this is a thing that's happening now

anonymous asked:

i hope ur not feeling bad or anythin bc of that disgusting anon!! i hope u dont feel anxious or anythin!! sending positive vibes ur way if thats ok?

Yeah so I’m playing mc right now and a zombie pigman literally just walked through the nether portal i made in my basement and i forgot if they were hostile or not but all i know is that they’re really strong and i dont wanna deal with it and its making really creepy noises

so that’s honestly the most anxiety-inducing thing to happen recently and im dying and its literally still down there and idk how to deal with it

also its perfectly fine to send positive vibes aa thats so nice and thoughtful wtf?? thank you!!

Uh, Mod Vincent here?

Uh, Lucy deactivated her account. I’m not sure why, but it just shows she did???? So uh. No idea what happened to her. She didn’t tell me but uh. That’s a thing now.

Guess it’s just me until Lucy gets back to me???

Sorry I’ve been gone a lot for long periods of time. It’s been a rough few months. This blog isn’t dead, but it’s gonna be harder for me to keep up.

You might know this if you follow my other blogs but I have DID and I haven’t been fronting as much lately. When I am, I try to do too priorities first. I’m sorry if this means less posts but this blog isn’t dead. I just gotta take care of myself too.

Thank you so much for following this silly blog that just started out as a dumb late night idea with a friend. I never imagined it’d get this far, it’s insane. Me and a friend were just watching The End at night and paused it at a weird place, and this dumb idea was born. I’m so thankful for all of you, and all of your love and support.

I love you guys 💙

-Mod Vincent

anonymous asked:

Kellie how have you lost 20lbs? I've been working hard and trying to eat right but I don't feel like I'm making any progress, tips?

tbh i dont know? i mean its been over 2 months. it took me a while to get into the routine i am in now. but i go to the gym 4 days a week. i burn about 600 calories each time. so 2400 a week. i gave up all drinks but water which worked out so well even though im not a huge fan cause i save alot of money and cut back on those calories. i dont snack anymore. like at all. i treat myself maybe once every other week. i cut back on my portions of food. i eat salad everyday for lunch. i feel like thats the major things ive been doing. literally nothing special idk how its happening but im thankful

i keep trying to memorize every detail of the moments i live in. in the soreness of my legs from standing so long at a concert, the chill of the night, the patterns of a tablecloth, the oily texture in my mouth after eating fried bananas. i keep trying to memorize the feelings, the quiet contentedness, the laughter, the excitement. i keep trying to memorize the people, their smiles, the way they speak, what makes them laugh. i’m constantly on the cusp of the next part of my life and that’s just so.. strange. but it makes it so much easier to find happiness no matter what’s happening to me, in a way? because i’m already kind of looking at life with those rose-colored glasses of nostalgia, simply because i know these are times i’ll never be able to live again, and these are people i might not always have, and that makes it so much easier to appreciate everything i might miss later. 

Hospital Starters
  • [ Requested by Anon about a week ago. Warnings for blood, suicidal thoughts, and medical stuff. Thanks! : ]
  • "Hey, you're awake!"
  • "Where am I?"
  • "You hit your head. There was so much blood that I got scared."
  • "Don't try to get up. You're safe here."
  • "I hate this place..."
  • "How could you do this to yourself?"
  • "The world didn't give me a choice, and now, I'm suffering even more!"
  • "You really came..."
  • "I told you I would be here when you woke up."
  • "How many tests did they do on you?"
  • "If I wasn't drugged up, I could tell you the names of every test they do in this place."
  • "When are they going to let you leave?"
  • "They said that I'll be here for a few days. Maybe a week."
  • "What happened to you? You have so many things sticking out of you."
  • "That's what happens when you're dying."
  • "It's probably time to change those bandages..."
  • "You aren't in pain, are you?"
  • "You were in an accident. You almost didn't make it."
  • "That would explain why I feel terrible."
  • "I thought you were dead..."
  • "I'm not dead, am I?"
  • "I didn't know it was this bad..."
  • "I may not live much longer..."
  • "I'm dying..."
  • "You can't die! There has to be something they can do!"
  • "I'm too far gone for any surgery to fix me."
  • "I want you to know that I'll miss you most."
  • "Don't say that! I don't like it when you talk like this..."
  • "I just want it to happen so I don't have to think about it all the time."
  • "I wanted to say goodbye to you one more time."
  • "If you don't get some sleep, I'm going to hit this button and tell a nurse you're bothering me."
  • "Don't abuse that call button!"
  • "You know that button only works every five seconds, right?"
  • "Maybe if I push it hard enough, more will come out."
  • "I get to come home today."
  • "Did you fill out the release forms yet?"
  • "They hooked me up with a bunch of prescriptions. I'm gonna be high as a kite."

So nobody is going to talk about how today, July 25, 2016. Dr. Dre, gets cuffed and patted down at his own home, because a white motorist lied on Dr. Dre saying he had a gun on him.

The story: Dr. Dre tries to pull up to his home and someone on a motorcycle was blocking his drive way. Dr. Dre tells the man to get out of the way. The man does, but started yelling and cursing at dr. Dre and even started saying racist things like “ Here comes another black guy with a gun”. So Dr. Dre pulls out his phone and stated recording the man saying all of this stuff about him.

The white man calls the police on Dr. Dre, as Dr. Dre pulls up into his house. He told the cops Dr. Dre had a gun on him.They show up, cuff him and patted him down.  The cops found that he did not have a gun. 

And People wonder why we call rappers like A$AP Rocky stupid for saying they don’t speak out against things like this happening to black people because they have some success on their hands so they aren’t a part of that kind of black community anymore. “They don’t live that life”

Well here you go, The richest rapper right now and one of the most successful, Asap rocky is nowhere near this kind of success, and he still has to deal with shit like this. And there are people who actually think A$AP was saying “truth” when he said that mess.

Thats stupid as hell, nobody is inevitable. All you have to do is be black.

the signs as things my dad has said (part 4)
  • aries: *reads my sister's math homework as "four boobs" instead of "four boards" on purpose, laughs for ten minutes*
  • taurus: *whenever mildly inconvenienced* you know what? fuck it. that's what i always say
  • gemini: [every time bb8 came on screen during The Force Awakens] i love that little snowman guy
  • cancer: *calls his friends his "friendsies"*
  • leo: [whenever our dogs misbehave] *monotonously* stop it please....
  • virgo: [constantly, sometimes for no reason] okay so what's happening right now
  • libra: *calls our dogs his "big good friends"*
  • scorpio: [looking up from his phone 2 minutes after i sneezed] uh...bless you
  • sagittarius: [immediately after i woke up at 6am] wow u look awful...you're like the face of tiredness
  • capricorn: [every time he hangs up after calling a store to ask for their hours] ok bye i'll see u later!!!
  • aquarius: [after i said a rock on star trek looked like a dick] what the fuck would you know
  • pisces: [on the phone with his work friend in the bathroom] me? i'm just peeing
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Okay, so I just saw a Tony and music headcanon which I absolutely and totally respect, because a classical music Tony is an awesome Tony that is a valid way of viewing the character.  However, I also completely and totally disagree with it and didn’t want to highjack that post to disagree.  Basically, fellow writer, you’re awesome and so is your headcanon which is totally valid and legit, but I’m gonna rift off it because I keep arguing with the post in my head.  

Maria started Tony on the piano at a young age.  Howard yelled and complained about how the kid could never keep still, so Maria taught him cords and basic piano warms ups.  She told him if he couldn’t keep still, he could go over the piano fingering in his mind.  He could even move his fingers if he needed to, going through the motions with his hands at his side as Howard ranted at him about how his latest robot was a failure, and keeping him still enough for photographers to take pictures of the engine while Howard put on his fake smile.

Tony would often hang in the doorway as his mother played and sang, hesitant to come in and interrupt her.  Music was numbers and frequencies and all sorts of things that were fascinating to Tony, but he couldn’t quite manage to fit them together into a song.  

It wasn’t until Maria came upon Tony struggling through “You’ll Never Walk Alone” from Carousel that she teaches him how to play music.  Maria the brilliant scientist who loved show tunes could explain to a young Tony Stark how to make music from the notes.  

From then on, Tony was a quick study.  He would often play as Maria sat by his side and sang along, from My Fair Lady to Evita, he would play and sometimes hesitantly sing along.  He fell in love with the quick wit of Cole Porter, often playing a quick bar or two and sing in a sarcastic tone when Howard railed on him for his failures.  Maria was always more fond of Irving Berlin, and he’d play “Blue Skies” whenever she was tired or angry.  

He always liked it when she played Rodgers and Hammerstein.  Sometimes she’d play “Impossible” from Cinderella when Tony felt like he couldn’t meet Howard’s high standards.  He was always mesmerized when she sang “Some Enchanted Evening” or “Something Good”. 

He sometimes thought about running away and working on Broadway.  He never had a way with lyrics, but he could compose a tune.  Surely he could find a partner and they’d create loads of shows that would become world famous.  But Howard would surely find him, so close to home, and the one time he tried to sneak off to the West End while visiting Aunt Peggy in London ended with her taking out a man who had been following Tony for nefarious purposes.  She was kind about it, but she had to take him home.  

Soon enough, he gave up on that dream and entered MIT, but he still couldn’t shake stealing away into one of the music shops and playing the occasional tune.  Some of the others found out about it and bullied him until he stopped.  But Rhodey could sometimes pull him away and ask him to play a song from The Wiz or some of the old Ella Fitzgerald jazz standards.  He also started to branch out at this time, coming up with piano versions of rock songs that he would play to make Rhodey laugh.

“Try to Remember” was the last song he heard her play before she died, and was always one of his favorites.  It was years before he could listen to the song again, much less play it.  Rhodey was the one who sat with him when he finally managed it, softly singing along even though he was never much of a singer because Tony couldn’t quite manage the words.  

Steve was shocked to hear old familiar songs coming from the Avengers common room one night when he couldn’t sleep.  He walked in to see Tony at the piano, singing some of the old Cole Porter songs.  Tony switched over to his own piano rendition of Highway to Hell as soon as he realized Steve was listening, but Steve had already found out.  After that, he’d sometimes join Tony, sitting at the piano and listening to the old tunes.  

It was during one of those times Tony admitted his mother had taught him, and he played “Try to Remember” for Steve.  It wasn’t one he recognized, but it had a soothing melody that made him think of Bucky, who he was still trying to find.  It was then Steve decided he could never tell Tony about what the Winter Soldier had done.  `Tony was finally in a place where he could play the song as a fond memory, and learning the truth would only cause more pain.  

After everything burned down, Steve only felt guilt when he heard the song or looked at a piano.  There were a lot of things he would never do differently, but not telling Tony the truth was a mistake.

After everything burned down, Tony sat at the piano, but couldn’t play.  He stared at the keys, but couldn’t will his hands to move.  When Rhodey would ask him to play, Tony would smile and say he was fine.

He’s always fine.

Sometimes Peter would hear haunting melodies of songs he had never heard before when he visited Avengers Tower.  He never found out where they came from, but he kind of liked listening to the old melancholy tunes before Tony finally showed up and gave him the latest upgrades for his suit.

  • Armin: You want some candy?
  • Castiel: Woa, Armin, didn't took you for the sharing type.
  • Armin: Uh, ok. So... do you want some?
  • Castiel: What is your problem?
  • Armin: ?
  • Castiel: You can't just say things like that.
  • Castiel: You can't just walk around offering your girlfriend like that, she's not your ho!
  • Alexy: Did he just called Candy a ho?
  • Armin: Not my ho, tho.
  • Candy: Who's a ho?
  • Alexy: You.
  • Candy: What did I do?
  • Armin: I don't know, I just got some M&Ms and Castiel kinkshamed me.
  • Alexy: Poligamy isn't a kink.
  • Rosalya: What is happening?
  • Candy: I have no idea, something about me being morally questionable and chocolate.
  • Alexy: Now that's a kink.
  • Lysander: Why is Castiel crying on the floor?
  • Alexy: He's being crushed by the weight of his regrets.
  • Armin: This is ridiculous, when I bring cookies Kentin doesn't freak out thinking I baked his dog.
  • Kentin: Did somebody say cookies?
  • Armin: See, he gets it.
  • Armin: Why you have to be like this, Castiel?
  • Armin: Why?
I like the idea of spark bond thats

Like you can be aware of your partners emotions and general thoughts.

But also consider

One half is tapping along to the song stuck in the others head

Being able to feel/watch over a sleeping partner if one stays up and wake them if nightmares happen

“Gosh darn it now I’m craving that thing too!”

Being able to coordinate attacks wordlessly

One thinking of something goofy making the other crack up when they have to be serious and then they’re like “oh no bad time bad time!!”

One kicking the door down and bursting into the room with balloons/food or smthing like “WHOS SAD?!?!?? NOT ON MY WATCH!!!!”

“When is the last time you slept??” “ I don’t know??”

Naughty stuff. Enough said about that.

When one is sick and the other is commiserating (hoo boy when both are sick. Whinefest two thousand and whatever)

Keeping a good secret about a present but hen accidentally blowing your cover and your partner is “you got me WHAT???” And everyone around you is confused

Looking at each other and cracking up due to an inside joke

One giving the other strength if they have to do something stressful so mental cheering “you got this, you’re so capable. Etc”

“That’s a great idea!!!”“I know right???”

Being able to talk things out more thoroughly because they can feel the others reaction “oh goodness I didn’t mean it like that I’m sorrryyyyyy”

Mentally being able to take notes on what your partner’s favorite things are and why they like them

Ummmm

Idk more cute stuff if you can think of something but I really like this kind of thing

Stages of Avoidance
  • Denial: Heck yes, I can do this thing. I got this.
  • Anger: Why did I say I can do this thing?? I know I'm a piece of shit and won't do the thing! And now people expect me to do the thing and I won't because I'm awful!
  • Bargaining: Look, self. I know it's hard. But if you do this thing, stuff's gonna be good for you. If you just do this one. tiny. thing, good stuff's gonna happen.
  • Depression: I never do any of the things that I'm supposed to and that's why my whole life is a mess and nothing's ever going to get better and I'm worthless.
  • Acceptance: Yeah I'm not gonna do the thing might as well watch some funny videos.

anonymous asked:

SAMS SEASON 8 HAIR I KEEP FORGETTING HOW TO BREATHE WHEN SAM COMES ON SCREEN BECAUSE HIS HAIR IS SO MAJESTIC, HE'S A LION, A FUCKING LION KING AND EVERYONE IS AT HIS COMPLETE MERCY AND THE SUN DOESNT SHINE, BUT HIS SOFT MELTED BROWN HAIR DOES. SAM HAS NOT ONLY FETCHED THE SUN, HE CONSUMED IT, FIRE AND ALL, AND NOW IT BURNS INSIDE HIM BLINDING EVERYONE AROUND HIM, IT SHINES THROUGH HIS EYES THE BRIGHTEST THEY EMIT BEAUTY AND THATS WHY DEAN HAS BEEN BLIND EVER SINCE HE FIRST LOOKED SAM IN THE EYES

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DO YOU MEAN THIS HAIR

Originally posted by berezneva12

DO YOU MEAN THE FLUFFIEST, SHINIEST, MOST AMAZING GORGEOUS HAIR RIGHT HERE

Originally posted by stuckinsinnoh

SAM WINCHESTER’S HAIR IN SEASON 8 IS BASICALLY LIKE WHAT HAPPENS TO THE SKY AFTER IT RAINS, IT’S PURE SUNSHINE INTERTWINED WITH DREAMS AND LOVE AND ALL THINGS GOOD

HIS HAIR SHINES AS BRIGHT AS HIS KINDNESS AND GOODNESS, SOMETHING INSIDE OF HIM THAT CAN ONLY BE THE ACTUAL SUN IN THE DAMNED SKY

HIS HAIR SHINES BRIGHTER THAN ALL THE SOULS HE SAVED

YES YES THE SUN ISN’T JUST IN HIS HAIR, IT’S IN HIS SMILE AND IN HIS EYES AND IN HIS ACTIONS

SUNSHINE

Originally posted by awkwardsamw

PURE SUNSHINE

Originally posted by demondetoxmanual

ABSOLUTE SUNSHINE, ARE YOU KIDDING ME

I LOVE ALL SAMS, SEASON 1 TO NOW SAM

(I mean, c’mon, how could I not)

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Originally posted by hallowedbecastiel

BUT SEASON 8 SAM IS SO SPECIAL AND MAJESTIC AND WONDERFUL 

AND SHOULD BE CHERISHED FOR ALL THE HEART-STOPPING HE DOES TO US POOR, INNOCENT FANS

I MEAN

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Originally posted by hallowedbecastiel

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LET ME LIVE, YOU DAMN BEAUTIFUL SOUL 

hold my beer

Ok so this is yet another idea that I will NEVER have time to write (for those that follow my Cross the River one shots, I’m still sorry for inflicting the half finished fics on you haha. But I’m not sorry for inflicting this idea on you

Three words:

Drunk. Ladynoir. Wedding. wait is ladynoir even technically a word?

  • It’s quite a few years into the future and Adrien and Marinette are happily revealed and happily married. Everything’s just friggin peachy
  • One day there is an akuma, a girl who got dumped by a dickhead bf for another girl and then goes on a rampage to show everyone she is ‘good enough.’ After they defeat her, they try to cheer her up
  • Chat, being Chat, thinks that being a flirt will help boost her self-esteem, bc, you know, getting flirted at by a superhero is an ego boost no matter how sad you are
  • Lo and behold, it backfires
  • The girl (lets call her Ada) gets pissed off that Chat is flirting with her right in front of Lady, because “Aren’t you guys like, together??”
  • Chat backpedals, Lady facepalms. No it’s still not official or public that they’re together (keep work separate from home, yknow what I’m sayin, and besides, it’s unwise to let Hawky know the full extent of how much they care for each other because they don’t want to be emotionally manipulated in battle)
  • The girl is like “shit I thought you guys were like.. the perfect relationship. Obviously not. If even you aren’t together, then where’s the hope for me…. sighh….” :’(
  • Ada is so upset that they decide to let her in on a little secret. That in their civilian lives… they are married
  • Ada is all,  :’D omg seriously
  • (^..^) and >(:-:) are like, yeah, but dont tell anyone. It’s a secret. ((SLAPS YOU WITH HEAVY-HANDED FORESHADOWING)) Hey I know what’ll cheer you up, Ada. Lets go out for drinks!
  • AND SO MY FRIENDS, that is how Adrien and Mari end up spending a night on the town with a recent akuma victim as Chat and Lady…

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