do you ever think about how the night neil was taken was just a regular night and then suddenly it just wasn’t?
like the foxes kicked ass on court. and to quote, following the game, “neil could practically feel the excitement radiating off [dan].” i mean they’re crushing it, they haven’t lost a game yet, the entire team’s probably waiting on liquor and sleep. it’s an amazing, wonderful night. i mean, shit, “thank you, you were amazing” followed by allison sending a significant look to matt? she’s probably running through her head how much she’s about to win over bets.
but then the riot starts. there’s bottles thrown and then punches, and andrew’s getting an elbow to the face, and renee’s defending allison, and neil-
and then you’ve got everything flipping on its head. like what do you think the foxes were thinking? as andrew was choking out kevin, what are the chances matt was thinking about all the times neil avoided telling obvious truths? as aaron was being bandaged up, do you think nicky was thinking about neil’s collection of languages? do you think allison was giving a whole new connotation to “you were amazing” as they sat in the hotel room and waited to know if they’d be going back to PSU short one fox? was abby thinking back to skin marred with scars she can’t even begin do describe the awfulness of?
they went from riding the high of another won game to crashing at the idea that they were never going to see neil josten again
my 15 year old dog Mikey has just collapsed and he’s having trouble breathing, I’ve rang the vet but they won’t see him for another hour even though I’m convinced he’s dying, I feel so useless and awful, he’s just laying on me and I don’t know what I’m going to do. I can’t stop crying and I just know that they’re going to want to put him down
anyway, as someone who has to go back to school tomorrow (january 2nd) i’m extremely bitter because obviously administrators are aware of new year’s eve and new year’s day??? like it’s the one guaranteed night of the year where no one is sleeping until at least midnight, plus most people don’t even sleep at all??? one day is not enough to recover from that. like just push it back until january 3rd and no one would have any reason to be mad?? you need to give students at least a night after new year’s eve to recover, a night where they don’t have to wake up before the sun is up the next morning to get ready for a day back in hell. there are children who cry every time they have to return back to school after breaks (or even just weekends!) bc the american schooling system is such a huge pile of shit, at least give them the january 2nd, you jackasses.
it breaks my heart to know and realize that kenta had to perform on mcountdown knowing that he was eliminated still he delivered such an amazing performance and did his best as always, there was a photo of kenta crying after the performance and it makes me cry so much because he knows that it’s his last stage, that he won’t be able to perform on stage anymore 😭 the fact that he told mnet to give him screen time yet he got nothing and kenta kept getting cut off makes me so mad because mnet was so terrible and awful to him since the start, and now he got eliminated and we didn’t even get to see his last words?? they have always showed him crying whenever the trainees were eliminated and kenta was saying goodbye to them but with kenta getting eliminated we got nothing….NOTHING i swear mnet can choke i hate this bye
Bucky was headed for glory as an Olympic champion boxer, before WWII changed everything. Now he’s washed up and dead eyed, rattling around Brooklyn and fighting in illegal bare knuckle matches. Years after the war has ended an actor called Steve Rogers sees him fight. Months later, Bucky gets a call inviting him to L.A. to work on a film, and he finds something worth fighting for.
Requested: hey can you write me an imagine where y/n has a miscarriage and how Simon deals with it
Warnings: Involves mentions of miscarriage and alcohol consumption.
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“What the hell are you doing, Simon?”
He hadn’t even seen Josh coming. He wasn’t
expecting him either, he’s on the most unappealing pub he could find.
“What am I
doing of what?”
up sitting beside him, but he doesn’t even look at him. He just takes another
sip of the glass of whisky he’s holding. Forth, maybe fifth one of the night.
He looks pale, paler than usual, and the bags under his eyes are the clear sign
that something is not going great. He looks tired as fuck and he literally
feels as he hasn’t slept in ages.
“So this is
all you gonna do? Get drunk on a crappy pub?”
fuck up, Josh”
I? You’re acting as a piece of shit”
it, uh? You don’t like to hear the truth?”
I’m not going to shut up. You’re acting as a selfish, coward child. I can’t
believe you’re blaming her for this!”
blaming her for anything!”
really? The why did you screamed at her and then left her alone? Such a good
move on your side!”
know, okay?!” At this point Simon is screaming, and they are raising the
attention of everybody around “I was scared and fuck, it’s not easy! You don’t
know how it feels!”
scared? You? Have you even stopped to think about how she must be feeling for a
second? Have you ever looked more than an inch around you, Simon? This is not
about you at all. I get you’re upset, and you have the right to be, but think
about Y/N. Just think how she’s feeling right now. I bet she was already
blaming herself before she told you, and then you run away of her. I’d never
seen her like this before, not even near. She’s broken, Simon. She’s broken and
you know it. I though you cared about her much more than this”
silent suddenly. The realization of the truth in Josh’s words hits him hard. He
cares about Y/N, he really does, but hearing she has lost their unborn child…
They never planned it, having that baby, it was
more of a mistake than anything else, but they went along with it because why
not? They were young and happy, and they were in love. What else could they ask
They were happy days, sharing the news with
their families and friends, thinking about names in case it was a boy and
reluctantly doing the same in case it was a girl. He daydreamed so much about
him teaching his child how to play football, being one of those vlogger
families, happy and in love with his girlfriend and their child.
But then… as soon as it came it faded away.
It is not her fault, he knows it isn’t, but the
moment she told him about it, he just couldn’t deal with it. But Josh is right
and he has failed Y/N. She must be feeling awful right now, and he’s not even
there to make it lighter. A new pain in his heart comes with that thought,
leaving their home for two whole days may have been too much.
“What can I do now?”
He’s not screaming anymore, in fact, he’s
“Go home. Apologize. You’re lucky that girl