this happens every single time

/hops on the bandwagon 2 weeks after everyone

i’ve been having random Lazytown episodes playing as background sound while i’m drawing! What a ridiculously cute and colorful show, i love it.

  • Atsushi: *does something*
  • Akutagawa [on the outside]: Fucking nerd
  • Akutagawa [on the inside]: Talented. Brilliant. Incredible. Amazing. Show-stopping. Spectacular.
Over my head
  • ESFP and INFP are walking down the street.
  • INFP: *rambling*
  • ESFP: OH MY GOD HE WAS SO CUTE
  • INFP: *is taken out of her thoughts* what
  • ESFP: That guy!!!
  • INFP: who
  • ESFP: He just walked right past us! He kept staring at you!!!
  • INFP: At me? Where?
  • ESFP: GOD INFP HOW DID YOU NOT NOTICE HE WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF US
  • INFP: I have no idea of what you're talking about
  • ESFP: YOU NEVER DO
  • INFP: HOW CAN YOU SEE THESE THINGS
  • ESFP: *exasperated sigh*
  • Fyodor: *kills someone*
  • Fyodor: *kills someone again*
  • Fyodor: *is the reason why Dazai got shot*
  • Fyodor: *massively kills people again*
  • Fyodor: *basically is the mastermind for all the shit that has been happening*
  • Me: You terrible little shit.
  • Also me: I love you.

i hate the fact that i can’t say no.
i hate the fact that i give in so easily to people.

my “best friend” literally went behind my back and basically copied my entire assignment that i spent 4 damn weeks including xmas break working so hard on and was so, so proud of and now she and i have both been caught for plagiarism and that could mean i could get expelled from my course and my uni. i’ve already dropped out of uni and had to take out 18 months of it bc of my mental health. and now i could expelled which means there’s no way i could go uni again bc of “plagiarism”, when it was MY WORK that got plagiarised. it was MY HARD WORK that got credited as hers???

and i just simply. don’t. fucking. BELIEVE. that people like that exist. who would pull a stunt like this??? why would she fuck me over like this?????

WHY can i not say no to people. i’ve never hated myself more than i do now.

CONFESSION:

It must be the competitive side of me but I absolutely cannot stand it when I spend AGES whittling down the health on a boss while my companions are occupied with minions and just when I’m about to kill it, Alistair will come charging in and steal my kill. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. Each time that happens I just wanna strangle him, regardless of whether or not I romance him.

  • Chuuya: I've been dropping subtle hints that I like him.
  • *walks over to Dazai*
  • Chuuya: I can't stand you, go fuck yourself!