CPS wont help me. Just because i didnt have photo proof of anything. Im sincerely stuck.
I’m so sorry, tbh child services won’t help me out and I have a video of what happened, when I ran away cps told my mom that if she wants, they could force me back home, and when I told the cops I was abused recently they drove me to my house and forced me to stay home, and told my mom that if I hurt her she can call the cops because adult abuse is “a serious problem” and yelled at me to respect her because she loves me and misses me and my mom is supposed to be responsible for me. As soon as that cop found out the friends I was staying with were thrown out of their house by their mom and one of them was slapped, she asked “did you say sorry?” and they said “we tried that while she was throwing our stuff out of her house” and I said “they have nothing to be sorry for”. She was basically yelling at me when I told her I was abused. And while we were driving to her house I told her to stop saying that my mom misses me and was excited to see me home, I told her someone was committing a crime against me and she tells me they love me, does she do that to kidnapping victims? And she didn’t give any real response besides “your mom is supposed to love you.” And then when we got to my house I didn’t know this because she refused to let me out of the car so I couldn’t hear, but she was telling my mom that I seem unstable and she might need to call the cops on me, she told my mom if I hit her I could go to jail. And I would’ve gotten fucking pissed if I knew she said that because you don’t tell kidnappers that they have rights when you fight back! What the hell was wrong with this woman? And then she took me out of the car and started getting pissed at me, like “this is your mom, you need to respect her, alright?” And all I could do was nod because I already knew I was gonna get beat as soon as this cop left and I didn’t want the beating to be so bad I’d die. But at some point I got really pissed off and I just started yelling at her, and she called me a brat and I had to take it and I was like “maybe I’m a brat but you don’t get to tell people who were thrown out of their house that they should apologize to the person who’s been tormenting them. Do you have kids?” and she nodded and I continued “do you beat them? Do you throw them out?” and she said “You expect me to just assume-” And I said “well you’re not assuming, someone came into your office and told you what was happening to them but you didn’t care because you don’t have the capability to empathize with us, so how can I guarantee that you can empathize with your children? Maybe your children should be taken away from you. These people needed your help and you essentially told them with the uniform you unjustly wear that they are criminals for being thrown out on the streets. You keep making this assumption that my mom loves me because she’s standing there smiling in front of you but that’s because she wants to wait to do the illegal stuff until after you leave. Children aren’t criminals.” And then I went into the house and she had no response before she drove off and I swear to god the only thing that would have made me feel more badass would be if the car exploded behind me while I put on shades, that’s something I really need to include in the child abuse book I’m writing because usually in those moments when I get pissed at someone for an injustice and I’m not on my meds, I’m either shaking and fidgeting the entire time I’m saying it or I just don’t say it at all, although I’m so embarrassingly sjw that everybody in my school knows me for fighting with a racist teacher I have. But whatever, I’m getting too into how awesome that felt, the point is basically no government authorities follow any form of protocol on the subject of child abuse. We basically ignore these events and call them decent parenting and no one pays attention to the fact that there are actually controversies and discourse on the matter just as there is for rape and gun violence. How am I supposed to trust authorities when my parents treat me like shit and because of that the cops treat me like a criminal and then CPS tells my mom about me telling them without any plans of helping me?
So there’s my sjw rant for you since you brought up a major political point that I want a lot of my career to revolve around, but here’s the positive I can inform you of. Trash CPS isn’t the only way you can get out. IDK how old you are but you could get emancipated as a minor if you’re over 14 depending on your state laws. You could also join a group home, although that requires aid from CPS I think but less so. Please don’t base your plans around any one specific option, you should always be taking steps towards all three, calling CPS over and over again, looking into group homes, raising money to get an apartment and get emancipated. There is definitely some way to escape soon if you just keep pursuing those options.