this has been in drafts forever i feel i should post it

The Not-So-Glamorous Side of Being an Angel

-eating way to much or not enough because you really can’t tell how much this body needs
-a l w a y s t h i r s t y
-“what do you mean I have to wash the vessel AGAIN I just did that 36 hours ago”
-never really adjusting to having to use the bathroom regularly
-saying something that only divines/angels would understand around your human friends and they don’t get it and it makes things awkward
-“should I tell this friend who I really am I mean we’ve been friends for like 10 years and we trust each other with our lives but STILL”
-seeing fictional angels being depicted or described completely inaccurately and getting unreasonably frustrated
-being super clumsy because you can’t quite get the hang of piloting this dumb human body
-lying awake at 3am because you just feel so lonely and empty inside
-“what if my brain is just making all this up and fabricating memories because I subconsciously want to be Different and Special”
-being afraid to have children because you’ve heard nephilim described as “abominations” and you fear you won’t be able to protect them
-running into someone irl and just KNOWING they’re Angelic too and “omg do they realize I am too do they even realize /they/ are wHAT IF THEY KNOW ME”
-being Fallen and wondering if you actually are the bad guy of your story
-having a disability or chronic illness and wondering if it’s because your vessel can’t handle your powerful soul

Just…being an angel isn’t all fun and games.

listen, i just want to apologize for not responding as soon as I can with certain things. i pretty much lost muse around christmas and it has been super tough getting muse back for all of my characters. it slowly is coming back, taking its sweet time but that does not mean you should send me anon hate about how i take forever to respond. if you feel like i’m ignorig you or something, come to me. because trust me, i’m not ignoring you, i just really have fickle muse lately and am barely on my laptop anymore. so enough, please. i’m getting my muse back, the messages are not needed.

to everyone else: thank you so much for being patient. i’m so sorry its taken forever but I am super hopeful that my drafts will be worked on this week. if you want to drop threads/me, don’t be afraid to message me. if you want new things, message me anyways ❤️