the agency that was supposed to call me back friday never did, so i thought i was fucked and went about this week miserable applying to jobs all over again, sleeping too much and just generally being a depressed piece of shit. BUT THEN they called yesterday and ya girl has a shit office job starting part time at 30 hours a week for 14 an hour until they decide if i’m good enough to go full time
and that’s a really really big deal because i’ve been struggling financially since this year fucking started. i don’t know if this temp job is gonna last, or if i’m going to like it literally at all. but the important thing is that i still got it. so yeah. not unemployed. seeing my old roomie this weekend. going to chicago next weekend. can actually afford all that and rent next month. i am still surviving!!!
People like this make me ASHAMED to be apart of this fandom and ASHAMED to be a lesbian. OP made a reasonable “let’s all be friends and nice to one another” and they just get abuse hurled at them. Nice job Tumblr!
Viktor has finally started to consider his future after receiving Yuuri’s ring
IT’S NOT LIKE IM CRYING OR ANYTHING OVER HERE ABOUT THE THOUGHT OF VIKTOR BEING ABLE TO SEE A FUTURE FOR HIMSELF ONCE YUURI GAVE HIM THE RING
She also confirms that the topic of Viktor “dying as competitor” when/if he becomes stable (brb dying at this choice of words) is especially sensitive to him, and that’s why we get this reaction
she says that it’s an especially touchy subject because Viktor is worried that people are saying that about him and is concerned that he will actually become like that
I THINK THIS IS SOOOOO INTERESTING because Viktor has always been the most mysterious character in regards to his thoughts and intentions and this scene is SO GOOD because it provokes a reaction we never see in any other scene, a reaction that is also very different from his usual easy going attitude that is shown a lot
I ADORE THE COMPLEXITY OF THESE CHARACTERS SO MUCH I LIVE FOR THESE THINGS !!! I could write another 10 page meta about this but let’s not
AFTER STRUGGLING TO SEE A FUTURE FOR HIMSELF HE HAS THIS LOOK ON HIS FACE ONCE HE REALIZES THAT FUTURE COULD BE WITH YUURI
he’s so in love i’m struggling to breathe over here