this is awful i'm going to cry

tom_cullen: Thinking of this extraordinary woman on the final day of #OrphanBlack. I have had the honour of watching her take on this ridiculous challenge and not only overcome it but absolutely destroy it beyond any expectation. From running Tats lines for her first audition. To watching in awe as she did her first multi clone scene. Sitting in the audience as she picked up her first award and to go on and win an Emmy. To dancing at the final wrap party with her beloved Orphan Black family. The most humble, hard working, passionate and stupidly talented person I have ever met. Congratulations @tatianamaslany. I’m as proud as a Mum watching her little boy have his first date. I’m as proud as a Dad watching his daughter kick her first date in the nuts when he tried to kiss her. Moral of the story, you’ve nailed it. You absolutely nailed it. In the balls. And the world went “Ouch, that was good”. 


MAIA WEEK — Day five: song lyrics

I had a one-way ticket to a place where all the demons go
Where the wind don’t change
And nothing in the ground can ever grow
No hope, just lies
And you’re taught to cry into your pillow
But I survived (x)

okay, so my heart has quite literally broken, and I know that sounds dramatic, but fuck. it’s been no secret that robin has got some awful comments in the past, and not even just about gotham/nygmobblepot but just aimed at the fact that he’s a gay man (married to another man) and it seems, from what he’s said here, that he receives hate of various kinds and it’s awful. thankfully he has the option to turn off comments on instagram because it means he can still continue to enjoy the platform and continue spreading love and positivity, and bringing awareness to important issues.

I will never, ever understand the kind of hate levelled at robin (or anyone else). they don’t deserve it in any capacity. robin has been nothing but nice and kind, and it’s crazy to me to think that people genuinely send him hate of any kind. 

we need to remember as well that robin doesn’t have the luxury of turning off twitter (yes he can block people, but that’s a one to one thing with no mass result) and I hope this shit stops, and most definitely doesn’t get worse on there. I don’t even know if robin bothers reading through tweets he’s been @ in anymore, perhaps it’s too much. I just don’t know.

either way he’s handled this really maturely, but also he’s clearly angry or upset even if he doesn’t say so (and he’s absolutely right to feel that way) and it breaks my heart because robin is nothing but inspiring and a wonderful person to look up to.

and if you’re someone who has ever sent robin any kind of hate, I don’t care how you justify it, quite frankly, fuck you.

edit/update: something which I wish I put before is that robin’s instagram post was made because of his political posts, however, the fact that he’s now also getting hate for those prompted me to make this post about him getting hate in general and how it’s wrong for him to get the kind of hate he does, at the level he does.

this post isn’t about one specific source of hate, but just the unnecessary hate/negativity being sent his way in general.

that mentally ill Feel when you get overwhelmed with guilt about the fact that your friends love you


Have you guys seen this video?! 


                 𝐎𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐞
              𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐲
                    𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒗𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒂 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒆

You know insults are just insults when they’re meant to hurt you but they really don’t.   It still makes my anxiety flare,  but you can tell me my Ripley is awful a million times over and it wouldn’t phase me.   I’m just here to love Ripley and boy do I ever.   This is a character I constantly cry over.    You aren’t going to hurt me.    It isn’t about how I play her,  it’s about how I love her and within adoring her with most of my stupid soul,  I know I do her justice. 

You can insult me a million times over about the military and how they’ll kick my ass in gear,  but this is actually the reason I’m joining the military.  I want more of a sense of teamwork.  I want to learn how to use a gun,  I want more organizational skills,  I want more discipline.   I’m going to bootcamp in three weeks to better my whole entire life.   You can try that one again. 

You can try gaslighting me and telling me I never dated my ex-girlfriend.   You can call me whiny, but I’ll stand here and tell you that I did love her.   I still do love her.    Circumstances happened and I don’t need to explain them,  but my life changed and I would never discount her as a bad person, nor would I ever say our relationship was fake.   It was not. 

I don’t even remember the other insults.   But,  what you are is an ugly person and you can try and drag me down all you want and you can tell me to go to ‘my other friends’ as if that’s an awful thing, but I’m telling you that’s the best thing.   These other friends,  all my followers,  all my roleplay partners are absolutely beautiful and talented people  –  whether they realize it or not and above else I’m glad they exist,  I’m glad they’re on my dash. 

There’s nothing wrong with asking for attention.
There’s nothing wrong with a little sarcastic humor. 
Ship whatever the heck you want (within reasonable morality), if I don’t like it, I’ll just blacklist it.
There’s nothing wrong with venting about your personal life.
There’s nothing wrong with a little out of character fun on the dash.
You are a person and I know and accept that. Be you as much as you are your character.
Hashtag just have fun.

“Well, I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go /
No one will know (oh oh oh)…”

part one ♡ of two obikin jedi wedding-themed commissions (feat. flower girl!ahsoka) drawn by the wonderful @octavigustus​! thank you so much!!

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part two ♡ (post-ceremony)

Last night I cried. I couldn’t stop until I fell asleep. I cried because I was an awful person. I cried because my life was not what it should be. I cried because I hurt someone that hurt me and that was wrong. I cried because I wanted to die. I cried because I thought I would lose all my friends for the one mistake I made over and over again. Then, I sobbed. Someone texted me and told me how much I meant to them. They texted me and told me I was beautiful. That they couldn’t imagine how hard it was for me everyday and told me how strong and amazing I was for surviving each day. They told me that they would always be there for me. They said that I should keep a smile even when I don’t feel like it because it looked beautiful on me. For that, I sobbed. I couldn’t stop. I couldn’t breathe. It’s the first time I had ever felt like somebody ever cared about me.

Phanfic: Stay

Title: Stay did i already say iโ€™m awful with titles?
Genre: Itโ€™s 2012!Phan what do you expect (mostly angst with some smut and a dash of fluff)
Word count:ย 600 (so satisfactory)
TW: I guess smut? Not too descriptive.
Summary: Dan and Phil break up but they have a last night together.
(Spoilers: Everything is fine at the end)
A/N: Iโ€™m feeling so insecure about my writing lately I canโ€™t bring myself to write because I think itโ€™s going to be shitty, so I decided to say fuck it and write this piece of shit because 2012 Phan gives me feels. Itโ€™s kind of smut why the fuck am I uploading this, itโ€™s almost 4AM and I donโ€™t know what Iโ€™m doing with my life.

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I genuinely cried at this point. Hinata’s so down, and I know he’s brought this on himself, but he’s trying so bloody hard. Hungry and clueless about what to do, he calls the one person who for all he knows is going to yell at him again. But Keishin’s there, and he doesn’t yell.
Check Ukai’s face, he’s hurting for the boy because he must know how awful he’s feeling, but he’s proud too. That ‘Yus’ says it all.