this is a pretty old video


Some Screenshots

I don’t really have another edit to post tonight, apologies. Had to do a lot of gym related things today so a lot of my muscles are just very strained and I’ve been so exhausted. I’ll probably get back into pace tomorrow if I’m not too busy with school project stuff. Hope these little screenshots can make up for the absence though! 

tagged by: @ahirus !! sorry i’m so late to doing this waaaaaaa

  • How old are you: 18
  • What is your dream job: hm… at this moment, i’m not really sure !! i’d love to do something with languages ??
  • What is a big goal you want to achieve?(or have already achieved): um… jdsjgfdfg graduate with honors ??;;;;
  • What is your aesthetic? soft/pastel colors, nature, retro video games, 90′s anime
  • Do you collect anything? figurines, pokémon cards, pokémon merch in general, pictures of my best boys… take your pic
  • What is a topic you’re always up to talk about? mmm… pretty much any of my current interests (esp. favorite character introspection)
  • What is a pet peeve of yours? when people say “no offense” (because they obviously realized that they may have said something that sounded offensive), when people invalidate the feelings of others just because they can’t relate, when small children try and hold animals
  • Good advice to give: … i’m terrible at advice idk;;;;;
  1. Last movie you watched: i don’t watch movies so i can’t remember rip
  2. Last thing you listened to:  blood sweat & tears by bts
  3. Last show you watched: can’t remember this either…
  4. Last book you read: uh… hhhhHHHHH idk i tried reading the “a song of ice and fire” series but i. am procrastinating
  5. Last thing you ate: a tamale
  6. If you could be anywhere, where would you be: holding eichi’s hand does that count
  7. When would you time travel to: my childhood to keep myself from making rash decisions and teach myself how to have a bit more advocacy
  8. First thing you would do with lottery money: meet my internet friends !! then invest into ensemble stars
  9. Character you would hang out with for a day everyday: come on we all know the answer to this………………………eichi tenshouin and/or soo-won
  10. Time right now: 10:39pm

i tag: @genosc, @seimiyas, @colonelowl, @toritobu, @cosmic-star-dust, @o-vreneli, @tsukasa@miharurokujos, @natsukawakoichi, @sairouska, @itsclowreedsfault and @venomusuneku (the best for last) !! as always, please don’t feel obligated to do these and i also apologize if you’ve already been tagged once before ;o;

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.