this honestly didnt turn out as i wanted it to


Have some McHanzo doodles

Hanzo lusting for chubby Jesse, because honestly same……….I want to grab his love handles……..might draw something about that later, but here have a good boy.

Some facial feature practice, I traced Hanzo and McCree’s faces from the reference kit (left) and added some characteristics I always give them when I draw them in my style to see how they would look and then drew them in my style (right) but keeping in mind their features…..didnt turn out as planned and honestly Im not very happy with this experiment, but I gotta learn somehow!!!

anonymous asked:

favorite nct blogs?

adhfsjfh someone actually asked me  ´ ▽ ` )ノ thank you anonie ~

okay so here goes

@nctinfo & @nct-u for updates and pics of the boys during their rookies days aduhauhf

@1aeil & @taeiloves my fave fave fave taeil stans theyre the best (and sappiest we all are but) taeil stans and i love them with all my heart  ❤ 

@taebreez my closest friend on here (ily june  ♡)
@starrynct possibly the nicest person i ever met (we dont deserve you zen)
@neocity my mom im in charge of hyping her up and i take my job very seriously ily 
@taeyongshi a cute taeyong stan & her textposts *thumbs up* 
@spicypancakedoyoung shes a fave but i still hate her  ♡

@hqleetaeyong SO NICE OKAY and funny like thanks for making me laugh at 2AM 
@taeyonggi soft ty stan pls enjoy her edits and her

and others i really enjoy seeing on my dash 
@2-tae @chokemewinwin @dofawn @taeyounq @1aeyong @grandpa-ty @nakamuto @teewhytrack @taei @taeyongd @incorrect-nct-quotes @taeiljaeh @doyouta @14jae @icetaeil @tybeoji @nctmark @jonginkims @hey-uta, @rookiies, @lqtaeyong, @taeyonghi, @nakasyuta, @dovounq, @lqmarklee @nctaezen

oh yeah lets not forget the legendary blogs @neotechs & @nakamotens

lmao sorry i turned this into a follow forever (its just i might never make one so might as well answer this like this ~) 
appreciate these blogs i love them all 


Batch 2 of Commissions! 

Mostly Cross comm batch ho! A full-headshot batch was honestly overwhelming at first, but this turned out to be super fun to do! Sorry I haven;t been posting much beside comms lately asfahsas OTL I really want that switch, so…

Thanks for your support, guys!

@/Shun - Shun and Mira ( @/hailstorm’s ) (XCX ava)
@csalted - Sera (XCX ava)
@tigerkiddo - their ff character
@/Lion of the East - Riyo (OC)
@delta-machina - Esmeralda (XCX ava)
@singleahoge - Cross and Saori (XCX ava)


**Nalla Madison Anoa'i has always been the creative one of a family of power house wrestling superstars. She never had an itch to step into the ring and perform for millions. Her love and adoration went to a pen and a paper. For months now she had been one of the writers for the WWE, a job she got thanks to her last name.(Not that she would say that to anyone.) But that all changes with one viral video, and the wise words of her father Sika and her big brother Joe. Can she cut it as a new WWE woman wrestler? Or will she allow others to just walk all over her and use her for their gain?**


It all happened so fast. Everything in Madison’s life changed so suddenly. 6 weeks ago, she had a different outlook on life.  A different point of view on her current situation. She didn’t want to be a WWE superstar.  Life in front of the camera wasn’t for her. And she had many reservations about it.

|•••Two Months Earlier•••|

“It was you wasn’t it!!!!“ 

Madison accused as she stormed into the men’s locker room to find her big brother sitting with a group of guys. Roman looked up from the tv where he was playing a game with Xavier Wood, flipping his long dark hair out of his eyes. “Hey little one.” He said obviously not hearing a word that she said when she stormed in. Maddie glared at him as he focussed back on the game. She placed her hands on her hips and walked infront of the tv. Causing an uproar from the guys, not that she cared. “Don’t you ‘little one’ me. You are in so much trouble!" 

Xavier’s eyes widened as he paused the game, ready for whatever one of his best friends was about to do. He looked between Maddie and Joe before rubbing his hands together. "What did I do?” He questioned, looking back at his sister. Pressing her lips together, Madison glared even harder before shaking her head. “Did you put out that video of me and Matt training in the ring? You and Sarona were the only ones there….you know how i feel about that. Its just a hobby and now Triple H and Stephanie want me to let my writing job go and become a fricken Diva!! I can not belie-..” Joe placed his hand over her mouth to stop her rambling.  "Oh that? Yeah you are welcome..I felt like you’ve been down for a minute, and I noticed how much you smiled when you were in the ring with Uso. Matt and you were having a good time. And i want you to smile like that all the time.“ He explained. 

"My heart…” Big E whispered to Xavier.

Madison raised an eyebrow at her brother. Her glare slowly fading. Once the crazy look was off her face, Joe removed his hand from her mouth. Now she honestly didnt know what to say. She stared at him in silence for a moment, before she turned around and walked out of the room without a word.

- - - -

Trinity pulled tighter on Madison’s hair as she continued to braid it. Making her head tilt backwards. She raised the magazine in her hand and continued to flip the pages in silence. 

“So what are you gonna do girl?” She broke the silence, putting a rubber band at the end of the braid. Madison sighed and shrugged her shoulders, closing the magazine. “I didn’t want to be a wrestler. I never did. That was Joe’s and Matt’s thing. Mine was creating stories, taking people places with just my words. It’s why I came here, to help with storylines and what not…not to wrestle. Or be in front of the camera. I barely take selfies on my instagram." 

Trin looked down at her cousin and gave her a small smile, "I think you should do it…having another bad ass female wrestler around would be cool..” She tried to persuade. “If they give the divas tag team belts you and me could go after them.” The older diva joked. Madison gave her a small smile before she got up from the floor. “I’m not made for the WWE….especially where the lights and cameras are. ”

“You’ll never know until you try….and I’m sure if you don’t like it, they would let you go back to being just a writer. ”

“You just gotta go for it…..”

Madison tilted her head to the side, “just go for it..” She breathed. 


Now here she stood, a beautifully designed mascarade mask covering her face as she watched backstage as Nia jax tugged and bent Sasha’s leg in a way that made even Madison’s knee ache. She kept her eyes on the tortured Sasha, her body being tossed around like a rag doll. 

“Nia Jax is ruthless as she takes out Sasha Banks with her brute stength!” Michael Cole called out, leaning forward in his announcers chair. “There is literally nothing stopping her from ending Banks’ career right now…nothing!”

Hearing the painful cries of the younger diva, Nia smirked softly. She would really show everyone who the real boss was. Letting go of Banks, she watched as she crumbled to the mat, nursing her right leg. “Who’s the boss now Sasha!! Huh?!! Is it still you?! Oooh I don’t think so!” She yelled, the crowd continuing to boo her loudly. “I’m at the top! I am the BOSS!” Nia stretched out both her arms walking over towards the ropes facing the ring announcers,  basking in all the commotion from the audience. It was so easy to take down a girl like Sasha.  So easy. 

From her position back stage by the curtains, Madison shook her head. Her eyes never leaving the crumpled form of Sasha Banks. This really had gone on way too long. As Nia turned around to continue her destruction of Sasha, Madison took this opportunity to rush passed the curtains and onto the stage. The crowd slowly started to scream as they noticed a woman at the top of the ramp in a mask. 

“What is this Jbl? Who is that?”

Madison took off down the ramp and slid into the ring, barely giving Nia enough time to notice her as she jumped over Sasha’s body and took down the larger diva. Using all the strength she had to get her down onto the may. Cheering wildly, the crowd quickly got behind the girl giving left and rights to the NXT native. Nia screamed for the girl to get off of her, and when Madison finally obliged, she rolled out of the ring to get away. Standing up Madison locked eyes with the diva. “What’s the matter?!” She yelled. “You can dish it, but you cant take it?” Nia walked around the ring, causing Madison to stalk her from the inside. Backing up the ramp, Nia kept looking at the girl, yelling stuff that Madison couldn’t quite understand. 

“Sasha has been saved! By a vigilante. But I think she may have gotten here a little too late. The damage has already done!" 

Standing talk, Madison continued to glare at a retreating Nia Jax.  Her concentration being broken only by the sound of Sasha behind her groaning. She turned around suddenly and reached out, helping the grateful yet skepticle diva up. Sasha couldn’t really put any pressure on her left knee, so she relied on the body against hers to rest upon. 

"Are you okay?” Madison asked her, a dumb question obviously, since she did witness the damage being done by Nia. Glancing up at the taller diva,  Sasha gave a short nod, taking in deep breaths to ease the pain. The girls smiled softly at each other, the audience cheering the mystery girl. Taking Sasha’s hand she raised her arm in the air, the screams getting louder.  Sasha’s music hit, blaring through the speakers, celebrating what could only be described as a victory getting away from Nia Jax.  Still holding Sasha’s arm in the air, Madison looked at her, her smile slowly turning into a frown. Revealing her true feelings about The Boss. She yanked Sasha towards her and let out a primal scream as she closed her as hard as she could. Banks flipping over and landing on the mat out cold. Blood was pumping in Madison’s ears, so hard that she didn’t even notice the boos emitting from the fans. 

“What in the?! My god John, Sasha’s savior was not her savior at all!”

“I don’t know about you Cole, but I am impressed! What a clothesline! Almost as good as mine…almost!” JBL bragged. 

Standing over a broken Sasha Banks, Madison’s breathing was hard.  As if she had just run a marathon. Her deep purple lips spread into a smile across her face. 'Just gotta go for it' Madison thought, remembering her cousins words. Slowly bringing her hand to her masquerade mask, Madison’s heart began to pound. There’s no turning back now. She ripped off her mask and tossed it behind her.  

“Wait! Who is that?!”

Madison bent down and grabbed Sasha’s jaw between her fingers, gripping it tightly. Staring intently at the diva. “What happened to bossing on up?” She asked her,  shaking her head.“One down…and plenty more to go..” She kissed Sasha on the forehead, leaving her lipstick stain as a reminder, before standing up and smiling at the camera.

“Could it be? That’s Madison Reigns, of the famous Anoa'i family. The only daughter of Sika himself! I can’t believe it!”

Stepping over Sasha, the younger Reigns climbed up onto the turnbuckle, hoisting herself up to the top. She glanced over the crowd, taking in a few faces. An electric guitar started to play as her music dropped, pumping through the speakers in the arena. Hearing her entrance music play for millions of people caused her to smile proudly. Her debut was out of the way. She did what she was supposed to do without one hiccup. 

And that’s all she could’ve asked for.

- - - -

As soon as Madison made it back backstage all she wanted to do was call her father. Ryan, one of the tech guys handed her back her phone as soon as she made it back there. She thanked him, and continued on her journey down the hall and towards the divas locker room. She had to admit, that she was feeling pretty good about her debut. However, she still felt nervous for some reason. Maybe it was because of crowd, and the WWE universe. I mean how many times had a WWE diva been introduce by attacking the talent? Quite a few, Madison knew from experience as a writer, formerly.  She sighed to herself and looked for her father’s contact info in her phone.

“It could’ve been better….but hey…at least you tried your best…”

Hearing his voice made her cringe internally. She would’ve stopped walking and maybe even given him a piece of her mind but she didn’t even want to have any contact with him. Especially if he was just going to be an ass to Her. Madison continued to walk, finding her father’s name in her phone brought relief to her. But it was short lived as the WWE superstar followed her down the hall, close behind her. “You know maybe if you were a little more ruthless it would’ve been better. Sometimes you just gotta tap into that inner rage beautiful.” Madison squeezed her hand tightly around her phone, trying her best to ignore him. As hard as that may be. “You see the problem is, no one knows the real you, but I do. I know exactly what you are capable of…you aren’t this shy, sweet, innocent girl that everyone makes you out to be…you’ve got a darkness. A darkness that I loved to play with. A darkness that I’ve partied with..” Madison quickly turned around and glared at him, pointing a finger in his face. “You shut your fucking mouth right now Baron!”

Baron couldn’t help but grin hearing her curse,  he brought his face closer to hers,  grinning. “Well look at that….hello gorgeous. Finally acknowledging me?”

Squinting her green eyes, Madison shook her head at the idiot in front of her. Baron reached out, fingers fidling with the ends of her braids. “You know I was thinking-”

“Maybe you should stop that. You’re not too good at it..then again you are always doing things you aren’t good at…that was a wrestling diss by the way." 

Baron looked over Madison’s shoulder, glaring hard. His jaw clenching so tight that it looked uncomfortable. Stepping back, Maddie turned to the new voice. Finding ‘Seth Rollins’ with his arms crossed over his chest. "Colby…” Madison said with a small smile.  Glancing at her, Colby returned the smile before reaching out and taking her hand. His fingers lacing with hers, being as delicate as he could. “Your brother is looking for you.” He stated, now completely ignoring a pissed off Baron Corbin. She gave his hand a small squeeze. “ Thank you for letting me know,  I’ll go find him…” She leaned over and pressed her lips against his cheek before walking away from the boys.

Colby smirked as he looked after her, watching her make her way down the hallway. Disappearing in the crowd of people running around for the show.  Once she was out of sight, he turned back to man next to him. “We knew you would look for her if you could. Guess the first time Joe told you to stay away wasn’t clear enough. So let me tell you again. Don’t bother,  you’re second thought now. Don’t find her, don’t look for her, don’t talk to her. Sometimes I think Joe was too easy on you. Me..not so much.” Baron glared at Colby as the former WWE champ continued.

“See I’ve been waiting on you to screw up since day one….makes it easier.”

​​​​​Baron got into his face. He wanted put his hands on him, especially when he saw the smug grin on his face. But he knew he couldn’t,  this job meant too much to him. He had been working so hard.  Scoffing Baron pushed passed Colby, bumping his shoulder as hard as he could. He had no time for empty threats. Not tonight. 'Sorry Lopez,  I didn’t quite hear a damn thing you said.‘ Baron thought as he moved through the hallway. 'Madison will always be mine.’

- - -

“You did what I thought you would do Nalla”

Madison groaned at the use of her first name, her father never did call her by her middle name like she wanted everyone to since she was 11. “It was nothing really papa. Just a small move and alot of standing in the ring glaring. ” she replied modestly, onto speaker phone as she packed up her duffle bag in a quiet Diva’s locker room. 

“That maybe true….but you did it well. Like those before you, I knew you had it in you. I am so proud of you my little butterfly.”

She smiled genuinely at her father’s words. They ment alot to her. No matter how many times he had told her that he was proud of her, it always touched her and made her feel warm inside. Made her feel powerful. “Your brother said that you will be riding with him and some others to the next city, I know you will be in good hands. But be safe butterfly. Sweet dreams.”

“I will papa, good night.”

There was a sudden knock on the door as Madison leaned over to end the phone call with her dad. She zipped up her bag and slung the strap over her shoulder, standing up. Another knock happened. “Yeah, yeah I’m coming” she mumbled walking over and opening the door.

“You again?” She teased seeing Colby on the other side. 

“Me again…” He grinned, shrugging his shoulders. “I came to come get you. Joe and Claudio are already waiting in the car. I hope you don’t mind sharing the backseat with me.”

Stepping out of the locker room,  she closed the door behind her. “I dont mind at all, I’ll probably just be sleeping the whole ride anyways.”

Colby watched her, as he pointed her in the right direction. As they walked together, he couldn’t help but picture her falling asleep, cuddled up against him for the whole ride. He was stuck in a daze, a million other things connecting to his one thought. Feeling a nudge in his ribs, Colby shook his head trying to clear his thoughts and looked over at Madison who was looking at him amused. “Did you even hear a word that I said?” She questioned, laughing softly. Clearing his throat, Colby nodded. “Uh…yeah. yes I did…and the answer is..yes. yes. That is the answer." 

Trying to hold in her laughter, Madison held her breath and looked away from him. Stepping through an entry way into the garage. "You are one strange man Colby…one strange man.” She told him. Colby furrowed his brow, letting her go ahead of him into the garage.

“Wait why?! What did I say yes to?!”

- - -

With heavy eyelids, Madison continued to stare out the car window, watching the night sky. They had only been on the road for a couple of hours( her, Joe, Colby and Claudio), but she was already dead tired. And could barely keep her eyes open. The SUV slowly came to a stop, causing Maddie to sit up straight and look around. They were at a gas station.  Colby leaned over to say something to her, tugging one of her ear buds out of her ear. “You want anything?” He whispered, his voice tired and husky. Madison stared at him, studying the subtle lines on his face. She shook her head. “No thanks…i think I’m gonna just try and sleep now.” Nodding his head, understanding, Colby hopped out of the car, running straight into Joe,  who had been watching the pair since the car ride started. “My bad man.”

Joe tilted his head to the side, he looked passed Colby, watching as his sister curled up on the seat, her face pressed against a bunched up sweatshirt. “What’s going on?”

“Nothing bro. She just didn’t want anything” Colby replied jogging to catch up to Claudio who opened the door to the convenient store. 

Joe looked after his friend, eyes squinting slightly. It sure as hell  didn’t seem like nothing. Shaking his head he followed after his friends. If Colby wasn’t careful with his baby sister, he’d be receiving a spear curtousy of the man himself. 


Tour Suprises

Requested by: @anjalirunner

Summary:Shawn and you are signers and he asks you to be his girlfriend on stage.


Your Pov:

Being on tour was so much fun. I got to meet so many people, and I’m so grateful that I have the opportunity to do so. A couple months back I got asked to open up for Shawn Mendes for his ‘Illuminate’ world tour. I was estatic. Shawn is great guy. We’ve been on tour for about a few months now. Over those few months me and Shawn have become so close, so close in fact that I consider him my best friend. I can tell him anything, and he won’t judge me. But as we continue to grow closer my feelings for him grow stronger. At first I thought it was just silly crush but as we got into the tour more and I learned more about him I realized that I was in love him. That scared me, because I didn’t know if he would like me back. Every night when I come off stage he always compliments me saying that “I killed it!” and everytime he does I get tiny butterflies in my tummy and I blush. Nobody knows about my crush and I planned on keeping it that way for a while. It was a Friday night and we were playing in a really big arena. It was a sold out show and I was super nervous. I was sitting in my dressing getting ready when all of a sudden I hear a knock on my door. “Come in!” I told the person. The person behind the door opened it and closed it softly. “Hey Y/N!” I recognized the voice to be the one and only Shawn Mendes. “Hey Shawn, what’s sup?” I asked him as I was applying my makeup. “Nothing much, I was bored so I thought I would come visit you and see what you were up to.” He told me. I laughed. “Well as you can see I’m putting on my makeup.” “Yeah, I can see that.” He said sarcastically back to me. “Sooo are you nervous for tonight? I know I am.” Which was true, I for some reason was incredibly nervous and I just couldn’t figure out why. “Not really. Why, are you?” “Yeah, and I don’t know why” I told him honestly. “Well you have no reason to be nervous, your gonna kill, I know you will!” He told me giving me a boost of confidence. “Thanks Shawn, you always know how to make me feel better.” I told him as I got up out of my chair and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek. When my lips parted I noticed that his cheeks were a shade of pink. I quietly laughed to myself and turned back around to the table to finish my makeup. We chit-chatted for a while about random things. It was getting close to show time so Shawn had to leave. After he left my manager (manager name) came in. “Lets go Y/N! There’s only 2 minutes till you have to be on stage, so we need to go!” She yelled at me. “Okay, relax I’m coming.” I told her calmly. Jeez. We quickly made our way to the stage. “Good luck!” She told me with a small smile. “Thanks!” I responded happily. I could hear the screams of the crowd getting louder as the first beat of my song started to play. “How’s everybody doing tonight?!” I yelled into the microphone as I ran out on stage. They screamed louder in response. “The first song I’m about to play is off my new album and it’s very special to me, sing along if you know the words.” I told them as I started to sign the song. The crowd was so loud tonight, it was one of the best crowds that I have had this whole tour. After performing a couple of more songs it was time for me to leave and for Shawn to come out. “Thankyou guys so much! You were incredible!” I told the crowd. They screamed and at this point I thought I was going to go deaf. “Now, who’s ready for Shawn?!” I asked them. “He will be out in a little bit.” I told them with a small smile. The girls in the front were going nuts. “ I just wanna thank everybody one more time, God bless!” I said to the fans as I took a bow. As I was walking off I blew a little kiss to them. When I got off the stage I saw Shawn standing there holding his guitar. “You did awesome!” He told me with a huge smile on his face. “Thanks, the crowd is really loud tonight!” I told him. “Hell yeah they are, I think I’m gonna go deaf just standing hear and watching you, I can’t even imagine what’s it like on stage!” He told me while laughing. I laughed along with him as well. “Yeah haha. Well you better get out there you don’t want to keep them waiting any longer.” I told him as I could hear the crowd chanting Shawn’s name. “I guess your right.” He told me. “See you after the show.” He said to me as he gave me a quick hug and walked out onto the stage as the first beat of the song started to play.


Your Pov:

It was near the middle of the concert and I was having a great time watching from the side of the stage. Every now and then Shawn would look over and smile at me. Each time he would do that I would blush and look elsewhere. As the last beat to ‘Bad Reputation’ was played Shawn decided to talk to the crowd. “I wanna Thankyou guys so much for coming out tonight. It means a lot to me and I love you guys so much, you have no idea.” He told them with a small smile. His fans were screaming their heads off at this. “This next song that I’m about to play was written for a very important person in my life and she happens to be standing right over there.” He said as he pointed in my direction. I was shocked. I didn’t know what to do. I mean Shawn wrote a song about me and I didn’t even know! My thoughts were going crazy but I still couldn’t help the small smile that started forming. “Y/N, will you come out here?” He asked me. I nodded and slowly walked out on the stage. The crowds screams got more louder which I didnt even think was possible. Once I got to were Shawn was standing he grabbed my hand and spoke to the crowd again. “Most of you guys know that Y/N is my best friend but lately I have been thinking of her as more than friend.” He told them honestly. My mouth hung open in shock at his words. Shawn liked me, he actually liked me. The feeling was mutual. I was flabbergasted. He turned his head to me . “ So Y/N, the reason that I brought you out on stage was because I wanted to tell you that I like you, a lot so much that i think I’m in love with you and I wanna ask you a very important question.” He told me with a nervous smile on his face. I nodded at him still in shock that he like me. “Y/N Y/LN, will you be my girlfriend?” He asked me. My eyes filled with tears at this. He was so sweet. I nodded my head so fast that I’m pretty sure I got whiplash. I jumped in his arms and hugged him so tight. He caught me and hugged me back lightly kissing me on the forehead. Once we pulled away he motioned me to sit on a chair that was placed behind me. I have no idea where it came but I honestly didn’t care. I sat down on the chair and somebody came over to Shawn and handed him a bouquet of red roses. He thanked them and turned around to me. He handed them to me. “Pretty flowers for a pretty girly.” He said once I had them in my hands. I just smiled and chuckled at him. He was so silly. He turned back to the microphone and started talking to the still roaring crowd. “ Landies and Gentleman please give it up for my beautiful girlfriend, Y/N!” He yelled out. The fans cheered and clapped. I was so embarrassed. I’m pretty sure my face was bright red at this point. Shawn started to speak again after they quieted down a little. “Now as I was saying earlier this next song is dedicated to Y/N. I might need your guys’ help so sing along with me if you know the words.” He told them. He bent down to pick up his guitar and started strumming. At first I didn’t know what song it was but as he got further into it I recognized it. It was one of my favorites off the album, it was ‘Lights On.’ I started to blush madly. I was bobbing my head to the beat. During the song Shawn would make eye contact with me and would smile the biggest smile. As it was nearing the end of the song he looked directly at me as he sang it. “ I wanna love you with the lights on, love you with the lights on.” He stopped for a small second just staring at me. “Love you with the……. lights onnnnnnnn.” He finished the song and the crowd went wild. Everybody was clapping there hands, me included. I was even a little teary eyed. I hopped off of the chair and walked over to him. I pulled him into another hug. As we were hugging he whispered into my ear. “I love you so much, I can’t believe your finally mine.” I shook my head and laught slightly. “I love you too, and I know I can’t believe it either.” We pulled away from the hug and stood facing the crowd. He put his mouth close to the microphone and started speaking. “Everybody give it up for Y/N one last time!” Once again the crowd went nuts. I smiled and bowed thinking it would be funny. It ended up being funny and people were laughing. Shawn out his arm around me and we walked off the stage. Shawn still had a couple more songs to perform so he had to go back out. “I’ll see ya after the show GIRLFRIEND.” He told me putting emphasis on the word Girlfriend. “Okay BOYFRIEND, now go out there and kill it and afterwards we can go get ice cream to celebrate.” I told him also putting emphasis on the word BOYFRIEND teasing him. “Sounds like a plane babe, and don’t worry I’ll kill it just for you.” He told me while winking at the last part. I just laughed and shook my head. He kissed me lightly on the forehead and headed back out. For the rest of the concert I stood on the side holding my roses and watching my talented boyfriend kill it. I had a smile on my face the whole time. All in all it was one of the best nights that I have ever had and I am so incredibly lucky to have someone in my life like Shawn.

AN: Here it is! I hope it’s good enough for you and what you wanted. Sorry for any mistakes!. Thanks for requesting I really appreciate it!

anonymous asked:

OKAY BUT LISTEN what if the RFA + saeran like cut and styled MCs hair



  • he wants matching hair!!!
  • “Yoosung, can you just cut my hair normally?”
  • but Yoosung wants matching hair
  • he settles for low-key matching
  • also Yoosung has…never cut hair before
  • he tries his best to mock what he sees the hair-stylists doing
  • but honestly he’s just so afraid of fucking up
  • he cuts like 2 strands
  • then uses a flattening iron to flip out the ends of MC’s hair
  • when he turns MC back around he yells “taadaa!” and makes a grand gesture
  • “Yoosung…i like it and everything but you didnt even cut all of the split ends…”
  • “yea but look! we’re matching!”
  • Yoosung just really wants MC to have hair like his OK


  • did you know that Zen is legit an expert hair stylist i just know it
  • he doesnt trust anyone else to cut his own hair so he’s always done it himself
  • he can really do anything MC wants
  • just a trim? no sweat
  • you want layers? he’s on it
  • you want a fucking pixie cut? HE! IS! THERE!
  • he wants to give MC a fun and bouncy hair style!!
  • but also, he’s been teaching himself how to braid
  • and wants to show off his skills
  • i feel like he would spend a really long time trying to do something really intricate, to surprise MC
  • for MC with long hair
  • for MC with short hair


  • i honestly feel like Jaehee is the type to cut her own hair as well
  • who would pay that much money just for a trim??
  • also does Jaehee have TIME to get a haircute? nah
  • so when MC says they’re going out to get a haircut
  • “what? no. no no no. sit down, i’ll cut your hair”
  • Jaehee is done in like five minutes
  • but MC is like holy shit this looks great
  • after that MC asks Jaehee to style her hair all the time
  • but Jaehees better at cutting than styling
  • so she’s always just straighten their hair and then be like
  • ok done :)


  • ????
  • ???????
  • he really takes his time
  • he cuts off an inch in forty minutes
  • MC would ask him nervously
  • “um, Jumin…are you done yet?”
  • “darling, i’m trying to concentrate”
  • “its just that um…i’m getting hungry…”
  • “this is important, please”
  • “o…okay…”
  • he spends a long time very carefully curling MC’s hair
  • it looks incredible
  • but it also took 4 hours


  • MC asks Seven for a haircut but all he has in the house is those baby safety scissors
  • you…cant cut hair with those
  • but god dammit, he’s gonna try
  • “oh, thats okay Seven! i’ll just go to a salon-”
  • “sit down, we’re in this together now”
  • Seven is the type to say “oops” every five seconds and MC is just like
  • well that cant be good
  • it takes an hour and does NOT come out well
  • “um…wanna go to the salon? i’ll buy your haircut”
  • “yea…thanks…”


  • one word
  • undercut
  • as soon as MC sits down he lifts up their hair and shaves the bottom layer away
  • “Saeran, what the hell are you-”
  • he throws the rest of their hair up into a bun and then gives them a hand mirror so they can see it 
  • “oh…oh shit this is cool”
  • “i know, right?”
  • he’ll probably bleach the shaved away part and dye it some other color
  • Saerans favorite part of their undercut is that he can rub it and it feels like he’s petting a puppy


anonymous asked:

ive been kinda thinkin bout this, but those edgy kids who excuse their shitty abusive behaviour by self-dx themselves with aspd makes me just,, roll my eyes a lil cuz its almost like they're helping to fuel the stigma that antisocials are inherently abusive,,

fucking amen tho

those who, like me, have been diagnosed or whatever and happened to do shitty things like. we understand that aspd’s symptoms, when not kept in check, can have you doing some shitty, awful abusive things. but abuse =/= aspd

like, honestly, the no empathy and general blatant disregard and incapability to process others’ feelings led me to abuse a classmate when i was in high school. i had no idea the things i was doing were hurting him. like it didnt even cross my mind, honestly. but when called to my attention, i fucking apologized and stopped doing what i was doing. now, at 22, we’re both friends, interestingly enough

however, these other assholes just want a label to cover up their shitty behavior and its so fucking irritating. like im not inherently abusive. i did shitty things and they turned out to be abusive and i was like 17. i had no fucking clue what i was doing was even what was really happening. like basically i didnt like this guy because i thought he was gross and repulsive and because i happened to be popular, the school started isolating him and it was one of those things where shit i was doing was affecting someone else and i just had no fucking clue

but yeah its just so fucking irritating. like be a goddamn adult and own up to being a shithead instead of throwing the rest of us under the fucking bus

@aflamethatneverdies Sorry, this took longer than i wanted and didn’t even turn out as good as I’d like… ^^;;


sssome doodles from my sketchbook
i decided to actually scan it and, joke’s on me, some parts came out blurrier than on photos. oh well

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Some Aokise to make up for lack of art! *rolls*

ahhh i’ll just yolo social studies >.> pray hard venice comes out for essay and not globalisation because i haven’t even gotten to it honestly speaking —

Based from When It Rains, It Rains Bullets by kaijoskopycat​ - a Mr and Mrs Smith AU! Please read it omfg you won’t regret it it’s like a masterpiece the feels always hits and the action inside is just JHSJASNAKSQ ;;w;; YOU WILL NEVER GET TIRED OF IT IM SERIOUS

One of the scenes which kinda struck me was their date at the festival - like omg they’re so fine there, they got to show off their skills AND be badass and hNNGHHH *swoons* hence this fanart —

nope jk i actually got carried away after sketching this and made a short (extremely messy) manga thingy of my most favourite part ;;____;;

WARNING: Below the cut lies inconsistent art, magical increase of injuries as the pages progress and the many inconsistencies of Aomine Daiki’s face thanks to Shao OTL”””

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queenieqolclstein  asked:

Nicky and Erik + baking because honestly these babes can you imagine the shenanigans and the care packages??? Shipping to America is a bitch but they're like hella rich lawyers or something


  • it starts when nicky comes home and bakes erik a pie
  • erik is like “oh my god nicky u have to teach me how to make this in case i want it and ur in america” 
  • and nicky’s like “?? ok???” bc he thought it didnt turn out that good but hey if erik likes it it must be good
  • he knows he cant cook for shit but damn the boy can bake 
  • so about a week or two later he finds time and pulls erik into the kitchen and tries to teach him how to bake some stuff
  • it’s basically a baking extravaganza
  • but things go wrong
  • of course they go wrong

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#KnbWeek: Day 3(26/07) - Bonds

i decide to go for a short comic for bonds , forget the old bonds and make a new one . was feeling really ambitious honestly planning this idea and in the end it didnt turn out the way i wanted but it is okay ,i had fun experiencing it lol orz i was rushing so much so finish this since it’s technically day 4 in my place already but its still day 3 somewhere lol and i purposely dont put words to see if people understand or i hope the comic conveys the feelings (i hope it does orz) . lesson learnt: dont be too ambitious when ure a lazy ass person who can’t get thngs finish on time :’D

note: im sorry for drawing the guys really weird and looks lke a goblin , look at nigou he looks lke a goblin puppy or sth, i kept on laughing while drawing the 7th image coz like i have no space (i should hv made the caanvas larger bt i was forgot wtf) so i drew thr seirin dudes like trolls above LMAO, that’s nijimura on top of aomine’s head btw 

Nash Grier/Jack Dail imagine


I sat in my room staring at my phone. Within the last twenty-four hours my two bestfriends told me they liked me and i had no idea what to do. I was afraid of losing either of them. Not to mention they were both friends and no matter what this wasn’t going to turn out okay.

Nash was so funny, hot and super adventurous. If we dated everything would be great, never a dull moment. But Jack is so cute and cuddly, just laying around with him is fun, not to mention he’s funny too.

I honestly had no idea. Both of them were my life, i didnt want to lose either of them.

Finally, i decided to just close my eyes and randomly call one of them and decide while ringing. Who ever i wished it to be just then was the one I wanted. The phone started ringing my heart was pounding. I was afraid to see who was answer, and who i would hurt and when.

“Hello?” Nash’s voice came through the phone.

“Hey nash… I made my decision…” I said slowly.

“Oh, this doesn’t even sound good. Well, i’m okay with it either way you wont loose me..”

“Nash, I want to be with you..” I let out a deep breath, half of the weight was lifted off my shoulders.

“Really!? Wow, sounded like you chose Jack! This is great..”

“Yea, well i have to call Jack and break the news. Can I come over after?”

“Yea, sure! See ya then.” We hung up and I called Jack. Waiting for him to answer was torture.

“Hey (y/n) what’s up.” He said  cheerfully, he was always like that.

“Uhm, nothing really. I just needed to call and tell you -”

“I already know… It’s cool! We’re still bestfriends right?”

“Yea, but how’d you know?”

“Because I know my best friend. Duh…And i walked into Nash’s room right when you called. Its cool promise. See you there.” He hung up without letting me respond.

I sat there in a daze. Those two were freaks. I’m shocked at how well that went, happy, but shocked.

I cant help it, you're so sexy... (Swazz)

“Y/n come take shots with us!” i heard my bestfriend john yell from behind me as I’m walking up the stairs to my bedroom. Him and his friend Nate came over here to ‘comfort’ me because i had just been stood up on a date. The first time in a while i decide i like and guy and this is how it ends. Its bullshit really.

“Y/n!!” John calls my name obviously annoyed that i didn’t answer him.

“You cant just go hide in your room. You’re all dressed up. You look to pretty to let this guy get you upset.” Nate says to me and that pisses me off.

“Nate you set me up with this asshole, you made me believe that he was a nice guy and that i could trust him. I actually kinda liked him and to see that he ignored me all night to go to a party is bullshit. At the moment your getting blamed for this so i dont wanna here your mouth.” i say with attitude thick in my tone.

As i turn around back up the stairs i hear john whisper to him “why you say that you dick” and nate replies with an “ouch”. So im guessing swazz hit him. When i reach my room i hear him running up the stairs and i roll my eyes to myself. I speak first as he enters my room.

“Y/n Nate honestly didnt know this guy was going to do this. I told him that i didnt trust that guy at all but he promised everything would be okay. I will take care of them both for hurting you at a later date, but right now i want you to come back down with me and have some fun. You shouldn’t be bummed out. Your way to good for him and there are better guys for you.” he says coming up to me and wiping a tear that has fell from my face.

I turn away from him. I suck up my tears and put my emotions in check. “You’re better than this y/n” i tell myself. This guy was nothing to me. Im more bummed about the fact that i let someone in and was stupid enough to believe their bullshit.

I turn back around and john has a questioning look on his face. Obviously i said that out loud.

“Lets go have some shots!” i say being over enthusiastic.

John wraps his arms around my waist and picks me up, spinning in a circle.

“Thats my girl!” he says to me.

“Just out put me down alright!” i laugh out to him.


3 hours and many shots later im standing in my basement playing beer pong against Nate as swazz cheers me on. I promised Nate i would beat him as pay back for setting me up with that dick.
I just didnt know i would actually beat him. The ball bounces into his last cup and i still have 5 cups remaining.

“Damn y/n your really good at this. I cant believe you fucking beat Nate!” swazz says as he hugs me tightly.

“Its only because i was already drunk when we started.” Nate states trying to makeup an excuse for his lost.

“Take your L Nate!” swazz says back to him still standing with me in his arm.

“Well I’m about to take a uber home before i pass out in this basement” Nate says to us pulling his phone out of bis pocket. “Swazz you coming. I’ll be back to pick up my car when I’m sober.”

“No go ahead, i think im just gunna crash here if its cool with you. I can dive your car home in the morning.” john says looking down at me for a answer.

“Of course its fine with me.” i say.

“Alright, im out then. Y/n sorry for what happened with that guy. I really though he was an okay guy.” Nate says and hugs me goodbye.

“Dont stress it Nate, and I’m sorry for being rude earlier. I cant blame you for what he did.”

“Well thanks. And i want a rematch on that beer pong game one day.”

“I’ll play you again but ill still beat you.” i say back in a cocky but joking tone.

“Yea we’ll see about that. Peace out guys he says as hes walking out.

John still has his arm around my waist, he pulls me into his chest and we just stand there hugging each other tightly. I’m buzzed, no okay I’m drunk and the small circles swazz is drawing on my lower back along with his hot breath on my neck from his head being tucked there feels too good and i pull back from the hug.

“What was that for.” i ask swazz and he has a big grin on his face. He just as drunk as i am.

“I love your hugs. You’re warm and cozy.” he says to me and i hide my blush behind the hair that has fell in front of my face. He moves my hair and looks at me deep in my eyes. I laugh at him trying to be serious and he gets visibly aggravated with me. Rolling his eyes he grabs my hand and leads me upstairs to my bathroom.

“Find whatever product or wipe thingy you need and take off your makeup please. You have such a natural beauty you shouldn’t cover it up.” he says to me being more serious then he was before. Something is telling me that he isnt playing right now and i dont know what hes up to so i decide to just give him what he wants and i remove my makeup. After i took off my makeup and changed into comfy clothes I wait downstairs in the living room and pick out a movie and wait for swazz as he makes something for him to eat. The boy never stops eating. “Sweat pants, hair tied, chillin with no make up on. Thats when your the prettiest i hope that you dont take it wrong.” he signs as he walks into the room and sees me. “John stop being so corny!” i tell him and slap him on the arm playfully when he sits next to me. “I only speak the truth baby.” he says to me and even though the nickname stirs something inside of me i brush it off knowing he’s just paying with me. I’ve always had a small crush on him. I just kept it to myslef because we are good friends and i never wanted to make anything awkward between us. John eats finishes his food and sits back next to me on the couch. He throws his arm around my shoulders and i relax into his side. He picks out a scary movie ems i spend the entire time with my head tucked into his neck. Neither of us minding being so close to each other. Swazz is drawing patterns on my back again while messaging me. Each time his hands make a move it just works me up more and more. Soon im squirming lightly in his arms from the pleasure. Everything i feel right now is so overwhelming. I look up and him and he smashes his lips to mine. Kissing me passionately. I straddle his lap and wrap my arms around his neck kissing him back. His hands are messaging my sides, which is my weakness. His mouth moves to my neck and i let out s loud moan. “Fuck john. Your not playing fair.” I’m so worked up by this point and he knows it. He knows what his little games are doing to me and he continues to tease me. “I cant help it babygirl, you’re so sexy” he says to me in a sexy deep voice. He picks me up and wraps my legs around his waist, carrying me to my room. He sits me down on the edge of my bed and the roles have now changed and I’m the one kissing on his neck. “Y/n your drunk, i think we should slow down. I don’t want to do this if you’ll wake up and regret it.” he says to me but all i hear is him trying to back out of this and its too late for that now. “I want you” i whisper to him in his ear. “You have teased me to the point of no return john. Im not drunk on alcohol anymore, im drunk on you. I say to him playing with the baby hairs on the back of his neck. “Fuck it” he says and smashes his lips to mine. His hands roam all over my body. I pull off his shirt and he does the same to me. His pulls the cups of my bra down and his mouth goes to one of my nipples teasing and sucking it. His hands go to my shorts and i help him pull them off of me. He switches to my other nipple and his hand start to palm my clit over my underwear. “John please. Stop teasing me. I’ve had enough. I want you.” i tell him, hoping he’ll finally get the hint. He undresses us both the rest of the way till were both naked. He lays on top of me, between his legs and i can feel his cock growing harder as he kisses me. He raises hi hips and i think he’s about to enter me but he doesn’t. He thrust down only hard enough for him to rub against my clit, and he continues to do this at a slow pace. I grab him and start to rub him teasingly. Just like he’s doing to me. He’s moaning and breathing heavily and without warning i slowly push his cock into me. Once he realises what I’m doing he takes control and pushes the rest of the way in until his hips meet mine and hes deep inside of me. I moan out at the feeling of him inside of me. Hes bigger then i though. He pulls out slowly and pushes back in fast and deep and i cry out his name. “Ohh john, fuck you feel amazing” i tell him “God Your so tight baby.” john says to me. His thrust are deep and fast. I feel myself approaching my high quickly. Jonh lifts my knees so he’s thrusting at my gspot every time. I moan out his name as i cum. Rocking my hips continuing to ride out my orgasm and to push his out. John pulls out and cums on my stomach. His still hard dick laying on my abdomen surrounded by his cum. I find it oddly sexy. John grabs his phone and takes a picture of us. “What are you doing!” i ask him annoyed. Trying to take his phone from him. He shows me the picture and tells me to calm down. “Its only from the waist down and you can see any of your private parts only mine.” “Fine but you better send it to me.” He kisses my forehead and says “damn your kinky. I didn’t expect you to agree with me” “Hey its a memory right. Plus that’s kind of sexy.” i say and blush at him. Not hiding it this time. He cleans us up and pulls the blanket over our naked body’s. He pulls me into his arms and starts to talk “Thank you for tonight y/n. It was amazing. I like you a lot. I do. Im glad that guy stood you up and that i finally got to show you how a real man should treat you.” Im exhausted and i can barely comprehend what he’s telling me. “Can we talk in the morning please.” i ask him planning on continuing this conversation in the morning because right now im thinking i might have picked the wrong guy to take me out and now the right one is laying in my bed. “Of corse, but i wont let you forget. This is important.” he “ i wont forget swazz” “Promise?” “I promise” He kisses my forehead and says “goodnight baby” A/n: this was rushed and unplanned but i hope its still amazing. ✊

(Some) PLLFans... We need to have a little chat.

I’ve been somewhat silent since the finale on Tuesday, I have a reason for this and I’m gonna tell you exactly why. I have never in my life been so ashamed of being a part of a fandom that turned on their creator like the PLL fandom has to Marlene. I’m not saying ALL of you, but a considerable number of PLL fans have honestly made me sick to my stomach because of what you have done to Marlene, the writers, the cast, and crew.

This episode was one of the greatest episodes PLL has ever done, I laughed, cried, wanted to throw my tv out the window, and I gained so many answers that I didnt know what to do with. The episode was fucking phenomenal, whether you got the answer right or wrong… It was one of the top 5 episodes they have ever done, acting wise, writing wise, directing wise… It was a home run. So, if you’re basing this episode by the reveal and who it was? You should be ashamed of yourself. And every single person giving this phenomenal episode a low rating on IMBD PURELY for that fact, excuse my French but FUCK YOU!

This show is so much more than the mystery of who A was, it’s about girl power, it’s about friendship, it’s about love, it’s about not judging a book by the cover, it’s about solving problems together, it’s about LGBT+ issues, it’s about revolutionizing the way tv shows interact with fans.
When this show came out 5 years ago I was a Junior in high school, I was a quiet person, I had a few close friends, I had just moved to a new place and didn’t know anyone. I was also in the closet as a lesbian, suffered from really bad anxiety and depression, and I even had a “friend” that mirrored closely what Alison was in the beginning. When the show came out there were no gay teen characters on ANY show, when I was younger I knew I was somehow different and just like any child learns- you keep quiet, don’t talk about it, and repress it. When I got into high school the feelings started coming back agains and I didn’t know exactly what it was… Until the pilot of this little show came on. I had seen previews here and there on ABC Family, it centered around 4 teenagers and their dead friend. I had no idea this show would change my life.
When the pilot aired I was already enjoying it, the plot was interesting, the actors were so beautiful, and then… Maya appeared. Emily brought over her little gift basket that her mother made, right after giving her a lecture basically saying “No child of mine will be ‘different’ (aka not straight, no dyed hair, no revealing clothing, basically you’re going to be a nun when you grow up).” Maya was the new girl in town, she was beautiful, sweet rebelious, and… Bisexual. Emily had feelings for her, only she didn’t know yet. After the episode got towards the end, the two girls kissed… I started to get butterflies in my stomach, my heart starting beating faster, I knew this was exactly why I felt different. I started watching PLL with my mom after that, every time there was an Emaya scene I would curl up in a little ball, blushing and trying not to show any sort of emotion about it. Then, the coming out episode aired, And, I came out. Emily, Shay, Marlene, PLL, and everyone involved with the show basically saved my life by helping me start that conversation with my family.
Now back to the real reason for this post:
If you guessed someone other than Cece as A for the reveal, I’m sorry- but that is niether Marlene’s, the writers, the cast, the crew, that is NO one’s fault BUT YOUR OWN. If you trusted your guess on a theory that was wrong, that is YOUR fault, not Marlene’s, not the cast, not the crew. If you guessed incorrectly, that is your fault. YOUR. FAULT. You can’t blame anyone elsee but yourself. And don’t you dare say “Well how were we supposed to know Cece would be A?” I spent my entire time on tumblr proving Cece was A. I have HOURS of proof, videos, theories, everything on how Cece was A, so it was not nearly impossible and if you still say it’s impossible, you’re just creating excuses as to why you were wrong.

Later on this week I will begin debunking these so called “Plot Holes” that people are bitching about. The only complaints I have about that episode is Sara Harvey playing Black Widow and the other Red Coat. That wasn’t fair to anyone, and although I know why they did it, I just expected more out of the Black Widow story line than what was given.

By the way, anyone bitching about how it should’ve been Wren, Melissa or Aria… Do you realize how much back tracking and hours of making up a story that would take? Wren being Charles would’ve been the stupidest decision they could’ve made. And I will tell you EXACTLY why. Wren came into the show as Melissa’s fiancé and he was exactly that. A doe eyed, cookie cutter, plaid vest wearing, perfectly British accented, doctor boyfriend that had nothing to do with the craziness that went around Rosewood or the DiLaurentis family. He attended the funeral with Melissa because he was her fiancé. He colored a picture. He misspelled a word. He was never intended to be A. Just like how they made Aria look guilty, just how they made Melissa look guilty, and Jenna, and Shana, and Paige, and Toby, and virtually every single character on the show.
CeCe was made for the specific role of being A, they never changed . The moment she entered the screen in 3x07 she was suspicious and knew too much about everyone. She had connections to everyone and everything, she killed someone, she was a liar, Alison was her favorite. Everything added up to CeCe. Now, whether the transgender story was added on in season 5 is up for discussion- but the fact that CeCe was always planned for A is not. I beg of you, watch the episode again. Prejudice and theories aside, and just enjoy the episode, because it really is one of the greatest episodes that they’ve done. Vanessa killed it, as did the rest of the cast. If you don’t agree, I totally understand. But don’t you dare tell me that you regret watching this show for the past 6 seasons because you were wrong about who A was.