this has nothing to do with the 5 unfollows i got home to

Not Holding Back

A Shawn Mendes fanfic based on his song “There’s Nothing Holdin’ Me Back” aka A Fucking Banger. From Shawn’s POV.

A/N: Oops this just happened. It’s different but I really like this one. Hopefully you guys do too :)

There was a tether between us so strong it was nearly palpable. She could be leading me off a cliff and I’d still follow her- hell, maybe she was leading me off a cliff. I didn’t care either way. I was in love. We were in love. 

We met for the first time while I was touring in Montreal. I was legal age there, so me and the boys went to a quiet bar on a night off. We sat at a corner table with a pitcher of beer, trying not to draw attention to ourselves. She found me anyway. Like it was meant to be. I feel as though I could’ve been anywhere in the world that night instead, but somehow we’d still end up meeting. It was inevitable. Unavoidable. Fate.

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summary: we didn’t think unfollowing each other on twitter signified the relationship but the rest of the world did

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🍭❌ dan’s younow march 29, 2016 🍆✅

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-the Slime is on Time
-he’s connected to the Slow Internet
-here we are
-he got rained on today he looks like an egg
-sorry for last week’s absence
-and brussels
-what eats batteries
-he’s wearing pokemon trainer pajamas
-whenever he’s outside he’s always excited to go home and get out of his jeans
-daniel the spaniel
-he had a great day when he went to the dentist
-this is a no kinkshame zone
-The Christening
-Thicc Chocolate Dragon Egg
-he’s disappointed with his low consumption this weekend
-he almost started singing i dreamed a dream
-nothing is as good as smelling good
-his and phil’s life is about to change tomorrow with FULL TIME ALL DAY REHEARSALS
-grandad reacts to internet (he is the grandad)
-no potato is too much potato
-he relates to the annoying dog
-we are all the annoying dog
-where was he going
-chan is rooted in place and screaming
-watch his video with tomska
-it was uncomfortable having ham thrown at him many times
-guess the crime
-or not cause no one cares
-he doesn’t really like lollipops
-he’s in an I Don’t Care mood
-stay random
-no radio show monday
-they might do a finale radio show but they’d have to prerecord it
-he wanted to make a tweet about batman v superman but it’s kind of a spoiler
-also phil said he’d unfollow dan if he posted it
-watch magi
-he finished watching it it was good
-top 10 probably
-there’s a new anime called erased and it’s amazing
-it’s about a guy who tries to solve a murder case kinda
-he filmed a video
-he wants to make a video about anime like what phil did but he wanted to time it right
-ate some egg
-played age of empires
-he saw the history of japan video like a month ago
-“your book came out on my birthday” “OH MY GOD THE TRAGEDIES KEEP GETTING WORSE”
-competitive pokemon
-nick jonas’ new song with tove lo is really good
-grilled mediterranean vegetables
-don’t bring gifts to tatinof
-he likes buskers
-they’re great and Joyful
-ear tampon
-watched man of steel over the weekend for hype
-imagine being cast as superman
-they tried to make too many things happen in one movie with batman v superman
-it’s fine to cuddle inanimate objects
-he’s never bathed in human blood
-he has Passionate Opinions on 10 cloverfield lane don’t get him started
-it wasn’t a Cloverfield Movie
-but it doesn’t feel like part of the cloverfield universe
-caspar made vids with phil he was kinda in them
-he got hailed on today
-he is 10th in the world on the star wars game
-he’s all maxed out
-his ears look really red
-A Meaty 9:49
-he’s got his Ear Rouge
-Seductive Red
-where is it morning right now
-hello australians
-storm katie
-an idiot who woke him up at 5 am
-calm down katie
-“what’s the last thing you did to phil” “what an INTERESTING question”
-the last thing he did to phil was throw a scented candle in the bin
-it was Jelly Bean scented
-he hates jelly beans
-there was another easter candle called Bunny Cake
-it was some Good Shit
-he’s not staying he’s got more mediterranean vegetables
-videos planned
-don’t worry
-gaming vids
-he’s got a date with This Sexy Oval (the chocolate dragon egg)
-prob see you next tuesday
-and Full Time Rehearsals begin
-have a lovely week
-indulge in some food you enjoy
-even if you’re disgusting
-treat yourself
-because you’re special and you’re worth it

Here’s my opinion on the whole ‘Luke and Arzaylea’ thing.

I don’t dislike her because she’s with Luke I dislike her from everything that’s come out. She’s absolutely vile telling Luke’s fans that they’re ugly, fat, should lose a few pounds (through dm but then tweets things like she cares all so Luke can see a great side of her) like who the fuck does she think she is to even say that? Everyone comes in all shapes and sizes and you are nothing wow yourself lbh. She made fun of people who suffer from anxiety, at a 5sos concert Bryana was seen dancing and singing along to their songs whilst she just stood there doing nothing, she once mentioned she HATED 5SOS and their music so maybe thats why she didn’t fucking move? and the fact that she beat her ex boyfriend up, cheated on him and owes him a load of money from their flat rent is just. Now tell me how are we not meant to believe that this girl is not using Luke for fame? Its pretty damn obvious and the fact that Luke has unfollowed fans for giving their own opinion on this is fucking pathetic. All she tweets about is $$$ and is loving the twitter attention now because shes never tweeted as much as she is now (shock aye) but we’re at fault for giving her that attention and people being so stuck up her ass like ew please. This girl is a problematic girl who just wants attention and then there’s Luke unfollowing his own fans, fans who made his dreams come true, got him to where he is now and be able afford anything (even pay her dinner, rent probably ew and God knows wtf else) thanks to us and our money aye but no a girl is waaaay more important than his fans. The pictures from last night Luke looked a bit pissed because of the paps and then there’s her ‘hiding’ but smiling at the same time loving life. On her bio she has a youtube link with no videos uploaded give it a while till she uploads a video so she can become much more known thanks to Luke lol.

If Luke doesn’t want to see this side of her and accepts the way she is fine by all means but he needs to accept that we do have our own opinions and if we read the shit we’ve been reading and find out things about her we’re obviously gonna dislike her more than we should and worry about Luke because she can do the same thing to him and if we’re all tweeting the same thing to him or indirecting them both then we obviously have a point but he’s too “blinded or brainwashed” to see it. If anything happens he’ll just learn from this mistake because is she the type he’d wanna take back home to introduce to his family?….

In other words
How we see Luke Hemmings: A member of 5SOS
How she sees Luke Hemmings: A member of 5$O$