I’m scared. I am so, so scared.
I had sex with a man two years ago. He popped up on Grindr just now and I saw that he is now HIV+. I don’t know if he was HIV+ during the time we had sex. I am terrified. I am going to the heath department in the morning but I’m still scared. Like, on the verge of a panic attack.
How could I have been this foolish? I’ve had two sexual partners and one of them has to be HIV+. I am so overwhelmed right now. I don’t know what to do or how to feel. I am completely terrified of what is to come. On his Grindr profile it says he was last tested in June 2017. We had sex in October of 2014.
I was so stupid. So stupid. I never have sex. I’ve only been with two people. And now this.
I would have had some sign of symptoms in two years, right? I don’t know what to do.