this fic inspires me to draw everything

The heart beat

It happened again. The same painful disaster. It was happening everyday, so annoying, so unendurable. And to think, everything was so peaceful and nice for Bendy and Boris only a little while ago. Their lives were perfect, they didn’t have anything to worry about and have nothing to fear. Until Bendy got that illness. Everything changed for them both. Now instead of having fun and living their lives they had to put their effort into finding the lost items for the machine in order to save Bendy from all of this pain, and at the same time dealing with those two guys who were out to end them. This all has became an unbearable daily routine for both of them. Especially for Boris. Bendy wasn’t really worried for himself as much as for his bro, who didn’t have anyone else other than him. The older was trying not to pay too much attention to his condition and stay positive to not make his bro too anxious, and Boris also was trying not to think about it too much. At first it wasn’t too hard, but as this keeps happening more and more, Boris just couldn’t ignore it anymore. He was being really stressed and scared, even though he was trying hard not to show it off and not think about it. But this time that was exactly what he was doing, thinking about it. He was sitting on the grass, gazing at his beloved brother who was sleeping peacefully, lying his head on his shirt that he took off a moment ago when the pain attack kicked in again. This time, it seems to be worse than usual.

It was already late evening, but they were both still peppy and were still walking. Suddenly, Bendy curved with a painful groan, falling down while gripping to his stomach. Boris instantly ran towards his brother to help him. Bendy was shaking like crazy, he could barely make any sounds other than just squeaking, felt like something was blocking his breath. At one point, he just fell to his brother’s arms with no sound or movements. Boris started to freak out as he realized that Bendy was no longer trying to breathe, he wasn’t breathing at all! His panic level was increasing as the older one was still unconscious, he tried to pat him softly on the cheek but he was still not moving. Boris could no longer control himself, he started screaming and crying loudly as he was shaking his brother.
“BENDY!! BENDY, NO! COME ON! WAKE UP!! STAY WITH ME PLEASE!!!!” desperately pleaded Boris. Fortunately, the luck was on their side again. After few minutes, Bendy opened his eyes, taking a deep breath and started to cough constantly. He pulled his hand to his throat as a  stream of black liquid flowed down from his mouth to the ground. After that, he took a relived breath and lied on Boris’s lap. The pain was gone.

Bendy seems to be much better now. But not Boris, he was still terrified after what just happened, for a moment there, he actually thought that everything was over…and seems like Bendy was getting ready for that. For the last few days, Bendy was pushing his young brother much harder to be independent and self-capable. And that was showing the fact that he was ready to give up and die, or at least that’s what Boris thought. And  he couldn’t stand that thought. The thought of losing the one person he loved, the thought of never get to see his smile, hear his voice, never get to hug him, listen to his teaching or just goof around with him. And what will he do without Bendy? Where will he go? He could still try to find and fix the machine on his own, but what is the purpose if he already lost his beloved one? All of those thoughts were causing him a headache. His eyes started to tear up.
No… he is strong enough… he’s not gonna leave me… I know he won’t” silently sobed the young wolf while wiping his eyes.
He looked at his brother, who was still sleeping like a little baby. Boris slowly crawled next to him, trying to be as quite as possible to not wake him up. He seems so pacified, like he never got any deadly diseases. Boris moved his sight to Bendy’s exposed chest that was lowering and rising because of his breathing. He moved his head closer and placed his ear on it.

“Ba bump…” a quiet and pleasant sound is what he heard. The sound of a beating heart, his brother’s  heart.  The sound of life that he valued more than anyone else’s.  It was such a satisfying sound, just listening to that slow beat made Boris so relaxed. All the heavy thoughts were gone, all the worries been drawn away, all that he was thinking now is that his bro was still there, he was still alive. This fact was giving him hope that at one day, all of this pain and suffering would be over, and they will go back to those wonderful times when they could live peacefully with reasons to be nervous or scared.

Boris got carried away so deep in his thoughts that he didn’t realized how he lied down completely on his bro’s chest. He was brought back to reality when someone’s hand gently caressed his forehead.

“Boris, could you get up? You’re too heavy…” Bendy’s soft voice broke the silence. Boris instantly got up nervously rubbing the back of his neck.

“Sorry…” he said with a soft smile.

“What were you even doing?” the other asked.

“Nothing… I just wanted a hug!” childly answered Boris.

“*Yawn* you’ll get your hug tomorrow… I’m very tired…” wearily said Bendy as he flipped over to another side. “You should go to sleep too, it’s really late…”

“Okay” Boris lied down on his back next to Bendy, gazing upon the night sky. He felt much more confident about completing their quest. Only positive thoughts from now on, whining won’t get them nowhere. Other people deserves to be saved too, no one has to go through all this. Being with those who you love is the biggest treasure, and Boris was determined to keep his treasure. Forever.
“Good night Bendy! I love you ~” said Boris as he closed his eyes and start falling asleep.
“Mhmn… love you too, bro…” Mumbled Bendy through his sleep.
Tomorrow is a new day, new challenges to deal with, and new progress to make.

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Hello there! i’ll be frank, it’s not my first time writing fics, but it is my first sibmission to you!

sorry if there any mistakes i haven’t notice, English is not my first language (plus i’m pretty sure i’ve cheked everything) (⇀‸↼‶)

i fell in love with your AU and it gave me an idea for this “masterpeaceofshit” XP

i also wanna use this oppertunity to tell you dat you are my very favorite artist! your ideas and drawing are stunning and they always inspire me! thank you so much for sharing your work with us Rouge, u da best! (= ̄ω ̄=)

fic by katethepeach

art by Rouge

I love this fan fiction so much it hurts. It’s the reason I’m able to go about my day (since I always get updates in the morning) and is the reason I can sleep well at night.

If you haven’t read it, then check it out on FF.net and go check out @tsume-yuki here on tumblr because she posts chapter previews and other pretty fan arts from fans and everything about it is just UGH so good!

I’m not saying this as advertisement, by the way. I genuinely do love everything about this woman author and her writing. It just gives me life and the inspiration to draw. <333

@tvshows-addict tagged me to do the Fic authors/Fan artist self rec! The rule is to post your 5 favorite works that you’ve created, then pass this on to at least five other writers and/or artists.  

So….this really isn’t easy for me to do because an artist it’s often hard for me to look back at my old work and love it as much as I did when I first created it! However, here’s what I came up with. Thank you, Addy for tagging me!

Rockstar Harry from the fic Walk On The Ocean. I collaborate with @a-writerwrites a lot and it’s always such fun. This fic gave me a great chance to draw stage hoe Harry, which I hadn’t done before. And I couldn’t resist the idea of trying to capture him in purple and gold glitter platform boots and leather pants! Frankly, I think the other two drawings I did for that fic are among the best drawings I’ve done. 

Valentine’s Day Kiss  - This was one of the first drawings I tried using Copic markers and a photo background. There was a big learning curve for me as far as blending and placement, so it was a bit scary to post it, but I was happy with how it turned out. Apparently I really like Harry in sparkly shoes (thank god I did these with pen and left the actual glitter in the box this time)!

Touch Me - This was one of a bunch of drawings I did for the wonderful fic Where Your Heart Is. I was really thrilled to work with @anhcor and @tvshows-addict on this project. This drawing was the first time I felt really good about my pen and ink rendering and crosshatch shading. Plus I just liked the perspective on the hand gripping the sheet and how much the whole things turned out looking kind of like a drawing in a graphic novel. 

Meow I drew this after Harry’s SOTT promo interview with Nick Grimshaw. Nick was teasing Harry and said that if Harry was a superhero he’d be Catwoman. I seriously need a Catwoman!Harry fic in my life. Someone? Anyone? I was happy with how the facial expressions and the light on Harry’s costume and Louis’ hair came out. Plus I got hilarious reaction comments from @larryhuanaig and @prettytruthsandlies when I posted this that truly made my day. 💗

Rainbow In My Pants - This drawing just makes me laugh. For me it’s sums up cheeky Harry so well: penis jokes and rainbows. Bonus points for the tiny yellow shorts. It was also the first drawing I attempted with a photo background (thank go for Silvia @melmanpur who helped me with that)! 

Trying to choose 5 was harder than I expected. But thank you for the challenge, Addy! I think I may do a second version of my 5 favorite NSFW drawings as well. 😈

As for tagging…I’d like to tag a couple of artists: @prettytruthsandlies (because you always inspire me) and @nasalouis (because your drawings are brilliant). A manip maker: @melmanpur (because your manips give me life on a daily basis). And two authors who hopefully haven’t been tagged yet: @xabjectlessonsx (because literally everything you write is genius) and @alienproof (because you’ve written some of my favorite fics ever). No pressure on any of you to do it though!

@diddly-darn-ghost inspired me to draw this (my dude, I am so sorry. My art SUCKS), and now I’m gonna write down some head-canons and maybe if you guys like it I’ll write a fic

-The reason why everything is black and white (with grey) in Sydney’s layer is not because he’s from the 50′s, But rather because his depression literally made him color blind (its a real thing I swear) and that’s how he basically saw the world bit by bit once he got into school when he was alive

-Danny, instead of trapping Sydney, he got him out of there and they bonded over the fact that they are/were severely bulled.

-the closer Sydney and Danny become and the happier Sydney gets (also the more distance he has from his layer) the more colorful he becomes and the more Sydney can see color.

-Danny discovers that Sydney is a absolute pure soul. Because despite how cruel people and ghosts are to him Sydney still always tries to help the underdogs.

-Sydney did not die from suicide. But rather, broke his neck when he was stuffed in the locker when he was finally too big for it. That’s why he is so closely tied to it.

-Sydney, with all his colors, has brown eyes, Dark drown hair, a red bow tie, a very light blue shirt, and warm brown paints with yellow, and light blue stripes.

-”Sydney Pointdexter” is not his real name. But rather, a nickname. He got it because he was born in Sydney Australia and of his nerdy personality.

-His younger sister (who was 8 at the time) gave him that nickname.

-His real name is James Green

-the kids at school heard his nickname, and well…

-Sydney doesn’t really have control over his layer.

-No one really knows why all of his old classmates are there. Mainly because not all of them are dead yet…

-Sydney loves the color red the most.

-Danny will protect Sydney at all costs, And vice versa.

-Sydney loves Cats.

-He cant stand tight places.

-Sydney has a lot of anxiety.

-Even though He doesn’t trust people easily  he’ll do what he can to help.

-He has a surprisingly good amount of street smarts.

I’ll, um. Stop from here. But seriously, Sydney needs more love.

So I already posted this, but somehow my post got deleted.
Again. Tried to paint a body. failed. more or less. could be worse.
This is dedicated to my dearest fraise @fanfrickinhamiltasticimagines. I Love her, and she’s inspires me to everything I draw, because she’s amazing, did I already say i love her?
It’s also dedicated to @imagineham , Your recent Daveed fic made me draw this, I have no idea why.

Ok! Another fanfic fan art, because I always seem to do this when I really should be doing other stuff. In my defense, I tend to draw when I’m stressed and this has been like a little meditative side project for me lately.

It’s no secret that I love fantasy and I’ve been reading @unforth-ninawaters fantastic story ‘A Princess By Any Other Name’. This is one of those stories where I want to draw everything, but I settled for this poster thingy inspired by Charlie Bowater’s amazing illustrations. 

I’ll probably color this at some point and most likely add some more details and rendering. But for now I need to get some other stuff done.

(Knowing myself I’ll probably end up starting some other piece on the side because I’m stressed and stuff like this relaxes me😊)

Ok, I haven’t posted anything in a while, I even wasnt sure to start posting this, since I don’t know how much time it will take me to make more pages.

Anyway, Ive started to read a lot of ML fanfics and for the next months I will try to draw some of them in comic format (not the entire fics but some of the scenes that I fell in love with), of course, the credit goes to the original author of the fanfics for the inspiration. I may not be the best, but I want to do this as a thank you! to the authors, who share their time and their beautiful work with us.

I will start with the Fanfic everything won’t last but i’ll be by your side written by @tatemarkhams

Page 1/?

Also, to anyone who sees this post or reblogs it, Id apreciate some recomedations of ML fanfics, if its your own or anyone you know, put it in the coments and a link to it

Thank you!

“Then his voice, his posture, his everything changed altogether. The sweet peas in his hair visibly grew, their pods heavy with seeds. His tawny hazel eyes glowed gold. He stood up straight.

“Make Bokuto an axe, Tetsurou,” he murmured matter-of-factly, very much unlike Akaashi expected a seer to sound. “It will be the second most magnificent thing you will ever make.” 

From @silvercistern‘s fic Once More, an absolutely amazing story that inspired me to draw my first Kenma. Go read it if you haven’t already!

some faves and appreciation

hello ~!

it’s safe to say that yes, I’m fairly new(ish) and have been writing for a bit, and while that that happened, I’ve gotten some faves of my own that I’d like to share with you. it’s still August 21st where i am, although it is rather late. this is more of a “thank you” and “please keep writing” and “i love everything you produce” kind of thing and just a notice to the people that I appreciate. so some quick shout-outs to some of my faves :


@whothehellisbella

we don’t know each other personally but tbh i love your blog and pictures and your writing is beautiful and you quoted Ben Wyatt in your bio so it’s obviously meant to be

 @bovaria

you have created some (and a lot) of my favorites like Married with Benefits, and Among the Crowd, one of the first fics i was drawn to and that inspired me to write and make my own magic

@avengemebuckyy

Shapely makes me laugh and smile and appreciate everything about myself that i don’t like. i grew up with heavy body dysmorphia and this made me feel so cute and precious and love my big hips and thighs. bless you for writing this and inspiring me to write Shape of You

@cate-lynne

You Were the One makes me want an art-obsessed boy who wants to draw me or take pictures of me and I think you captured nervous-art Steve wonderfully in this and every time I read it it makes me smile

@bladebarnes

you have written so many of my favorites that it’s hard to choose one. i love scrolling through your blog or masterlist and the way you write is so poetic and it makes me feel. bare your souls is definitely one of my favorite things to re-read (and trust me, I’ve done more than once in a day) and i always love going back to whatever you have written. i’m so excited for everything you put out. 

@buckys-fossil

girl cOME ON. i’m on your permanent tags (i hope??) and every time i get a notification that you’ve updated something I get so so happy. your masterlist is full of amazing things and i love going back to it. you also seem like such a kind soul and that makes me so so happy !!!

@writingruna

i just. ugh. your writing, is so beautiful. in Hopelessly, Completely, Recklessly, Dangerously, i got to feel myself fall apart and then have Steve put me back together. your words are beautiful and i completely and wholeheartedly love your style. 

@viollettes

Pizza Parker and Kissing Booth. enough said. i love everything. 

@howlingbarnes

your writing is perfection and your details are astounding. wowza. 

@amarvelouswritings

One and Only is something i consistently go back to because it makes me so so happy. i once read the entire thing 3+ times in one day because i was in my feels and i needed it. it has the right amount of fluff and happiness and so much Steve that i want to wrap my arms around him and cuddle him in bed forever. this is one of my all time faves and i just wanted to let you know how much i appreciate you and this fic. 

@jarnesbrnes

your blog title is enough to make me giggle and your humor and our conversations make me laugh even harder. we aren’t super good friends but i thoroughly enjoy everything you write and you’ve written some of my favorite pieces like Domestic Bucky. it’s so much fluff and i just can’t even fucking stand it (i do and i love it.) i love you, doll. 

@buckyywiththegoodhair

darling. omg. i know i already sent you a message today but i just love everything you write. the A Lesson in Love series ripped my heart to shreds in the best way, Catch Me made me laugh and cry and Home slayed me so hard. everything you write is pure perfection and i can’t get enough of it. i love everything you write so very much and you have such a way with words. you make me feel things and make my emotions take part in everything. you are truly a beautiful writer and i appreciate you as a friend so very much. 

wow. this was a lot. i have many many more favorites but a lot of these i go back to on a consistent basis. you can search favorite or fic rec on my blog to find others!

happy August 21, Fanfiction Writer Appreciation Day!

“It’s a universe where it’s a physical impossibility. Biological determinism. Ill fate.

Like a goddamn Greek tragedy.

Technically, it doesn’t change anything. Harry knows this. So why does it feels like everything has changed all of the sudden?

Why does he feel like every hope he ever had has been crushed? Hope for something else, something more.

The finality of it all makes his ribcage constrict.”

Where your heart is by @tvshows-addict and @anhcor

Thank you so much for this amazing, mind-blowing masterpiece! I was incredibly inspired by the fic, so I managed to put together this little drawing. I hope you like it! :)

Finally get around to draw Chariot’s chrome legs! Obviously I’m much better at traditional art. Here’s to hoping you do well with school and may you overflow with inspiration (and time to write the fic :) )

Crossposted on my IG too bcs this is way too good not to post there. Zaffre286


Thanks! It’s so rewarding to see people invested in this, I can’t even express. And the timing was perfect, too! I needed something to cheer me up. I love everything about this pic, especially Croix’s expression, she’s like “Y the fuck, Char, you’ve got a whole workshop and a mechanic gf, and you still mend yourself on a couch using a screwdriver and a flashlight, the drek is wrong with you, gal”. Cute stuff. I will try my best, thanks again!

anonymous asked:

Ok so I'm half upset and half excited about these little clips. As a lizzington shipper, I know this is the father daughter angle whatever I'm probably not going to watch tbh... but as a FF READER.... so many scenarios to make up your own dialogue 😏 what do you think?

Yeah I could rant for three days (and probably have by now) about the show but as for the fanfic side of life I’m very surprised actually. I thought no way in hell I’d ever write something remotely connected to s5 but I took one look at those promo pics and was lost. For me there is still material to draw inspiration from even amidst this retcon pseudo retcon I don’t even know anymore. Personally I’m more comfortable right now with a completely AU setting with no connection to current canon. By that I mean not a fix or an explanation of current events. That’s just me.

From a purely inspiration angle I’m pretty much dying over the premiere plot. Red needing cash so he becomes a bounty hunter. My mind went immediately to the Stephanie Plum series and I’m ready for the fic, the spinoff, the movie, the comic, the everything. So I definitely think it’d be great to see some of these fun ideas make their way into ff. Personally it gives me hope I’ll continue writing because I was doubting that for awhile and it’s sad and there’s enough sad to deal with on the show. Hopefully there will still be a lot of great fic to read. Cheers!

W:Mon dieu
T:Everything alright Luv?
W:Lena, you told me this shop sells good coffee. This isn’t even worth calling coffee
T:Oi! I’ve been coming here since I was a kid y’know! You just got princess standards
W: If I had princess standards, I wouldn’t be sitting here with you right now Chérie
T: Touché

Inspired by the fic London Calling

@scorbusly asked: Hello <3 Hope you’re having a nice day ^.^ I noticed an anon asking about Scorpius’ animagus form and I got curious. What do you think Albus’ animagus form (and patronus perhaps) would be? (I don’t think I have seen it asked before so I thought why not :3) ~ Besides, I can’t get over how pretty and perfect your art is. I just love how you draw their faces, their everything just - lost for words - . Thought you should know. <3 

Thank you so much for your kind words, and sorry for the late reply - it took me a while to think of animals that suit Albus! I finally settled for a fennec fox for his Animagus form (since he’s small but fierce) and a phoenix for his Patronus (inspired by this Patronus fic ). I especially like the symbolism of the phoenix because it’s reminiscent of his namesake, and I like to think that it reflects how he discovers a ‘new self(=rebirth)’ in his father-son relationship/interactions with Harry post-TCC? All the time-travel shenigans probably gave him a new perspective in life and his relationships with the people around him. :)

Hey y'all.

Hiya, this is an objectively bad time to post this but I’m inspired so sue me.

I love watching artists do inktober and I can’t draw but I have an idea:

Next month I’m gonna try “fic-vember” (that’s a super dumb name I’m so sorry.) Basically, I’m gonna post a one shot/longer fic/fic related thing on Tumblr every day in November and see how it goes. I’ll post everything in a collection on ao3 at the end of the month.

So what do you think pals? I’ve never been a nanowrimo gal but I wanna have some fun writing stuff to do this fall (I’m writing a lot for class/my original projects oh boy…but fanfic is my go to chill activity.) Shoot me an ask if you have suggestions/opinions/comments. I’m gonna prep myself as much as I can before November so fingers crossed this works out lol. 🤞🏼

That Ladynoir Witch!AU

The Ladynoir Witch!AU tag

This is based off of my witch!AU post. I would like to thank evidently-evil, caprette, veranthia for expressing enough interest in the au to write fanfiction/draw art for it! They were all amazing! And thank you to everyone who reblogged the post for inspiring me to go through with it! 

I haven’t finished a multific since I was twelve, but I’m going to try for this fic! So without further ado, here’s part 1 of that one witch!Au (that I don’t have a title for):


He’s the greatest wizard in all the seven kingdoms. He possesses the most powerful magic the world has seen in centuries. He’s stopped wars, advised kings, almost became a king at some point. He’s done everything the common man dreams to do - short of getting married - at the meager age of seventeen. He’s a cat. 

Okay, back up a bit. He wasn’t a cat when he was off doing his wizarding things, but he sure is a cat now. Or is he? 

He looks behind him, swishes his tail, feels the pointed ears perched upon his head. 

Yes, he’s still a cat. 

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Well, there it is. Haha, actually I feel this year was pretty good for me in terms of art? I finally feel like I have my own style that I’m comfortable with and I’ve gained a lot of confidence, too. I guess I’ve learned some stuff too, haha.

I’m gonna take this chance to say thank you to you all!! Thanks for liking my art, for all the notes, for following me, supporting me, sending me nice messages, being inspired by the things I post to write fic or draw something or make fanmixes, leaving nice tags, really all of it. I still can’t believe it!! I’m so overwhelmed by your positive feedback and I’m so happy to be making you all happy from the silly things I draw.

Thanks again for everything! I hope you all have a wonderful start to a wonderful new year!