this is actually the worst

Honestly even tho I’m still dealing with a lot of negative emotions from a past experience, being single has actually been the worst, y’all lmao. I’m too gay for this

The only positive has been maaybe academic success? Which I guess is important. I graduated near the top of my class after struggling with a lot of near fails over the last two years, along with fixing up my attendance record overall (aside from that week and a bit off bc of surgery) so I suppose it’s best to look at the positive.

fjbmbdnd i dont know what the fuckign deal is but this past week has been unbelievably awful…. like i feel like i was making a lot of progress with my mental illnesses but recently its like ive fallen back into it and i don’t even know why

anonymous asked:

conversation." "Ooo. Lance, you're gonna want some cold water for that burn." pidge handed him her cup of water and Lance stood up from his seat. "Im gonna go to allura about this." *an hour later* lance comes running at keith. "Ha! there are mermaids that exist on water planets! And mermen!" "You're lying." "Go ask Allura!" (2/2) -i just had a small idea to write now about a jelly keith with this idea and shiz :3 would you like to hear? it involves water planet!

(2/2) HAHAHA “I WAS WAVING GOODBYE TO THE FUCK I GAVE ABOUT THIS CONVERSATION” I’M D E A D BURY ME IMMEDIATELY oh my god I actually made the worst laughing noise ever just now thank you oh my god;;;;;
And yes I want to hear your idea???????? Yes x12???? It involves 1) mermen and 2) jealous Keith which you KNOW is my weakness so omfg please tell me immediately

This is an actual thing that happened

Me and @chaosartist made the best worst thing ever and I will probably draw something for it when I have time but:


“We are, the very best, like no one ever was

to love them is our real test. to ship them is our cause.

I will travel across tumblr, reblogging all their art.

To show the world, how cute they are, and LOVE WITH ALL OUR HEART


gotta ship em both!!

It’s Science and Edge!!



OH!! You’re my OTP!!

And we will make them see!


OOH!! Their souls are cute!!

push them and they will fuse!!

You ship them and I’ll ship too!



(pokemon theme song paradoy)

(chaos what did we do oh god why is this a thing we did XDDDD)

Things That Should've Been in the HP Movies

1. Neville’s parents at St. Mungo’s
2. Harry giving the twins his triwizard winnings after first offering it to Cedric’s parents
3. Ron telling Hermione “are you a witch or not?” when both he and Harry were stuck in the devil’s snare and she was freaking out about not having wood to light a fire
4. Peeves
5. Winky the house elf
6. Barty Crouch Jr.’s entire back story
7. the lead up to romione
8. Snape commenting on Hermione’s teeth size
9. Snape calling Lily a mudblood in his worst memory; doing the thing that made it his actual worst memory
10. Kreacher’s redemption
11. Mcgonagall getting stunned in the chest by 5 people and surviving
12. The real Hinny first kiss
13. S.P.E.W.
14. The real Romione first kiss
15. Harry’s hair that won’t go flat
16. Sassy Harry


“Even if so, it’s no use, their entrance deadline has expired, the year is screwed. I can search for a job, but it’s gonna be hard for someone who has no degree. You see, most classmates of mine have entered uni without problems. I wasn’t the worst among them, they just sent different applications, and I only wanted the uni of my dreams, the Academy. I failed. No one will be interested if there were bribes or not, they’ll just know that I’m a loser because I didn’t enter.”

“I’m aware that it’s hard to convince you, but I’m just gonna say one thing,” Ruby patted her brother on the head. “There are things much worse than that, and I hope this one will be actually the worst in your life. Sounds creepy, but you get the idea. Life is much more widespread. Try to taste it.”

“Thanks, Ruby,” his eyes still were lifeless.

Today I welcome Dana Louise Provo, author of the newly released novel Bleeding Hearts!

The genre of Bleeding Hearts is new adult, romantic suspense. It is published by Clean Reads Publishing.

Let’s find out a bit more about the book:

Orphaned at an early age, now twenty-four-year-old Camryn Lucks is ready to commit to find that special someone, and so accepts a date from a charming, gallant, handsome stranger. The last thing she imagines after accepting that first date with Carson would actually be the beginning of her worst nightmare.

Red roses, a reminder of her parents’ killer, soon become an emblem of horror for Cami as one by one, those closest to her fall victim to a serial killer. Cami becomes an obsession for Carson, the man she had finally allowed herself to love. Not only is he vying for her heart, but also her life.

Finding herself in a whirlwind of torments shadowed by the blood-colored bloom, Cami finds solace in Isaac, a neighboring police officer. She’s desperate to escape the haunting memories, but she must revisit them in order to catch her would-be killer. Living life in constant fear has driven Cami to second-guess every choice she makes. Will the police catch the illusive murderer, or will Cami be forced to face him once again?

Let’s read an excerpt from Bleeding Hearts:

My arm trembles as I grip the cool handle of my pistol, keeping a firm grasp to ensure it doesn’t slip out of my sweaty hand. It usually stands sentry in my left nightstand to scare the nightmares away. But this isn’t a dream. The room is dark and hides the face of the man whose intent is to kill me. But I know who he is. A metallic taste fills my mouth; I want to gag. My blood drips off the blade in his hand in slow, steady beats on the carpet. My arms shake as I lift the barrel and point it in his direction. He doesn’t move. His heavy breaths alert me to the meager distance between us.

We’re at a stalemate.

A soft glow from the lamppost just outside my window casts a sliver of light on his face. His dark, beady eyes that I have grown to know rake over my body like I’m another one of his many victims. He lifts the edges of his mouth into a smile. My heart plunges into my stomach. I know what that sinister expression means, and I think back to all the times he had looked at me like that before. I had been so blind.

Before I react he lunges at me, grabbing onto my waist and twisting me to the ground. I shriek as my head slams against the bed frame. Black spots flood my vision. I squeeze my hand only to find it empty. My gun is gone. The sound of the knife clattering on the floor gives me slight hope. Not much though. He climbs up my body trying to pin my arms to the floor. I thrash my fists around, desperate to knock him off.

“Get off!” I scream, pulling on his shirt and kicking him off balance. Wrapping his hands around my arms, my attacker cuts off the circulation of blood. Rug burns flare across my skin as he drags me across the carpet. He closes his hands around my neck, shutting off my air supply. I pull at his hands but it’s no use; he has always been stronger than me. My pulse drums a frantic beat in my ears. The air slowly leaks out from my lungs, killing any hope I may have left. I search for the gun around the room; it may be my only savior now.

“Why are you doing this?” I struggle to get the words out. He squints his dark eyes. I’m wondering if there might be a chance that he will stop this madness. I am wrong.

“It’ll be over soon, sweetheart.” His hands again tighten around my neck, blocking the air from entering my lungs.

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About the author:

Dana Provo has always loved books and reads everything from young adult fantasy to adult historical romances. When she’s not reading or writing her next novel, Dana can be found riding her horses and getting ready for competition. Dana lives with her husband and two house plants in Richmond, Virginia.


There’s this idea that Emma, Rupert and myself are the best of friends who always hang out together. I’m just going to put out there, Emma and I text all the time but Rupert and I never text each other, we never see each other. If I see him every six months or so, it’s a friendly ‘hello, how’s things with you’ but that’s about it.
—  Daniel Radcliffe

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again thank u and ily pals !!

Kinda just hit me that

The Soukyoku was actually rebuilt

This wasn’t a dream, a worst case scenario “gotcha!” chapter

Someone in Soul Society actually ordered and oversaw this machine of death being rebuilt

People actually built it back up

It’s actually there again, this symbol of broken bureaucracy, this pillar of corruption and those at the top being left to poke and prod the ants as they please

The very first thing Ichigo changed in Soul Society was rebuilt

The very symbol of Soul Society’s corruption and how easily those with power could abuse it, the thing Ichigo destroyed

The manner by which Rukia was sentenced to die, an excessive punishment by many measures

The thing Ichigo destroyed to save his friend, an effort that took him through several battles and showed us only the first glimpse of how far Ichigo will go for Rukia, his first declaration of “I have to save her!!”

And they rebuilt it

It’s like Soul Society’s higher ups forgot all about the substitute reaper who stormed into their realm and broke their rules, committing several crimes of his own to stop them from making one of their own

Aizen was sentenced merely to a prison for all he’s done wrong. Prison.

Whereas Rukia had been sentenced to DIE, for staying in the human world

Aizen’s punishment I feel not only was to force him to deal with what he’d done, but also a show that SS was changing after Ichigo’s impact.

We see him steadily through each arc break down old archaic rules, call attention to abuse of power, and become a driving force in change

But tell me, what changes when you build a tower of blocks back up, and just make it taller, stronger than it was?

it just becomes more intimidating and harder to break down


They rebuilt Soukyoku and made it even bigger

They disregarded everything that Ichigo fought for, everything he changed

And that’s just one of many things that were taken back and ignored in this ending, just one more moment to wonder why we all bothered in the first place.

And to add insult to injury, the chapter in which we see it rebuilt, giant and imposing, is the chapter Rukia is made a captain. I actually can’t believe he’d dare to do that, to put the thing that almost destroyed Rukia in the same chapter as her achieving such an honor, as if we’re supposed to remember she could have been killed, had it been his whim.

I just really can’t believe this.

I can’t believe that Ichigo’s impact on Soul Society could be so easily brushed aside, all his work wrought to nothing.

And that’s exactly what this ending has given us.