this always calms me down

h1ddenleaf  asked:

🐝- Tag three friends and your three favorite things about them! 
💐- Are you/do you want to get married?

@stonetalus is so bright and wonderful! they’re like a light in my world truly, i cherish every crappy joke she makes she brings my heart true joy

@rad-x sage might truly be one of the most deeply caring people i’ve ever met i really am amazd by how strong they are, they’re so FUnny and endlessly supportive love them

@datamother i can trust him with anything, he always makes me laugh and always calms me down and brings me down to earth, off-beat and funky in the best possible way

and yeah if i’m not married by 35…. kms

It’s getting bad again– I was doing okay for a little while, going out, meeting new people, working and distracting myself in any way. But when I’m struggling and find myself in difficult situations and need to feel like there’s somebody behind me, somebody there for me when I’m overwhelmed and scared, I turn around and remember you aren’t there anymore.

Sometimes I feel like I’m going to break, but I’m strong and I know I’ll get through it. It’s not a matter of being dependent on another person to feel secure, but I miss knowing you were that person who knew how to talk me down when my anxiety and panic attacks got out of control, held me and calmed me down when I needed it. How you always knew when to cheer me up or when to just listen to me be upset or sad or however I felt.

I’m trying really hard to let it go and move on, some days are easier than others. Nights can be rough. But how does someone just let go of that? How do you forget about somebody you allowed in your life, opened up to and let yourself become completely vulnerable with without fear?

Now it’s just me and I’ll do just fine. But you were my person. I don’t know how much longer it’ll take for me to be okay with the fact that you’re not there anymore.

—  aftertheam, Things I’ll never say to you
Fighting Panic

Requested: I was wondering if I could request a caring Shawn one where maybe you two get into a fight and you leave and then you have a panic attack or something and you call him and even though you two were fighting he still comes over and cares for you? Sorry if that didn’t make sense lol


Your name: submit What is this?


“Stop, y/n.” Shawn says, his voice full of anger. “You can’t keep holding it against me. It’s my career, my job, don’t you understand?”

You swallow hard, trying to keep your emotions in check. “I’m not holding it against you, Shawn. I just need to know you’re not forgetting about me!”

“I’m not, I don’t know why you would say that!” He says, his voice just as loud and terrifying as it was a minute ago. You can’t match his tone. You don’t know how to scream back at him, and you don’t want to.

“You’re always busy, and even when you’re not, you’re thinking about all the things you need to get done, which I get, but I feel like you don’t even remember that I’m here, that I’m your girlfriend.” You reply, honestly.

“How could I forget, y/n? I can’t forget, and I don’t.” He spits back.

You only wait a beat before replying, still trying to absorb his last words, “Do you want to?” You ask, your voice full of fear and sadness.

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Journal Series: As requested, here are just a few of my (very teen-angsty) personal journal pages. Remember, these are personal so please be respectful to whatever you see. Therapy comes in all shapes and sizes, and for years my therapy has always been art journaling. Whether it was getting my emotions out on paper or painting something to help me calm down, journaling has always been my life saver. The first two photos shown above are the most current pages I’ve made in my current journal, and the last two photos are from a journal I started about 4 years ago. The beauty of keeping a journal, especially during your teen years, is looking back on them years after. I love everything about them; the chaos, the clippings, the art, and (embarrassingly enough) even the words. This is my entire youth on paper.

My Thoughts On Anthony’s “Am I Gay?” Video as requested by:

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Stretched to the core of galaxies
Distorted city grids
By a black hole of vanity
Blossoms the age of greed

Beyond the laws of density
Towers of glass and steel
Temples and fragments of memories
Drifting away from me

I’m ready to start the conquest of spaces [x]

when will I find someone who brags about me to their friends and family and sends me cute messages at night when I’m sleeping and will share awesome music with me and let me wear their shirts and go on adventures with and watch all our favorite movies with. someone who’ll know how to calm me down when I feel anxious and always know how to make me smile when I’m sad. someone who’ll gladly carry me on my bad days and rub my back to make me feel better. when will I find my home. I know relationships aren’t the end all be all of life, but I’m getting pretty tired of being single.



EXO Reaction when they’re really tired & stressed and only you can calm them down

Xoxo, Admin A~

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“I’ll only rest if my jagi is with me. I don’t know what you do but it always calms me down. Baby please?”


“I’m sorry I make you worry baobei… It’s not my intention. I just have so much to do and… but I have you. Thank you” *Relies on you when he needs it*


*Always tries to hide it but fails* “You know me well jagi… what would I do without you and your  special choco ”


*Knows you can’t resist his cute being* “Baobei~ would you spoil me? I need you… need to take off my mind some things..”


*You always know what to do to take things off his mind* “I haven’t played in a while jagi! But I’m still going to win!”


*Crashes on your coach, waiting for you to come home. He just loves your scent that is enough to calm him down*


*He’s always able to give his best thanks to you* “I hope she’s watching… so she knows this goes for her”


*Not only manages to calm down. You also give him inspiration once he has rested*


*Hugging you tight* “My jagi! This is all I needed for my day to get better. I love you honey~”


*Always wants to play tough and manage on his own but he always ends up relying on you* “Jagi you came? How did you know I was… you are amazing”


*Makes sure to pay you back somehow. Always wants his girl to know how thankful he is* “We should stay in bed all day baobei. I love being with you”


*Fell asleep on your lap as you sang something for him* “Jagi? I’m sorry… I fell asleep… it helped though… thank you” *Really sleepy*

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littlesmolbeane  asked:

I would just like to say thank you to you, Ethan,mark,Jack,.For helping me figure out who I am and teaching me to believe in myself. You guys are there for me when I need you and you always help me calm down. You guys have helped me stop self harm clean for two months and I am kind of happy. but sometimes like today my walls come tumbling down and I go into that void where I am lost. But just a thank you

💜💜💜💜💜💜 stay strong please