this boys make me happy

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Five things that make me happy! Ooh boy!

  1. My friends make me happy! I know I don’t talk a lot to them, but when I do, they’re so much fun to talk to and I hope they know that I appreciate them even though I find it hard to voice my feelings (but Kuroha does it for me by glomping their muses lmao) and off the top of my head @decadentroadsbeforeyou @kumonoiito @taubc @curioussxnity and @vasilias-ton-anoiton \o/ you guys are super awesome sauce and thank you for putting up with me tbh? It just makes me so incredibly happy that I can walk into your IMs/chats whenever I want!
  2. New pens and notebooks make me so happy o3o I’m not an artist, but I love writing (plus my handwriting is really nice and pretty and I like looking at it all day, yes I am a narcissist, sue me)
  3. If someone gave me a legit Elmo plushy, I’d be screaming. Just thinking about an Elmo plushy makes me really happy because I love Elmo so much he’s the cutest furry red thing on Sesame Street!!!
  4. Chocolate makes me happy! even though it kinda ruins my face for the rest of the week….. 
  5. Sleeping makes me happy xD I love sleeping!

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.