this is a fragile heart

mamahost  asked:

46,36,30 cause I’m a nosy and curious Amelia bab

:D!!!!!!!!!!!!!

46: Where is your Mum right now?

I am actually in the same room as her at the moment. Internet works best in this room aahaha. It’s really just sheer coincidence. :0  

36: Do you make supper for your family?

Sometimes I do. We really do all take turns helping out around here. 

30: Have you ever cried over a text?

I have never actually cried, but I have teared up quite a bit at some really sweet and sincere messages I have gotten before. ;w; Or you know, teared up because I received sad or devastating news over text. But that’s a given. I usually only cry later when it’s things like that. 

I have a fragile heart. 💔 

Thanks for asking Ameliaaaaaaa 

Distract me.. put a number in my ask

I have a very fragile heart that constantly breaks at the thought of your arms around someone else.
—  Things I realized when I admitted that I’m not over you, part II

anonymous asked:

What if Derek got hit by a spell or whatever, and he loses a couple years of memories. When he startles awake in Deaton's clinic, Stiles immediately trying to calm him down, he starts frantically asking what time it is, because; 'I need to go pick up Laura, she hates riding the subway alone at night, I need to go pick her up, I always pick her up, she's waiting, I have to go-'

WHY, NONNIE??? JUST WHY????????????????????

I don’t even have it in me to respond. My heart is shattered. Shattered. That boy doesn’t deserve to go through that pain again. I DON’T EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT THAT CONVERSATION. NOPE. NUH-UH. 

This

is not happening again. ESPECIALLY WHEN THIS TIME DEREK IS ALREADY AWARE HE’S LOST HIS FAMILY AND LAURA IS ALL HE HAS LEFT AT THAT POINT. 

I AM GOING TO HAVE TO EAT SO MUCH ICE CREAM TO PUT MY HEART BACK TOGETHER IN SOME SEMBLANCE OF THE SHAPE IT WAS THIS MORNING. 


Another line that only hit me on the reread. 

As Adam and Blue have this intimate, post-dream-tree moment, Ronan is “staring at them, raw”. Ronan explains later, in the Raven King, that the visions in the tree are:

“Nightmares”, “Worst-case scenarios. Whatever mindfuckery it thought would be most likely to mess you up the next day.” 

So maybe that highlighted line isn’t only a reference to Ronan understanding the tree because he dreamt it. Maybe his understanding, his rawness, is because he’s actually staring at a real world version of his worst-case-scenario-nightmare-mindfuckery: Adam with someone else, Adam with a female someone else, Adam being 100% unavailable to him. 

Maybe he sees the intimacy of that moment between Blue and Adam and realises it’s an intimacy he wants for himself but thinks he can never have.

Maybe it dredges up his feelings of unloveability and abandonment.

Maybe, without even stepping into the tree, he’s having to face the truth of his sexuality and the impossibility of ever sharing it with someone he has feelings for, no matter how many dollies they drag each other around on. 

Maybe he doesn’t quite realise all this right now, but maybe it’s why he’s so raw.

M i n d f u c k e r y.

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BNHA oc, Ebi! She’s got salamander powers of being able to use most elements and toxins as her own if she comes in contact with them. She’s very ambitious, and might seem cold & standoffish at first (but that’s just, mostly, her overcompensating for being a sensitive crybaby herself) but when she warms up to someone she makes for a very considerate and punctual friend. Tiny gestures of kindness are always returned x100, and she will never forget a important date like a birthday, ever.

She’s not a very physical fighter, so in fights she’s learning to strategize and rely on her bigger tougher teammates- and in a pinch she’ll try to avoid a 1-on-1 physical brawl by make herself incredibly painful to touch.

cuil-chan  asked:

Can I also point out that when Mila said "Come on yuri, Otabek's probably real upset about losing against you" I just imagined an intercut scene where Otabek is in the club, gradually turning the music up and banging his head to rock music like the real champ he is, finger banging free shots for customers who dance like they mean it, while Mila keeps saying stuff like "He's probably real sad, just leave him some space, honey"

it’s so fcking hilarious that everyone goes all rom com tryna reunite yuri with otabek so they can “fix” things, meanwhile beka is jus chilling doing his thing & thinking abt what late night takeout he can bring yuri to make it up to him