this is a shitty thing

I can’t wait to have my own place mostly bc I won’t have two greedy brothers around to eat all of my safe foods. My parents think I’m selfish bc I don’t want them to eat my food but it’s literally like either I eat my safe foods or I don’t eat at all so what the fuck is the better option here??? Just bc I have anorexia it doesn’t mean that I don’t care about food. I care very very much about food and I actually love food and I’m crazy about having my own food untouched and left for me to eat when I need it. It drives me up the wall when people touch/eat my food
My brothers can eat literally whatever they want but they keep eating my food. They don’t even like zero/low cal stuff so why do they eat it? They eat when they’re bored and eat just to eat. One does it more than the other one. He’s the one that’s heavier. He’s a lot fatter than my other brother. My other brother is overweight but he’s slimming down naturally a lot and doesn’t even look that overweight anymore. The one that eats all my stuff is technically obese. He just doesn’t care and eats everything. I don’t say anything to him abt it or comment on his weight or eating bc I’m not that much of an asshole. I wouldn’t do that but it just bothers me sooooo much. Fine eat a lot, be young, have your fill but just don’t take what little I can actually eat.

according to Kubo-sensei, in this scene

Viktor has finally started to consider his future after receiving Yuuri’s ring

IT’S NOT LIKE IM CRYING OR ANYTHING OVER HERE ABOUT THE THOUGHT OF VIKTOR BEING ABLE TO SEE A FUTURE FOR HIMSELF ONCE YUURI GAVE HIM THE RING

She also confirms that the topic of Viktor “dying as competitor” when/if he becomes stable (brb dying at this choice of words) is especially sensitive to him, and that’s why we get this reaction

she says that it’s an especially touchy subject because Viktor is worried that people are saying that about him and is concerned that he will actually become like that

I THINK THIS IS SOOOOO INTERESTING because Viktor has always been the most mysterious character in regards to his thoughts and intentions and this scene is SO GOOD because it provokes a reaction we never see in any other scene, a reaction that is also very different from his usual easy going attitude that is shown a lot 

I ADORE THE COMPLEXITY OF THESE CHARACTERS SO MUCH I LIVE FOR THESE THINGS !!! I could write another 10 page meta about this but let’s not

JUST

AFTER STRUGGLING TO SEE A FUTURE FOR HIMSELF HE HAS THIS LOOK ON HIS FACE ONCE HE REALIZES THAT FUTURE COULD BE WITH YUURI

he’s so in love i’m struggling to breathe over here 

concept: jack and bitty get engaged, and shitty and tater fight for the privilege to be jack’s best man the way phoebe and rachel battled it out over who would be monica’s maid of honor

(( the quickest doodle to have ever doodled 
psst more in the tags ))

y’all: i’m not gonna watch the trc show if [x] and [y] and [z]

me, with my popcorn already popped: ……………………………