this is also about how i feel today

I noticed when I was rewatching [4x03] today the kind of little look that Bellamy gives Clarke when Raven says, ‘Choosing who lives or dies is your speciality’ […] He has a sort of little moment of checking in to see how that lands with her and making sure she’s okay. He has this instinctive understanding of how she’s going to feel about that. So it’s kind of like, 'I’m checking in to make sure you’re okay and also sort of very subtly reminding you that I’m right here.’

Hirose Tomoki 230217 Ameblo


Good work (^^)

Today’s news stated that some ten light years away, 7 planets with the possibility of life forms were discovered.
You see, I told you they exist (^-^)
Is what I want to say (^^)
People are usually talking about aliens so I want to meet an alien soon.

Also today, I immediately found squeezed orange juice at the vending machine.
Everyone, did you know??
When I was in high school, after my club activities of chasing around a soccer ball, I would always drink that.
That’s why when I found it, I was so happy I bought it.
That time was the best.
It feels like how an adult feels when having beer after work~
In reality, what really happens when you become an adult?
Well, it feels like that.

However, recently I haven’t drank alcohol at all, my head immediately hurts after I drink (laughs).
Did I grow weaker because I haven’t been drinking (◞‸◟) ?
Well, in the first place, I’m the camp that feels that juice tastes better than beer, so it’s all good.
But when the time comes, I’ll drink alcohol!

It has been a long time since I could last see the sky from the filming venue. I somehow feel relieved.
The sky has some unnatural powers doesn’t it?
And today’s sky had an amazing trail of clouds.
I wonder if it’s the Gods’ sports festival.

Just imagining how the different Gods run youthfully and vigorously on the clouds made me smile.

I will text again (*^^*)

I feel like I’ve changed so much in the past…month? It’s been really good. I’m looking to change up my job and to start thinking seriously about grad school, I’m learning a lot about how I need to change and mature and what to disclose and what not to disclose…I feel like soon I’ll be making some art! I also got a concussion for a while. It’s really beautiful in Buffalo today, kind of damp and rainy. I keep using this blog’s archive so it seemed silly to abandon it altogether & moreover I think switching my url back was the right choice (at the very least so old links to posts work properly.) Hope everyone’s doing well. 


Holy shit. I was feeling really bad today because I haven’t been consistent with my workouts for the past two weeks but I also just realized that I should still be proud because of how far I’ve come considering I’ve lost 80 pounds in less than a year. I started in size 18 pants in June and am currently in a size 6. I need to keep telling myself that it’s all about progress and not perfection. Even though I’m stuck at the same weight and I have been for about two weeks, I am still worlds away from where I started in 2016 and I’m feeling the best that I’ve ever felt in my life. Time to get serious and get back on it because running my mouth won’t make shit happen.


This is an old manga I did with an old friend of my school for a national manga contest. aboout telling a plot of a story in just 6 pages, This is the result.

We won the 7th place. But after that contest I refused to participte in another one anymore, because I discovered in that contest you could have more chances to win the first place if you paid an specific amount of money, also, the winner was a friend of the contest’s owners…so..yeah…that was one of many reasons to giving up and forget all about drawing in those years.

I found the comic deep in my files this week, so I decided to translate it and share it with you.


I feel kinda… bad now…really I didn’t noticed the similarities between they two…aaagh darn…i don’t know if that’s ok or not..DX.

Anyway…this is how I used to draw 4 years ago. With this short comic I learnt how to use the patterns in Manga Studio and also a bit of perspective…so it wasn’t a waste of time, after all.

also I want to mention how good was the introduction of Even, how they let us fall in love with him, be charmed by him, get worried about him….. they humanized him to the point that today we feel not only Isak’s pain but his.

we are learning to look out and care about mentally ill people, to love them with all their nuances. we are learning that they’re as human as you or the person besides you and I think this is one the biggest accomplishments of this show.

Where did all those feelings go? People spend their whole lives looking for love. Poems and songs and entire novels are written about it. But how can you trust something that can end as suddenly as it begins?
—  Nicola Yoon, The Sun is Also a Star

October 31st, 2016 //

Happy Halloween! I wore a really cute outfit today so props to me! Tennis is ending in two days and I don’t know how I feel about that because this is my last year playing on a high school team. Also, I just submitted my application to Fordham University and I don’t know if I’ll get accepted. iA, I I do get accepted. Please pray for me!


Prompt: Hey Cass… So I recently got mugged (the asshole took all I had including some stuff with sentimental value AND had the nerve to assault me) and I was wondering if you could write something about that. I’m sorry if the requests are closed, I really don’t wanna bother, but I just feel like shit and completely powerless. Thank you for reading this anyway and I hope you know how much your writing makes me happy 

Nonnie, I am so incredibly sorry this happened to you.  I hope this makes you feel a little better ♥  I’m also sorry about the lame title - I couldn’t come up with anything better and I wanted to get this posted for you today (((hugs)))

Reader x Bucky

Word Count: 5349

Warnings: Language, depiction of a mugging, assault/injuries, as much fluff as I could possibly cram in

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Horizontal Bun

Today’s new hairstyle, the Horizontal Bun, is something that I came up with recently that I have really come to enjoy.  It’s not that often that I come across low buns that I feel good wearing so looks like this are quite new to me.  What I like most about this bun is that it is low, but not particularly heavy.  I also love how this can be worn very clean, but also looks good messy.


1) Brush

2) Two Large Hair Ties

3) Two Small Hair Ties

4) Bobby Pins


1) Start by brushing out your hair.

2) Split your hair in half by creating a middle part all the way down your head.

3) Use the large hair ties to create two pigtails at the middle, back of your head.

4) Braid each pigtail and tie off with the small hair elastics.

5) Take the right pigtail and begin creating a figure eight shape by bringing it up and around the left hair tie.

6) Bobby pin into place.

7) Take the remainder of the right ponytail and bring it up and back around the right hair tie.

8) Bobby pin into place.

9) Continue this process until there is no more excess hair.

10) Repeat steps 5-9 with the left braid.  Finalize with hairspray.

blue night radio ♡ 161103
translation: thatcoolcatmeow

topic: jonghyun played “멍하니 있어 (staring into space)” during the broadcast, to which a listener sent in a message asking whether or not they would be able to “listen to it” at his upcoming concerts. (ie: whether or not he’s going to be performing it.)
jonghyun: um …, i have this thing. how should i put it into words …, telling without discussing with my company? (laughs) giving out spoilers? i’m good at that. i tend to not give out spoilers for shinee’s work, but i do for solo work. since my mood isn’t that great today i’m going to try to feel better by talking about this. i filmed some videos for the concert today. i filmed a lot of videos for various concepts. you’ll be able to listen to new songs at this concert, too. not only the blue night songs, but also songs that you have not listened to before. you can watch them when you come to the concert. i’m really worried. it’s only about a month away now.

Makkachin!!! on Ice pt.2 (AU where Makkachin won the GPF)



Commentator: On this routine, we can see one of Makkachin’s coaches, Viktor Nikiforov, fearing for the safety of his son, while Yuuri Katsuki calms him down. He’s about to do his coaches signature move: the quadruple flip (quad because he has four legs)… AND HE NAILS IT!  Makkachin the dog just broke a world record set by himself!

Just look at his parents- I mean, coaches, they are tearing up!

After a flawless performance, I can declare it, Makkachin the dog is the Viktor Nikiforov of pets ice skating. 

*Later on an interview*

Interviewer: so, Makkachin, which country are you representing today

 Makkachin: woof.

 Interviewer: wow, that’s cool, how do your coaches feel about it? 


 Interviewer: ohw I see, you are tired, you go rest you champion. 

Interviewer: we also recorded a small video of our champion’s parents while they were talking about which country is Makkachin on this GPF, let’s watch it:

Viktor: Makkachin you really made Russia proud!

Yuuri: Viktor, today he was representing Japan, not Russia, he represented Russia last time.

Viktor: Uhm I’m pretty sure this one was Russia. 


THE GREAT ICE SKATER MAKKACHIN HAS A LOVER?! read more about this history of Makkachin when he was seen by a paparazzi licking a Golden Retriever’s ears.

We have yet to found out who this mystery dog is. Makkachins parents did say that they are completely supportive of their dog’s decisions. Let’s just hope that this dog isn’t a bitch (get it?)

*Later edition of the same magazine*

IRONICALLY, THE CAT IS OUT OF THE BAG!  we know the golden retriever’s name!



VIKTOR AND YUURI STATE “they remind us of our relationship when we were young”



OUR CHAMPION IS MARRIED AND BABIES ARE ON THE WAY? Read all about the secret wedding and the future babies’ names.

“We are glad we will be able to live with Makkachin’s children, he’s growing old but he won’t leave us alone” State the parents of the 6 times champion.


Guys! look at the soon to be champions! aren’t they cute?! Will they be as great as their new coaches who happen to be their grandparents?! THEY SURE WILL.


Every time I see Yuuri training the dogs, every time I see him on the ice everything comes back… The banquet when we first met, being his coach, being on the podium next to him. I fall for him every time I look at him.

  • Every article from every godforsaken mainstream "feminism" site: I just wanna talk about how getting my nails done today was the most Empowering™ feminist act ever and how doing my nails and makeup and things that most women feel pressured to do is actually a radical activist statement when I do it because having long nails is my social praxis (I totally know what that means) and I'm using this $60 waste of money to overthrow the patriarchy. Also I'm just gonna throw around a bunch of buzzwords like "intersectional" while using "q****" both as a verb and as a way to describe myself even though I'm a totally gender conforming woman who literally only dates men.

// I have curls so I loved doing this one! Added V and Saeran.
i’m trying to go nyoom on requests so don’t mind my messy writing over here.
Also Yuri On Ice is today. I’m not prepared. (╥ω╥)


- He literally cannot get enough of your natural hair, It’s so beautiful and textured he’ll honestly love doing it in the mornings for you if you let him.

- His hair is naturally straight so the feeling of your hair is nice to run his fingers through even though he can’t very often because they get stuck or tangled, sadly.

- Made the mistake ONCE of starting to brush it and lord help this man because he was terrified when you started yelling at him about how he couldn’t do that.

- Lesson learned.


- Instantly he prefers your natural hair like within 00.1 seconds his minds set on that, asks you to stop making it so flat afterwards because it isn’t fully you and he doesn’t like that.

- If you come out in a sequin filled red dress with a waterfall of those pretty curls hanging over one of your shoulders? NUT He can’t believe how gorgeous his kitten is inside and out.

- Scratch that, his lioness because your mane is so wild and luxurious.

- Lame joke Jumin, but he gets a kick out of it.


- He’s surprised at first and asks if you did something new with your hair! It’s new and different, but a good type of new and different.

- He loves your hair curly or straight, You look amazing either way, whatever makes you most comfortable makes him happy.

- He really likes to grab your little curls, stretch them out, and watch them bounce back up when he releases it. You tell him that creates static and makes them frizzy but he secretly doesn’t really care, it’s so fun to watch them curl back up like boop


- It’s funny, she’s tried to curl her hair before because it seems so flat to her. Only once, she doesn’t really have time to care about looks anymore.

- So to see it’s the opposite way around with you is odd, but all she wants you to be is confident. Loves your hair regardless, straight or curly you’re just so pretty!

- She loves how thick it naturally is because you keep the nice floral smell of your shampoo around a lot longer. During cuddles she melts at the smell because it’s just so good, burying her face in your curls becomes fairly common.



- Wolf whistles right away when he sees you with your natural hair for the first time, why do you always look so adorable?

- Loves the thick curls, especially playing with them while you two are just lounging away on the couch.

- Especially messy buns?? He’s a slut for half-assed buns

- Where there’s tons of little curls hanging out at the top and frizzy little baby hairs all over the place like shit you always manage to surprise him.


- It’s so beautiful!! He really does like it natural, but whatever you prefer you prefer.

- He thinks it shapes your bouncy and adorable personality a little more, it’s just a bit more.. you.

- Loves practically drowning in the curls when he’s all cuddled up behind you as the big spoon, you’d think it would be annoying but he loves it.

- Likes to twirl his fingers around them a lot, especially when you’re upset. It’s sort of his way of asking if everything’s okay.


- He doesn’t even notice right away, but something does seem off. Why is your hair so much more bigger? And puffier?

- Ah. You flat iron it normally. That’s what’s changed.

- He doesn’t mind either way, Whatever you decide to do with your looks isn’t his concern as long as you still love him. But he does have a soft spot for those little spirals and the way they fall down the sides of your face. It makes you look more innocent and bubbly. Is that a good thing or not, he’s not sure. But he does know he likes it.

Fred Sets You And George Up

Pairing: George x Reader
Request: Hello I’m Hannah and I’m really sorry for how late it is but I have a request. I love both Wesley twins very much, but I have a soft spot for George, I’m in the Hufflepuff house and would like something cute that happens between me and him. Like I don’t know maybe he really likes me but instead of asking me himself if I would go in a date with him, Fred does for him… Or something of that nature? Please and thank you. :-)
A/N: I feel like I say this every damn time I write an Imagine, but I’m sorry for being away so long! Today’s excuse is that I traveled around about half of Australia, graduated from University and competed in the Australian Championships and came second in the country! Look, it’s better than some of my other excuses…! I’ll be more active from now on, for sure! Also look how creative my title is, it’s terrible.
Squicks: None

“She’s hot, isn’t she?” Fred says as he nudges his brother, staring at Angelina on the other side of the Gryffindor table.

“Stunning,” George says absentmindedly, not looking over at Fred’s girlfriend.

Fred gives his brother a look, before following his gaze to the (h/c) girl over on the Hufflepuff table, laughing with a few of her friends.

“Just go and ask her, what’s the worst that can happen?” Fred asks,

“She could hear me” George responds miserably.

“Hey babe,” Angelina says with a kiss on her boyfriend’s cheek,

“Hey Ange, what’s your opinion of Y/n?” Fred asks, while George sends daggers with his eyes.

Angelina laughs and looks over at Y/n, “Yeah she’s alright: smart, nice, funny, ticks all the boxes really… She’s single if you’re keen George,” she says with a sly smile,

“No, I’m good—“ George begins,

“WOW GEORGE, YOU HEAR THAT? SHE’S SINGLE” Fred says a little too excitedly,

“Yes thank you Fred I got it, she’s single”

“Then change that, go ask her out”

George rolls his eyes at his brother playing matchmaker and Angelina not helping at all,

“I can’t… She’s not interested in me and I’m not interested in being rejected, and besides—“

“If you don’t ask her out, then I will,” Fred says.

“Knock yourself out, I don’t know how your girlfriend would feel about it though”.

Fred says quietly, turning to Angelina, “You heard that, right? I have permission from Georgie to ask her out, you’re my witness”.

“Yep, heard it with my own ears,” She replies, understanding the plan that was slowly hatching in Fred’s mind.


Transfiguration was the next class that Gryffindor and Hufflepuff shared. As you were walking in the door, someone tugged on the sleeve of your robes,

“Y/n, I need to talk to you for a minute,” Fred says, pulling you around the corner,

“Hey Fred, yes I’m alright, thanks for asking,” you say sarcastically,

“George is the one who should be asking how you are and all that crap,” Fred says once he comes to a halt,

“George?” you say with a confused expression,

“Yes, George, you know him: tall, red hair, great teeth, some say he looks like me but I don’t know what they’re on about,”

You giggle as Fred continues,

“So anyway, that strapping young man has it in his head that you’re not interested in him, so he hasn’t found the balls to come and ask you out, and—“

“Woah woah woah, what?” You ask, looking a little more confused than before,

Fred stares at you for a moment in disbelief, “Come off it, how could you not know he’s into you? He’s staring at you every damn second of the day, it’s very disruptive I tell you…”

“Yeah okay, so you’re saying that George Weasley has a crush on me—“ Fred shushes you, “Sorry,” you say in a quieter voice, “So George is interested in me, but doesn’t want to ask me out… Are you asking me out for him?”

“You know it” George says with a smile, “He’s free tomorrow, you in?”

You look at him for a few moments in a miniature state of shock, before he looks at you with an expression of impatience,

“Uh, well I suppose it wouldn’t hurt—“

“Y/n just say yes” Fred says, looking around the corner to see George approaching the classroom,

“Yes, okay yes, I’ll go on a date with George tomorrow”

“Okay great, also he doesn’t know I’ve asked you out on his behalf, so you’re going to have to ask him out—“

“Fred what?!”

“You already agreed to it, no backing out now!” Fred says louder as he walks into the classroom, leaving you standing there wide eyed.


You spent basically the entire class weighing out your options on if you should or shouldn’t meet up with George tomorrow. You had a fairly big crush on him, which somehow he didn’t know about, since it felt like it was you who was staring at him majority of the time. Maybe this was Fred just pulling a prank… Although their pranks aren’t usually malicious… Maybe George really does like you… But why would George be shy of you? You kept thinking about all the different aspects of the situation when you hear something behind you,

“Fred, what the hell are you doing, I just walk out of here, why would I want to come back”

You turn around to see Fred pushing George into the classroom that you were still sat in.

“Oh, that’s why…” He looks over at you, “I mean she’s why, you’re why, you are not a that, you are a person, sorry…”

“Shit you really are a mess aren’t you,” Fred says, looking at his brother clearly judging him, “No wonder you needed me to ask her out for you,”

George turns his head slowly to glare at his brother, “you what.

“Ah yes, you gave me permission to ask her out if you didn’t, so I have” Fred says with a triumphant look between the two of you, “So you’re already set up to meet tomorrow, but I thought you should actually have a conversation before you go on a date”.

“Are you actually kidding me” George says, but before he could continue, Fred was walking out the door,

“Have fun, kids!” and with that the door was shut, and you and George were alone together.

George looks at the door for a little while, before turning to face you, looking panicked. You give a little laugh, trying to lighten the mood; defuse the tension one might say.

George gives you a smile, starting to find humour in the situation.

“So George,” you start off saying, feeling more confident than usual. You felt like you had the upper had here, with George being all flustered and caught off guard; it made you feel a little reassured somehow,

“Fred says that you may be interested in me,” you say with a smile,

Ah, yeah, he did didn’t he,” George says, scratching the back of his head,

“Mhm, and I would be more than happy to take him up on his offer to go out with you tomorrow, I hear that you’re aware of the secret passage that leads to Honeydukes, yes?”

George’s eyes widen a bit, “You know about that secret passageway?”

You laugh flirtatiously, “There’s a lot of things you don’t know about me, George,”

“Well maybe I can learn a few things tomorrow. How does 9 o’clock tomorrow night sound?”

Perfect, I’ll see you then, Georgie,” You say with a smile as you head towards the door, leaving Fred to stand there in the empty classroom in shock.


gilmore girls appreciation month ☕ week one part one: favorite female character
ㅤ ㅤ ↳ i have a huge dilemma that i need your opinion on. am i more beautiful today than i was yesterday?


But enough of my sob stories. The reason I’m blogging about my life in the first place is to warn those wanting to become vampires. Most think the strength, the speed, the immortality are reason enough. But you’ll never feel the warmth of the sun on your skin again, you’ll have an insatiable thirst and you have to watch your friends and family grow old and die all around you.

The third point is why I have no friends. I’m also broke because finding work at night (other than becoming a criminal) is a pain. Plus today is the day I need to pay rent… I wish I knew how to hypnotize the landlor-

*Knock Knock*

“Who the fuc –” It’s 2am. Seriously, I have the rudest neighbours. I could be sleeping for all they kno-

The next knock was much louder 

“OKAY! Jeez, keep your pants on” *curses softly*

SEVENTEEN Performance Unit as boyfriends

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(I did this on my twitter svtstarHOSHI but felt i needed to elaborate here BECAUSE THERE’S A LOT OF STUFF TO TALK ABOUT)
(It’s all under the cut ya!) <3

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I’m going to bed a happy lady. Today I had afternoon tea with none other than @sophiekinsellawriter. This is not a joke, it happened. I told her about the time I broke a chair in the same venue many years prior and she told me tales of reading proofs for one of her shopaholic books whilst bouncing her baby to sleep (proving you can have it all Mamas). We talked about character we love, how fun it is to mastermind your own book world and that feeling when you see the cover for the first time. I’ve been such an admirer of Sophie’s writing for SO many years that today felt like such a Wow Day. Also, hip hip hooray, she signed a copy of her brand new book for me, #MyNotSoPerfectLife ✨👌🏻🎉 Make sure you read it too so we can be this enthusiastic together!!

- howzit kids!!!!
- the future is weird and spooky huh??? ? no matter how cool i am with where i am, i still find time to sorta worry about it
- at the minute i’m v happy studying, and my plans for heading back to australia in june are just: return to my casual job, walk my dogs, make comics, do nanowrimo, go to some cons. and right now??? i feel very strongly that that will be enough, at least for this year
- but then also i know my own restless ass and i know that maybe it won’t be
- i really hope it will be
- walked around viborg’s south lake today, it was pretty and cold and it’s odd how the world can feel both enormous and tiny some days
- i’m one of the youngest people that i’ve met here, which is a sort of sobering thought. gotta remember there’s no hurry. life’s really long, ya know?
- i’m learning to love what a work in progress everything we do in class is: there’s no finished product, just the act of making. it’s a really good way to be
- my art is improving in a way i didn’t think i’d notice in three weeks, which is pretty great. i want to dedicate this year to making stuff i like, and that maybe other people will too. i really love drawing it makes me happy happy happy 
- i hope you’re all good, if you can, slow down for a minute today