OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH I stage doored at A Bronx Tale n the lead didn’t come out til the very end and I was shaking and he looked REAL COOL N SUAVE and I gave him his art and he devolved into “oh my goooSHHH I’ve never gotten fanart before!!!!!” and he was in such shock and he was so sweet anD he used my chosen name (Giuseppe!!!!) a few times after looking at my signature and he was so sweet and I was almost crying because I’m in the closet and no one has ever called me Giuseppe irl before!!!!! and he called out to me before I left and went “Giuseppe!!!” and gave me a thumbs up and I started crying when I was walking away and my dad had to take a walk w me.
I pass them off for stretch marks and cat scratches, but whenever my dad yells at me i .... still cut. Even after telling everyone the medicines working and im better, when those things happen i cant cope. Honestly, i dont try and kill myself, but not a day goes by where i wish i killed myself before i made those promises.