this felt appropriate for today

#transformationtuesday Today I turned 32. Felt like an appropriate moment to stop and appreciate how much I’ve grown and learned in the last year– How much more comfortable I am with myself and how peaceful my heart feels. Super grateful for my loving and supportive family and friends, and so grateful to finally feel unburdened by lifelong fears and insecurities. Life isn’t always 100% peaches and sunshine (it never is) but I feel like I’m living in color again and living as authentically as possible.

With You By My Side - One

A/N: Mini series, or series… I haven’t decided yet. This is going to be an angsty ride, so be prepared. Thank you to @melonberri @hanny-writes-spn and @thorne93 for checking this out for me. I’m still recovering from a writer’s block, so don’t be too harsh.

Characters: Reader, Jensen, Jared (mentioned)

Warnings: None in this part I think. Itallics are memories.

Wordcount: 1257

*No hate towards Jensen and his lovely family. This is fiction.*



“(YN)? Is everything okay?” Jensen’s sleepy voice sounded through the phone. You were probably crossing a line calling him like this, two months after your breakup, at one in the morning, but you needed to hear his voice.

You and Jensen had gone from friends to best friends to falling madly in love, but it was short lived. You didn’t know if it was the distance or the fact that you just did better as friends, but after a year of trying to make things work you had both decided to end it. The heartbreak was inevitable, but you didn’t know if it was your friend or you boyfriend that you missed.

“Yeah, everything is fine. I just…” you trailed off, not knowing how to finish that thought. “You remember when we first met? Way back when Jared dragged you to my 23rd birthday party?”

“Of course I remember. You were the only person there who was less interested in your party than I was.” He chuckled at the memory.

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I’m still thinking about how I dreamed that Niall was representing Ireland during Eurovision and Harry did the same for England and everyone was like “ohhhh they’re rivals!!!!” 
But during the scores Harry just sneaked onto Niall’s couch so they could cuddle and they were cheering whenever the other got points and idk, it was just so pure and I’m still thinking about it…

thisdodoisflyiiing  asked:

Hey! I was wondering if you're still doing protection squad bagdes, then maybe you could do one for Grantaires salty bixeual squad? That would be very lovely :) I've seen almost all the rest you've made and they're absolutely amazing and never fail to make me smile! Have a lovely day!!!

with this whole bi!grantaire discourse today, i felt it was appropriate to answer this one