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anonymous asked:

Hi im a closet transboy. I know that coming out while I'm still living with my parents will only make my life worse, but this is getting so hard to deal with. Sometimes I feel like im gonna snap and just let it out. I don't know how to deal with this; it's tearing me part everyday. Does anyone have any advice? I don't have anyone to ask for help.

My advice is find somewhere that you can be you and supports you away from home. It’s what I did when I was with my parents and it helped a lot. Things really do get better as you get older!
~Elis

anonymous asked:

alex pls help me i'm gay and lonely and need to know what kissing a girl feels like

it feels like a breathe of air tbfh…..especially when you haven’t gotten kissed in a really long time, and you’ve just been imagining it - it lives exactly up to all of your wildest expectations. it’s like when you come home after a long day and pour yourself a big glass of wine and finally put your feet up. you can feel her hair on your cheeks and her lips are always so soft and totally taking over yours, she’s smiling a little and you can hear her trying not to breathe too hard. sometimes she breaks away to laugh. sometimes you pull away to breathe and you can feel her, an inch from you, waiting for you to pull her back in. her breathing shaky. she’s warm. her hands are tentative but firm on your shoulders or neck or on your hands. she takes a second to open her eyes when you stop, like she doesnt want it to end.

and when you go home??? you can feel her lips on yours, like a light and soft and constant pressure, for the rest of the day.

attention college freshmen/anyone feeding themselves for the first time

this is for you

it has come to my attention that some people are not feeding themselves properly bc they don’t know how to cook/aren’t sure how to cook on a budget. bc i am everyone’s mom (or at least everyone’s wise older sister) let me drop some very real Broke Rookie Cooking Knowledge. 2 of my favorite recipes are under the cut, both of which come out to $2 OR LESS PER SERVING.

-MAKE a MENU. pick out like 5 things you know how to make and buy JUST WHAT YOU NEED FOR THOSE THINGS. and also a few snacks, but otherwise, JUST THAT. don’t just buy some random-ass groceries you think you’ll need. (also, if you don’t know how to make 5 things, seriously just google simple dinner recipes. i used a “mississippi heirloom cookbook” my aunt gave me and got a ton of good ones.)

-tbh i don’t even buy snacks except for a giant box of cookies that lasts me like 2 weeks at a time and an assload of apples. snacking is bad for you, and if you don’t HAVE snacks, you can’t EAT snacks. fuck snacks.

-off-brand EVERYTHING. you think you can taste a difference? you CAN’T. get shit in cans. vegetables. pasta sauce. salsa. whatthefuckever. it all comes in cans, and it’s always cheaper. i have no idea why.

-whole grain bread and brown rice/pasta are not more expensive than the regular kind, and they keep you full longer. GET THEM.

-@ my americans, Dollar Tree has literally everything. every kitchen utensil. (it’s where i got my big-ass chef’s knife, and that bitch is still sharp.) dishes/cups. snacks. drinks. literal loaves of bread. all kinds of basics, from peanut butter to sriracha to progresso soup. some even have freezer sections. all for ONE DOLLAR. go to Dollar Tree first, then go to the grocery store for whatever you couldn’t find there. i s2g it saves me so much money. (they also have tupperware, cleaning supplies, toilet paper, EVERYTHING. for one dollar.)

-produce is way cheaper than you think. get some fresh vegetables. you really will start to feel like a bag of hot garbage if you don’t eat your veggies.

-COOK in ADVANCE. i work during the day and go to school in the evenings, then i come home and work out. lemme tell you, my ass does NOT wanna cook when im done with all that. cook shit in big quantities, stock up on tupperware (dollar treeeeee), and stick it in the fridge for later. when you’re exhausted and remember you have instant dinner already made, you will want to kiss yourself.

-find some sandwiches you love. make a lot of sandwiches. (pls for the love of God dont use kraft american singles tho. deli-sliced cheese is literally right next to it, and it is NOT more expensive.)`

-FUCK organic free-range shit. you got organic free-range money? GREAT. i sure as hell don’t, and neither do most people. don’t waste your money trying to live your foodstagram #goals while you’re young and poor.

-if you qualify for SNAP/EBT, GET THAT SHIT. there are some assholes out there that will tell you not to, to leave it for the ~real~ poor people. tell them, ‘motherfucker I AM REAL POOR.’ for real though, corporations take advantage of any assistance the government gives them and they still lobby for more. you’d be a fool not to do the same. 

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iwadai week - day 7: home

reincarnation au (avalanche by walk the moon)

so i’ve been making monthly fic recs for a full year now! that’s so insane to think about honestly. thanks for all the support! my first monthly fic rec was for april 2016 and it had 10 fics on it. now they have upwards of almost 30 fics. that’s character development. anyway…

here are a bunch of fics I’ve enjoyed and loved reading throughout the month of march. I recommend that you read these great fics in april, if you haven’t already. 

(all fics with a star are my favorites and if there are two stars then it was a favorite favorite)


1. Perfect Storm (80k)*

What do you do when your best friend asks you and your (now) ex to be the best men at his destination wedding? You can either tell him the truth, tell him you’re not together anymore, and deal with the consequences, or you can pretend you’re still together and roll with it, just pray you don’t spiral. Fake it ‘til you make it. You know, for the sake of the wedding.

Harry and Louis choose the latter.

2. The Night Sky is Changing Overhead (124k)**

Harry is a tattoo artist, Louis is a drama professor, and they meet during an argument at a café.

3. All I Wish Not to Remember (71k)**

What happens when all you had, all you loved, all you held dear is viciously ripped away from you? When your inner core, once filled with love and hope and light, blackens to raw, dark hatred?

What happens when your soul is hopelessly consumed and no matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you attempt to shake yourself out, to rid your tormented mind of the opaque feelings that plague you, all you can see, all you can feel, all you can want is…

Revenge.

A modern adaption of The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas. A tragic tale of timeless undying love, merciless revenge, and selfless sacrifice.

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Anyone Else Notice These Things??

-Watch closely when someone gets in Max’s face/ swings at him (examples: those two times David yelled at him, when Preston yelled at him, when Pikeman swings at him, ect) he flinches. Badly. He just doesn’t give a short jump, he closes his eyes and he backs up.

-He’s kind of immune to pain??? Throughout one single episode, he gets stabbed, punched in the face, slapped multiple times, and he gets tangled up in a bunch of ropes. In another episode, he gets thrown off the Flowerscouts’ “proper walking/ posture” course thing. And he doesn’t really land in the liquid/ acid shit like Space Kid does. He actually gets thrown off. And I know a lot of detail isn’t put in this specific show, but that could’ve really hurt him. But everytime he gets hurt no marks show up on his body (the only reason I’m pointing this out is because when DAVID gets hurt, he gets bandages and scratches/ scars afterwards) and he kinda just walks off all his injuries. (But! In one episode he does get effected by one of Harrison’s magic tricks, and he points out that he doesn’t feel well… Three times??? In that episode.)

-He doesn’t eat a lot. He’s shown drinking coffee in… I’m p sure four different episodes, and he’s shown eating breakfast in one (EDIT: I watched the episode again cuz its one of my favs, but I noticed he doesn’t even eat any. He’s just playing with it with his fork, and he leaves for the shower before he eats). And while everyone else is in line for breakfast (season 1 episode 11) he wants coffee. Hell, even in the theme, he has nothing on his plate while Neil and Nikki have… Food?? On their’s.

-Max has admitted to crying himself to sleep (S1 Ep8)

And before you all come at me, yes. I know. It’s 110% canon that the a majority of the other camper’s lives are pretty fucked up, too. I’m just saying, like?? The other campers sometimes mention their life at home, but every time “home lives” are brought up, to me it feels like Max was scripted (purposely) to not respond.
I dunno.. This has all been on my mind for a while aofbakfjanf

THIS ERA TOOK OFF LIKE A ROCKET LIKE WE LITERALLY WENT FROM HAVING NOTHING BUT SILENCE AND DREAMS TO HAVING A BLACKOUT TO HAVING AN ALBUM COVER AND A SINGLE COMING AND NOW SHES LURKING AGAIN IN LESS THAN A WEEK AND NONE OF US WERE PREPARED IM SO EMO I CANT TAKE ALL OF THIS GUYS IT FEELS LIKE HOME AGAIN AND I LOVE YOU ALL

anonymous asked:

CALLIE NOW I KNOW THAT I WAS WRONG I MESSED UP AND NOW YOURE GONE!!!! CALLIE IM SORRY I NEGLECTED U OH I NEVER EXPECTED U TO RUN AWAY AND LEAVE ME FEELING THIS EMPTY!!! UR WOOMY RIGHT NOW WOULD SOUND LIKE MUSIC 2 ME. PLZ COME HOME CUS I MISS U CALLIEEEEEE (callie come home) -askmarie

not to be cheesy but you know how liam said that no matter where the boys are in the world, whenever they see each other it’s like nothing has changed? that’s exactly how i feel about 1d: i can listen to and appreciate any artist i want, but whenever a 1d song comes up or the boys talk about each other, it always feels like going home and that’s exactly the reason i will be here for them whenever they feel like coming back, 2 or 20 years from now

“Coming Home”

Its been an overwhelming two weeks with the new addition to the family. So here is a little something due to all the baby feels. I like to image Leia and Han coming home from a meeting (date) to find an exhausted Ben tucked in already due his Uncle Chewie’s (and Luke’s). They would be excellent babysitters :V 

anonymous asked:

omg i just found ur blog i love ur stuff so much. could i possibly have rfa + unknown doing the "boyfriend duty"? like mc is stuck at home with no tampons or pads and asks them? lol sorry im dealing with really bad cramps right now and im having a crappy day to top it. i just thought i might ask? sorry if it makes you uncomfrortable. <3

Aww, thank you! Sorry you’re having a rough day. Hope this makes you feel a little better. 



General Scenario: You’re at the apartment and your period comes earlier than expected….and you’re all out of tampons/pads. You’re super embarrassed but you call them and ask if they can pick up a pack.

Zen:

  • He’s done this before
  • He has had other girlfriends
  • He has no shame at the store and knows exactly what to get
  • But he also shows up at your place with a whole load of chocolates
  • Waits on you hand and foot
  • “Zen, I just have my period. I’m not dying.”
  • Still treats you like a princess
  • Constantly makes sure you have a hot pack and water
  • You two watch his musicals all day

Yoosung:

  • He has a sister, so he’s encountered this before
  • But he’s still really flustered
  • Is kinda embarrassed about being seen buying pads at the store
  • Calls Zen
  • “Zen hyung, do you have any of your masks?”
  • “Yoosung, no.”
  • Swallows his pride cuz it’s you and does what he needs to do
  • He comes and brings his lucky LOLOL blanket
  • Is a super worrier…constantly asks if you need stuff
  • Puts his coffee skills to use and makes a heart in the foam
  • Lots of cuddles

Jaehee:

  • She literally goes through the same thing
  • Turns into the mom-friend
  • She’s stocked up with extra pads/tampons, so it only takes her a few minutes to get to you
  • Also has extra pain meds
  • Brings a cup of hot chocolate with her
  • Talks to you to distract you from the pain
  • If your cramps were really bad, she’d cook you dinner and make sure everything was in order
  • Calls you the next day to see if you’re a bit better

Jumin:

  • “Oh no, I’ll send Driver Kim to get some–”
  • “No! Jumin, that’s really embarrassing.”
  • Fine…he’ll go to the store himself
  • He doesn’t care what people think, so he just goes to the right aisle
  • There’s another woman in the aisle, and he kinda throws her off by asking her, “Excuse me…which brand is the absolute best?”
  • Buys a bunch of things he thinks will make you feel better
  • But he’s especially excited to get you these sweatpants since you always say how comfy you are
  • You’re a bit emotional when he comes, so when he gifts you with them, you cry 
  • “Are you okay?? They’re just pants, dear? Do they upset you?”
  • Handles your mood swings reallyyyyy well and just goes with it
  • Gives you some wine to relax you
  • Also has an exact schedule for your pain killers….exactly every four hours on the dot.

Seven:

  • RIP Seven
  • He has 0 experience in this
  • He’s not embarrassed until he gets there and has no idea what to get
  • Tries to call Vanderwood for back up…but he hangs up on him
  • Ends up getting a bunch of brands and types (and also snacks)
  • When he gets there, he shows you the spongebob tampons he bought
  • Also brings out red pads.
  • “MC, you know what red represents?” *Winks*
  • You stare at him horrified
  • “Romance!” seven nooooo
  • Super serious when he sees you in a lot of pain
  • While you nap, he’ll make a robot that dispenses pain-relievers every 4-6 hours

Saeran:

  • Like Seven, he has no experience with any of this
  • But he’s a lot less flustered about it
  • Does research online about period needs and remedies
  • The cashier is more scared of Saeran glaring at him than the other way around
  • He gets to your apartment and brings out all this practical stuff
  • He got a whole pack of water bottles and….a yoga ball?
  • “Yoga is a great way to relieve cramps and keep your menstrual cycle normal.”
  • You’re trying not to laugh because he’s actually really sweet about it
  • You ask for him just to cuddle, since it relaxes you
  • He says no at first…but then of course, he’s at your side five minutes later
  • dork

OK BUT THE LYRICS TO ULTRALIGHT BEAM BY KANYE THAT HARRY’S GONNA COVER

When they come for you, I will shield your name
I will field their questions, I will feel your pain
No one can judge
They don’t, they don’t know
They don’t know

Father, this prayer is for everyone that feels they’re not good enough
This prayer’s for everybody that feels like they’re too messed up
For everyone that feels they’ve said “I’m sorry” too many times
You can never go too far when you can’t come back home again
That’s why I need…
Faith, more, safe, war

spookymiscreant  asked:

A concept: Kevin Day and Aaron Minyard talking mad shit about Andrew and Neil. Kevin talking about how he's sick of Andrew "pretending" he doesn't care about Exy and then Aaron replying, "I'd take that over Neil eye fucking the court every day"

i….love this….so much oh my god ok

  • so andrew and neil are on one of theyre “this is nothing but we go on weekend trips together to makeout” things 
  • so kevin needs to practice bc he’s Extra™ and…he’s still having a little trouble relaxing without andrew around all the time
    • andrew gave aaron a look before he left that aaron knows means to watch out for kevin
  • aaron’s complete disinterest manages to deter kevin from practice for two full days
    • never underestimate aaron’s ability to be stubborn to spite someone else ok
  • but finally FINALLy it’s not kevin’s incessant bitching that gets aaron to go to the court with him 
  • it’s aaron getting back from classes and not getting immediately bombarded with requests to go to the court
  • it’s coming home to a silent kevin staring out the window, rubbing his scars
  • aaron sighs deep to hide the fact that he’s concerned and changes into light workout clothes and grabs kevin
  • he also ignores how much kevin lights up when they turn onto the street of the foxhole court
    • this is an example of aaron “im not allowed to feel anything at all ever” minyard
    • also an example of aaron “knows where matt keeps a spare key to his truck” minyard
  • at first aaron refuses to practice with kevin
  • but he “gets bored” or whatever he likes to tell himself
    • see, aaron actually likes exy. he likes the way he can channel all his frustrations into it. he spends so much time studying and trying to figure out his brother and trying to figure out what the hell he wants from his life so sometimes he just needs to run around and knock people on their asses, ok?
    • its also pretty much the only times he can remember connecting with andrew
  • kevin is, like always, completely immersed, and barely notices aaron getting on the court until he walks by him to block his way to the goal
    • kevin’s on the courts because he can breathe there. he’s on the court because its where is mother put him. its the only place he mattered after she died, where he felt like a living thing rather than an asset. 
    • he’s there because even though he’s happy for andrew and neil, he really is, he’s still figuring out how to stand on his own. the court’s been the only place he really felt he could do that. 
  • now aaron may be on the court
  • he may have come to be there for kevin shut kevin up
  • but you best believe he’s gonna bitch about it
  • “fine, i’ll go, but i’m gonna complain the whole time” yea that’s aaron
  • after like one snide comment though Bitchy Kevin comes out to fuckin play and it goes a little something like:
    • kevin: andrew knows he’s good but does he try? of course not. see, that’d be fucking easy. that’d be simple. nothing is simple with him. *cue kevin taking an unnecessarily forceful shot on goal*
    • aaron: and don’t even get me started on neil just asking him for things. are you kidding. andrew doesn’t do anything ever at all and neil just??? asks him??? and he does it???
    • kevin: I KNOW. AS IF I HAVEN’T BEEN MAKING SIMPLE REQUESTS FOREVER.
    • (both of them are secretly wondering why they don’t bitch to each other more often)
  • the best part though, is when aaron is at the height of his rant and says, “You know, i don’t even want to do extra practice, but I’d take this over Neil eye fucking the court every goddamn day”
  • kevin just fucking breaks like he drops his racquet and everything
  • aaron hasn’t ever seen kevin laugh???? its kind of beautiful surprising??
  • kevin gets a hold of himself and wow
  • he doesn’t think he’s ever seen aaron smile he’s surprised how much he likes it
  • after that kevin’s feeling better 
  • they head back to the dorms and play video games for a while, order food. just kinda hang out
  • nothings really changed, per se, but….things are definitely different. 
    • more often than not now kevin will just go to the library to watch his taped games with headphones on while aaron studies, occasionally getting kicked in the shin when he gets too excited
    • when neither of them want to sleep because they know its one of those days they’ll have nightmares they go to the library’s 24 hr lounge and eat shitty microwave ramen (aaron is sworn to secrecy…no one can know kevin loves creamy chicken ramen) and try to teach each other bio or history
    • aaron only had a mother who hurt him growing up, and kevin only had the memory of his mother and people who hurt him growing up . without saying anything, they just understand.
  • in conclusion because aaron is accidentally really funny, kevin and him get a lot closer, which is good, cause they both kinda needed it
  • they wouldnt say they were friends, or are friends, but…maybe its a little “nothing” of their own

truebluealien  asked:

I... I need fics as well... Do you have any recommendations?

don’t i always ?????? kgjehskjvdnkjsd i gotchu fam

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his own worth by stormfirej
LANCE IS dEPRESSION™ AND KEITH IS PINING the end is so cute fam i die

fire in our hearts by thearchangelofsass
SHIRO IS GONE , KEITH IS SAD, LANCE HAS A SECRET HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW ABOUT !! THIS IS ,,, GOOD

and at last i see the light by beautifulbane
JERBGJNFKEJFD TANGLED AU !!!!!!!!!!!!! W RAPUNZEL KEITH AND FLYNN LANCE

we lived at the carnival in summer by resamille
IF VOLTRON DOESNT END LIKE THIS THEN WHATS THE FUCKING POINT ..

anything he can do i can do better by communistfireworks
KJDSGEJNSFEJEKGENFVKWJEHBJFVKJWNFVWKJSGBF KDNFLAKLNDGL BTCH BIRNTJVEKRNVK

i’m coming home by bluester007
LANCE GOES HOME … HE’S ALSO ENGAGED TO KEITH ,, LIKE IM CRYING LOL

the whirling ways of stars that pass by mandaloore
THIS EKNRFKEFR WAS SO CUTE .. HHHHHHHHHH

revelations by aurora_sapientia
SKJKSFHG THIS WAS SO FUCKING CUTE AND I READ IT LIKE THREE TIMES KEITH IS SO GOOD WITH KIDS BLESS UP IM CRYING

sweet touch (you’ve given me too much to feel) by lavenderwife
KEITH HAS A HURT SHOULDER SO LANCE MASSAGES IT AND HONESTLY ?? this fic is just fluff and massages i love this so MUCH

lions in cages by curl
KEITH AND LANCE GET CAPTURED AND THEY SHARE FEELINGS .. EFJVHBJEHRVKRSJ

got the baby blues by dairyfarmer
dude …….. IDEK HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS BUT LISTEN THIS IS MY FAVOURITE FIC IN THE WORLD RN I AM SWEATING MY DICK OFF WAITING FOR THE NEW CHAPTER KFJNBBKDJBF

OKIE DOKIE DAS ALL I GOT RN BYE

anonymous asked:

I LOVE YOUR AUS SO MUCH OMG 💓 could you do a lil nct mark au? ☺️

  • highschool!au with mark
  • is completely oblivious to the fact that the entire school is in Love with him
  • plays on the basketball team 
  • but isn’t competitive during gym class like haechan whose like i will RUIN EVERYONE ON THE OTHER TEAm,,,,mark’s just like ok it’s just a game bud relax
  • sleeps in history class LOL
  • is really just a laid-back guy who sits near the window in all his classes so he can stare out of it and never really tries to argue with anyone 
  • gets volunteered to be class president because everyone loves him and he’s bashful about it like guys,,,,,,i don’t think im a good fit-
  • but everyone is like mark,,,,,you’re the nicest person,,,,,,,you’re friends with the seniors, the freshmen, the teachers, the ????? principal even knows your full name
  • but the truth is mark is kinda burdened by it because like he doesn’t really want so much responsibility
  • but too late everyone’s voted for him,,,,,,,,,and mark is LITERALLY too nice to say anything about it
  • and on the first meeting he’s. lost
  • literally didn’t bring anything to take notes with and he sits next to you, who’s got your binder out and ready. highlighters in three different colors if you need them
  • and mark leans over and is like “hi,,,,sorry can i borrow some paper,,,,,and a pen”
  • and you’re like,,,,,,,,you didn’t bring any????? it’s our first meeting????
  • and mark gets pink and is like “ive never been a class representative,,,,,,or done student government,,,,,i actually don’t know why i was chosen,,,,,,”
  • and you give him a funny look, but at the same time you don’t want to leave him hanging so you’re like “here’s some paper, ill help you during the meeting if you have any questions!!!”
  • and mark smiles at you,,,,,and his eyes are so wide and pretty and you’re like,,,,,,in your head,,,,going oh! i know him,,,,,he’s the prince of class b
  • and probably like five of your friends have told you about him, but you’d never really been near him until now
  • and the meeting goes well, mark asks you in surprise that is it the students that really plan the spring festivals and you’re like yes LOL
  • and as you’re packing up your things mark asks you shyly which way you’re taking to go home and you’re like im going to walk to the train!!!
  • and mark,,,scratching his neck is like “so am i, do you want to go together?”
  • and you think nothing of it, just that he’s being friendly since you guys are going to student reps together
  • but also,,,,,you feel some butterflies in your stomach as you guys walk side by side and you feel your arms brush slightly
  • and you talk about homework and upcoming tests and whatnot and mark is so easy going, and his laugh is charming,,,,,,,
  • and once you get to the train marks comes first, but he waits with you for your train and when he waves as you get on you smile,,,,,but also he’s so???????? Sweet,,,,,,,
  • and the next day mark is sitting with renjun and jeno and jeno apologetically asks if the meeting was tough
  • but mark breaks out into this grin and renjun is like WAIT DID SOMETHING HAPPEN
  • and mark is like “i think.,,,,,im happy to be class president now” and jeno is like ????????Why all of a sudden
  • and mark looks toward the open door of the classroom, kids rushing back and forth and then he sees you
  • making your way to class and he shrugs looking back at jeno
  • but renjun has caught on and he’s like “you’re so obvious - YOU MET SOMEONE CUTE!!!!! MARK HAS a cru S H”
  • mark: rENJUN SHUT -
  • haechan appearing out of thin air: mark has a what now, tell me all the details

nothing fucks me up more than thinking abt how weird n silly harry and louis probably are w/each other @ home like goofing around n dancing like idiots when their fave songs come on while making dinner and making dumb faces at each other when they catch the other staring and making weird random noises when the feeling strikes them bc they’re just comfy being weird and in love