back on the silly conversation that the boys are having around them.
later, they’re back in their apartment, lying with isak’s head on even’s chest, and he speaks in a tired voice, tells him what his dad said and how his thoughts are spiralling because of it, and even will talk him through it, remind him that it’s okay, he’s grown, he’s come so far, reminds isak that hes exactly what even needs, there’s no way that even would be upset with him. they both have their problems but they help each other through them, and as much as isak thinks that even helps him, he helps even just as much.
and yeah, jonas notices how they help each other, he notices even pulling isak into him at the pregame and he notices the comforting touches and the significant looks and whispered words passed between them, and he’s jealous, sure - what even and isak have is incredible, one of a kind. but mostly, jonas is thrilled for his best friend, he’s found exactly what he needs in even, and although jonas doesn’t know even as much, he’s pretty sure even’s found what he needs in isak as well.
Thoughts on the future of el barrio? I can totally see Usnavi/Vanessa and Benny/Nina getting married and having kids and being like one big family.
*points aggressively to @intheheightsandfluff * She has the best stuff when it comes to future stuff and most of it here is most likely going to be from her X3
So YES, Vansnavi and Benina babies are DEFINITELY a thing! Vanessa and Usnavi only have one, but Benny and Nina are the ones who decide to make a BIG family. I dunno how many they have, but I’d probably average about four kids. And yes, Vanessa and Usnavi’s kid and one of Benny and Nina’s kids are named after Abuela Claudia X3 (Also, they are the godparents of each other. Usnavi and Vanessa are the godparents of Benny and Nina’s kids and vice versa)
Usnavi is stupidly good with kids (probably thanks to psuedo-parenting Sonny) so he is the go-to babysitter for Benny and Nina. Vanessa was nervous about being a mom at first, cause she doesn’t want to turn out like her mom did with the alcohol and all, but she actually turns out to be a pretty cool mom. She had a bit of a shaky start, but she loves her little girl. Nina and Benny are the power couple of the barrio. They pretty much are in sync when it comes to parenting (and lord knows, when you have more than one kid, you can probably write a strategy guide on how to be a parent XD ). Their kids adore them and all have either Nina’s brains, Benny’s charisma, or are a perfect blend of both. Sonny and Pete are the super cool uncles (ironic, since Robin De Jesus has no kids of his own but he’s super duper close with his nieces and nephews X3 ) and Sonny and Little Claudia bond over having Usnavi as a parent cause you KNOW that Usnavi does the same helicopter ship with his daughter like with Sonny. Daniela and Carla are the super cool aunts who are always available to do makeovers for the girls and give the boys cool haircuts. And finally, Kevin and Camila, who basically become the grandparents of both couples and they love their little grandchildren so much. The kids all love visiting simply for grandma Camila’s amazing cooking and listening to grandpa Kevin talk about his past and the barrio in general.
Hey you know what you should do? Just, go put something nice in someone’s inbox. Even if you don’t know them just go say a quick hello, ask them how they are and tell them you care about them. Why? Why not? Never know who might need it :)
Kleinsen is such healing content! (but only in a situation where they deeply apologize to each other for their actions and begin to actually speak to one another and have healthy communication skills!)
Evan and Alana! I love them supporting each other!
Evan/Anyone who mistreats him. I also don’t think Evan and Alana would work at all romantically. Like. No.
5: first headcanon that pops into my head
He becomes a writer after the show!First, he publishes a series of children’s books about nature! He uses allegory in a lot of his books to describe mental illness to people at a young age! Then, later in life, with the explicit permission from the Murphys, he publishes a memoir about his time with The Connor Project and donates all of the proceeds of the book to helping mentally ill teenagers, like Connor. Zoe, Alana, Jared, Cynthia, and Larry contribute to the book as well, showing a fully-rounded explanation of who Connor was, what Evan did, and everything that happened afterward. The book is a massive success.
6: one way in which I relate to this character
I just…I’ve never related to a character more. I could go on and on about all the ways I see myself in him and how incredible his portrayal is for days on end. Mostly, I relate to his overwhelming desire to connect with others, which is thwarted by his struggles with anxiety.
7: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character
That moment before “You Will Be Found” when he drops his notecards all over the stage. It’s not so much second hand embarrassment as it is “Holy shit Evan please get up please get up I would’ve done that if I was in your situation ahhhh but please please show me that we can get up”
8: cinnamon roll or problematic fave?
Problematic fave. He’s a good person at his core, but he isn’t a cinnamon roll, I think. (That’s probably why I connect with him as a character so much, because his faults and mistakes make him more realistic).
So are their any blogs that you have a special place for? I could use some new blogs to follow
(I’m gonna answer this out of character because it’s so much easier! but yeah I have some blogs I can recommend you! Honestly I love all the people I follow but there is a lot.. but here’s some off the top of my head:
That’s a good point, I hadn’t thought of it that way! I was hesitant to show him so ragey, but I think you’re right—for better or for worse, that anger is a part of him, and deserves to be shown at times. Glad I went with my gut!
thank you so so much!!
if it makes you feel better, I read your ask in this voice: