this is awful i'm going to cry



do you ever think about how the night neil was taken was just a regular night and then suddenly it just wasn’t?

like the foxes kicked ass on court.  and to quote, following the game, “neil could practically feel the excitement radiating off [dan].” i mean they’re crushing it, they haven’t lost a game yet, the entire team’s probably waiting on liquor and sleep.  it’s an amazing, wonderful night.  i mean, shit, “thank you, you were amazing” followed by allison sending a significant look to matt?  she’s probably running through her head how much she’s about to win over bets.

but then the riot starts. there’s bottles thrown and then punches, and andrew’s getting an elbow to the face, and renee’s defending allison, and neil-

neil’s gone.

and then you’ve got everything flipping on its head.  like what do you think the foxes were thinking?  as andrew was choking out kevin, what are the chances matt was thinking about all the times neil avoided telling obvious truths?  as aaron was being bandaged up, do you think nicky was thinking about neil’s collection of languages?  do you think allison was giving a whole new connotation to “you were amazing” as they sat in the hotel room and waited to know if they’d be going back to PSU short one fox?  was abby thinking back to skin marred with scars she can’t even begin do describe the awfulness of?

they went from riding the high of another won game to crashing at the idea that they were never going to see neil josten again

my 15 year old dog Mikey has just collapsed and he’s having trouble breathing, I’ve rang the vet but they won’t see him for another hour even though I’m convinced he’s dying, I feel so useless and awful, he’s just laying on me and I don’t know what I’m going to do. I can’t stop crying and I just know that they’re going to want to put him down 

anyway, as someone who has to go back to school tomorrow (january 2nd) i’m extremely bitter because obviously administrators are aware of new year’s eve and new year’s day??? like it’s the one guaranteed night of the year where no one is sleeping until at least midnight, plus most people don’t even sleep at all??? one day is not enough to recover from that. like just push it back until january 3rd and no one would have any reason to be mad?? you need to give students at least a night after new year’s eve to recover, a night where they don’t have to wake up before the sun is up the next morning to get ready for a day back in hell. there are children who cry every time they have to return back to school after breaks (or even just weekends!) bc the american schooling system is such a huge pile of shit, at least give them the january 2nd, you jackasses.

  • Clint: That is the dumbest thing I've ever heard!
  • Pietro: Why don't you just shut up for a second!
  • Wanda: What's going on in here?
  • Pietro: He's a jerk! He is being such a jerk! That's an awful thing to say to a human being!
  • Clint: Are you crying?
a little rant

it breaks my heart to know and realize that kenta had to perform on mcountdown knowing that he was eliminated still he delivered such an amazing performance and did his best as always, there was a photo of kenta crying after the performance and it makes me cry so much because he knows that it’s his last stage, that he won’t be able to perform on stage anymore 😭 the fact that he told mnet to give him screen time yet he got nothing and kenta kept getting cut off makes me so mad because mnet was so terrible and awful to him since the start, and now he got eliminated and we didn’t even get to see his last words?? they have always showed him crying whenever the trainees were eliminated and kenta was saying goodbye to them but with kenta getting eliminated we got nothing….NOTHING i swear mnet can choke i hate this bye

The Hardest Blows



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Bucky was headed for glory as an Olympic champion boxer, before WWII changed everything. Now he’s washed up and dead eyed, rattling around Brooklyn and fighting in illegal bare knuckle matches.
Years after the war has ended an actor called Steve Rogers sees him fight. Months later, Bucky gets a call inviting him to L.A. to work on a film, and he finds something worth fighting for.

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Mme Bustier's class as Things My Friends and I Have Said
  • Marinette: "I keep messing everything up could I not be like this please?"
  • Alya: "Fuck you, I'd rather be on Tumblr."
  • Adrien: "I am but a smol, and couldn't hurt anything. Unless it's a mosquito, because I hate mosquitoes."
  • Nino: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, music is my way out of life."
  • Nathanael: "I love tomatoes! Don't shit on tomatoes!"
  • Alix: "I will sue this entire school."
  • Kim: "Actually fight me, I dare you.
  • Max: "I'm a nerd, you're a nerd, everyone in this goddamn class is a nerd."
  • Rose: "Aw, I'm pretty. Right?"
  • Juleka: "Um, no, I don't like you. Now could you go away?"
  • Ivan: "I am tall and look tough but I am secretly a comic nerd and will cry if you hate me."
  • Mylene: "I am not short! You're all just tall!"
  • Chloe: "Excuse me, but could you please keep your weird ass expectations like, three hundred feet away from me?"
  • Sabrina: "They think I am a sidekick but I actually do all the work."
  • Mme Bustier: "Please End me."
  • Lila: "Bitch I'm the devil on everyone's shoulder, now shut the fuck up."
the signs and small children
  • Aries: "Aww you're so adorable... you're gonna be prettier than me one day"
  • Taurus: "You're just so cute I wanna eat you up... oh that sounds weird, that's not what I meant."
  • Gemini: "oml. I don't wanna break you... you do you, I'll just admire you from here"
  • Cancer: "Come and love me please I want to be your favourite <3"
  • Leo: "Never grow up, it's a trap"
  • Virgo: "They're so flipping cute I'm going to steal them and claim them as my own"
  • Libra: "so cute XD I can't"
  • Scorpio: "Awwww you're gonna get all the boys/girls aren't you, I can tell"
  • Sagittarius: "Why're you so small?!"
  • Capricorn: "I will name him squishy and he shall be mine"
  • Aquarius: "you're adorable but also please don't cry because I don't know what to do"
  • Pisces: *taking hundreds of photos* "CAN I HOLD THEM?!"

yuzuru hanyu in the kiss and cry | yuzuru and 2017 worlds gif collection (1/?)

  • Connor: That is the dumbest thing I've ever heard!
  • Evan: Why don't you just shut up for a second!
  • Zoe: What's going on in here?
  • Evan: He's a jerk! He is being such a jerk! That's an awful thing to say to a human being!
  • Connor: Are you crying?
  • -Parks & Rec
Comet's final show ft.CRYING

Oh boy you guys do I need to write down about that show. It’s been my 8th time and I honestly don’t know what to do in my life now that it’s gone. So let’s get into it!

(More under the cut cause this got long)

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  • Jughead: That is the dumbest thing I've ever heard!
  • Archie: Why don't you just shut up for a second!
  • Betty: What's going on in here?
  • Archie: He's a jerk! He is being such a jerk! That's an awful thing to say to a human being!
  • Jughead: Are you crying?

Kageyama, after some reflection: waIT DID I PRAISED HIS JUMPS IN FRONT OF HIS SISTER

Ok ok ok, but I really want Natsu to go cheer for Karasuno and then all of the boys be like aw look she’s so cute and she ruining his brother’s life. IT WOULD BE SO FUN.

(Also click for better view pleASE I’M CRYING)

Edit: I JUST REALISED THE “YOU’RE TOSSES AMAZING!!” omg I’m sorry what the hell

She will

Simon Minter x reader imagine

592 words

Requested: hey can you write me an imagine where y/n has a miscarriage and how Simon deals with it

Warnings: Involves mentions of miscarriage and alcohol consumption.

Hope you enjoy, lovely anon! Feel free to send more requests! 

See u! xx

“What the hell are you doing, Simon?”

He hadn’t even seen Josh coming. He wasn’t expecting him either, he’s on the most unappealing pub he could find.

“What am I doing of what?”

“You know”

“No, I don’t”

“For fucks sake!”

Josh ends up sitting beside him, but he doesn’t even look at him. He just takes another sip of the glass of whisky he’s holding. Forth, maybe fifth one of the night. He looks pale, paler than usual, and the bags under his eyes are the clear sign that something is not going great. He looks tired as fuck and he literally feels as he hasn’t slept in ages.

“So this is all you gonna do? Get drunk on a crappy pub?”

“Shut the fuck up, Josh”

“Why should I? You’re acting as a piece of shit”

“Fuck off”

Josh laughs ironically.

“What is it, uh? You don’t like to hear the truth?”

“Shut up, Josh”

“No, Simon, I’m not going to shut up. You’re acting as a selfish, coward child. I can’t believe you’re blaming her for this!”

“I’m not blaming her for anything!”

“Oh, really? The why did you screamed at her and then left her alone? Such a good move on your side!”

“I don’t know, okay?!” At this point Simon is screaming, and they are raising the attention of everybody around “I was scared and fuck, it’s not easy! You don’t know how it feels!”

“You were scared? You? Have you even stopped to think about how she must be feeling for a second? Have you ever looked more than an inch around you, Simon? This is not about you at all. I get you’re upset, and you have the right to be, but think about Y/N. Just think how she’s feeling right now. I bet she was already blaming herself before she told you, and then you run away of her. I’d never seen her like this before, not even near. She’s broken, Simon. She’s broken and you know it. I though you cared about her much more than this”

Simon falls silent suddenly. The realization of the truth in Josh’s words hits him hard. He cares about Y/N, he really does, but hearing she has lost their unborn child… It hurt.

They never planned it, having that baby, it was more of a mistake than anything else, but they went along with it because why not? They were young and happy, and they were in love. What else could they ask for?

They were happy days, sharing the news with their families and friends, thinking about names in case it was a boy and reluctantly doing the same in case it was a girl. He daydreamed so much about him teaching his child how to play football, being one of those vlogger families, happy and in love with his girlfriend and their child.

But then… as soon as it came it faded away.

It is not her fault, he knows it isn’t, but the moment she told him about it, he just couldn’t deal with it. But Josh is right and he has failed Y/N. She must be feeling awful right now, and he’s not even there to make it lighter. A new pain in his heart comes with that thought, leaving their home for two whole days may have been too much.

“What can I do now?”

He’s not screaming anymore, in fact, he’s whispering.

“Go home. Apologize. You’re lucky that girl loves you”

“What if she doesn’t forgive me?”

“Trust me, she will”

Baby Siegbert

I was having a lot of feelings about this kiddo so please imagine with me: 

  • Siegbert as World’s Most Concerned Baby
  • Always has that line between his eyebrows like his daddy.
  • Learning to crawl? Game face. Learning to walk? Game face. Figuring out a new toy? Game face. When does this boy ever smile. 
  • But he’s not unhappy or fussy! Just concentrating So Hard Always.
  • Very Princely with his tiny baby cravat and his little buttoned booties.
  • When he cries it’s more like thin hiccups. He never screams. 
  • His hair keeps changing texture; one month curly; one month straight

  • Siegbert Loves: 
    • gentle dogs, cats, horses 
    • shiny things (he is Upsetti that he’s not allowed to play with Siegfried)
    • stuffed animals and blankets
    • Aunt Camilla
    • When mommy and daddy pick him up for no reason
    • Dairy foods
    • When people read him books
    • Answering/interacting/tests. (”Siegbert, wave goodbye!” “Siegbert, what does the cow say?” “Siegbert, point to the red one!”)  

  • Siegbert is Concerned by: 
    • Peek-a-boo (WHERE DID THEY GO????) 
    • The potty
    • Loud noises
    • Things that are asymmetrical
    • Being on Daddy’s shoulders (too high!!) 
    • New vegetables

  • Things That Make Most Babies Cry, But Not Siegbert:
    • Falling down and getting scrapes
    • Being told “no” (usually) 
    • Needing to burp (he just looks extra perturbed) 
    • Being sick (he goes completely listless and it’s sad and awful)

  • Things That Make Siegbert Cry:
    • When Mommy is agitated (he can tell) 
    • When he needs cuddles Immediately 
    • When he gets frustrated and can’t do something/make the words
    • When big dogs knock him over and lick him (this is a good cry) 
    • Where Is Daddy