i hate the fact that i can’t say no.
i hate the fact that i give in so easily to people.
my “best friend” literally went behind my back and basically copied my entire assignment that i spent 4 damn weeks including xmas break working so hard on and was so, so proud of and now she and i have both been caught for plagiarism and that could mean i could get expelled from my course and my uni. i’ve already dropped out of uni and had to take out 18 months of it bc of my mental health. and now i could expelled which means there’s no way i could go uni again bc of “plagiarism”, when it was MY WORK that got plagiarised. it was MY HARD WORK that got credited as hers???
and i just simply. don’t. fucking. BELIEVE. that people like that exist. who would pull a stunt like this??? why would she fuck me over like this?????
WHY can i not say no to people. i’ve never hated myself more than i do now.
It must be the competitive side of me but I absolutely cannot stand it
when I spend AGES whittling down the health on a boss while my
companions are occupied with minions and just when I’m about to kill it,
Alistair will come charging in and steal my kill. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.
Each time that happens I just wanna strangle him, regardless of whether
or not I romance him.